第一章 家道不幸

wojiaoluopingan,shiyeyejiwoqudemingzi,yisishixiwangwoyishengpingpinganan。

danwangwangquzheizhongmingzideren,doushiyinweiyishengmingyunkanke,caibudeyiyongmingzilaizhenyayiqie。

deque,wocongxiaojiutiruoduobing。

zhidaowusuideshihou,yeyebaozhewojiwoshuolehenduohua,wojideyijuzuishenkedehuajiushi,yaoshiwoyishengnenggoupingan,taningyuanyongzijishengminglaihuanqu,meiduojiu,yeyejiuzheiyangmomingqimiaodiqushile。

qishi,woyeyeshigexiazi,tingshuozaiwochushengzhihoubujiu,tayanjingjiuxiale,danwoyeyeduiwodequehenhao,dawoshengxialaikaishi,tajihuyitiandoumeiyoulikaiguowo,zhidaotashiqu……

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tongnian,wofuqinhewoxiaoshuzaixiuludeshihou,yinweileiguanyiwaibaozha,wobatuiquele,woxiaoshubeizhendehunmi,congneiyihou,chengweilelongyaren。

yinweituijiaobubian,shiwusuineinian,wofuqinyiwaidichehuoshenwangle……

woxiaoshushiwofuqinweiyidexiongdi,ershiduosuihaimeiyoujiehun,wodiesihou,taduiwomenniangliangzhaoguyoujia。

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fuqinsihou,yixiangmixindenainaiqinglaileyigexiansheng,bangwojiakanleyixiafengshui。

neixianshengkanlewoqushiduoniandeyeyedefen,dangshijiuheleyitiao,shuoshinajiaxianshengkandefengshui,zheigerenbiranhewojiayouzheshenchoudahen!

woyeyefenweizhishizheiyangde。

qianyouyizuobizhishanfeng,nanbianyouyitiaolu,zhengduizhefen,qishanyouyitiaoxiaoxi,xiayutianxiaoxiduoshuihuiyinbizhiliuxiaerbanyouliushuisheng,fenqiankewen。

neixianshengxinglin,gaosulewonainai,fenshanyoushan,chengxianniujiaozhizhuang,zheishiniujiaosha,jiazhongyichuguerguamu,guafurongyixiezilingjia。

ershanzhongyouxiaoxi,liushuishengfenqiankewen,yiweizhichongfenmu,jiazhongyichulongyazhiren。

fendenanbianxiaolu,zeweikunfangyoudadao,jialihuichuxiantuijiaoshoushanghoudequezi!

linxianshengdehua,hedewonainaiganjinxiagui,yiqiupojiezhifa。

linxianshengtichuleqianfen,danqianfenzhongxinmaimudiyoushiyijiannanshi,yinweijialiqiong,meiqianzhongxinmaimudi。

zuihou,linxianshengzhinengjiandandizuolexiefashi,bingqiejiangfenzhouweideyixiegejushaoweigaidong,yemeiyoushuohao,yemeiyoushuobuhao,yemeiyoushourenhedeqiancai,biancongmangliqu,cishibianbulelezhi。

danduiyulinxianshengdehua,nainaiqueshishenxinbuyi。

woxiaoshuzhisuoyishiyaba,jiushiyeyesihoucinian,xiuludeshihouleiguanbaozha,beizhenchengdelongyaren,zheizhenghaoyingchenlefenqianliushui,jiazhongchulongyazhirendehua。

wofuqintuijiaocanji,zheiyingchenlenanbianxiaolu,jiazhongyouquezidehua。

erjiexialai,jiushizuihouyitiaole。

fenqianshanfengchengniujiaozhizhuangweiniujiaosha,jiazhongyichuguerguamu,guafuyixiezilingjia!

nainaicongneiyihougengzaihudeshiwo,bushididingzhuwoyabaxiaoshuyaogengjiaxixinzhaoguwoniangliang。

danzheihaishibunengrangtafangxin,tahaipawoluojialiubuzhuwomuqin,xieziliqulingjia,luojiawuhou!

zheiyitian,nainaiweiwomenzuoleyizhuozimeiweideshiwu,bingqiehainachulewoxiaoshushengxialaishihoujiaozangdeyitanzilaojiu。

zaiwomenneili,meigenanhaizichushengzhihou,douhuifengzangyitanzizijianiangzhidebaogujiu,dengdaonanhaizizhangdachengren,jiehundeneitianxiqingshiyong。

nainaishuoxiaoshuyinweineiciyiwaiyijingbiandelongya,yiyoucanji,zheibeiziyezhaobudaoxifule,zheijiu,liuzheyemeiyouyong,jiuburuyijiazihelesuanle。

dangshiwojidenainaihaishuolehenduo,gaosuwoniang,“womenzheiyijiaziburongyi,guerguamude,meigenanren,danwulunruhe,womendoubunengbeiyanqiankunnanyadao,weilexiaoan,womendouyaobazheigejiachengxiaqu。”

