第5章
“fangxin，guoranzhidaowoheshenshufanzhijianshishenmeqingkuang，zhishuohewobushiyibumen，yemeijiandaowo。”suyunxiaoqingxiaoleyisheng，“ruoshiwoyuanyi，dangchuhenduoyuangongshiyuanyigenwozoude，wosuishishirenbuqing，zhenxincuofu，danyemeidanwuwozijidegongzuo。
shenshufandangchuzhucefanxin，woshitadiyigeyuangong，fanxinzoudemeiyibudouyouwodecanyu，conggongzuoshidaoxiaogongsi，zaidaohouqirongzi，wodefuchubushimeiyoudedaohuibaode。
shenshufanzizhilikui，dangchuyesuanshipingrenxin，zhuyaotayezairongzideguanjianjieduan，gongsiduoshaorenmaihezuoshiwotanxialaide，taxinliqingchu，yepaworuozhensipolian，jidedaoyedaqi。”
“nia......”songjinzhuaneryouqingtanlekouqi，“dangnianyeshitayaoqingdenihetayiqizuofanxinde，gufenyedoushigongsikuobantushianzhaoniweifanxinfuchuqiande，buguoshiyinweibuxiangzaihetayouqianche，suoyilizhishimaihuijita，benjiushiniyingdede，suanshenmedaqi。”
suyunxiaodanshouzhizhenaodai，“tayoutichubaneitaodapingcengjiwode，wojujuele，shouxianwodeganqingtanataopingcengjiuxiangmaiyigexinan？mendoumeiyou。
erlaizhouyueniyejianguo，tayaozhidaowonaleyigedapingceng，niyiweihuishanbaganxiu？fangqiyigepingceng，huanlaishenghuozhongshaoyixiezhizhangdechuxian，duiwoeryanshizhidede，bijingwoyounenglijizijimaipingceng。”
“youdaoli，qiebushuonimailegufenzijizaijiangchengjiumailefangzi，jiunilaojianeitaozuzhai，keshigualewenwupaizide，hainengqiaoshangtaneipofangzi。”songjinmalejijushenshufan，yepingjingleyidian，“zuipazhaerbuzizhi，haiguzuoshenqingdefenghuangnan。”
“renjiaxianzaikeshijiangchengxingui。”suyunxiaoqingxiaoleyisheng，“niduitachoushideyangzi，buzhiqingdekenenghaiyiweitazhalenini。”
“zhanijiudengyuzhawo。”songjinhesuyunxiaozichuzhongjiushitongxue，liangrenguanxiqinmidao，yidurangsongjindezhumananyouluzhiyan，duisuyunxiaoyoutifangzhixinde，suoyisuyunxiaoheshenshufandangchunaobai，songjindefanyingbisuyunxiaohaida。
“xinguishizhikanqianhediweide，sheiguantashibushi**。zaizheshuolefanxinneishitayigerenchuangdema，rujinquanneidouzhidaonicongfanxinlizhi，tiaocaodaolexingsi，suirannibucengmoheiguota，dannierrenguanxiquanneiduoshaoyeshizhiqing。
niqianjiaocongfanxinzou，houjiaozhouyuedaochuzhaoyao，shengpabierenbuzhidaoshenshufanduitaduoniandeganqing，sheicaibudaozheizhizhongdemaoni。nidenengliyoumugongdu，zhouyuenaozibutaihao，dajiayebushikanbuchu，weilelibiaomianbushuoshenme，dansheibujuedeshenshufanlinbuqing。”
“juedeshenshufanlinbuqing，yemeifangaitamenjuedewozheiyangqiangshidenvrenjiabuchuqua。”suyunxiaoqingxiaoleyisheng，“shangxueneihuishuowozhangdebuxiangxueshengyangzi，shangbanzhihoujuedewohaibushikaoliankaoshencai，haoburongyizhengminglezijideshili，yiweiaiqingshiyeliangdeyi，jieguodoushijiade。
qishiwoshibuganxinde，woxinxinkukupeizheshenshufanyishoubafanxincongxiaoxiaodegongzuoshizuodaozheizhongguimo，pingshenmeweibierenzuolejiayi。”