第2章

yuwantoutengderouleroutaiyangxue,zheizuozhejiushigenaocan。

nvzhuwufeijiushipananzhunatiankanshang“yuwan”demeimao,jiangtapaoqi,zheicaishejishale“yuwan”。

weiletuxiannvzhudelianainao,yebuzhiyuba?

baituo,“yuwan”keshiguowaimougeshenmidajiazupeiyangchulaideguinv。

她没有智商的吗?

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1978niandeshanghai,bu,yinggaijiaolushi。

yishunjian,yuwanyouxiexiangku。

tahaoburongyicaijiejuewanzhadie,zhunbeifeiwangguowaishenzao,benyiweihoubanshengkeyiyukuaideduguo,zenmejiuchuanyueleni?

haishi1978nian,tahaiburusileni。

yuwanshixiandaidingjidebaifumei。

muqinshishijieshoufudedushengnv,zhangdahoujiajilehuxiangxinyuedelinjiagege——linshu。

hunhoudisannian,waigongyinbingqushi,waipoyinweibeitongguodu,meiduojiuyegenzhequle。

tamenbasuoyoudecaichandoujilemuqin。

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zaita3suineinian,muqingenlinshubiankaishipinfanchaojia。

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“jingranpianlewoneimeduonian!nijiushige**!”

muqinfaxianlinshuzaiwaimianyanglexiaosan。

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waijiechuanwen,linshubaqinvkandebizijideminghaizhongyao。

keaibuai,zhiyoutazijizhidao。

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zaiyuwan5suineinian,linshujingranbaxiaosanlingdaolemuqinmianqian,tahaigenneigenvrenyoulehaizi,wanquanmeiyoubamuqinfangzaiyanli。

neitian,muqinqidezhuyuanle,yishengxiadalezuihoudetongzhi。

muqinmeiyoushijianle,tazaonianjiuhuanlebing。

yuwanshouzaitabingchuangqian,yigejingdeku:“mama,nibuyaorengxiawanwan。”

muqinzhishiweiweixiaolexiao,fumozhetadexiaonaodaigua:“womenjiawanwanyijing5suile,shigexiaodarenle,yihoujiusuanmamabuzaile,wanwanyekeyizhaoguhaozijideduima?”

xiaoxiaonianjideyuwanbingbuzhidaomuqindeyisi:“mama,niyaoqunali?wanwanbunenggenniyiqima?”

muqinhongzheyan,xiaochushenglai:“shahaizi,mamayaoquyigehenyuandedifang,niyihoujiuzhidaole。”

“mama,henyuanshiduoyuanni?”

“yigezuofeijidoudaobulededifang……”

当晚,母亲去世了。

yuwankanzhebingchuangshangyishuibuxingdemuqin,kuchengleirener。

erlinshuquedaizhexiaosangensishengzibanjinlezhuangyuan。

tazaigongsizuoleshoujiao,yidianyidiandijiangyushitunshiganjing。

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ertaziyiweidechenggong,buguoshiyizhangzhangxujiadefeizhi,yongyuanbuhuishengxiao。

zaozaifaxianlinshubuzhongdeneitian,muqinjiuyijinglihaoleyizhu,jiangzijisuoyoudezichandouliujileyuwan。

linshuzhishigemingmianshangde“zongcai”

muqinzuoshidishuibulou,tagenbenjiumeifajue。

neitianwanshang,tajiangjializalegebian。

yuwanhuidaojiashi,jiukanjianfanudefuqin,yijineigexiaosanhetadesishengzi。

wusuideyuwanbingbuzhidaoshenmeshixiaosan,shenmeshisishengzi。

zaitakanlai,linshuzheimezuozhishiyinweishiqulemuqin,beitongbale。

linshugaosuta,neigexiaosanshitadeyuanfangbiaomei,tagenneigesishengzihuizaijializanzhuyiduanshijian。

可这一住就是五年。

jinguantamenzaiyuwanmianqianbiaoxiandequeshirutongxiongmeiyiban。

danyuwanyijingbushidangchudewusuihaitongle。

tongshi,tayemingbaimuqindesibingmeiyoubiaomiankanshangquneimejiandan。

chulebenjiuhuanbing,gengdadedaohuosuohaishifuqingenneigexiaosan,haiyoutadesishengzi。

tazenmeganbatamendaidaomuqinmianqiande?

yaobushitamen,muqinbuhuizoudeneimekuai。

linshuyuanbenhaixiangchenzheyuwannianjixiao,hongpiantajianggongsigenzichanjiaojita。

danmuqinshengqianjiyuwanliuxiayipizhongchengdejingyingtuanduiweitaguanligongsi,zaiyuwan18suizhiqian,tasuozuoderenhejuedingdoubusuanshu,meigeyueyezhinengnadao300wandeshenghuofei。

dengta18suineitian,yizhucaihuizhenzhengyiyishangdeshengxiao,yushiyecaihuizhenzhengdeshuyuta。

zheiyeranglinshuwuchuxiashou。

buguohaozaitayeyouzijidegongsi,zaoxienianmuqingenwaigongwaipohaizaideshihou,jiukaozheneifulaoshidemoyangnadaobushaoziyuan。

suishuogenyushibiqilaizhishijiuniuyimao,danyeshipaideshanghaode。

zaiyuwan18suineitian,zhenzhengjieshoulegongsihoudediyijianshijiushidayalinshudegongsi。

tadeshouduanhenla,genmuqinbiqilaiyouguozhierwubuji。

linshudegongsiyiyezhijiangupiaofengkuangxiadie,hezuoshangyefenfenchezi。

zuihoubiandehaiburushimianshangneixiexiaogongsi。

dierjianshi,bianshijiejuetaneigesuoweide“yuanfangbiaomei”,gentadesishengzi。

yishijian,gedatoutiaodouzaibaodao:

#jing!linshudeaiqinvrenshechedibengta!

#jing!linshujingranxiedaixiaosanjisishengziqisilezijideqizi!

gedawangyoufenfenkanqingletadezhenmianmu。

“不要脸!**!”

“hunneichugui,haidaizhexiaosangenneigeyezhongqisilezijideqizi!”

“yiqianyingzaoderenshedoushijiade!tajiushigebuyaoliandezhanan!”

“qu**linshu!nengbunengqusia?!”

“cao!laozidangchuzuikedejiushitagenyu**,renzenmenenglanchengzheiyang!shoubulele,bixufagexuanshang!”

linshugen“yuanfangbiaomei”,yijitadesishengzi,yiyezhijianbianchenglerenrenhandadeguojielaoshu。

mouwangshenzhihaiyoutamendexuanshang,zheizhengheyuwandeyi。

linshuqueyitaqinshengfuqindemingyi,buyaoliandeyaoqiutazhaokaijizhefabuhui,shuozheiyiqiedoushijiade。

yuwantaiduqiangyingdijujueleta,suishuolinshushizijideqinshengfuqin,dantaquehaisilemuqin。

zheiyerangyuwanhentouleta,zheiyiqiedoushitayingdede。