第四章
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woyijingxiangxiangdedao，zheijitianxuzhixiaodeyirengongguanbuhuiyouduomangle，
【yinghouxuzhixiaochuguibao】
【zhanghaojuranshixiaosanbao】
......
lianxuhaoyitiaoguanyuhunlideresoubianchenglefumianxinwen，
shijihunli，xuzhixiaobuguoshibanqishitouzazijidejiao。
haiyiweikeyihenkuailihun，
meixiangdaoxuzhixiaodalaidezheitongdianhua，queshinubukeedijiaowoquhongtadexiaoqingren。
“haohaogenzhanghaodaogeqian，haiyou，fageshipinchengqingyixia，shenmejiaowochugui？wohetagenbenjiubushinixiangdeneizhongguanxi。”
woyaoleyaotou，wunaiditixingta：“xianzaidezhudongquanzhangwozaiwoshoushang，niliyedeli，buxiangliyedeli。”
guaduandianhuadewocongmeijuedeyouyikesixianzaiyiyangqingsong，tayijingmeibanfayingxiangwodeqingxule。
buxianghunlineitianyiqueyiguai，
zheixietianwokeyishulianshiyongjiazhi，yekeyixiangzhengchangrenyiyangzoudepingwenle。
genyiqiandehezuofangzaicilianxi，woyouzhongxinzuohuilebianwudaoshihejingjiren。
queleyitiaotuidewo，zuobuchengbianwu，yebushimeiyouchangshiguoyaojixuzuojingjiren，
danxuzhixiaobuxiwangwotuozhecanjideshentiqugongzuo，
yiqianwohuijuedeneishixintengwo，
xianzaicaifaxian，yexushibuxiwangwoyingxiangtahexiaoqingrendexiangchu。
bijingneihuidewolianzijidoutaoyan。
wochenggongruzhileyijiacengjinghezuoguodegongsi，limiandaduoshuyirendoushicongxuzhixiaoneitiaocaoguolaide，
woxianzaicaizhidao，neixieguanyuwojinpaijingjirendechuanshuodaoxianzaidouhaizailiuchuan。
bijingmeiyounagejingjirenhainengjiaoaidoutiaowu。
xingongsideyirenhenxinrenwo，yeyourendaoxianzaidoumeiyouyishidaowoyijingmeileyitiaotui。
fangqilewuniandewudaobeiwozhongxinjianqibushineimerongyi，danyixiejibengongyijibianwudechuangyisheiyetoubuzou。
yiqiedouzaichaozhehaodefangxiangfazhan，
zaiciqijianwoyebutingdishoudaoxuzhixiaodedianhua，dianhuaneitoudetahenpibei，
zhidaoxianzaiguanyutadeheiliaohaizaicengchubuqiong，zhenshiqiangdaozhongrentui。
woturanjiedaoyigetonggao，
shiliangzhouhou，wodaidesangeyirenxuyaoqucanjiayigezhuanyejidetuanduijiewubisai。
zheicijihuihennande，youbushaoaidoudoushiyinweizheidangbisaizongyiyipaoerhongde。
suirandoushiaidoucanjia，danshijiemuyijingjiweizhu，canjiawanguoneidexuanbasaijiuyaoquguojiwutaicanjiabisaile，huoshengzhejianghuihuodehenduoyibanrendebudaodeziyuan。
jiyili，woyecengzuodaoguozheidangjiemudedaoshiwei。
wohuanglehuangnaodai，zhuajinjitamenbianwu。
weilequebaobuzaibeisaorao，woguoduanhuanledianhuahaoma，
shangjiemuneitian，womenzaixianchangxiangyule。
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zhanghaoshangyichuanzhemaodingpiyi，huahaolejingzhidezhuangrong。
eryipanggenzhede，zhengshixuzhixiao。
tayilianpitai，queyijiugaoaodidaliangzhezhouweideyiqie。
zhidaofaxianbuyuanchudewo：“chenjian，nizenmezaizhei......”
wobujinbumandidingzhetamenshouzhongdejiezhi，youtaiyan：“yinggaishiwoyaowen，nimenweishenmezaizheierba？”
xuzhixiaozhuyidaowodoumuguang，suijizhaixiajiezhi，gangxiangjieshi：“womenbushini......”
她被打断了，
zhanghaoyiweishenzhangdikanzhewo：“nixiangdaoluanyebuyongtedilaizheili。”
xuzhixiaoduoridegongguanzuodetayouxieyingji，tahenkuaifanyingguolai，
“nibuhuihaixiangzaizheibaoshenmeliaoba，doushihunyulequande，wozuikanbuqinizheifuzishiqinggaodeyangzi。”
wopingjingdikanxiangzhengzaireshendesangeyiren，huanhuandao：“wodaideshiyiren，nidaideshiqingren，doutingqiao，zanmenhaiyaozhengmianjiaofengni。”
zhanghaodangranzhidaoguoqudewoshiliyouduoqiang，
ercikesihududingwohuishujita，xiaoleyisheng，kaishixiangxiasaoshiwodetui：“wojuedenimenbushihenyoujihuigenwozhengmianjiaofeng。”
shangcihunlixianchang，xuzhixiaogenbenjiumeizenmezhuyidaowodejiazhi，
erxianzai，taxiangshenshouchupengta。
“chenjian，ni......”
我一把拍开她的手，
“lihunxieyidianzibanfajinile，haiyouzhizhiban，zhidaonimangwojinijidaogongsi，buyaojiazhuangkanbujian。”