第三章 生活就是那么苟且

xiangzhenzhenzhoulezhoumei,kanzhezhuangrongjingzhi,biaoqingquehenbudechiletadenvren,“yangyi,qingzhuyinideshenfen!”

“zhuyishenfen?xiangzhenzhen,nizenmegenwoshuohuani?nibajiushibeiniqidetangzaizheili,xianzai,niyouxiangyongchumaishenzilaihuanqutouzi,wogaosuni,xiangshibuxuyao!”shuodaozheili,yangliyaokanleyiyanjingjingtangzaichuangshangdexianghainan。

“yangyi,nizenmezhidaoxubuxuyao,niyaozhidao,xiangshi,shixingxiang!erqie,woyoubaifenzhiershideguquan!”xiangzhenzhenbukeqideduihuiqu,jiranyigezhangbeimeiyouzijigaiyoudeyangzi,neimetayelandeweizhuang。

zheimeduonian,tahefuqinzhijianbianchengshuihuoburong,zheigejimujugongzhiwei!

erqie,zijide“meiming”,yeduobanshibaitasuoci。

“ni……”yangliyaobeichuozhongtongdian,henhendao,“xiangzhenzhen,nizaowanhuifuchudaijiade,nizou,biezanglezheigedifang,nibiewangle,nibazaojiuburennile!”

“yangyi,wobajiusuanburenwo,yeshixuenongyushui,erni,gangzuowanmeirongba?xinqingbucuoba,niduiwobakezhenshizhenai!”xiangzhenzhenxiaozhe,yuqilimanmanshifengci。

“e,duile,wotixingyiju,nizuihaoqidaobierangfujiaranzhixiangshi,zhiyouxiangshihaole,mutongjiajinfujia,caihuiyouyidiandiqi!!”shuowan,xiangzhenzhenzhuanshenjiuzou。

jintianchumen,yidingshimeiyoukanhuangli,daomeidaowaipojiale!

zaizouchubingfanghou,zaidaoyingmianzoulaidelianggerenshi,xiangzhenzhenzaicikending,jintianzheishidaolexuemeile!

xianshichushibuli,yujianfutingchen,youshizaipengshangjimuyangliyao,zaishiyujianxiangmutonghefuyuxuan……

“jie?nilaikanbala?wohaiyiweiniqubahaogongguanleni!”xiangmutongzaikandaoxiangzhenzhendeneiyike,weilenglexia,limayingshangqu。

“ng,jintianchuledianyiwai,suoyilaikankanba!”xiangzhenzhenweiweiyangqizuijiao,kanleyiyanpangbiandefuyuxuan,bingmeiyoutiyinweitaqingbaoyouwudeshi。

fuyuxuanzaiduishangxiangzhenzhenneishuangmouzishi,wozhexiangmutongdeshoubuzirandesongkai,zhanglezhangzui,quefaxianzijibuzhigaishuoshenme。

xiangmutongganshoudaofuyuxuanxiweidebianhua,budongshengsedewangtahuailikaolekao,“jie,zhengshijieshaoyixia,zheishiwoweihunfu!”

xiangzhenzhenkanzhetayandimanmandexingfu,yeyangqizuijiao,“ng,nijiajiyuxuan,huixingfude!”

zheigeshijieshang,takeyibuxingfu,danshixiangmutongbukeyi!

tayongyuanyewangbule,zaineigeyueheifenggaodeyewan,sisizhuazhutadeneizhishou!tahaitadiulemengxiang,zaiyelabuledatiqin……

“zhenzhen……”fuyuxuankanzhetalianshangdexiao,xinlimougedifanghenhendibeicileyixia。

“e,duile,jie,nihuilaizheidouhaojitianle,axuanshuo,yaojinijiefeng,qingnichifan!”shuozhe,yilianqidaidekanzhefuyuxuan。

“jiefengjiubuyongle,nizhidaowozheijitianmang!”taxiaozhejujue,xinrusihui。

tahaishizuobudao,qinyankanzheshenaiguoderenhuodexingfu,qinyankanzhezijishigexiaohua。

“chidunfaneryi,xiangshideshi,wozheibianyoujigeheshiderenxuan,wozhidaonidegulv,nifangxin,wojuebuchashou!”fuyuxuanjiantamingxianyaobazijidangmoshengren,renbuzhukaikou。

