nianduzuijiaxinruishejishidajiangdebanjiangdianli，shishishangjieyinianyidudeshengshi。“xingchen”pinpaihuodeletiming，
ermingsihande“meiying”yehaobuyiwaidinaxialeduoxiangtiming，linyuweizuowei“meiying”deyuyongshejishi，
ziranyeweilieqizhong。banjiangdianliqianxi，gezhongliuyanfeiyushenxiaochenshang。linyuweihetaneiqunhupenggouyou，
youqishi“meiying”neibulingyiweishejishiliyao，gengshitiaodehuan。“tingshuolema？
guxingchendeshejidoushichaoxide！”“haibushikaozheyiqianhemingzongneidianguanxi，caihunlegetiming？
”“yigebeimingzongpaoqidenvren，haiwangxiangfanshen？zuomengquba！”gezhongdihuihechaofeng，
tongguoxiaodaoxiaoxiheshejiaomeiti，shituzaibanjiangdianliqian，chedihuidiaowodeshengyu。“xingchenjie，
tamentaiguofenle！”xiaoaiqidexiangchongshangqulilun。woquezhishidandanyixiao，
shouzhiqingqiaozhezhuomian：“tamenyueshijiaoxiao，jiushuomingtamenyuexinxu。tiaoliangxiaochou，buzuweiju。
”wozaoyizuohaolewanquanzhunbei。
bujinzhunbeilemeiyijianshejiconggousidaochengpindewanzhengshougao、shijianchuo、zhuanlishenqingjilu，
shenzhihaizhunbeilejige“jingxi”。banjiangdianlidangtian，woxuanzeleyijianjiancaijizhijianyuedebaiselifu。
tameiyouduoyudezhuangshi，queyizuichuncuidexiantiao，goulechunvxingshentidewanmeibili，rutongpuyu，
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bianzaiyewufayikai。takanzhewo，yanzhongshanshuozhefuzadeguangmang，youjingyan，youkuijiu，
haiyouyisitazijidouweicengchajuede……kewang。banjiangdianlizhengshikaishi。
dangdapingmushangbofangchu“xingchen”pinpaidexuanchuanpian，zhanshiwoshejidefuzhuangshi，zhenggehuichangxiangqizhenzhenjingtan。
wodezuopin，wulunshicongshejilinian、mianliaoyunyonghaishigongyixijie，douzhanxianchuyuanchaotongchaideshuizhun。
tamenbujinjinshiyifu，gengshiyizhongshenghuotaidu，yizhongnvxingliliangdezhangxian。
erdangxuanbu“nianduzuijiaxinruishejishidajiang”huodezheshi——“guxingchen！‘xingchen’pinpai！”shi，
quanchangzhangshengleidong，jingjiubuxi。woyouyadiqishen，zoushanglingjiangtai，jieguochendiandiandejiangbei。
mingsihanzuozaitaixia，takanzhetaishangdewo，yanzhongchongmanlehuiyi。tazhongyumingbai，zijicuoshileshenme。
linyuweizuozaitashenbian，liansetieqing，zhijiajihuyaoqiajinrouli。tadesheji，zaiwodeguangmangxia，
xianderucipingyong，shenzhiyouxie……kexiao。jizhetiwenhuanjie，liyaoqiangguohuatong，dashengzhiyi：“gushejishi，
nideshejisuiranjingmei，danwaijieyizhiyouchuanwen，shuonideshejilinggan，
shipiaoqielenicengjingzaimingzonggongsiweifabiaodechuangyi，shenzhishichaoxilinshejishidefengge，qingwennizuohejieshi？
”tadehuayingangluo，xianchangyipianhuaran。linyuweiyanzhongshanguoyisideyi。womeiyousihaohuangluan，
fanerweiweiyixiao，jiangjiangbeifangzaiyanjiangtaishang，ranhounachulewozaoyizhunbeihaodeupan。“zheiwei**，
qingwennijiaoshenmemingzi？”woyuqipingjing，quedaizheyisiweiyan。liyaobeiwoqiangdadeqichangzhenshe，
jiejiebabadishuo：“wo……woshimeiyingdeliyaoshejishi。”“e，lishejishi。”wodianlediantou，
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”pingmushang，qingxidixianshizheriqihegongzhengxinxi，yijiwozaoqideshejilinianhecaotu，
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yanshenzhizhidikanxianglinyuwei，“wodaoshixiangwenwen，lishejishikouzhonglinyuweishejishide‘fengge’，
jiujingzhideshishenme？shitaqunianfabudeneijijianheguojidapaizhuangkuandesheji？haishitacengjingxuanchengyuanchuang，
quebeiwangyoubachuyumouzhimingchahuashizuopingaoduleitongdetuan？”wohuayingangluo，
deshejiyumouguojidapaidexiuchangkuanjingrenxiangsi；linyuweide“yuanchuang”tuanyumouchahuashidejiuzuoruchuyizhe。
xianchangyipianhuaran！“zhei……zheigenbenjiushichaoxia！”“meiyingjingranyongzheizhongshejishi？
”linyuweidelianseshuadibaile，hunshenzhandou，tazenmeyemeixiangdao，wohuidangzhongsipotadeweizhuang！
liyaogengshihedehuarongshise，lianmangduodaorenqunhoumian。wonaqijiangbei，
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qudingyizhenzhengdeyuanchuanghesheji。guxingchendesheji，zhiweizijiersheng，
zhiweineixiexiangxinmeiyuliliangdenvxingercunzai。”zhangshengzaicixiangqi，bizhiqiangengjiarelie，neizhangsheng，
shiweiwoguxingchendecaihua，gengshiweiwoguxingchendeyongqi！banjiangdianlihou，mingsihanzhaodaowo，tayanshenfuza，
yuqichengken：“xingchen，woweiwocengjingdemangmuxiangnidaoqian。wobuzhidaoyuweita……neixieshiqing，