nanyouheguimibuguzulan，feiyaozaidaxuefengshanqianqukanrizhaojinshan，woweijiangtamentuochuxueshanhuanshangxuemangzheng，congcishiquleguangming。
suoyourendougaosuwomeiyourenhuiyuanyiquyigexiazi。
dannanyouquejiandingdiguizailewodemianqian，qianchengdiqianzhewodeshoushuo：
“yuyu，wodemingshinijide，congciwojiushinideyanjing。”
bababeitadebulibuqisuodadong，tongyilezheimenbuduidengdehunyin。
kedinghunyanshang，dangtananyoujiangyibeishuidijiwohou，yigeshengyinchuanruwodenaohai：
“bunenghe！niguimizailimianxiale**！”
“dengnishenzhibuqingdeshihou，zheigegaisidefenghuangnanjiuhuibanisongdaoneigetutoudewangzongchuangshanghuanxiangmu！”
woxinkouyizhi，shouyemengdizuanjinbeizi。
chajuedaopangbiandeqinyoubingmeiyouyichang。
woyishidao，zheishengyinbushilaizixianshishijie。
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“nixinwo，woshilaizhengjiunidexitong，wohuibangnigaibianjiaporenwangdemingyunde！”
wodexinzangyourubeiyizhidashoulaolaozuanjin，zhouweideshengyindoubiandebuzhenqiele。
womangrandijuqijiubeixiangyaohediao，jiaojideshengyinzaicixiangqi：
“zheibeishuihuirangnimensujiamingyusaodi，nibayehuibeitazhizaochehuohaisi，ernihuibeichijuehu，ranhoudiudaoguowaizishengzimie，niyanjingkanbujian，budaobannianjiubeiqifusile。”
“niyaoshibuxin，wokeyirangniganzhizhouweideyiqie！”
xiayikeqimiaodeganjuechuanbianquanshen，wodeyanqianhaishiyipianxuwu，danshiquenengqingxidiganzhidaozhouweidebianhua。
zhangjiudeshiminghouwoturan“kandao”zhouwei，wojingdishishoushuaisuileshuibei。
wochajuedaobuyuanchu，yidaoexindeshixian，butingdizaiwoshenshangsaoshi。
neirenjiushixitongsuoshuodewangzong。
我的心中一阵恶寒。
erguxiupeizezhanzaiwodeshenbian，hepangbiandelinxiaoyueyanshendoukuaiyaolachusilaile。
tamenchuizaiyiqideshouzhi，siyousiwudigouzaiyiqi。
wokandaocengjinglengmodeguxiupei，zuijiaogouqilehaokandehudu。
zhouweirenduiliangrendexiaodongzuodouhaowuchajue。
suiranhaibulejiequanmao，danbudeburangwoduoliuyigexinyan，duixitongdehuayeduoxinleyifen。
tajianwoshensechiyijixufali：
“erqiewozhidaonibajintianzhunbeijiang3%degufenzhuanjita，dannimenbuzhidao，zheicaishitaqunidemude！”
wodexinzangbumianyouxiechoutong。
guquan**xieyideshiqingwohebababingmeiyougaosurenheren，danmomingchuxiandeyigeshengyinquejingqueshuochu。
zheiyuanbenshiwoweitazhunbeideyigejingxi。
quemeixiangdao，zheicaishitademude。
xuelinlindezhenxiangyadewojihuchuanbuguoqi，mingmingshineikongdiaochongzu，kewoquejuedeshentibishenchuxueshanshihaiyaoleng。
shuibeizaidishangzasui，xiyinlezhongrendeshixian。
guxiupeiganjinshangqianxiangyaochakanwoshifoushoushang，woquehuangluandishuaikailetadeshou。
zhouweidehuanxiaoyejiaranerzhi，gengduoyihuoshengxiangqi。
“suda**zicongxialezhihoupiqizhenshiyuelaiyuezhuomobutoule。”
“haihaoguzongqianjiuta，buranyigepiqizheimechadexiazi，sheiyuanyiyaoa？”
linxiaoyuedingzhewo，yuqiyehenshibuman：
“yuyu！nizheishiganshenmeya！”
