国破
cefenglipinhouwowanglehenduoshi。
wanglexieshucengjingtuluwodefuxiong。
wanglewocengshidazhouzunguidediji,quezaiguoposhibeixieshuqiangquweiqie。
woweiyijidederenshixieshu。
wobianjiangxieshudangzuoleyixinqingmudefujun。
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guopohou,wocongdijibianchenglejiexiaqiu。
manshixuexingzhong,xieshutaiqiwodexiahe,shengyinhanxiao。
“gudehougonghaiqueyizhipiaoliangdejinsique。”
wokanzhemianqianzheigejiangwofuxiongtuludaijindenanren,qingqingchuixiayanjie。
谢殊不知道。
beifuhuangjiehuidazhouqianwozaibuyushanxiudeshiwuqingdao。
lifeishengzhichayigeshafuzhengdao。
woyizhijuedezaiduifangzuiaizijideshihouyijiantongchuantadexinfeiguoyucanren。
suoyishizhongbuyuanyixiabuyushanxunzhaodaolv。
keshixianzaixieshushalewodefuxiong,youjiangwoqiangquweifei。
wobianyeyaojiaotachangyichangcuixinpougandeziwei。
yincizaixieshuzhunbeilinxingwoshi,wozhishijingjingdikanzhetayinyudemianrong。
声音轻轻地。
“nishirongniangdefujunma?”
头顶落下一声嗤笑。
yizhibingliangdedashouchekaiwoshenshangdefeihongbosha。
谢殊声音冷漠。
“weilegouhuoxiaqu,shiqidijilianshafuzhichoudounengyibigouxiao,shizaishirangrenqinpei。”
shafuzhichouziranshibukenengyibigouxiao。
wozheiyangzuobushiweilegouhuoershiweilerangxieshubudehaosi。
zaibuyushanxiuxingshizhangmenjiucenggaojiewomen。
zhenzhengdeshafuzhengdaoshiyixinhuanxin。
zhiyouxianfuchunongliedeqingyiweiyouercainengdedaorangrenganyuanfusideaiyiweihuibao。
renheyigexinzhizhengchangdenvzidoubuhuiaishangzijideshafuchouren。
xieshuyebuhuixiangxinwodeai。
zaizheiyangdeqingkuangxiawozhineng“shiyi”
bujidexieshucengjingtuluwodefuxiong,bujidezijibeixieshuqiangquweifei。
zhishiyigeqingmufujunkewangyuqizhangxiangshoudenvlang。
zuohaoxinlijianshehou,woshenshouwozhulexieshudedazhang。
zaiduishangtadelengdanmouguangshizhanzheyanjieluchuyigetianmixiaoyi。
“fujun,rongniangjiangzijijiaojinile。”
budengxieshujujue,wojiuhongzheergenjiangtabingliangshouzhangtiedaozijidexiongtangchu。
“fujuntingting,rongniangdexintiaoshengxiangruleigu,rongniang…yixinyuefujun。”
xieshuchouchushouzhang,cumei,lengdandeshenshizhewo。
wozhizuobuzhi,xiuhongzhelian,yongmanshiaiyidemouziwenroudeningshita。
manshijijingzhongdianwaidetongbaoshengbianxiandegewaiqingxi。
“bixia,shenguniangdexinjifanle,tengdelihai。”
neijiankouzhongdeshenfeishixieshucengjingdeweihunqizishenqiao。
xieshufumujuwang,liuwangbeijiangshi,taniushenrugongchenglefuhuangdeshenfei。
houlaixieshupanguo,jubingmounishiyezhengshizheiweishenfeidakaigongmen,bangzhuxieshutululezhenggehuangzu。
xianzaixieshuchengledazhoudexindi,shenqiaoquerengranshiqiyuediandeshenguniang。
xieshudexinyiweiming,shenqiaoziranjiaoxinbuyi,suoyitingwenxindiyaoxingjiuzhuzhinvshitacaihuihuanghuangzhangzhangdepaileneijianguolaiyaoxieshuxiangjian。
wochuixiayanjie,xiaoxinyiyidewozhuxieshubanjieyixiu。
嗓音怯怯。
“fujun,jinrishiwomendaxiderizi…”
huaweibi,xieshuyijinghaobuzaiyidechouchuyixiu,genzaiqingyineijiandeshenhoulikaileneidian。
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ciri,wojiandaolexinjinannaideshenguniang。
tamiansehongrundeduanzuozaizhuweishang,cuzhemeijianshangxiadaliangwo。
“shiqidijiganyuanfangxiachouhen,zaihougongzhongzuoyimingfeizi,zhenshirangrenpeifu!”
