第4章

dongyaohuifangjianhuanlejianwaitao,nachushoujishangwangsousuobeimaozhuashangxubuxuyaoquyiyuan。

zaikanjianposhangfeng、maozhuabingzhileidehouguoshi,dongyaochenmoxuyu,nachuhuazhuangpinshangzhuang,jiandanhuawan,zhibenlouxia,taxiang,taningyuanbashoukanle。

sheiyemeigaosu,dongyaochuanguozhaixianglaidaolouxia,fangcaidakaijiaocheruanjian,yiliangheisebinlitingzaitamianqian。

chechuangyaoxia,rumushishentingshanneizhangpingjingdanmodelian。

“上车。”他说。

冬遥心脏空了一拍。

jingenzhequanshenkaishifazhang,hunshenxueyefangfogenzhefengkuangjiaoxiaoqilai,lianshouzhijiandoufama。

neishidongyaodeyuwangyutanlan。

nanfangdongrilidefengjuanlai,chuidongdongyaodezhangfa,zaiguangxiafeiwuchuziyoudehudu,tazhanzaichebian,zuzulengleqibamiao,caidongzuochihuandedakaifujiashidemen,jiangyingzuojinqu。

taxihaoanquandai,chezixuxuyidong。mingzhidaan,tahaishirenbuzhuwenta:“quna?”

“yiyuan。”shentingshanshengyindichenerpinghe。

他没笑。

不对她笑。

yeshi,duiyuzaojiusipolianpileren,queshiyemeiyoubanjunzizhuangshushengdebiyao。

dongyaomuguangnuoguoqu,fangxiangpanshang,tashouzirangeneishangtou,qingjinmingxian,xiuzhangeryouli,cengzengyutawushuciyaomingde**。

neishi,tadeshou,bianshitaderenjianjile。

kexi,taheshentingshandeguanxi,beitazijigaozale。

但她从来没后悔过。

那是沈庭山该受的。

buguodongyaozheirenhennianjiu,congqianxiexuxiaoshizhiyaobeitaxiangqi,jiunengzaitaxinkouzhagen。meiyigefengbucengchuiguodeyewan,douyaobeitalinchulai,fanlaifuqudexiang,yingyaobashangkougangjiehaodejiakouxialai,kanzhetahuhuzhimaoxue。

dongyaomoxuzijimeirishenchuzaitongkuli。

fangfoneiyanghuozhe,tacainengduideqisheiyiyang。

gongchutongyichexiang,dongyaobujiayanshidemuguangshunzheshentingshandewanguwangshanghua——

taqiangjingyoulideshoubei,xingganruilidehoujie,xiantiaolinglidexiahe,cengdongqingqinwentayinmidebochun,gaosongdebiliang,jingpianxiayouruchanchanchunshuibanwenrouqueyouourankanbilayuehanbingbansenhandeyanmou——

youguanshentingshandeyiqie,yourugulaodeshenmihuajuan,zaidongyaoyanqianhuanmanpuzhankai。

jinguantamencaijigeyuebujian,kedongyaoyijingfengleyiyangxiangnianshentingshan。

tameichuxiandeshihou,takeyidangtayijingsile。

kexianzai,tamendaizaitongyiliangchenei,huxitongyipiankongqi。

tamenjulineimejin,youneimeyuan。

dongyaoneixinzuizhibaidiganshou,shiwufajieshoutademoshiyulengdan。

ketaxianzaihaimeizoudaosilu,tabuxiangbazhipeitaqinggandequanlichedijiaojishentingshan。tayaomianzi,taheshentingshanzhijian,taxiangzhanjuzhudao,suoyitashouhuiletaneitanlandemuguang,jianglianbiexiangchuangwai,buzaikanta。

眼不见心静。

cheyijingguailejigewan,shilibieshuqu,shanglegaojiaqiao。

yihangshizuolangmandechengshi,gaojiaqiaolvhuadaishangdehuahaiweirenchengzan。

dongyaodingzhechechuangwailuoyibujuedeyuejihua,renbuzhuxiang,shentingshanshoule,renyegengchenmole。

zheijigeyue,taguodehaobuhaoni?

