第一章

第一章

daizheerzishenghuodediliunian,wodelejuezhengzhiyousangeyuehaohuo,

erzishengrineitian,woyudaoleqianqihetadexinjiatingzaigaodangcantingchifan,

duiqianqihaowuyinxiangdeerzi,shuohaoxiangyougezheiyangdemama。

weilenengrangerzihoubanshengyougezheluo,wojuedingfangqidangchudeyuedingquzhaota,

meixiangdao,qianqiquekoukoushengshengshuo,

这不是她的儿子。

......

congyiyuanchulai,woshoujiderilibianxiangle,

ganganliangpingmu,bianjuedebiqiangyire,

suibixuedididadagebutingluozaipingmushang,

beixuezhezhudeneixingzizhengxiezhe:erzishengri。

hanghangjinnianliusui,mingnianjiugaishangxiaoxuele,

yiweizhejinruyigexinjieduandetongshi,yedaibiaozheishiwopeitaguodezuihouyigeshengri。

kanzhepingmushangdexue,wozirandicongkoudaizhongtaochuweishengzhiduzhu,

zicongwoquezhenaizhengwanqihou,liubixueyijingchenglejiachangbianfan。

bangexiaoshiqian,yishenggaosuwo,

wozhishengxiabudaosangeyuedeshengming,

wobupasi,kewozaizheishishanghaiyouweiyideqiangua——hanghang。

kewoxianzainengzuode,jiushipeitaguohaosangeyuelaidemeiyitian,

从生日开始。

lushangcheshuimalong,fangxuelingdaxiang,

woyiyanbiankanjianlerenqunzhongdeerzi。

“航航!”

erzitingdaowodeshengyinhou,jingxiditaiqitouhouxiangwopaolai,

“baba,nijintianzenmelaijiewola?!”

buzhidaoshibushiyinweizaochanerdeyuanyin,hanghangkanqilaibitonglingdehaizishouxiaoxuduo,

kanzhehaizibazhangdadexiaolian,wodexinhenhenyijiu,

wodehaizi,yihoukezenmebana......

“jintianshiwomenhanghangdeshengria,babalaijiehanghangqumaidangao,guoshengri!”

“耶!出发!”

hanghangtianzhendeyangzirangwoyanre,woshebudewodehaizi......

woqiangdaqijingshenbianhehanghangshuohua,biandaitaxiangbenshizuiguidedangaodianzouqu,

tujingyijiagaodangcantingdeshihou,menkouzhengfangzheshengrikuailege,

“hanghang,nikanzheijiadiandouzaiweiniqingzhuni。”

航航没有回应,

yiditou,faxianerzizhengyishunbuzhadekanzhecantingbolimuqiangdeduimian,

眼神中满是渴望。

woshunzhetademuguangkanqu,

quefaxianlimianzuozhedezhengshiwolaopo,hanghangdeshengmu,linnana,

hetayiqidehaiyouwenyan,hetamendehaiziwenfeng。

linnanameiyoufaxianwomen,zhengyilianwenrounazhezhijinjiwenfengcazui。

与此同时,

wotingjianhanghangxiaoshengdeshuodao,“woyexiangyoumama.......”

yanqiandeyimuhehanghanghuaxiangliangbaliren,henhencitongwo。

wozhidaohanghangyizhidouxiangyoumamalaiaita,

kewobunengmanzuta.......

liunianqian,linnanafuqinbeichachuruyu,

neishidewo,meiyounengliqubanglinnanayijia。

linnanayinweijiatingbianguzaochan,chanhoutingwenmuqinzishadexiaoxigengshibengkui,

tahuanshangleyanzhongdechanhouyiyu,gengshijicisanfanxunsi。

zhidaoyouyici,wozhendechadianshiqutadeshihou,

wenyanzhaodaowo,shuotakeyibanglinnanayijia,

tiaojianshi,woyaodaizhehaiziyuanlilinnana,yibeizidoubukeyichuxianzaitamianqian。

那时的我,没得选,

danwuyemenghui,wozongnengxiangqitadangshidebiaoqing,

juewang、bengkui、cuiruodewanruliuli。

zheiliunian,wozunshouyuedingcongbuganquzhaolinnana,

dancishi,woxinlituranmaochuyigeniantou,

wodouyaosile,haiyoushenmebuneng?

wosihou,hanghangliyingyoulinnanazhaogua,tashihanghangdemamaa!

xiangdaozhei,woshenxiyikouqi,

dunxiawenhanghang,“hanghang,ruguolimiandeneiweiayidangnimamadehua,nixihuanma?”

“xihuana!hanghangxihuanta!”

xiayimiao,wotuimenzoujincanting,zhandaoletamenmianqian。