第一章

国破

cefenglipinhouwowanglehenduoshi。

wanglexieshucengjingtuluwodefuxiong。

wanglewocengshidazhouzunguidediji,quezaiguoposhibeixieshuqiangquweiqie。

woweiyijidederenshixieshu。

wobianjiangxieshudangzuoleyixinqingmudefujun。

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guopohou,wocongdijibianchenglejiexiaqiu。

manshixuexingzhong,xieshutaiqiwodexiahe,shengyinhanxiao。

“gudehougonghaiqueyizhipiaoliangdejinsique。”

wokanzhemianqianzheigejiangwofuxiongtuludaijindenanren,qingqingchuixiayanjie。

谢殊不知道。

beifuhuangjiehuidazhouqianwozaibuyushanxiudeshiwuqingdao。

lifeishengzhichayigeshafuzhengdao。

woyizhijuedezaiduifangzuiaizijideshihouyijiantongchuantadexinfeiguoyucanren。

suoyishizhongbuyuanyixiabuyushanxunzhaodaolv。

keshixianzaixieshushalewodefuxiong,youjiangwoqiangquweifei。

wobianyeyaojiaotachangyichangcuixinpougandeziwei。

yincizaixieshuzhunbeilinxingwoshi,wozhishijingjingdikanzhetayinyudemianrong。

声音轻轻地。

“nishirongniangdefujunma?”

头顶落下一声嗤笑。

yizhibingliangdedashouchekaiwoshenshangdefeihongbosha。

谢殊声音冷漠。

“weilegouhuoxiaqu,shiqidijilianshafuzhichoudounengyibigouxiao,shizaishirangrenqinpei。”

shafuzhichouziranshibukenengyibigouxiao。

wozheiyangzuobushiweilegouhuoershiweilerangxieshubudehaosi。

zaibuyushanxiuxingshizhangmenjiucenggaojiewomen。

zhenzhengdeshafuzhengdaoshiyixinhuanxin。

zhiyouxianfuchunongliedeqingyiweiyouercainengdedaorangrenganyuanfusideaiyiweihuibao。

renheyigexinzhizhengchangdenvzidoubuhuiaishangzijideshafuchouren。

xieshuyebuhuixiangxinwodeai。

zaizheiyangdeqingkuangxiawozhineng“shiyi”

bujidexieshucengjingtuluwodefuxiong,bujidezijibeixieshuqiangquweifei。

zhishiyigeqingmufujunkewangyuqizhangxiangshoudenvlang。

zuohaoxinlijianshehou,woshenshouwozhulexieshudedazhang。

zaiduishangtadelengdanmouguangshizhanzheyanjieluchuyigetianmixiaoyi。

“fujun,rongniangjiangzijijiaojinile。”

budengxieshujujue,wojiuhongzheergenjiangtabingliangshouzhangtiedaozijidexiongtangchu。

“fujuntingting,rongniangdexintiaoshengxiangruleigu,rongniang…yixinyuefujun。”

xieshuchouchushouzhang,cumei,lengdandeshenshizhewo。

wozhizuobuzhi,xiuhongzhelian,yongmanshiaiyidemouziwenroudeningshita。

manshijijingzhongdianwaidetongbaoshengbianxiandegewaiqingxi。

“bixia,shenguniangdexinjifanle,tengdelihai。”

neijiankouzhongdeshenfeishixieshucengjingdeweihunqizishenqiao。

xieshufumujuwang,liuwangbeijiangshi,taniushenrugongchenglefuhuangdeshenfei。

houlaixieshupanguo,jubingmounishiyezhengshizheiweishenfeidakaigongmen,bangzhuxieshutululezhenggehuangzu。

xianzaixieshuchengledazhoudexindi,shenqiaoquerengranshiqiyuediandeshenguniang。

xieshudexinyiweiming,shenqiaoziranjiaoxinbuyi,suoyitingwenxindiyaoxingjiuzhuzhinvshitacaihuihuanghuangzhangzhangdepaileneijianguolaiyaoxieshuxiangjian。

wochuixiayanjie,xiaoxinyiyidewozhuxieshubanjieyixiu。

嗓音怯怯。

“fujun,jinrishiwomendaxiderizi…”

huaweibi,xieshuyijinghaobuzaiyidechouchuyixiu,genzaiqingyineijiandeshenhoulikaileneidian。

