第1章
夜，星光璀璨。
yilianghongsedingjihaohuadefalalizaimalushanghuxiaoerguo，daiqiyizhenfengchuidong。
haohuadebieshuli，buzhijingzhi，meiyichubaishedoushifenjiangjiu。
卧室里。
rouruandebaisedachuangshang，liangjushenqujiaozhizaiyiqi。
“zhangzheng，buxing，zheishinimenjia，wanyitingtinghuilailezenmeban？”
yitingdaoneilianggezi，nanrenbumandezhouqilemei。
“别提她，扫兴！”
“bu，zhangzheng......”
nvrenyujuhaiying，touyankanzhenanrenneifennudebiaoqing，xinliyouxiedeyi。
guoting，nibujiushizhangzhezijishiqianjinda**ma？ruguomeiyouzheigeshenfen，nishenmeyebushi！
turan，menpengdiyishengbeirenchuaikai，lianggeshenyingnuqichongchongdezoulejinlai。
“nimenzaizuoshenme？”guotingchongjinlai，kandaochuangshangliangren，yigunuqizhichongtouding。
yigeshitashiweijiemeideguimi，yigeshitajiehunliangniandelaogong，meixiangdaotamenjuranhuichenzhetabuzaijia，zuochuzheizhongshi。
nvrenjianjiaoyisheng，likenaqibeizigaizhushenti，haipadesuozainanrendebeihou，shentisesefadou，quehaishirenbuzhujieshi：“tingting，duibuqi，nibuyaoguaizhangzheng，shini，nimenjiehunliangnianlehaimeijizhangzhengshenggehaizi，nizhidaode，zhangzhengtaduoxiangyaoyigehaizi，suoyita......”
guotingzhijuededanaoyipiankongbai。
weilehaizi？yinweitameijitashenghaizi，tajiuhetazuihaodepengyougunshangchuang？
tahuranjuedehaoxiao，mingmingjiushizhangzhengzijishuode，tadegongsicaiganggangjieshou，patataileile，suoyiburangtahuaiyun，tajuedeyinggaixianranggongsibushangzhenggui。
taxinletadehua，keshizheiyibiyunjiushiliangnian。
gongsizaoyirurizhongtian，taquejieshiqingtaiduo，taleiledengdengjiekou，zaiyebupengta，qingwen，zheishitadewentima？
shitabunengshenghaishitabujitasheng？
guotingjinjindedingzhechuangshangdenanren，gangyaowenta，zheishitadecuo？
“haole！”zhangzhengmantiaosilidechuanshangyupao，lengxiaoyisheng，jiangxiaolubaozaihuaili，dangzheguotingdemian，qinleqintadeetou，yuqiwenroudeshuo：“guai，dengwobazheijianshichuliwan。”
xiaoludanyoudekanleguotingyiyan，haishidiandiantou。
kanzhetamensiwujidandeenaimoyang，guotingfennudechongshangqu，jiuyaojitamenyierguang。
zhangzhengyibazhuazhutadeshou，henhendijiangtashuaikai，yilianyanedeshuo：“kankannineizhanglingrenyanedelian，zhenshirangrendaoweikou！guoting，woshougounile，lihun！”
jizhangbaizhicongtianerjiang，luozaiguotingdeshenshang。
kanzheneixiezhelihunxieyijigezidebaizhi，xiangqitaganggangshuodehua，tazheizhanglingrenyanedelian，rangtadaoweikou？
tarenbuzhutaishoumolemozijidelian，zheizhanglianconglaidoushitadejiaoao，yinweizheishiyizhangqingguoqingchengdeyaonielian，tayixiao，quanshijiedenanrendouweitafengkuang，tayiku，quanshijiedenanrendouweitaliulei，keshitaqueshuozheizhanglianlingtadaoweikou？
guotingxiayishidekanxiangxiaolu，tadeliandaoshibuneimelingrendaoweikou，buyaorao，buwumei，zhishihenqingchundeyangzi，taneishuiwangwangdeyanjingyizha，jiuzuyigouqinanrendebaohuyu。
yuanlai，zhangzhengxihuanzheiyangdenvren！
tazhenshixialeyan，caihuifangqineimeduohaonanren，duduyigenjindediaosizaizhangzhengzheikewaibozishushang。