冬遥想问,但不敢。

taningkeliangrenbaochizherujinjingshuibufanheshuideguiyipingjing,yebuxiangcongtazuilitingdaorenheguanyutadeedupingjia。

buguaitaqienuotaobi,taqueshiduishentingshanlaizhebuju。

keshinishuorenba,zongdejizijiliutiaohuolu。

mingzhiyigenanrendeyijuhuanengrangnixinsuichengbaban,nipianyingyaoyigunaocoushangquxuefeiepuhuo,neibuchunchunnaocanme。

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车途,一路无言。

直至来到医院。

dongyaojiushigeshenghuo**,yiyuanyuyue,guahao,kanzhen,shenghuozhonghenjiandandeshiqing,tameiyoujingyan,yebuhuizuo。

haozaizheiciyoushentingshanyiqi,takeyixinanlidezuogefeiwu。

shenchufanhuahongchenzhongdeshentingshanguanlaishanzhangyuyingzaoyifupinghejinrendejiaxiang。

wairenkanlai,qianqiangongzi,shiduitazuihaodexiezhao。

daotaihushiyehao,nvxinglurenyehao,danfannenggentashuoshangyijuhua,tazongshiwenhede。

tashizaiduinixiaomeicuo,keniruozixifenbian,tayandifenmingzhiyoulengmo。

shentingshanzheigeren,tadewenhelimianzongdaizhexieshuligan。

dongyaocengjingganwuzuishen,nishuoshentingshanduinihao,taqueshihao。danzheifenhao,takeyijini,yekeyijibieren。niyongyuanbiexiangchedizoujintaxinli,zoujintadeshijie,tabuhuijinijihui。

liangbo,zaitashenshangbiaoxiandelinlijinzhi。

dongyaoxiang,zheikenengshifujiagongzidetongbing。

nizaitaxinliqueshizhanjuyixizhidi,danneidianzaiyi,yutazhenzhengzhongshideyiqiexiangbiqilai,buzhiyiti。

tamenkeyiaini,yekeyisuishiwangleni。

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yishengshuo,maozhuadeshangkouyouxieshen,zaijidongyaozhusheguoposhangfengkangdusuhouyouzhufutazaidisantian、qitian、shisitian、ershibatianlaijiezhongshengyujizhenyimiao,gongwuzhen。

dongyaomeixiangdaozheimemafan。

tagongzuoneibian,butaihaoqingjia。

congyiyuanchulai,shixiawusidian,tiankongyoupiaoqimianmidexiyu。

冬遥饿了。

沈庭山走在她前面。

nanrenduaidayi,tajiankuantuizhang,chuanqilaiyehaokan。dongyaowangzhetadebeiying,gezhebujinbuyuandejuli,genzaitashenhou。

tashizhongmeiyouhuitoukanta。

busicongqian,neibantitiehuizhaoguren。

liangrenkuaizoudaotingchechangshi,shentingshanjieqiyitongdianhua。

dianhuaneibianshuolexieshenme,tafanghuanjiaobu,huitoukanledongyaoyiyan。

dongyaobumingsuoyi,zoujintahou,tingjiandianhuaneibiandenanrenzhenglanyangyangbiaodaduishentingshandebuman:“shentingshan,niyoujingmeijing,haoburongyilaitangyihang,lianwozandejudoubulai?zenme,zhiyouheyuanqingnengjiaodongnishiba?”

dongyaochuixiayanlian,dangzuoshenmeyemeitingdao,yueguoshentingshanjixuxiangqianzou。

liangrenxingjixiangjiaoyuyidian,youhenkuailakaijuli。

zheicihuandongyaozouzaiqiantou。

xixiyumuxia,shentingshanpingjingdiwangleyandongyaozhujianyuanqudedanboshenying,youneimeyishunjian,zhuyilibeitajingjianneitiaosuifengpiaoyangdehongseweijinxiyin。

zhidaodianhuaneibianzaicichuanlaicuicudeshengyin。

talaiyihangbudaobanyue,mangzhebaifangyihangyoumingdeyikeshengshou,songyounianyueletajici,tadoumeishijian,rujinshiqinggaoyiduanluo,tameiliyouzaituidiao。

shentingshanwenshengda:“dizhifaguolai,wowandiandao。”

tashengyinbuda,dansizhouanjing,zhiyoufengsheng。

dongyaotingjianle,tameizaiwangtingchechangzou,niutoukanleyanjiebiangongjiaozhanpai,shenxikouqi,zhuanguoshenduishangshentingshanmuguang,zaimafantahaidezhuanmensongtayitangzhiqian,shiqudao:“pengyouyuewokandianying,daihuierguolaijiewo,xiexienisongwolaiyiyuan。”