第4章4
jiejiesihuyemeiyiliaodaolinjiyuanhuilai，talengleyixia，suihouyouhuifuleyifulengdandemoyang。
linjiyuanxiangzhaojihuihejiejieshuohua，jiejiequefangfokanbujiantayibanyizhihuibizheliangrenpengmian。
shizaimeilebanfa，linjiyuanxiangwozouguolai。
“wodididesi，wobamayijingzhidaole。”
“woxiangtamenjilibaozheng，jinlanbushineizhongren，zheizhongjiankendingyoushenmewuhui。”
“suoyiwozheicilai，jiushixiangwengeqingchuwodidideshiqing。wozhidaotabuxiangjianwo，dengtajieshiqingchu，wobaozhengbuhuizaichuxianzaitamianqian......”
linjiyuandemuguangshensuierbeishang，shiqudidiheshiliandeqianhoudajirangtazhenggerentuifeibushao。
wozhengxianganweita，yuguangquepiejianjiejiezaibabamuqianchashangxianghou，huanhuanzhuajinmamadeshou，fushenzaitaerpan，hongchunweidong。
woxinzhongfuxianyizhennongliedebuangan，linjiyuanfanyingbiwokuai，tayigejianbuchongshangqu，lakailemamahejiejiedejuli。
keweishiyiwan，mamadeyanliliuxialiangxingqinglei，suijizhengtuokailinjiyuandeshou，henhenxiangbabademubeizhuangqu。
砰！
zhouweirenbeizheiyishengmenxiangxiyinguolai，fenfenjujiguolaiweiguanzheqingkuang。
qieqiesiyujian，wobokairenqun，kanjianrenqunzhongxinzhanzhede，shensepingchangdejiejieheyiliancangbaidelinjiyuan。
haiyouliangrenmianqian，daozaixueboli，demama。
woxiaoxinyiyidiqutanmamadebixi。
zhijianbingliang，meiyoubandianqiliuyongdong。
妈妈死了。
wolenglexujiu，huanhuanqishen，fadoudeshouzhixiangjiejie，yanleiduokuangerchu。
“为什么？”
“youshineijuhuaduibudui？weishenme，nihaisilinhuailiehaibugou，weishenmehaiyaohaisiwomendemama！”
jiejietuikailinjiyuan，ruowuqishidizhenglizheyiqun。
tajintianchuanzhehongqun，bengaimingyandongren，kewoquewuduanjuedeneiqunzidehong，shiyongmamadexuerande。
“mamahuainianbaba，sinianshenzhongxunleqing，hewoyoushenmeguanxi？”
wochongshangqujiuzhutadeyiling。
“你撒谎！”
“nimingmingzhidaomagenbenhebameishenmeganqing，tadoubuxiangrangwomenliangguanshangtadexing，nizenmehaoyisishuodechulaimahuiweilebaxunqingzheizhongxiahua！”
linjiyuanshenxiyikouqi，yankuangtonghong。
“jinlan，womenlianaiyilai，woduinibaiyibaishun，conglaimeiyouyaoqiuguonishenme。”
“womenjiagennigengmeiyoushenmeshenchoudayuan，wodidisihou，wobamaxianglaizhaonidemafan，doubeiwolanxiale，woxinshidandangentamenshuo，nibushineiyangderen。”
“kejintianni......suanle，xianzaiwozhixiangwenqingchu，nidaodigenhuailieshuoleshenme？”
linjiyuanhuanhuanluoxiayidilei，jiejiejiemaozhandongliangxia，quehaishishenmedoumeishuo。
wozhongyurenbuzhu，jiangtatuidaozaidi，gaogaodebazhangyangqi，queshizhongmeiyoujuexinluoxia。
wokudeshangqibujiexiaqi，leishuijintoulejiejiexiongqiandeyiliao。
“weishenme，jiejie，daodishiweishenme......”
“mamaxinxinkukubawomenliangfuyangzhangda，womengongzuoyihou，meiguanwomenyaoguoyibifuyangfei，zijihuidaoxiangxiayanglao。”
“jiejie，nizhenhendu，woningyuanxianzaisidiaodeshini。”
jiejiepingdandeshensezhongyuchuxianyisiguilie，tahuanhuantaimou，yimoleishuizaiyankuangzhongliuzhuan。
“fuqu，wozuodezheixie......”
“nijuedehaisiwodeairenhemama，zhendeshiweilewohaoma？”wodaduantadehua，henhendengzheta。
“nizhixuyaogaosuwo，nidaodigentamenshuoleshenme！”
jiejiewangxianglinjiyuan，muguangweidong：“jishitinglezheijuhuajiuhuihetamenyiyangsiqu，niyeyaotingma？”
linjiyuanzouleguolai，talianshangluchuyuwoyiyangdejiandingertongkudeshense，huanhuandianlediantou。
jiejiezhongyufachuyishengqingxiao。
banzheyusheng，tahuanhuankaikou，yongzhiyouwohelinjiyuannengtingdaodeshengyin，tuchuleneijuhua。