takouzhongshuozhepeifu,yuqiliquequanshibiyi。
tumanfengxianhuazhiyedexinghongzhijian,manyouyoudetiaoqiwodexiahe。
shenqiaocoujinwo,shengyinlishiminghuanghuangdeeyi。
“tangruowoshini,zaojiuyitouzhuangsizaiqianlongdiandeshishizishang,yishenxunguole。”
guochoujiahenweibao,woziranshibuyuanyiside。
woyaoqinshoulejiexieshuheshenqiao,caizhetamendeshigufeisheng,zheicaishiyigedijigaizuodeshiqing。
yincimianduishenqiaodetiaoxin,wozhishiguzuoyihuodetanxi。
“shiqidijishisheiwobuqingchu,zhishishenfeijiyourucijianjie,weishenmebuzaixiandiwanggushizhuisuierqu,fanerzaiqiyuedianyaoqingxindiyejianxianghui。”
shenqiaowenyanliansetieqing,yaozheyarangzuoyoudegongrenqinzhuwodeshuangshou,zhunbeizhangkun。
budengtadeshouluoxia,wojiugouchutianmixiaoyan,queyuedehuanleyishengfujun。
shenqiaoweizheng,shunzhewodemouguangkanxiangzhenghuanhuanzouruneidiandexieshu,sangyinshaya。
“你唤他什么?”
gongrencaibuchuxindidexinsi,wushengdesongkaileduiwodezhigu。
xieshumeiyanbudongdezuoshanglezhuwei,lengjingdefenfutaiyi。
“niqujishenguniangkankanxinji。”
lengdandemouguangsuizhiluozaiwoshenshang,xieshulianshangdeshenqingmoce。
“shunbianyejilipinkanyikan!”
lishixieshujiwodefenghao。
鹂,雀鸟也。
xieshuyaowozuotadejinsique,chengweimeiyouzunyandewanwu。
wozhanzheyanjie,jiaoshengjiaoqidehuanzhexieshufujun。
zhouweidegongrenwenyanfenfenxiangwotoulaizhenhanerbiyidemouguang,zhiyouxieshushizhongshilenglengdandandeshenqing。
kanwanshenqiaodexinjihou,taiyigongshenzoudaolewomianqian。
woguaiqiaodeshenchushouwandidaotamianqian。
zaitaqingmaishiqiaoqiaoyongzhenqigaibianlemaibodeyuedong。
太医声音平静。
“qixueshangyong,yuzhi….lipinniangniangdemaixiangshilihunzhizheng。”
“gushujizai,renzaizaoshoujudadajihoushiyoukenengchanshenglihunzhizhengde,lihundezhengzhuangbianshiwangqueqianchen。”
woduizhexieshuluchuyigeqianxiao。
taturanshenshouwozhuwodexiahe,shengyinlengdandewenwo。
“我是谁?”
wowanzheyanjiao,yiziyijudehuidata。
“nishixieshu,wodefujun。”
xieshulengdandelianshangluchuyisixiaoyi,muzhiqingqingcuomozhewodechunban,shengyinwanwei。
“neimeqingqingkehaijide,niyoushishei?”
wozhengzaiyuandi,lianshangdeshenqingyuelaiyuetongku,zuihou,wochuanxizheguifuzaidishang,shenshouwozhuxieshudebanjieyixiu,yazhesangziyongxiruoyousideqiyinwenta。
“fujun,woxiangbuqilaile,nigaosuwohaobuhao…rongniangdaodishishei?”
