第一章
daizheerzishenghuodediliunian,wodelejuezhengzhiyousangeyuehaohuo,
erzishengrineitian,woyudaoleqianqihetadexinjiatingzaigaodangcantingchifan,
duiqianqihaowuyinxiangdeerzi,shuohaoxiangyougezheiyangdemama。
weilenengrangerzihoubanshengyougezheluo,wojuedingfangqidangchudeyuedingquzhaota,
meixiangdao,qianqiquekoukoushengshengshuo,
这不是她的儿子。
......
congyiyuanchulai,woshoujiderilibianxiangle,
ganganliangpingmu,bianjuedebiqiangyire,
suibixuedididadagebutingluozaipingmushang,
beixuezhezhudeneixingzizhengxiezhe:erzishengri。
hanghangjinnianliusui,mingnianjiugaishangxiaoxuele,
yiweizhejinruyigexinjieduandetongshi,yedaibiaozheishiwopeitaguodezuihouyigeshengri。
kanzhepingmushangdexue,wozirandicongkoudaizhongtaochuweishengzhiduzhu,
zicongwoquezhenaizhengwanqihou,liubixueyijingchenglejiachangbianfan。
bangexiaoshiqian,yishenggaosuwo,
wozhishengxiabudaosangeyuedeshengming,
wobupasi,kewozaizheishishanghaiyouweiyideqiangua——hanghang。
kewoxianzainengzuode,jiushipeitaguohaosangeyuelaidemeiyitian,
从生日开始。
lushangcheshuimalong,fangxuelingdaxiang,
woyiyanbiankanjianlerenqunzhongdeerzi。
“航航!”
erzitingdaowodeshengyinhou,jingxiditaiqitouhouxiangwopaolai,
“baba,nijintianzenmelaijiewola?!”
buzhidaoshibushiyinweizaochanerdeyuanyin,hanghangkanqilaibitonglingdehaizishouxiaoxuduo,
kanzhehaizibazhangdadexiaolian,wodexinhenhenyijiu,
wodehaizi,yihoukezenmebana......
“jintianshiwomenhanghangdeshengria,babalaijiehanghangqumaidangao,guoshengri!”
“耶!出发!”
hanghangtianzhendeyangzirangwoyanre,woshebudewodehaizi......
woqiangdaqijingshenbianhehanghangshuohua,biandaitaxiangbenshizuiguidedangaodianzouqu,
tujingyijiagaodangcantingdeshihou,menkouzhengfangzheshengrikuailege,
“hanghang,nikanzheijiadiandouzaiweiniqingzhuni。”
航航没有回应,
yiditou,faxianerzizhengyishunbuzhadekanzhecantingbolimuqiangdeduimian,
眼神中满是渴望。
woshunzhetademuguangkanqu,
quefaxianlimianzuozhedezhengshiwolaopo,hanghangdeshengmu,linnana,
hetayiqidehaiyouwenyan,hetamendehaiziwenfeng。
linnanameiyoufaxianwomen,zhengyilianwenrounazhezhijinjiwenfengcazui。
与此同时,
wotingjianhanghangxiaoshengdeshuodao,“woyexiangyoumama.......”
yanqiandeyimuhehanghanghuaxiangliangbaliren,henhencitongwo。
wozhidaohanghangyizhidouxiangyoumamalaiaita,
kewobunengmanzuta.......
liunianqian,linnanafuqinbeichachuruyu,
neishidewo,meiyounengliqubanglinnanayijia。
linnanayinweijiatingbianguzaochan,chanhoutingwenmuqinzishadexiaoxigengshibengkui,
tahuanshangleyanzhongdechanhouyiyu,gengshijicisanfanxunsi。
zhidaoyouyici,wozhendechadianshiqutadeshihou,
wenyanzhaodaowo,shuotakeyibanglinnanayijia,
tiaojianshi,woyaodaizhehaiziyuanlilinnana,yibeizidoubukeyichuxianzaitamianqian。
那时的我,没得选,
danwuyemenghui,wozongnengxiangqitadangshidebiaoqing,
juewang、bengkui、cuiruodewanruliuli。
zheiliunian,wozunshouyuedingcongbuganquzhaolinnana,
dancishi,woxinlituranmaochuyigeniantou,
wodouyaosile,haiyoushenmebuneng?
wosihou,hanghangliyingyoulinnanazhaogua,tashihanghangdemamaa!
xiangdaozhei,woshenxiyikouqi,
dunxiawenhanghang,“hanghang,ruguolimiandeneiweiayidangnimamadehua,nixihuanma?”
“xihuana!hanghangxihuanta!”
xiayimiao,wotuimenzoujincanting,zhandaoletamenmianqian。