第1章
好饿……
shihongjunhuanhuandezhengkaishuangyan，rumudeshishuxidetianhuaban。
“这是，家里？”
bukezhixindezhalezhayan，shihongjunqishendaliangqizheigeyijingshenghuoleyibeizidedifang。
tabushidaozaibingfang，yijingyanyanyixilema？
jiyirudianyingyibanzainaohaizhongfeisuhuaguo。
zaidianyingzhongtaqinyankanzheqierbeizhaizhubisi，kandaodaozaibingchuangshangdezijihezhouweikuqidejiashu。dianyingdejieju，huamianniuqu，tayouyicitangzaileshenhouzheishuxidechuangshang。
huamianzhongdechangjinglilizaimu，shihongjunshenzhinenggouhuixiangqimeijianshiqingfashengshidexinqing。
zhenglilexiasixu，shihongjunbudebujieshouxianshi——kanlaitazheishizhongshengle。
“baba，wohuilaile。”
guaiqiaonaiqideshengyingezhefangmenchuanruerzhong，shihongjunhunshenyizhen，yibatuikailemianqiandefangmen。
dunshi，fancaidexiangqipumianerlai，yangyizhejiadeweidao。
shihongjundeyankuangshuadiyixiashile。
“baba，nizenmela？”
xiaoxiaodereneryibengyitiaodelaidaoshihongjunmianqian，tianzhendeyanzhongxiemanledanyou。
kanzhemianqianzheigezhiyouwusuidadexiaonvhai，shihongjundexinzhongwuweizachen。
sanshinianqian，yinweichenmidubo，tabudeyiweishenyugaolidai。erneiqungaiside，jingzaitademianqian，huoshengshengdedasiletazuizhiaidelianggejiaren！
那满地的血……
xiaoxiaocuiruodeshenqu，haixuruodehanzheziji：“baba……”
erneishidetazhinengdengdashuangyankanzhezheiyimu，shenmedouzuobule……
guodudebeitongrangshihongjunfenfatuqiang，jingzhendejuedifanji，yijuchengweishangyedaka。kexi，wuluntazhuanlezaiduodeqian，shiqudejiarenquezaiyehuibulaile。
zheijianshi，shitayishengzuidadetong。
“baba……”jianshihongjundeyanjiaoshi.run，xiaonvhailianmangdianqijiao，shituweishihongjuncadiaoyanlei。
mianqiandexiaoya，pibaogudeshenzishangguazhebuheshendeershoujiuyifu。mingmingzhengshitianzhenlanmandenianling，yanzhongqueyouzheyunianlingbufudeyinrenhedongshi。
shangyishi，tachenmidubo，duiqinvxiangdanglinse。bieshuoshiyifule，danshiyidunhaofan，doumeiyoujiguobaozhang。
shihongjundexinzhonggengjiasuanse，yibazhuazhunverbingliangdexiaoshou。
“爸爸？”
beishihongjunzhuazhuleshou，xiaoyajingshiyileng，shenzibennengdexianghousuolesuo。
“xiaoyabiepa，ebue？babajinizhugezhou。”
gangadeshouhuishou，shihongjunpailepaixiaoyadexiaonaodai，qishenzouxiangchufang。
beitaxianfandecanzhuoyijingbeishoushihao，zhuozishanghaibaizheyiwanyijingliangledechaofan。
shihongjunyibiantaomizhuzhou，yibianzaixinlimazheziji。
zheimehaodelaopohenver，tadangnianjingrenxinqizhibugu。
**是畜生！
jiangzhoushenghao，shihongjunjiangmaozhereqidewandijixiaoya。
xiaoyadebiaoqingxianshizhenjing，suihoubianweixiyue，zuihouyoujianjianfuxianchuyihuo。
“爸爸，你……”
zhinendetongyinbeiyaochidekaimenshengdaduan。
pojiudefangdaomenhuanhuankaiqi，shenzhebaiseshaqundenvrenchuxianzaishihongjundeshixianzhong。
nvrenjiaoqiuruizhi，shizhongyangyiyuandehushizhang，yeshitajiehunwunianledeqizi。
qiuruizhitoufaweijuan，mianseqingleng。baizanyouxiuzhangdeshouzhonghailinzheyixiaokuaishengridangao。
shihongjunturanxiangdao，jintianshinverxiaoyadeshengri！
jiushizaizheiyitian，shihongjunduboshule，nuqichongchongdehuilejia，yinweimaiyuanmaidangaolangfeiqianerduiqizidadachushou。
yezhengshiyinweizheiyijudong，rangqizimianduigaoegaolidaishishiquleduishenghuodexiwang。