bingliangdezhijianluozaiwolianshang,xieshuqingqingdishiquwoliangsaileihen。
“你是朕的鹂嫔。”
“nidefuxiongzhansishachang,zhenlianxinishihuwuyijiangnijierugongzhong。”
“congjinwanghou,nibianzhishizhendelipin。”
woqingqingchuixiayanjie,guzuoyiliandejianglianjiatiedaoxieshudetuice,shengyinjiaoruo。
“rongniangzhiqiunengtongfujunzhangxiangshou。”
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quezhenlihunzhenghouxieshumeiyouzailaikanguowo,jiulianshenfeiyemeiyoulaizhaoguowodemafan,jiuhaoxiangwozheigelipinbeirenkeyideyiwangleyiban。
worengjiumeiriliqinshouzuolegaodianrangneijiansongquyushufang,jinguanxieshuconglaibuchi。
youyicijiangdianxinxiajiaodaoneijianshouzhongshi,tazhongyumianluburendekaikou。
“niangnianghebuqinzisongquyushufang,yehaorangbixiazhidaonindeqingyi。”
wenyanwoqingqingdeyaoleyaotou。
buxuyaowoquyushufang,jinyexieshuyidinghuilaiyufugong。
yinweijintianshixieshufumudejiri,sannianqiandejintian,tamenbeifuhuangxialingzhanyuwumen。
suoyijinyexieshuyidinghuilaiyufudianzheruwo。
xiangdaojinyekenengchengshoudebaonu,woduizhetongjingjuandaidechuixiayanjie。
yizhiyubaideshoudazaiwodejianjingshang,xieshushenshoubangwoquxiafajishangdezuihouyimeiquechai。
“qingqingshenyebumian,keshizaidenggu?”
wogezhetongjingduixieshuluchuyigeluomodexiaorong。
“bixiahenjiumeilaikanwole。”
nazhequechaideshouyidiandiantiaokaiwoshenshangdeliyi,xieshudeshenqingquehenlengdan。
“zenmebuhuanfujunle?”
wozhanzheyanjiegangyaokaikoujieshi,xieshujiudiukaiquechai,jiangwobaodaolechuangtashang。
yuebaideqingshazhangmanchuiluo,xieshudezhijiancongwodexiongkouchuyouzoudaolianshang,zuihoutingzaileyanjingpang。
tamosuozhewodeyanjing,liqidadaoxiangshiyaokouchulaiyiyang。
wobeixieshuandaozaichuangtashang,zhanzheyanjie,qieqiedehuanleyijufujun。
xieshuwenyanyanmouanchendekanxiangwo,fachuyishengqingxiao。
“qingqingdeyanjingshengdexiangwoyiweiguren。”
tazhizhidekanxiangwo,huayuzhongmanshieyi。
“zheiweigurenshalewodefumu,suoyiworangrenbatabangzaipanlongzhushang,rangtaqinyankanzhewoyijianjiandetongsitadezhiqin,zuihouwoyidaodaodeguaxiataderou,tajiaodesangzidouyale,quehaizaiqiuwo,qiuwoshaleta。”
wotingdeshuangshoujinkoushouxin,xiongqiangchuyizhenmianmidetongchu。
woshidazhouzuixiaodediji,fuhuangcengbawolouzaihuailishuowoshidazhouzuizhenguidemingzhu。
huangxionghuizaiwoshengchenshiweiwosongshangyimeiqinshoudiaokedezhangmingsuo。
tamozhewodeetoushuo,rongrongyidingyaozhangmingbaisui,xilewuji。
jiusuishiwochongzhuanglexiesuigaorebutui,fuhuangbianxuntianxiaqiren,zuihoushiwodeshifujiangwodaiqulebuyushan,caimianqiangliuxialeyitiaoming,congciwoliuzaibuyushanxiuxingquchuxiesui。
shanshangxiuxingderiziqingji,fuhuanghehuangxiongmeiyuedouhuiweiwojilaiqizhen,shanshangrenrendouxiangfeishengchengxian,kewozhixiangquchuxiesuiyihouxiashanjixudangfuhuangdemingzhu。
houlaiwozhongyuquchulexiesui,beifuhuangjiehuidazhoudeqianyewohaizaixiang,fuhuanghehuangxiongmenjianlewohuibuhuishuoxiaomingzhuzhangdale,keshizhenzhenghuidaodazhouhouwokanjiandequeshifuhuanghexiongzhangdeshiti,hongsedexueyetangmanlezhenggeqianxindian。
meiyourenhuijiaowoxiaomingzhule。
tulufuxiongdezuikuihuoshouquehaiquehaiyandaixiaoyi,shengyinwenroudeduiwodiyu。
“qingqingweizhenwuyiquwanjiangba!”
