第6章
jianworuci,lilaoshitanlekouqi。
wozhidao,tashizaidanxinwo。
ciqianhewotanguohenduocihua,danshiwodouzhishifuyanguoqu。
wozijideshiqing,bingbuxuyaobierenqupingjiashenme。
即使是好意。
lilaoshicongchoutili,nachubi,zaiwodejiatiaoshangqianlezi,suihoudijiwoshuodao。
“shishangwunanshi,zhiyaokenfangqi。zhuanxinzijidexuexi,yuanbi......”
“wodong,xiexielaoshi。”
woyouxiebulimaodedaduan,suihouyiliuyandelikaile。
lilaoshidexutao,xiaziyidandakai,zhipameiyouyigexiaoshi,shiwufajieshude。
ruoshipingchang,wohenleyitinglaoshidexutao。
bijingcongxiaodaoda,ruciguanxinwoderen,chulewodenainai,jiushengxialilaoshile。
danshijintianbuxing,wohaiyoubiedeshiqingyaozuo。
bingqiejutixuyaoduojiu,wozijidoubuqingchu。
nengzaoxiejiejue,yejiunengzaoxiehuilai。
xinzhongduizhelilaoshimomoshuoyishengbaoqian,wobianzhunbeilikaichuxiao。
keshi,youyijiuhuiyouer。
beilinqingyazhuazhuguoyici,tajiuhuichuxiandierci。
tasihuzaozaodebianzaimenkoudengwo,wogangyichuxian,jiujinruletadeshixian。
yiduihaokandeyourubaoshidemingliangyanjing,zhishiweiweizhadongleyixia,jiuxiangwozoulai。
bulvshuobushangqingying,daoshilveyouchenzhong,sihumeizouyibudouyongshanglejidadeliqi。
wozhidao,tashishengqile。
keshi,tayouyoushenmezigeshengqini?
因为我的拒绝?
haishishuo,womeiyoujiyutadehuiying?
tanandaobujuedezijideyaoqiu,shifendewulima?
genghekuang,jiusuanshimeiyouzheizhongqipadehuayu,woyebuhuiduolihuilinqingyabandian。
ganqinghegongzuo,woyizhiyilaidoufendeqingchu。
shenmewuweibuzhidezhaogu,shenmerenyanzhizhongdetiangou,doushigongzuobale。
ruguobushishenghuosuopo,wokenengyibeizidoubuhuihelinqingyayourenhejiaoji。
tayuwoeryan,zhishiyigebeiwoguanzhede,yonglaizhuanqiandegongjubale。
gongju,shibupeidedaowodeganqingde。
erqiewocengnuliguo,changshiguo,shituyongzuizhenshidemiankong,yuzuizhiredeqinggan,qumianduilinqingya。
zhishi,tonghuazhonghuigunianghewangzidegushidouzhishipianrende。
woduiyulinqingyaeryan,kenengliankanzhedoujuedeaiyan。
zuizhongdejieguo,zhishiyigerentianshishangkoubale。
congneishiqi,wojiuyinggaimingbai。
kanqingchuzijidedingwei,birenheshiqingdouyaozhongyao。
napashicike,woyeyinggaiqingchu。
napashiwohelinqingyadehetongyijingjieshule,linqingyayuwoeryan,yijiushigaobukepan。
“站住。”
dangwomianwubiaoqing,shitumuzhongwurendecongtashenpangzouguodeshihou。
linqingyajiaozhulewo,yijiushiyirujiwangdegaobukepanyuburongzhiyi。
yaoshiyiqian,wokendinghuitingzhetadehua,zhanzaiyuandiyidongbudong。
danshixianzai,wozhishidangzuomeiyoutingjian,jingzhidecongtashenbianzouguo。
“worangnizhanzhu,nimeitingjianma?”
wodetaidu,ranglinqingyakanqilaichuqidefennu。
tashenxingyizhuan,jiujisudezoudaowomianqian,yishuangyanjingsihushiyinweifennu,erxiandeyouxieda。
zhishizailimianyixie,sihushinenggoukanjianyisiweihong,jiuhaoxiangshishouleshenmeweiquyiyang。
woxinzhongweizijidezheigexiangfa,erchixiaobuyi。
yigejiatingyouwo,diweizunchongdeda**,zenmekenenghuishouweiquni?