guxiupeideyanseshunjianbianhei，tachenzhelianshengyinqueyichangwenrou，zhiyidilazhuwodeshou：
“yuyu，nizenmele？shiwonalirenishengqilema？”
womeishuohua，lianshangdexiaorongzaoyixiaoshidaijin。
guxiupeiyechajuedaolewoqingxudebianhua，zhouqilemeitou。
tamingzhidaowokanbujian，danyiranxinxudibugankanwodeyanjing。
zhouweirendezhizerutonglijianciruwodexinzang，erwodenanyoujiuzhanzaiduimian，lengmodikanzhewo，budasuanbangwochengqing。
zhangxinchuanlaidewendubusicongqianbanwennuan，fanerbiandechire。
wobijianyizhensuanchu，xiangdaocengjingtashifouyeshizheiyang，zuishangshuozhezuidongtingdeqinghua，yanshenquehelinxiaoyuejiuchanzaiyiqi。
ruobushizhengjiuxitong，wodaoxianzaidoubeimengzaiguli。
neiwoyidingyehuizaitadetangyipaodanxiayibubuzouxiangmiewang。
wofanzaodishuaikaiguxiupeideshou：
“meishenme，shouhuaeryi。”
guxiupeibingbudasuanshenjiu，zhishiqingxiaozhetaiqishou，luchuwosongtadeangguishoubiao：
“shijianchabuduole，womenxianjuxingyishiba，denghuierzairangxiaoyuejinizuoyibeitediao。”
系统愤怒大骂：
“zheichushengjingranhaibuxiangfangqi？tajianzhishiyaozha***shenshangsuoyoudejiazhi！”
“yuyunikeyaokanzixile，zheizhong**qianwanbuyaohetayouqianchea。”
zaixuelinlindezhenxiangmianqian，woshaoweitacuoyibu，kenengjiushiwanjiebufu。
suoyiwobingbudasuanzaijiguxiupeifanshendejihui。
woqingqiaodezhenghaocuokaiguxiupeishenlaideshou，ranhouzaihugongdechanfuxia，jingzhizoudaotaishang。
wonaqihuatongzhijieshuodao：
“baoqiangewei，dinghunyishiquxiao，wohaiyoushixianzoule，nimenjixu。”
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wozhuanshenlikai，guxiupeiquebeibinkedangzhulejiaobu。
babachajuedaowodeyichang，kuaibugenleshanglai：
“yuyu，zheidaodishizenmehuishi？”
kandaobabadanyoudeshense，woyizhiqiangzhuangdezhendingchedijunlie，leishuibushoukongzhidihualuo。
zheishiwozishiminglai，diyiciruciqingxidi“kandao”baba。
tadebinjiaoyijingfabai，yanshenyebusizhiqianyouguangcai。
zaiwoshimingdezheiduanshijian，tafangfocanglaoleshisui。
wotingjianwodeshengyingengyandixiangqi。
“ba，wobuxianghetajiehunle。”
wobadelianshangshanguoyisichayi，dansuizhierlaidenongliedexinteng。
shangchangshangchizhafengyunderenwu，cishishouzuwucuodexianggehaizi，zuizhongtakuanhoudedazhangluozailewodefading，yixiayixiadifumozhewodetouding。
“buxiangjiejiubujieba，babahuiyizhipeizainishenbian。”
tameiyouzhuiwenwoyuanyin，gengmeiyouchizewodesuixing，zhishijiandingdizhanzaiwodeshenbian，zuowozuijianshidehoudun。
babadeguanhuairangwobeiganwennuan，zanshiqusanlexinzhongdeyinmai。
xitongxiandehenkaixin，binggaozhiwoyijingduguolediyigesijie，wozheicaixiangqitasuoshuodebeicanjieju。
wohuangmangdizhuazhubabadeshou，yongjinhukenqiudeyuqishuodao：
“ba，guxiupeichuguile，woshuodehuaniyidingyaoxin！”
wobayecongwoningzhongdeshenqingzhongchajuechulebieyangdeweidao，tashenseyansuditingwofushuxitongsuoshuodehua。