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ciri,wojiandaolexinjinannaideshenguniang。

tamiansehongrundeduanzuozaizhuweishang,cuzhemeijianshangxiadaliangwo。

“shiqidijiganyuanfangxiachouhen,zaihougongzhongzuoyimingfeizi,zhenshirangrenpeifu!”

takouzhongshuozhepeifu,yuqiliquequanshibiyi。

tumanfengxianhuazhiyedexinghongzhijian,manyouyoudetiaoqiwodexiahe。

shenqiaocoujinwo,shengyinlishiminghuanghuangdeeyi。

“tangruowoshini,zaojiuyitouzhuangsizaiqianlongdiandeshishizishang,yishenxunguole。”

guochoujiahenweibao,woziranshibuyuanyiside。

woyaoqinshoulejiexieshuheshenqiao,caizhetamendeshigufeisheng,zheicaishiyigedijigaizuodeshiqing。

yincimianduishenqiaodetiaoxin,wozhishiguzuoyihuodetanxi。

“shiqidijishisheiwobuqingchu,zhishishenfeijiyourucijianjie,weishenmebuzaixiandiwanggushizhuisuierqu,fanerzaiqiyuedianyaoqingxindiyejianxianghui。”

shenqiaowenyanliansetieqing,yaozheyarangzuoyoudegongrenqinzhuwodeshuangshou,zhunbeizhangkun。

budengtadeshouluoxia,wojiugouchutianmixiaoyan,queyuedehuanleyishengfujun。

shenqiaoweizheng,shunzhewodemouguangkanxiangzhenghuanhuanzouruneidiandexieshu,sangyinshaya。

“你唤他什么?”

gongrencaibuchuxindidexinsi,wushengdesongkaileduiwodezhigu。

xieshumeiyanbudongdezuoshanglezhuwei,lengjingdefenfutaiyi。

“niqujishenguniangkankanxinji。”

lengdandemouguangsuizhiluozaiwoshenshang,xieshulianshangdeshenqingmoce。

“shunbianyejilipinkanyikan!”

lishixieshujiwodefenghao。

鹂,雀鸟也。

xieshuyaowozuotadejinsique,chengweimeiyouzunyandewanwu。

wozhanzheyanjie,jiaoshengjiaoqidehuanzhexieshufujun。

zhouweidegongrenwenyanfenfenxiangwotoulaizhenhanerbiyidemouguang,zhiyouxieshushizhongshilenglengdandandeshenqing。

kanwanshenqiaodexinjihou,taiyigongshenzoudaolewomianqian。

woguaiqiaodeshenchushouwandidaotamianqian。

zaitaqingmaishiqiaoqiaoyongzhenqigaibianlemaibodeyuedong。

太医声音平静。

“qixueshangyong,yuzhi….lipinniangniangdemaixiangshilihunzhizheng。”

“gushujizai,renzaizaoshoujudadajihoushiyoukenengchanshenglihunzhizhengde,lihundezhengzhuangbianshiwangqueqianchen。”

woduizhexieshuluchuyigeqianxiao。

taturanshenshouwozhuwodexiahe,shengyinlengdandewenwo。

“我是谁?”

wowanzheyanjiao,yiziyijudehuidata。

“nishixieshu,wodefujun。”

xieshulengdandelianshangluchuyisixiaoyi,muzhiqingqingcuomozhewodechunban,shengyinwanwei。

“neimeqingqingkehaijide,niyoushishei?”

wozhengzaiyuandi,lianshangdeshenqingyuelaiyuetongku,zuihou,wochuanxizheguifuzaidishang,shenshouwozhuxieshudebanjieyixiu,yazhesangziyongxiruoyousideqiyinwenta。

“fujun,woxiangbuqilaile,nigaosuwohaobuhao…rongniangdaodishishei?”

bingliangdezhijianluozaiwolianshang,xieshuqingqingdishiquwoliangsaileihen。

“你是朕的鹂嫔。”