nainaishuodelihuadaiyu,rangwoniangyekuchenglegeleirener。

dangshinainaiyeweiwodaoleyiwanjiu,wohexialejiuzaozaoshuile,zhiyuhoulaitamenshuoleshenme,wojiubuzhidaole。

wozhidaowonainaishiweilecuohewoxiaoshuhewoniang,danwoniangguziliqueyouzhenongcunfunvteyoudezhenjie,duiwoxiaoshuconglaishibuyanbuyu。

yinci,wonainaiduiwoniangshijiebeisenyan,haipawoniangbucong,huoshiturantaopao,haizimeiledie,jiubukeyimeileniang,jiujiangtaguanzaiwuzili,hairangwoxiaoxinzhaokanzheta,morangtachulechacuo。

meiduojiu,wofaxianwoniangdeduziyouxielongqilai。

erzheishihou,wodiequshiyecailianggeduoyue,chulewoniangzhiwai,zhiyouwozhidao,shiwodiesihou,jiwoliuzhedeyigedidi……

danbierenqueweibihuixin,henkuaizheishiqingjiuzaicunlichuankaile,kendingyoushihewoxiaoshucheshangguanxi。

wonainaiyefangchulewoniang,duitadefangbeiyeshaolehenduo,bingqieduiwoniangyehenhao,duiyutaeryan,zheihaizizhiyaoshiluojiadejiugoule。

congneishihoukaishi,wonainaishichangdingzhuwoyaozhaokanzhewoniang,qianwanmorangtaduzilimiandewaerchulechacuo。

bingqiegesanchawutajiuhuiquqiushenbaifo,qiqiumuzijiankangpingan。

zhidaozheiyitian,woniangchaozheduzitong,beiwonainaijiaolailejieshengpobingyitongjinrulefangjian。

wohexiaoshuzaimenwaijiaojididenghou,danpashenmelaishenme,henkuai,wojiutingdaolewuzilimiannainaidekumasheng,shuowomashisaobaxing,kesiletadeerzi,youkesilehaojigesunzi。

henkuai,wuzizhongdechanpobaochuleyigedaixuedebutuanchulaidijilexiaoshu。

wokandaolexiaoshuwunaidiyaotoutanxi。

tabaozhebutuantizhetieqiaojiuchaozhehoushanchongqu。

我一直跟在身后。

wokanjianletajiangneidaixuedebutuanmaizailehenyuandeshanposhang。

womenzhijianbingmeiyourenhedejiaoliu,wojiugenzhetayiluhuilai。

huilaideshihou,wokanjianlezaitangwuzhizhonghaizaikuzhebuduanbaoyuanwoniangdenainai。

woxiangqilewoniang,cishitazuixuyaorenzhaogu,wochongxianglewoniangdefangjianfangxiang,limiananjingdikepa。

zheirangwogandaoleyisidebuan。

woxiaoxindidakailefangmen,danquekandaolekepadeyimu。

我娘上吊了。

shetoushendelaozhang,yanrenerfanbai。

xiashenhaizaiyinweilinpenhouerbuduandidaxianxue,zhenggefangjiandoumimanzhexuexingwei。

死状可怕至极。

bansuizhewojingkongdi“wa”deyishengdaku,xiaoshuyeganleguolai。

tajianzhuangganjinjiexialewoniangbojingshangdeshengsuo,baozhetafangdaolechuangshang。

zheishihounainaiyezouleguolai,zuilihaibutingdimazhewoniang,“zheigesaobaxingsiyejiusile,miandetazaikewojiadenanren。”

shuohuazhijian,tajiujiangchuangshangpojiudecaoxiquchu,guoqilewoniangdeshiti,youduizhewoxiaoshudao:“kuaidianguolai,caiwazi,womennianglianggankuaijiangtatuoquhoushanmaile。”

我拦在了小叔面前。

“nainai,woniangsile,zenmeshuoyedeyouyigezanglizaixiazang,qinengrucicaocaolezhi?”

nainaizouleguolai,yibajiuzhulewo,“zheinalishinideniang?zheijiushigesaobaxing,zhuankewojiananrende,niyaoshijiangtaxiazangle,zhibudingyounaochulegeshenmeshalai,womenzheiyijiazi,jiucediwanle,zaishuolezangliyexuyaoqian,haiburuliuzheneixieqianjinishangxue,duolangfeia!”

wobenxiangfankang,danshentishouruodewosuiranshiwusuile,quegenbenjiuliubuguowonainai,beitaqiangxingtuozhuyuandi。

“caiwazi(woxiaoshu),nihaibujiangzheisaobaxingsongchuqumaile!”

nainaiduizhewoxiaoshuhoudao。

woyuandudidingzhewoxiaoshu,woxiaoshucongxiaodaodazuitingwonainaidehuale,tajibianxinzhongbaibanbutongyi,yehuizhaozuo。

danrangwoyiwaideshi,woxiaoshuquebuduandiyaotou,shouzhongbuduanbihua,ranhoupaochulefangjian。