tatinghouhenchenmo，jiuzaiwosikaoruherangtaxiangxindeshihou，tahuanhuankaikou：
“nifangxin，babahuiquchaqingchude。”
woduicigandaochayi，xintougengshisuanseyipian。
yuanlaiwoyeyongyouzheizhonghaowubaoliudepianai，zhishitaiguoxunchang，chadianrangwokanbucuoshi。
yishunjianwodeleishuizaiciwufayizhidipenyongerchu。
jingguowodetixing，wobaguoranchachuleguxiupeizhanghudeyichang，takaishiyouyiwuyixueruoguxiupeizaigongsideyingxiangli。
woteyidingzhutayaoduojianchachuxingdecheliang，tazengjialewomenzhoushendeanbao，yekaishishoujixiangguanzhengju。
guxiupeizhongyuchajuelebudui，kaishihelinxiaoyuekaishilunfanshangzhen，xiangyaorangwosongkoudinghun。
woyishengbingweiyoubimenbuchu。
tamenjianbudaowo，yiqiejimoudouwujikeshi。
danwoxinzhonghaishiyinyinbuan，renbuzhuxunwenxitong：
“zhiyaozheiyangzuo，jiukeyigaibianwomenjiademingyunma？”
xitongjiaoaodeshengyinxiangqi：
“neishidangranle！nixiangxiang，zanmenyijingduoguolexiayao，haitiqianbangnibaguibilefengxian，zhiyaodengnibabashoujihaolezhengju，womenjiunengbatamenyiwangdajinle！”
wosisuozhediantou，keyikexinzanghaishibuandizaodong，xiangshizhenyiyang，cuncunnianguoxinzangdailaixixiaodecitong。
wowuzhexinzang，zhengzhunbeiyongshoujilianxijiatingyisheng，dianhuaqueturanxiangqi。
woxinzhonggedengyixia，lianmangjieqidianhua，zhangmishudeshengyinhuangzhangchuanlai：
“**buhaole！suzongdechechacheshiling，zhijiefanxiaxuanyashiguwucunle！”
shoujishuaisuizaidishang，wobukezhixinditanzuozaishafashang。
yigenlaizishenyuandetengmanchanraoshangwodebojing，jiangwozhuaihuishenyuan。
mimimamadexizhennianguowodexinzang，doudadeleishuizaluozaishoubei。
wojuewangdikuhan，butingdizhiwenxitong：
“bushishuojuqingyijinggaibianlema？weishenmewobahaishisile？”
xitongxianranmeiyouliaodaoshiqingdezouxiang，tadeyuqiyeyouxiehuangluan：
“bukeneng！womenmingmingmeitiandouyoujianchale，zenmehaihuizheiyang......wodequchacha，niyidingyaodengwo！”
tadehuagangyijieshu，zhouweideganzhishunjianxiaoshi，xiayikedamenbeirenmengdizhuangkai。
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ganzhidexiaoshirangwoshunjianfangcundaluan。
liangdaojiaobuxiang**jin，linxiaoyueyuqijiqie，dannanyanxingfen：
“yuyu！wotingshuobofuchushile！”
guxiupeizeshiyibazhuazhuwodegebo，jiujiangwowangwaidai，sihaobugujiwoshigemangren。
“gongsineixielaogudongchenjinaoshi，womenbixuxianfazhiren，niyebuxiangbofuxinkuleyibeizidechanyebeibierentundiaoba。”
cishidetamenzaiwomianqiansihaobuzaiyanshizijidetanlan。
tamenhaobuyouyudisisuiwenweneryadejiamian，poqiedixiangyaodedaosujiadequanbucaichan。
babadesixunbenjiuyadewochuanbuguoqi，tamenquehaiyaodaizhewozhimianzuicanrendezhengdou。
wofengkuangzhengzha，quewufazhengtuotadeqianzhi。
guxiupeisuijizhijiejiangwokangzaijianshang，jingzhizouxianghuiyishi。
huiyishineisuoyougudongzaojiuchaofanletian，zhidaokandaowocaishaoweipingxi。
“suyu！nijieai，danshiwomenshibuhuirangyigexiazidangquande。”