guotingjinjindeniezhelihunxieyishu，lengxiaozhecongdishangpaqilai：“henhao，zhangzheng，nikebuyaohouhuijintiandejueding，nibiewangle，huacaijituanshiwoguoshidechanye，suiranwobabaqushile，danshihuacaijituanhaishiwode，jiranniyaogenwolihun，jiuzuohaojingshenchuhudezhunbeiba，nijintianchuguibeipanwo，wojiuyouyibaizhongfangfanongsinimenzheiduigounannv！”
shuoba，tajuerandizhuanshenliqu。
zheishinibiwode，meiyoulewo，nihaishineigeyiwusuoyoudeqiongguangdan！
luturanbeilanzhule，shenhou，shizhangzhengdeqingxiao。
“qianliang！niganmalanzhuwo？”
wenchuzheijuhua，yigubuhaodeyuganxilai，guotingbusha，shenzhihaifeichangcongming，tabukenengkanbuchuzheiqizhongdewenti，zhishiyishizhijianmeiyouzixiqushensibale。
shenhou，zhangzhengdeshengyinzaicixiangqi：“niyiwei，meiyouwodeyunxu，nihuizhidaowoheluludeshi？”
guotingyizheng，mengrantaitoukanxiangqianliang：“qianliang，nibeitashoumaile？”
qianliang，benlaishitababaliujitadebaobiao，zhiyaotawaichu，jiuyidinghuigenzaitashenbianbaohuta，jihuduitadeshiqingleruzhizhang，ketameixiangdao，qianliangjuranhuibeipanta，shitadayile！
qianliangyijiutaizheshoulanzheta，queweiweiditou，meiyoukanta。
“he，nibuyongbiwenta，tazhibuguoshiyoubabingzaiwoshouli，erni，jintianchufeiniqianlezheifenheyue，buran，nizoubuchuzheidongbieshu！”
guotingkanzheshoulideheyue，tongkongzhousuo，huacaijituangufen**heyue？
zhangzhengjuranxiangdutunhuacaijituan，batashouzhongdebaifenwushibadegufenquanbushouzou，meiyoulegufen，tajiuzaiyebushihuacaijituandedongshizhangle。
“ruguowobuqianni？nihaixiangshalewobucheng？”
zhangzhengzhizhexiabaxianglexiang，ruoyousuosidishuo：“shaleniyeshigebucuodebanfa，shaleni，nidegongsiziranjiushiwode......buguo，sharenzheizhongshi，wozenmehuizuoni？zhishinineizuolaodema，buzhidaohainengbunenghuoguomingtianni！wotingshuotajintianyouzailaolizishaweisui，yaoshiqiangjiubujishi......”
妈妈又自杀了？
guotingxiangqitaneiyinweiguyishanghaizuierbeipanruyudemama，tajiurenbuzhuhunshenfadou，tajinjindeniezheheyue，jihuyaobazheifenheyuesisui。
turan，tazhengkaiyanjing，chenqianliangbuzhuyi，feikuaidewangwaichongqu。
zhiyaotataochulezheizuobieshu，zhiyaotahuidaogongsiranhoumashangjijingjudadianhua，tajiunengbaozhugongsihemama，tayidingyaotaochuqu......
“啊！”
shenhouyizhishouyongliyitui，tabuyouzizhudewangloutigunxiaqu，yizhigunlehaojimiaozhong，tacaitinglexialai，shenshangyijingbeizhuangdetengtongbuyi。
yankanzheqianlianghezhangzhengyibuyibukaojin，daizhecanrendelengning，guotingdexinjiujinjindejiuzaiyiqi。
zhangzhengzhuazhetadeyifu，xiangtuozheyijushitiyiban，jiangtahenhendirengzaidibanshang，yizhencigudetengtongchuanlai，lenghanmanmandedashilehoubeideyifu。
tayaozheyajianqiangdeburangzijitongdejiaochulai，tajueduibuzaizheigenanrenmianqianshiruo！
nveda，conglaimeiyoubeirendaguodeta，jintianjuranbeitashenaidelaogongdadebiantilinshang，ertayijiusisideyaoyarenzhe，tabuqiurao，butuoxie，buhanteng。
xue，huanhuandeliuleyidi，danaoyijingkaishimohu，tatingjianxiaolukongjudejianjiaosheng。
tahuranhaobuganxin，nandaotajiuyaosizaizheili？
tahaimeijiuchumama，tahaimeiwanchengtababadexinyuan，tazenmenengneimeqingyijiusi？
jiuzaiguotingyiweizijiyaosiledeshihou，qianliangturanzhuaqitadetoufa，zaitaerbianxiaoshengdishuolejushenme......