“ngng,jie,nibuyaoshenmeshidouyigerenkang,nihaiyouwo,woyeshibadenver,xianzai,woyekeyide!”xiangmutongyanshenjiandingdeshuo。

“nghao,nikeyi,nixianzaishiyoukaoshanderenle,wotingnide!”xiangzhenzhenxiaolexiao,xiangnienietadelian,kehaishizuoba。

fanzheng,xianzaiyinweifutingchendedaoluan,tazaizhaodaoheshiderentouzishibukenengde,daoburushunshuituizhou!

tadehoubanjuhua,rangfuyuxuanyuanbenliangqidemouzi,youandanxiaqu。

zhanglezhangzui,quefaxianzijiyijingmeiyourenhezige。

“haole,nimenjinquba,wohaiyoudianshi,jiuxianzoule!”xiangzhenzhenmeiyouzaikanfuyuxuanyiyan。

“ng,mingtianwolaigongsizhaoni!”xiangmutongguaiqiaodedianlediantou。

gaogenxiekoujidibandeshengyingewaiqingcui,yibubu,ganjingliluo。

fuyuxuanhexiangmutongkantaxiaoshizaidiantikou,zhuanshenzoujinxiangfudebingfang!

fuyuxuanbuzhidaodeshi,tadeyiqiefanying,douluozaierlouguaijiaochudefutingchenyanzhong。

futingchenyanshenzhujianbiandeyouan,jinguanxiaohulijilikongzhideqingxu,keshi,youxieshiqing,shimanbuzhude!

molemobeimouzhixiaoshouqiaguoyaojian,futingchendegoulegouchunjiao,yuanlai,shixihuantame?

touguoboli,kanzheneimojiaoxiaodeshenyingxiaoshi,caikuabuxiangdinglouzouqu……

tuikaineishanmen,futingchenshuliandezoudaochuangbian,baihaodailaidejiegenghua。

kanzhechuangshanganjingtangzhederener,yuanbenpingjingdeyandi,biandebotaoxiongyong!

turanshoujixiangleyixia,zaianjingdefangjianlishengyinerwaidecier,futingchentaibulikai,xiangshipadaraota,buzifangdejiqing。

zhizhiguanshangmendeneiyike,futingchencainachushouji。

dakaiyouxiang,shibuhefalaide、guanyuxiangshideziliao。

saoleyiyan,zhijiejiangshoujiguanji。

gezhebolikanleyiyantangzailimianderen,haishidakaishouji,diankaiyoujian。

youyuxiangjiadaxiaojiedemougechouwen,xiangshizhangduorenqijigongxinzhijiezhuyuan,bujiuhouxiangjibaochuyouyujingyingshangdeqianque,zijinlianduanlie……

kandaozheili,futingchenyouxiemingbai,xiangzhenzhenweishenmehuichuxianzaijiuhaogongguan!

zaiwangxiafan,shiyouguanxiangjiaderenwudiaocha。

buduanhuadongdeshouzhizaikandaoxiangzhenzhenneizhangxiaorongmanmiandelianshitinglexialai。

yizhangzhaopianshitashaonvshidaidezhaopian,baisedechenshanpeiniuziku,zhanzaishuxiaxiaodegewaimeihao。

buzhiweihe,zaikandaotadexiaolianshi,futingchendezuijiaobuzijuedeshangyang,zheicaishi,xiaohuliyuanbendeyangziba!

zaiwangxiahua,kandaoliangrenhezhaodeshihou,shouweiweidunleyixia。

xiangzhenzhenkaozhefuyuxuan,zaikaixuanmenneili,xiaodeyilianxingfu!

“he!guoran,zheimeduonian,shiluanzhongqidexingzihaishibugai……”futingchenlengxiaoyisheng,jiangliangrendehezhaoshanchu……

liangrenzaibalixiangchusinian,zuizhong,queyinweiyizexiangzhenzhendechouwenerxiaoshi,yigeyuehou,chuxianzaiguonei,hexiangzhenzhentongfuyimudemeimeidinghun……

erta,zhenghaoshineizechouwendenanzhujiao……xiangdaozheili,futingchenzuijiaoyangqi,xiangqibalidemougeyewandechangjing……