第1章
啪！
yierguangmengdechouzaichennanlianshang。
mamudetenggan，rangchennanyizhenhuangran，tayouxielengshen，neihuruqilaidechonglirangtazhongzhongdeshuaizaidishang...
tadenaodaikezaijianruidezhuojiao。
suizhejuliedetengtongchongchiquanshen，chennanzhengzhengdekanxiangsizhouzheishuxiwanfendechangjing。
我...
这是重生了？
zheigechangjing，tahaijide...
shangyishi，chenyuanjiazhishuwandeshoushizaoqie，zaiyangzichenanyuxiarendezhirenzhong，quanbumaotoudoujinshuzhixiangleta。
yinweizheijianshiqing，qijian，tashoujinzhemo，zuihouhaiyinweichenjiarennvedai，daozhiyingyangbuliang，huanleji。
zhidaozuihouyike，tamendouweicenglaikanguozijiyiyan...
neizhongjuewangdaojizhideganjue，zhijindouhaishenshenluozaitadexinzhong，nanyiwangque。
errujin，jingyouhuidaolezheigechouloude‘jia’。
真是讽刺...
tadeshuangyanzhujianbiandeqingming，douyijingsiguoyihuile，zhonghuoyishi，tabuxiangzaizhongdaofuzhe...
yebuxiangzai**lianqutaohaoneixiexinmuzhongdoumeiyoutadejiaren...
zheiyishi，tazhixiangweizijierhuo...zijiderensheng，zijizuozhu！
“chennan，nixiaozichibangzhangyingleshiba？”
“xueshenmebuhao，xuerentoudongxi？！”
“nihaiyouyidianjiaoyang，yidianliangzhima？！”
datingshang，dajiechenyuanyibianshuozhe，yibianyongshoutuisangzhechennanpiruodeshenzi。
chennanwanrufengzhongcanzhu，yaoyaoyuzhui，jiuzheimerenpingchenyuanchuonongzhe。
daizhechizeyuyuanhendeshengyinxiandegewaicier，huangruyigengenlici，shenshenzhajintadexinzang，zheizhongganjue，jitengtongyoumamu...
“dajie，dangchuweishenmeyaobatajieguolaia？wozhenbumingbai，zheigejiayoutameitabudouyiyangma？nikankantaxianzai，jiaodezanjiariziguodedoubuanning！”
erjiechenyanbiyideningshizhedaodibuqidechennan，yanshenmanshiyane。
zaitakanlai，chennanjiushigeyouniangshengmeidieyangdedongxi。
benyiweidaihuijianengxuexuehao，keshixianzaini？
haodebuxue，jieguoxuehuitoudongxile！
zheizhongshoujiaobuganjingderen，youpingshenmedaizaichenjia？
他配吗？
chennanhaowuguilvdechuanxizhe，meiyicihuxidoubansuizhechenzhong，tazhengbukaiyan，yongjinquanlizhengzhaqishen。
tamianrusihui，lengyanwangzhezheiqunxuweide‘jiaren’。
以及...
neiduozaihoumiandeyangzi...
陈安。
ciketazuijiaogouqi，luchuyinchendexiao，tadexiaorongzhuanshunjishi，xiayike，chenanjiulaqilaijiejiedegebo，ranhouleiyanposuo。
“jiejie，gegedoushoushangle，buyaozaimatale，jiejiejiudangdoushichenandecuo，doushichenandecuo...jiudangdoushichenantoudeba....”
kanzhechenankusudemoyang，chenyandexinjiuxiangshibeichouleyikuai，tafumozhechenandefasi，qingshengdao：“chenan，gegezuocuoleshi，jiuyinggaibeifa，niruguoxinzheimeshan，yihougegezhihuiqifuni，dongma？”
“陈楠，快道歉！”
“woweishenmeyaodaoqian？woshenmedoumei....”
chennanzhanqishenzi，chaozhechenyannuhou，gengshixuanxiezhexinzhongdekuchu，keweidengtashuowan，tadelingyibianlianshangyouchulewudaoxuehongdeyinzi...