wanjiangshidazhouchaoyonglaiqingzhudewudao,xieshuqueyaowotiaolaiqingzhuwofuqindeguaxinghezhiqindecansi。
xiongqianglifanyongzhesenrandehenyi,wotongdejihuyaoouchuxuelai,shentilideshaqijiukuaikongzhibuzhudechaoxieshuciqu。
zhishifuhuanghexiongzhangsiqianzaoshoulefeirenzhemo,xieshuyoupingshenmezheiyangqingsongdesiqu。
xieshuyegaichangjintongchexinfeidekuchu,huihenbugandesiqu。
xiangtonghouwoqingqingchuixiayanjie,sanquzhoushendeshayi,shengyindididekaikou。
“妾忘了。”
shenhuanlihunzhengderenlianzhiqindounengwangji,wangdiaoyigeqingzhuwudaoyemeishenmehaojingqide。
xieshuguoranmeiyouchizewo。
tademuzhizaiwojingceqingqingdimosuo,sangyinxiandeyouxiepiaomiao。
“qingqing,nishigudelipin,yaoxuehuiquyuegu。”
xieshujiangjiaoximamasongdaoleyufudian。
他要我学着取悦他。
suoyiwoyaozaijitiandadianqianxuehuiwanjiangwu,ranhoudangzheqianchaojiuchendemianqingzhuxinchaodedansheng。
yexushidelexieshudeshouyi,jiaoximamaduiwoyangedaojinhukeke。
meiyigexiayao,tituidelianxitadouhuiyongzhubanqiaojiwodeguanjiechu,lengzheliantixingwowubizuodaowanmeiwuyi。
meicitiaowanwanjiangwodoushimanshenyuqing,shangyaodexiaogongeshigangrugongdexinren。
tashengyinlianxidewenwotongbutong,budengwohuidajiutaiqiwodeyizhibeibo,zhiqidehuhu。
taanweiwo:“niangniang,huhujiubutongle。”
zheibenshijianyuedexingwei,anzhaogongzhonglvlingwoyinggairangrenbatalaxiaqu,songdaoshenxingsijiaoyijiaoguiju,keshitamanyanlianxidekanzhewodeshihou,rangwoxiangqilefuxiong。
yushiwomeiyouchizezheigejianyuedexiaogonge,fanerjiangtaliuzaileshenbian。
woweitaqumingzhuzhu,xiaoxinyiyidehehuzhetadezhiqi,jiuxianghehuzhecengjingbeifuxiongchongaideziji。
keshiwolianzheiyangdexiaobiyemeinengliuxia。
quneiwufulingquyinsitanshizhuzhubeishenguniangshenbiandemamayahuileqiyuedian。
woquqiyuedianyaorenshitayijingbeidadebuchengyangzi。
shenqiaoshuozhuzhuchongzhuangleta,buyuanfangren。
wohongzheyanrangsuixingdenvbiquyangxindianqingxieshuguolaizhuchigongdao。
shenqiaozuozaizhuweishang,wenyanxiaowanleyanjiao,xinghonghujiadianzaizhuomianshang,shenqingxixue。
“liguipinyiweixiaoxiegegehuizhanzainabian?”
womeiyoushuohua,zhishichenmozheweizhuzhucaquchunjiaoyaochudexueji。
denglepianke,quqingxieshudenvbishenseweinandezoulehuilai。
“niangniang,bixiazhengzaitongtaifuyishi,tashuo,yigebinvbale,chongzhuangleguiren…dashaleyemeishenmejinyao。”
沈乔发出一声轻笑。
dangzhewodemianrangrenjiangzhuzhuhuohuodasi。