第1章 都给我生不如死

阴暗逼仄的地下室。

gujiushengquanshenshixue,beiliangtiaomashengdiaozheshuangbeiguizaidishang,posundepiroubaobuzhutashenshangduochuduanliedegutou,baisensendechuochucanqu。

zaitashenhou,yigechuanzhebaisehunshadenvrenjiangtadetoucheqilai,poshitakanxiangduimiantouyingdehunlibuzhixianchang。

“ajinshuo,zainidejiribawoquhuijia,shitasongwodexinhunliwu,dangran,tasongwodeliwuhenduo,biru……”

huamianyizhuan,laidaoleyijianbingfang。

tangzaibingchuangdezhongniannanrenkushouruchai,yishuangshenxianxiaqudeyanwolimanshileishui。

“xueer,nijuedebabakuiqianni,babalaishuzui……nixiangyaogujiadecaichan,nixiangyaojunsijin,babadoudayingni……”

nanrenquanshenzhandoudegengyanaiqiu:“zhiyao……nifangguoasheng,xueer,banazijideminghuantakeyima?”

zhanzainanrenbingchuangqiandenvrentingdaozheihuaxiaodesinve:“haoa,jirannidaosidouyaoxiangzhegujiusheng,neijiu……nisi,tahuo。”

gujiushengkandaozheimu,tongkongzhousuo,quanshendexueyedouningjiechengbing,neixiebingchacongduanliedegutouzhongsusuerluo。

tayizhiyiweifuqindesishiyiwai,meixiangdao!

gujiushengyongjinquanshenliqikanxiangshenhoujianren,shuangmuxinghong,sangyinyali:“guqianxue,nishifu……wangweiren!”

guqianxuejugaolinxiadefushizheta,wuguanniuquerzhengning:“sheirangtapianni!”

“nizhigaoqiangdefushilewozheimeduonian,xianzaizenmeyang?gujiashiwode,junsijinshiwode,nideyiqie,baokuozheitiaolanmingdourenwojianta!”

“zhidaonimenxinhunzhiyetaweishenmemeihuiqume?yinweitaa,zhengzaiwochuangshangmaiming,zhandouzheshuoniyouduorangtadaoweikou!”

“niweiajinbanchouzangzhuodaozheigedibu,luoderucixiachang,ganjueruhe?”

gujiushengbenjiubeisiliedexinhaoxiangzaodaolezhongchuang,yishunjianfensuichengzha。

peng!menxiangzhongchanzazhegutoucuoweideqingcuisheng。

guqianxuediudiaoshoushangdetiechui,xiaodejianbangzhandou:“wohaiyiweinidebojingyouduoyingni,yebuguoruci。”

yiguyigudexianxueconggujiushengzuijiaoshenchulai,tayijingganjuebudaotengtong,zhijuedezheiyishenghuangtangerkexiao。

wujindebuganheyuanhenmanyanzhitadesizhibaihai!

turan,dixiashidemenbeituikai。

“xueer,kuaizou,jiushuhuilaile!”

guqianxuetingdaojunsijindeshengyin,gangzhuantoubiantingdaoyishengzheneryulongdeqiangxiang。

嘭!

kanzhechuanzhexinlangfuyingshengdaodidejunsijin,jixiandekongjuheermingxishanglai。

guqianxueshuangtuifaruan,lianseshabaidewuzheerduojianjiaochusheng:“a!”

ercike,congmenwaijinlaidenanrenjiankuanbeikuo,hunshenshixue。

tajunmeidaojizhiderongyancangbairuzhi,tongkongfanhong,wanruoxiuluo。

nanrenjuqiqiang,qiangkouduishangguqianxue,jiuxianggeganzhijinshideshixuejiqiyiban,yanyebuzhadekoudongbanji。

一下,两下,三下。

judadeqiangmingjinhuyaocichuangujiushengdeermo,tatingdaoguqianxuelianaihaodoumeiyoufachulai,wulidezazaitajiaoxia。

henkuai,tajuedeshuangbeibeisongkai,xianruleyigezhiredehuaili。

“asheng,biepa,womenhuijia。”erbianshiyidaodiyaershuxidenansheng。

是他!

gujiushengxinzangduntengjuzhen。

为什么……是他……

zheiyishi,tazuiduibuqiderenjiushita。

taweilejunsijinfangbeita,pianta,suanjita……

nandao,chuanwenshuodedoushizhende,tacaishizhenxindaitaderenma?