“nisuanshenmedongxi？niweishenmebudaoqian？zheiyiqiebushinizuode，neishisheizuode！nigaosuwoa！xianglianbushinitoude，shisheitoude！”
chennanjinyaozhehongchun，taxiaole，taxiaodehenqiliang。
leishuichongshuazhetadetongkong，tazhandoudekanzhefangjiandetuya，rumengruhuan，rennengzhongshengshiduomekuailedeyijianshi？
kelaotianyeweishenme，niweishenmeyaowohuidaozheigejia？
kedongximingmingjiubushitatoude，ershichenan。
weishenmetamenjiupianpianbuxinni？
bujiushiqingzhenwei，yiweidepiantanchenan，jiangtadangzuoeren。
为什么...
chennantoutengyulie，tamenshuodemeiyijuhuadoucitongzhechennanminruideshenjing，zheizhongzhixiganrangtagenbenchuanbuguoqi...
tabenshichenjiazhangzi，youshibeinongdiu，jiangjinshijinianyilaidouzaigueryuanliduguo。
keturanyouyitian，yuanzhangyeyegaosuzijiyaoyuzijijiarenxiangrenle，neiyitian，chennankule，yinweitajuedezijizhongyuyoujiarenle...
neishi，tabuzhixiaodeyouduokaixin...
danjiuzaitayiwei，zhongyuyaoyinglaishuyuzijideshuguangshi，queshubuzhi...
dengdaitade，shiwujindeheian。
“chennan，jiejiejinixizao，nishigueryuanlaide，shenshangbuganjing，shuihuihentangde。”
“meishi，jiejie，nimenkaixinjiuhao...a！”
hentang？shia，qishidudeshui，dangrantang...
neigeshihouchennanhaishashadeyiwei，zhiyaozijixiganjingle，jiukeyizhongjinjiamen，neiyitianyihou，tadepifulanleyikuaiyouyikuai，ketabuhouhui，yinweitajuedezijiyoujiarenle...
可结果呢...
自大那天以后。
jialiwulunfashengleshenmehuaishi、guaishi，doujierenweishitayinqide。
yuciqijianbufaquandajiaoti，napidaichou，yonggunbangda。
ranhoubeiguanzaineibujianriyedexiaoheiwu...
zhiyounianmaidewaipo，zhenzhengdaitarujiarenyiban。
ke...zijicaihuilaiyigeduoyue，talaorenjiajiuqule。
neiyinian，shipingshengzuiheiandeyinian。
waipoyinbingqushi，tashiqulezuiaitaderen，tongshi，chenfujiangtadudayidun，shengchengshitashizaixing，shitahaisilewaipo。
jiebozhuliu，zhihouchenangengshibatadangzuowanleduixiang，minglianlideqifuta。
tacongcimeileyikao，weilerongruzheigejia，weiquqiuquandebaolanlesuoyoujiawu。
chenjiafuyu，zaidangdiyouliangjiagongsi，yijishujiacanting。
chenanmeirixinyifuhuanzhechuan，dajiwandeyundongxie、shoubiao、wanju...
gezhong**kuanshechipin，duodeshubuqing。
meigeyuedouyoushiwandelinghuaqian，suiyisahuo。
可他呢？
yijianyifuchuanlejinian，doushebudediu，nahuilaifengfengbubu，zaichuanshang...
liangexiangyangdexiezidoumeiyou，youdezhishituoluoledi，polepidebanxie。
chenjiarenburangtashangzhuochifan，tajiusuozaijiaoluo，mantoupeizhacai，duizheshui...
yirifuyiri，shentiyekaishibaoyang，gezhongbingtongfenfenzhaoshangmenlai。
tayebuganshuo，zhinengmomorenshou...
liangrentongyitianshengri，chenanchidedayudarou，qinqimendouhoulixiangzeng，kuataguai、kuatadongshi。
dan，suoyourensihudouwangle，zaizheigejia，haiyouyigejiaochennandehaizi。
shenzhi...talianzijideshengridoukuaiwangle。
tabuzhidaozijizaineixiebuweirenzhidejiaoluo，kuguoduoshaoci。
已经数不清了...
meiyouyikao，tazhinengtoutoudeku，zheishitaweiyidefaxiefangshi，zaisuoyourendoushuizhedeshihou，qingqingdeku...
shoushutaishang，taduoxiwang，chenjiarennenglaikanzijiyiyan。
哪怕只是一眼...
jibianzhishizheiyang，tamenyijiumeilai...