“nidefuxiongzhansishachang,zhenlianxinishihuwuyijiangnijierugongzhong。”

“congjinwanghou,nibianzhishizhendelipin。”

woqingqingchuixiayanjie,guzuoyiliandejianglianjiatiedaoxieshudetuice,shengyinjiaoruo。

“rongniangzhiqiunengtongfujunzhangxiangshou。”

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quezhenlihunzhenghouxieshumeiyouzailaikanguowo,jiulianshenfeiyemeiyoulaizhaoguowodemafan,jiuhaoxiangwozheigelipinbeirenkeyideyiwangleyiban。

worengjiumeiriliqinshouzuolegaodianrangneijiansongquyushufang,jinguanxieshuconglaibuchi。

youyicijiangdianxinxiajiaodaoneijianshouzhongshi,tazhongyumianluburendekaikou。

“niangnianghebuqinzisongquyushufang,yehaorangbixiazhidaonindeqingyi。”

wenyanwoqingqingdeyaoleyaotou。

buxuyaowoquyushufang,jinyexieshuyidinghuilaiyufugong。

yinweijintianshixieshufumudejiri,sannianqiandejintian,tamenbeifuhuangxialingzhanyuwumen。

suoyijinyexieshuyidinghuilaiyufudianzheruwo。

xiangdaojinyekenengchengshoudebaonu,woduizhetongjingjuandaidechuixiayanjie。

yizhiyubaideshoudazaiwodejianjingshang,xieshushenshoubangwoquxiafajishangdezuihouyimeiquechai。

“qingqingshenyebumian,keshizaidenggu?”

wogezhetongjingduixieshuluchuyigeluomodexiaorong。

“bixiahenjiumeilaikanwole。”

nazhequechaideshouyidiandiantiaokaiwoshenshangdeliyi,xieshudeshenqingquehenlengdan。

“zenmebuhuanfujunle?”

wozhanzheyanjiegangyaokaikoujieshi,xieshujiudiukaiquechai,jiangwobaodaolechuangtashang。

yuebaideqingshazhangmanchuiluo,xieshudezhijiancongwodexiongkouchuyouzoudaolianshang,zuihoutingzaileyanjingpang。

tamosuozhewodeyanjing,liqidadaoxiangshiyaokouchulaiyiyang。

wobeixieshuandaozaichuangtashang,zhanzheyanjie,qieqiedehuanleyijufujun。

xieshuwenyanyanmouanchendekanxiangwo,fachuyishengqingxiao。

“qingqingdeyanjingshengdexiangwoyiweiguren。”

tazhizhidekanxiangwo,huayuzhongmanshieyi。

“zheiweigurenshalewodefumu,suoyiworangrenbatabangzaipanlongzhushang,rangtaqinyankanzhewoyijianjiandetongsitadezhiqin,zuihouwoyidaodaodeguaxiataderou,tajiaodesangzidouyale,quehaizaiqiuwo,qiuwoshaleta。”

wotingdeshuangshoujinkoushouxin,xiongqiangchuyizhenmianmidetongchu。

woshidazhouzuixiaodediji,fuhuangcengbawolouzaihuailishuowoshidazhouzuizhenguidemingzhu。

huangxionghuizaiwoshengchenshiweiwosongshangyimeiqinshoudiaokedezhangmingsuo。

tamozhewodeetoushuo,rongrongyidingyaozhangmingbaisui,xilewuji。

jiusuishiwochongzhuanglexiesuigaorebutui,fuhuangbianxuntianxiaqiren,zuihoushiwodeshifujiangwodaiqulebuyushan,caimianqiangliuxialeyitiaoming,congciwoliuzaibuyushanxiuxingquchuxiesui。

shanshangxiuxingderiziqingji,fuhuanghehuangxiongmeiyuedouhuiweiwojilaiqizhen,shanshangrenrendouxiangfeishengchengxian,kewozhixiangquchuxiesuiyihouxiashanjixudangfuhuangdemingzhu。

houlaiwozhongyuquchulexiesui,beifuhuangjiehuidazhoudeqianyewohaizaixiang,fuhuanghehuangxiongmenjianlewohuibuhuishuoxiaomingzhuzhangdale,keshizhenzhenghuidaodazhouhouwokanjiandequeshifuhuanghexiongzhangdeshiti,hongsedexueyetangmanlezhenggeqianxindian。

meiyourenhuijiaowoxiaomingzhule。

tulufuxiongdezuikuihuoshouquehaiquehaiyandaixiaoyi,shengyinwenroudeduiwodiyu。

“qingqingweizhenwuyiquwanjiangba!”

