第3章 保不了你

linwanyaran,tazhuanyedeshihoutameijianguoa。

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doushitalaodongsuode,buyaobaibuyao。

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“woyaojianta,buranwojiubahaizidale。”

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“wan....wanwan..nizenmelaile。”

还在这装傻!

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还敢提孩子?

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dongmishuyikoudaying,“linxiaojie,tahuilaide,ninanxindengzhejiuhao。”

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时间变得异常难熬。

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“是你?”