“shuohuaa，yabale？”
“toudongxixianzaibuchengrenleshiba，nipiyingle？”
“给我道歉！”
erbianyijiuchuanlaichenyuanqingneiedudehousheng，tayijiuzaidiediebuxiu。
“weishenme？”chennancaquzuijiaoxuehen，yankuangzhonghanleiruxu：“woshuole，bushiwotoudewopingshenmedaoqian！”
tajijinshihaowubaoliudesihou，shenjingfangfozaiyinyintiaodong，quanshendouzhibuzhudezhandouzhe。
zheizhongfazifeifudesihou，rangsuoyourendoulengzhule。
pingshidechennan，naganshuochuzheizhonghua，rujinfandaobiandezheimeyingqile？
chenyantunlekouhuoqi，minleminhongchun。
“还给我狡辩！”
“toudongxijiusuanle，xianzairangnidaogeqian，nidaohaijuedehenweiqushangleshima？！”
chenyuanyongshouzhizhechenan，moushensidao，fangfoyaosharenyiban，shuangyandengdelaoda。
“ninazhiyanjingkandaowotoule？！”
chennandeshengyinyouxieshaya。
“gege，nijiugenjiejiedaogeqianba，ranhoubadongxihaijijiejie，zheiyangduidajiadouhao...”
chenancishiyezoushangqianlai，baizheyifuhenshixintengdemoyang，roushengquandao。
ketaquebabudeduifangxianzaijiugunchuzheigejia。
chennanzheigefeiwu，pingshenmehaixiangzhehuilaigenzijizheng？
他有什么资格？
“goule，xiaoan，nibietizheigeshoujiaobuganjingde‘xiaotou’shuohuale！”
“haiyouchennan，bieguaiwomeitixingni，diemayijingzaiganhuilaidelushang，niwanle！”
“你真是没救了！”
“我没救了...”
chennanzichaobandexiaoleyisheng，tagandaohaoxinsai...haokexiao。
“woyijingshuoguole，dongxibushiwodongde，wogenbenjiumeiquneigefangjian！”
“woshijian，woshiqiong，danwohaizhidaowoshigeren，wozaizenmeyangyebuzhiyuqutou、quqie！”
“wohaimeineimebuyaolian！”
“menxinziwenwomeinaguodedongxi，jiushimeinaguo，dabulejiubaojing！”
chennandeshenshenyanlekouqi，zheikouqixiangshikuaishitouyiyang，yadetafanexin。
终于...
zheikeshitouluoxiale...
tazaiyekangbuzhule，quanshendouhaosuan、haotong。
“nizaijialigandezheizhongshihaishaoma？nayicibushichenantinishuohaohua？”
“haibaojing？zheizhongchoushi，nizijidiulianjiusuanle，nandaohaiyaolazhechenjiapeiniyiqidiulianma？”
“nidididouqinyankandaole，xiarenyeshuoleshinitoude，zenme，nijuedebierenyanjingdouxiale，jiunikandetongtoushima？”
“xiameixia，tatamachenanzijinengbuzhidao？！niquwentaa！”
mianduichenyuandebaibanzhiwen，chennandeyankuangzaoyitonghong，tazhongzhongdetuchuyikouzhuoqi。
haoleia....zhende...haoleia...
tameirimeiyedouzaihuanxiang，shenmeshihounenglikaizheigejia，meirimeiyedouzaixiang...
suizheneixindetengtong，yidian，yidianbeifangda。
tayebuxiangjieshile...
shuowan，chennancaquzuijiaoxuezi，jiuzhunbeilikaizheirangtaxinhan，genbenrongbuxiatadejia。
“haoa，nizuihaoxianzaijiujiwogun，chennan，youzhongyihouzaiyebiejiwohuilai！”
shenhouyijiuchuanlaimeixiumeizaodehousheng，henshicier。
chennanmeili，taziguzidechaodamenzouqu。
keweicengxiang，caigangmaichujibu，suizhemenbeidakai，yizhicuguangdeshoubeizhijiezhuazhulechennandebojing，neizhongzhixi，wufahuxideganjue，rangchennandeshixianmohuyipian......
jiezhe，yishengqingcuixiangliangdebazhangshengxiangchezhenggefangwu。
nuyimanmiandechenfutuozhechennandeshenzi，erhuameishuo，yijiaochuaidaolechennan。
“chennan！**xiangsileshima？！”