shihongjunyouyicixiangdao，beizhuizhairenweioushideqiuruizhi，lianshangjingshidaizheniuqudaojijinfengkuangdexiaorong！sihu，duiqiuruizhilaishuo，nengyizheizhongfangshitaolita，yeshiyijianxingfudeshi。
jiandaoshihongjun，qiuruizhidelianshanglveguoyishundeyanehejinghuang。jiangdangaowangshenhouzanglezang，qiuruizhixiongbabadekaikou。
“nizenmezaijia，wokemeiqianjini！”
mingmingshiwenrunrufengdeshengyin，quenanyanyanyuzhizhongdexianqi。
shihongjunxinzhongyizhenkuxiao。
tazuodeneixiechushengshi，beitaoyanyeheqingheli。
“wobushilaiyaoqiande，woshihuijiapeinverguoshengride。”
shihongjunwennuandeyixiao，jiangshouzhongdezhoufangzaicanzhuoshang，weinverlakailedengzi。
tingdaoshihongjundehua，xiaoyazhalezhayan，xinlingshenhuidebengdadaocanzhuopang，yi**jiuzuozaileshihongjunlakaidedengzishang。
“haoei，babamama，wodouele，zanmenkuaidianchifanma。”
xiaoyahenqiaomiaodeweiyingzaolegetaijie，shihongjunxinzhongyinuan。
“hehe，gaolidaidouzhaodaowoyiyuanle，haiguoshengrini？wokanniqianhaibuwanjiubiehuilaile，zaowanyouyitianbeirenjiazhaodaojiali。”
qiuruizhidezuibasuiranyijiuburaoguoshihongjun，shenziqueyeyijingzaicanzhuobianzuoxia。
bijingshinverdeshengri，tayebunengzhendebashihongjunganchujiamen。
“laopofangxin，woyigeyuezhineikendinghaiwan。”
shihongjunxiaohehedezuoxia，youweiqiuruizhishenglewanzhou。
sheizhi，tingleshihongjundehua，qiuruizhibudanmeiyoufangxin，fanerqingxugengjiajidongqilai。tayibajiangshihongjundiguolaidewanpailuo，qishenjiushiyiduntongma。
“nishibushiyouyaogaosuwo，zijixiacidubokendingnengzhuandaqian？wogaosuni，woshougounile，zheiqianwoshidiandoumeiyou，zheigejiayegenbenjiubuhuanyingni！”
heshihongjunzaiyiqiguolewunianle，taweizheigejiatingdailaideshiwangkecongweitingzhiguo。
meicidoushuoshenme“xiaciyidingnengyingdaqian”，ranhouyiciyouyicidepuzaiduboshang。xianshijialidejixu，zaishijiazhuang，zuihoushenzhijieshanglegaolidai……
duiyumianqiandezheigenanren，tashibandianxinrendoubuhuiyoule！
ciwanshuailuosuiliedeshengyinbansuizheqiuruizhijianruidemanmashengzaifangjianneihuixiang，shihongjunquesihaomeiyoushiluo。
“fangxin，wobuhuizaiqudubole，mingtianwojiuzhaogegongzuoqu。”
mianduiqiuruizhidelengyan，shihongjunbingbujieyi。tadouzuoguoshenme，shihongjunzijiqingchudehen。
qiuruizhiyaoshinengzhijieyuanliangta，neicaishijianlegui。
“xingle，nizheixieguihuawotinglebuzhidaoduoshaobianle。wodegongziyifenqianyebukenengjini，nikeyizhijieduanleyaoqiandeniantou。”
kanzhewanquantingbujinquhuadeqiuruizhi，shihongjunwunaidetanlekouqi。
yanyudeliliangshiyouxiande，genghekuangtacengjingyijingfanxialetaiduodezuiguo。yaoxiangzhongxinhuodexinren，zhinengcongdiandizuoqile。
“nixianxiaoxiaoqi，woquchaojigecaijinver。”
nielenienverdeshoudeaoxiandelianjia，shihongjunqishenzouruchufang。
zheishiwunianlai，tadiyicipeinverguoshengri。
jiurangtahaohaodeweinverzhunbeiyicishengriyan，yicizuoweihuanjiejiatingguanxidediyibuba！
fanbianbingxiang，shihongjuntiaochulejinshengdejikeshucai。shuliandexicai，qiecai，reyou，yizhenzhenxiangqicongchufangpiaosanchulai。
shangyishi，qizisihou，taxuehuilesuoyoudejiawu，chengweileyigehegedehaolaogong。
kexi，neishihoudetayijingmeiyoulelaopo。
zheiyishi，tabujinyaoheshangyishiyiyangzhuanzuleqian，haiyaoranglaopohenverdouguoshangmeihaodeshenghuo！