第三章家人的厌恶
“zouba,huijiaba,woyoushiqinghenishuo。”
wojiqiedexiangyaodedaotaderentong,zhaoyouhuianbumingdekanzhewo,diandiantou。
huidaojia,yijingshiwanshangliudianduole。
fumuqinzaoyijingzuohaolefancai,zhengqideweizaicanzhuobian。
kanjianwolingzhezhaoyouhuilai,reqingdejitashengfan。
“xiaozhaoa,jintianbuzhidaonilai,caiyouxiejianlou。”
zhaoyoumianqiangxiaolexiao,juqijiubei,“bofu,wojingniyibei。”
mingmingshizhidegaoxingdeyimu,kefanzhuoshangdefenweiquegewaiguaiyi。
muqinjiwojialeyikuaizihuajia,woyanshenluozaisuanrongshang,renbuzhuxiangyaodapenti。
zheishihou,muqincaixiangqilai,youxiehuangzhang,“baojiubuxihuansuanrong,qiaowozheijixing,zenmewangjile。”
gegeguzhichazuidao:“jiaoqing,jiaojiaojiubuhuizheiyang。”
shuowan,talengleyixia,ganmangdaoqian。
woturanmeileweikou,fangxialekuaizi。
wohaoxiangshenzaizheigejiazhong,querongbujinqu。
“wotaoyangujiaojiao,taqianglewodeshenti,nimenzhidaoma?”
woshenxiyikouqi,“suoyoudeyiqiedoushitazhuangchulaide!”
shuodaozheigewenti,fumuqinyirujiwangdeluchulebuyuedebiaoqing。
fuqinzhongzhongdepaileyixiazhuozi,“zhukou!gujiaojiaoweilerangnihuilai,zijihunfeiposan,nijingranhaizaibeihourucidihuita,zheijiushiwojiaochulaidehaonverma?”
muqinzaipangbianquanjia,zhibuguoshidanfangmianquanwo。
“baojiu,nijiushaoshuoxieba,neihaiziyeburongyi,zheixienianyizhishouzaiwomenshenbian,ruguobushitadezhaogu,womenkenengjiubuzaishishangle。”
woshenxiao,“neixiesuoweidexiaoshun,doushizhuangchulaide,nigenbenbuzhidao,zheijinianwozaoyudaoleshenme!”
zheisannianjian,woweicengtingguoyicixiangyaoqianghuiwodeshenti。
meiyicizhuangji,douhuizaoshoudianjibandetengtong。
danshiyixiangdaowoqinaidejiarenhaizaiwaimiandengwo,woxinzhongbianyongqiwuxianliliang。
dancishicike,kanzhetamenzhouqidemeitou。
我的心落在了谷底。
“woshuodedoushizhende,nimenbuxinwoma?”wokanzhegegeyuyanyouzhidebiaoqingdao,“tagujiaojiao,suozuodezheiyiqie,doushiweilequdaiwo!”
wobuxiangxinwozuoweitamendeqinshengnver,bibuguoyigewailaizhe。
zhengdangwoxiangjixushuodeshihou,fuqinmengdijilewoyibazhang,“nizijijuedingfangqizijideshengming,daotoulaijiaojiaojiuleni,nijingranrucibufenqinghongzaobaidihuita!wozenmeshengchunizheigenver!”
woyandixumanleleishui,sishengjiedidao:“wofangqizijideshengming?tajiulewo?”
fuqinlengxiaoyisheng,“bujiushixiangrangnihuanfengongzuo,daowomenshenbianlaima?nijingranyisixiangbi,yidianxiaoxindoumeiyou。”
sannianqian,wodegongzuoyijingburulezhenggui。
mianduifumuqinnianlao,xiwangwolijiajinyidianerdeqingqiu,woyouxieweinan。
benxiangshengxiahaizihou,rangzhaoyoumaiyigedadiandefangzi,tamenlianglaoquzhaogu。
nacengxiang,dangtianwanshang,wojiubeigujiaojiaoduoshele。
fuqinkanzhewochensixujiu,rengmeiyoushuohua,yiweiwomorenle,xinzhongnuhuogengsheng,“wojingranbanijiaochenglezheiyangrenxingdebaiyanlang,nihaiyoulianhuilai?”
tingdaozheihua,woxinzhongdexianduanle。
zaixinxinnianniandejiarenyanzhong,wojiushizheiyangyigeshiebushederen。