“shia，womenyesuanshisushidelaoyuangong，bunengyankanzhenihuilenibadexinxue，woquannihaishibagufenmaile，anxinnafenhongjiuxing。”
guxiupeijiangwofangzaizuoweishang，gujiefenmingdeshouanzhulewodejianbang，jiangwolaolaodijinguzaizuoyishang。
linxiaoyuezaipangbian，shengyinyiyangmanshideyi：
“sheishuosujiameiyouzhangquanrenle？yihouguxiupeihuidaitisuyujieguansushi。”
weishoudezhaodonglvxiankaikou：
“tasuangeshenmedongxi？womenpingshenmeyaotingnide？”
guxiupeibuxiedikaikou：“jiupingwoshisuyudezhangfu！”
cihuayichu，jiqiqiancenglanghua，suoyourendoutaolunzhekexingxing，quemeiyouyigerenlaiwenwoshifouyuanyi。
wojiqiedixiangyaokaikou，danguxiupeishouzhongdelidaojiada，shenglixingdeleishuicongwoyanzhongyongchu，tengdewoshuobuchuyigezi。
tadeqixipuzaiwodeerhou，dichendeshengyinxiangqi：
“bugaishuodehua，nizuihaobieshuo，fouzewobujieyisongniqujianniba。”
judadebeiliangcongwoxinzhongyongchu，cengjingwocongxueshanjiangtamenjiuchu，weicihaidashanglewodeyanjing。
quemeixiangdao，jiuqidejingranshichailanghubao。
yifenwenjianluozailewodemianqian，guxiupeijiangyizhibisairuwodeshouzhong，daizhewodeshoujiuyaozaiwenjianshangluobi。
woxinzhongyihuo，linxiaoyuezaipangzhijiekaikou:
“zhiyaosuyuqianxialezheifenguquan**xieyi，neisujiazaisushisuoyoudegufenjiuhuiyouguzongdaiweizhangguan。”
woxinxiayijing，fennuyouranersheng。
yuanbenbabaxiangyaozengsongdezhishi3%degufen，danmeixiangdaotajingranqitudedaoquanbu！
wozhengzhazhexiangyaochouchushou，naohaizhongfengkuangdihuhuanzhexitong。
“guxiupei，nizheige**！woshibuhuifangguonide！”
woxinzhongnuhuoranshao，fennujiazazhequru，wodeshouzhijinwochengquan，zhijiashenshenqiaruzhangxin，qitufankangguxiupei。
leishuibuduanzaluo，quehaishiwufazuzhitadaidongzhewodeshouzaizhishanghuadong。
taruyuanyichangdinadaolesujiaquanbudegufen。
erwodexinyecheguiweisiji。
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guxiupeicubaodijiangwodaihuibieshu，babadesiwangheshouzhongdeguquan，rangtazaiyebuyongkansujiadeliansexingshi。
tamenchedisisuileweizhuang，jiangzuizhenshideyimianzhanxianzaiwodeyanqian。
linxiaoyueqiazhewodelian，louchudechengdexiaosheng：
“xiupei，xianzaiguquanniyijingnadaole，zheinvrennidasuanzenmeban？”
woxinzhongfengkuanghujiaoxitong，danyiranyaowuyinxun。
anzhaoxitongsuoshuo，tahuibiwojiehun，ranhouzaiyiliaoyangdemingyijiangwosongchuguozishenzimie。
kewowanquandiguletamendee。
guxiupeiyonglandeshengyincongpangbianxiangqi，tayuqiqingmiedaizhebushaodeyuanhen：
“tajingrangandangzhongtichudinghunquxiao，rangwodiulehaodayigeren，wokebunengzheimeqingyidifangguota！”
tajiangwocheruhuaizhong，gujiefenmingdeshouzaiwolianshangbuduanmosuo，edudehuayuzuanruwodeerduo：
“kexishigexiazi，buranwoyidingyaoxianhaohaowanwaner。”
leishuibushoukongzhidicongwodeyanjiaohualuo，woshuangshoudizaitadexiongtang，xiangyaojiangtatuikai，kongjuzaiwoxintouyingrao，wozhinengqiangchengzhending：