tazhishiyinwei,wohecengjingbutongdewuni,erjuedechuqidefennubale。
neibiantaidezhangkongyu,jiurutongyiqianyiyang。
jiuyinweiduitademinglingmeiyoulikezhixing,wojiuailezhengzhengsangebazhang。
wonengganjuedaode,tashiyongleliqide。
并且还是全力。
wozhinendelian,jinjinzhishihuiqu,jiuyijingzhongdebuchengyangzi。
kediertianhuilai,woyijiushitianzhelianzuoleyitiaozhongshidegou。
yezhengshiyinweizheiyici,wocaibeisuoyourenpaichi。
tamenzongzaiwoerbianxutaozhe。
shijieshangzenmehuiyouzheimedijianderenni?
nandaoxuexihaodemijue,jiushiyinweihuitian?
他们羞于与我为伍。
juedewojiangzijikandetaiqing,bizhizhongquandouyouxieburu。
ertamenzixuweiren,qingshiwodaoshilisuodangran。
duiyuzheixie,wobingmeiyouguaitamen。
tamenbuzaiwodeweizhishang,buzhidaowodanfuzheshenme。
**juedingnaodai,juedewomeiyouzunyan,dijiandaoyeshizhengchang。
keshixianzai,yiqiedouyijingjiejuele。
neiwocengjingdiudiaodedongxi,ziranshiyaozhongxinjianhuilaide。
wojiangbeitingdebizhi,zaicicongtadeshenbianraoleguoqu,zhidandandeliuxiayiju,qingpiaopiaohaowuliliangdehuayu。
“linda**,niyiweinishishei?liangjingruma?pingshenmeduiwozhishouhuajiao?”
wodejiaobumeiyousihaotingliu,zhidaowobeitadeguimiwangwenwendangzhu。
“nizheiren,haoshengbushihaodai。”
“genzaiqingyahoumiansannian,qingyaxianzaiyuanyijiniyigejihui,nijuranbuyao,nidaodishixiangyaozuoshenme?”
wangwenwensihuzaoyijingxiguanlewode**,cikeyerutongxianqianyiyang,yanyuzhongjijinqingmie。
jiuchayongzhebikonggaosuwo。
“xiaozi,rangnizuoshenmejiuzuoshenme,xianzaihaijileniendian,nandaonibuyinggaiganendaidema?”
zheiyici,wotingxialejiaobu。
woyexushiyishidaole,youxieshiqingbushuokai,wokenengshimeiyoubanfalikaide。
zheilianggenvren,jiuhaoxiangshifanrendechouchong,nianzaizheili,langfeiwodeshijian,hairangwoshenglixingdebushi。
yushiwozhuantoukanxiang,haizhanzaiyuandi,yilianjueqiangdelinqingya。
“linda**,ruguoguoqu,wodexingweiduinizaochengleshenmeyingxiang,neimewoxiangnidaoqian。”
“yinwei,woconglaijiumeiyouxihuanguoni,duinihao,zhishidanchundejuedenipiaoliang,jincieryi。”
“buguozuotian,woyijingxiangtongle,gaosanjuligaokaodeshijianbuduole,woyegaiweizijikaolvyixiale。”
shuowan,wojiuyangqishouzhongdejiatiao。
“da**,wohaiyoushi,ruguonimeiyoubiedeshiqingdehua,keyirangkaima?”
wozuijiaodaizheyirujiwangdexiaoyi,shuochuyizhiyilaidezhenxiang。
keshilinqingyaquelengzhule,yishuangdadadeyanjingkanzhewo,youxiebukezhixin,piankehoucaihuishendashengshuodao。
“nishuocongmeiyouxihuanguowo?”
“bukeneng,congmeiyourennengzaiwoshenbiandaiguoneimejiudeshijian,wohaineiyangduini,nibushixihuanwo,neishishenme?”
哦?
yuanlainiyezhidao,zijizuodeshiqing,duiwoeryanshixiurua!