wanjiangshidazhouchaoyonglaiqingzhudewudao,xieshuqueyaowotiaolaiqingzhuwofuqindeguaxinghezhiqindecansi。

xiongqianglifanyongzhesenrandehenyi,wotongdejihuyaoouchuxuelai,shentilideshaqijiukuaikongzhibuzhudechaoxieshuciqu。

zhishifuhuanghexiongzhangsiqianzaoshoulefeirenzhemo,xieshuyoupingshenmezheiyangqingsongdesiqu。

xieshuyegaichangjintongchexinfeidekuchu,huihenbugandesiqu。

xiangtonghouwoqingqingchuixiayanjie,sanquzhoushendeshayi,shengyindididekaikou。

“妾忘了。”

shenhuanlihunzhengderenlianzhiqindounengwangji,wangdiaoyigeqingzhuwudaoyemeishenmehaojingqide。

xieshuguoranmeiyouchizewo。

tademuzhizaiwojingceqingqingdimosuo,sangyinxiandeyouxiepiaomiao。

“qingqing,nishigudelipin,yaoxuehuiquyuegu。”

xieshujiangjiaoximamasongdaoleyufudian。

他要我学着取悦他。

suoyiwoyaozaijitiandadianqianxuehuiwanjiangwu,ranhoudangzheqianchaojiuchendemianqingzhuxinchaodedansheng。

yexushidelexieshudeshouyi,jiaoximamaduiwoyangedaojinhukeke。

meiyigexiayao,tituidelianxitadouhuiyongzhubanqiaojiwodeguanjiechu,lengzheliantixingwowubizuodaowanmeiwuyi。

meicitiaowanwanjiangwodoushimanshenyuqing,shangyaodexiaogongeshigangrugongdexinren。

tashengyinlianxidewenwotongbutong,budengwohuidajiutaiqiwodeyizhibeibo,zhiqidehuhu。

taanweiwo:“niangniang,huhujiubutongle。”

zheibenshijianyuedexingwei,anzhaogongzhonglvlingwoyinggairangrenbatalaxiaqu,songdaoshenxingsijiaoyijiaoguiju,keshitamanyanlianxidekanzhewodeshihou,rangwoxiangqilefuxiong。

yushiwomeiyouchizezheigejianyuedexiaogonge,fanerjiangtaliuzaileshenbian。

woweitaqumingzhuzhu,xiaoxinyiyidehehuzhetadezhiqi,jiuxianghehuzhecengjingbeifuxiongchongaideziji。

keshiwolianzheiyangdexiaobiyemeinengliuxia。

quneiwufulingquyinsitanshizhuzhubeishenguniangshenbiandemamayahuileqiyuedian。

woquqiyuedianyaorenshitayijingbeidadebuchengyangzi。

shenqiaoshuozhuzhuchongzhuangleta,buyuanfangren。

wohongzheyanrangsuixingdenvbiquyangxindianqingxieshuguolaizhuchigongdao。

shenqiaozuozaizhuweishang,wenyanxiaowanleyanjiao,xinghonghujiadianzaizhuomianshang,shenqingxixue。

“liguipinyiweixiaoxiegegehuizhanzainabian?”

womeiyoushuohua,zhishichenmozheweizhuzhucaquchunjiaoyaochudexueji。

denglepianke,quqingxieshudenvbishenseweinandezoulehuilai。

“niangniang,bixiazhengzaitongtaifuyishi,tashuo,yigebinvbale,chongzhuangleguiren…dashaleyemeishenmejinyao。”

沈乔发出一声轻笑。

dangzhewodemianrangrenjiangzhuzhuhuohuodasi。