“guxiupei！niyiweiwonanimeibanfalema？nizuodeneixieshi，wodoushiyouzhengjude！”
“woquannihaishifanglewo，buranwoyidinghuiheniyusiwangpo！”
linxiaoyuexianranyeshijianbudeguxiupeiduiwoguofenqinni，lazhewodeshouwan，jiujiangwoshuaizaidishang。
jichidefenggualai，linxiaoyuedebazhangzhongzhongluozaiwodelianshang：
“nizheige***，wojiuzhidaonimeianshenmehaoxin！”
wowuzhe**delian，ehenhendiduitamenshuo：
“dangnianwojiubuyinggaiqujiunimen！”
“jiusuanshijiuchuyitiaogouyezhidaoduiwoyaoweiba，ernimenzhishilianggewangenfuyidebaiyanlang！”
wodehuahaimeishuowan，yizhijiaojiangwozaicichuaifan，linxiaoyuedebazhangyejinsuiqihou。
yanjingshiminghou，rangwoqitadeganguanbiandeyichangqingxi。
danshentidetengtong，wanquanbibushangxinzhongdebeifen。
linxiaoyuechuanzhecuqizhongyutingleshou，tazhanghuyikouqi：
“zheimeduoniansuwanzheige***dazheguimideqihaoyizhishihuanwo，zheixiazhongyuchulekoueqi！”
suihoutadesangyinbiandetianni，sajiaodishuodao：
“xiupei，nikebunengxinruanfangguota，womengancuiyibuzuoerbuxiu，zhijie......”
tadehuameishuowan，danwoquezhidaojuebushishenmehaoshi。
kongjuzhanjulewodeshenti，tuozhewotengtongdeshenqubuduanhoutui。
guxiupeiqingxiaoyisheng，zhijiezhuazhulewodejiaohuaimengdijiangwoqiangxingzhuaihui。
“shangcinidetediaotabushimeichangdaoma？wangzongkeshidengbujile，zheiciwoqinshouweita，takemeijihuizaishishoudafanle。”
linxiaoyuedexiaoshengcongpangbianxiangqile，gaogenxiedexiegennianguowodeshouzhi，zaidibanshangfachudadadeshengxiang。
yibubuxiangcaizaiwodexinkou，xuanpanzhewojiexialaidemingyun。
judadejuewangyourushenyuanjuyan，fangfozaiwodelinghunshangdaxiakongjudeluoyin。
“为什么？”
wozhandoudixunwenzheguxiupei，woshizhongbumingbaitaweishenmerucihenwo。
tazhijieniezhuwodexiaba，qiangxingyaojiangjialedongxideshuiguanruwodekouzhong。
tadeshengyinyouruguimeizaiwoerbianxiangqi，yiziyijudoudaizheduiwodehen：
“wozuiqiaobuqidejiushinizheizhonggaogaozaishangshishedetaidu！pingshenmenishenglaijiushenmedouyou，erwomingmingzheimeyouxiu，quehaiyaobeibierenshuoshikaoni！”
“yaoshiniyebiandeangzang，neixierenjiuzhichaoxiaoni，zanyangwocaishinidejiushizhu！”
wodexinchedibeisisui，zhidaocikewocaiyishidao，zijicengjingmanqiangrechenxianjileyigeduomeangzangbeiliederen！
takezaiguzilidezibei，zhishizhetajiangwolaxianitan。
kewodeshentibeijingu，zhinengrenyouzhetajiangshuiguanruwodekouzhong。
不甘，愤恨，绝望。
cengcengqingxulachezheiweiwodelinghun，duoxiangdiyu。
tachajuedaowodedikang，simingdiqiazhuwodexiae：
“guai，niyaonihelezheige，yihounijiuzhinengkaowole！”
turan，erbianchuanlaiqingweidedianliusheng，xiayikexitongdeshengyinzaicichuxianzaiwodeerbian。
suizhetadeshengyinxiangqi，wodeganzhiliyezaizhujianhuigui：
“baobaowochadaole，nibabatameiyousi！！”
cishimenbeizhongzhongtuikai，babadaizhebaobiaocongwaimianzoujinlai，tadaheyisheng：
“sheishuotazhinengkaonile！”
tayanshenxili，duizheguxiupeierrenyizhi：
“batamenlianggejiwozhuaqilai！”