nanrenjianggujiushengwenroudebaoqilai,xiaoxinyiyiderangtakaozheziji。

tacaiguodishangdeshiti,taguojiaoxiadexuehe,manmandezouchuledixiashi。

yidaojicudejiaobushengtingzailetamenmianqian。

yourengengyan:“jiuye,nindeshang……”

nanrenjiankouxiafangyiranzhongqiang,xianxuebabaichenyiwanquandashi。

tajiuxiangmeiyouzhijueyiban,dunzhujiaobu,shouzhiqingqingfuguogujiushengmanshishanghendejiaorong。

“zaiwosihou,fangenneiduigounannvyourande,yigebuliu。”

shuozhe,youxiangshiqinao,ditouhenhenyaozhulegujiushengzhanmanxianxuedechun。

“shiliunianqian,wohaoburongyiliuzhunideming,nizenmeganzheimeqingyisi。”

tadehuajiuxiangjinglei,ranggujiushengjijianghuansandaijindeyishijulongyishun。

他说什么?

shiliunianqian……shitajiudeta?

tazheiyishengdecanjudoushicongneichangyiwaikaishi。

congyikaishi……jiucuolema?

taaicuoren,xincuoren,zouxiangzheibanwanjiebufudoushi……xiaohua。

wujindebeishangputiangaidierlai,zheizhongtongbutongyushenti,ershishigulingchi。

gujiushengjuedezijilinghunbeiyidianyidiandesilie。

nanrendewenbiandewenrouermianzhang,“zheiciwozaiyebulikai,yongyuanpeizhenihaobuhao。”

不……

不好!

gujiushengxinzhongpinmingdesihou,ketaliandongdongzuichundeliqidoumeiyou。

yixingxueleicongtayanjiaohualuo。

buzhide……juntingyan,wobuzhide!

gujiushengbeichuang、bugan、tongxinjishou、sibumingmu!

……

“顾九笙?”

wujindeheianzhong,gujiushengtingdaoyourenhuantademingzi。

tong……naozilihaoxiangyouwushuzhilouyikenshi。

“shenmecaifaqianjin,tajiushigechunlianainaodezhizhang,buzuweiju。”

谁在骂她!

tengtongheqiangliedexuanyunganranggujiushengxiayishidechengkaileyanjing。

shehuadebaoxiang,shanshuodeshedeng,rouruandezhenpishafa……

zheishi‘nuanchao’yulehuisuo。

zheigechangjing,tajingliguo!

tabushi……yijingsilema?

“rangrenguolaiba,sange?hehe,zanmengudaxiaojiehaishigechuerni,sihouhao,biewanhuaile。”

shuxidesangyinsilirenyibancichuangujiushengdeermo。

yejiaojiao,tazuihaodeguimi。

没错,是那天。

taneishimeiyoutingdaoyejiaojiaoshuozheihua,ershizhengyanbiankandaosangeqichouwubi,feipangguodudeyouninanrenchaotapuguolai。

haozaitaxingdezao,shijinhunshenjieshujihushishousharencaibaozhuqingbaitaole。

daitamanshenshanghenzhaodaoyejiaojiaoshi,haifanguolaianweizizeneijiuzhuangbuzhiqingdeta。

zheimeduonian,gujiushengfeijingxinlidefuchiyejia,taoxintaofeideduiyejiaojiao。

zuihouhuanlaide,shitayinweiyigenanrentoukaoguqianxue,manta、pianta、haita!

yeshicongneitiankaishi,gujiushengzaijunsijinmianqianzaiyetaibuqitoulai。

tacongbupengta,yinrenjieyideyanshenrangtaxinrudaoge。

可笑啊,真是可笑。

gujiushengyanzhongmanshanghenli,shuangquanjinwo,guanghuadebojingshangqingjinbengjin。

zaishaozhangdezhijiacitongzhangxinshi,gujiushengtongkongzhousuo,cuoeyishun。

疼?!

tahuanhuantaishoumolemozijidelian,qiefudezhenshihewenrerangtazhengleng,xinzangmengliedetiaodongqilai。

bushimeng!neizheishishenme……

重生?!

tajingranzhongshengdaohaimeiyougenjunsijinzhengshidinghundeshihoulema?

yejiaojiaomeiyoujigujiushengfanyingdeshijian,poyoudianbunaifandenazheshoujiwangwaizou:“fangxin,zheijianshibanhaole,wobaonihoubanbeizifeihuangtengda。”

gujiushengmeimouweimi,yandiliqibengshe。

feihuangtengda?doujiwoshengburusi!