zaidisicizhuangjianmuyanhelingyigenanrenerbinsimohou。
woxiadingjuexin,zaijiehunjinianrineitianlihun。
daojishi30tian,woqingkonghemuyandelvxingzhaopian。
daojishi20tian,wobamuyansongjiwodeliwuquanbujianmai。
daojishi10tian,woshandiaolemuyanshoujili,wosuoyoudezhaopian。
zuihouyitian,wobamuyansuoyoudelianxifangshishanchu。
youshiyouzhong,jinshanjinmei。
……
jiehundisannian,wodisicizhuangjianmuyanbaneigenanrendaidaojiali。
nanrenchuanzhemuyanmaijitadebaichenshan,bozishangdebanbohonghenciyan。
jiandaoturanhuijiadewo,tashensejinzhang,weiweinuonuodejieshizhe:“huochenge,xialeyumeidaisan,shimuzongrangwoguolaihuanjianyifu……”
wobilebiyan,shengyinweichizhepingjing:“zhangyi,jizuoxianshengnabasan,songtahuiqu。”
左祁安被带着离开。
muyanguoleyihuiercaicongfangjianzouchu,kanjianwohouyanzhongshanguoyisixinxu,suijiruowuqishidejieshidao:“ganggangxiayu,qiandeyifushile,wozhinengzhaojianyifujitahuanshang。”
nvrendeyifudoushigangchuanshangde。
wojinjinzuanzheshou,buganxiangxinyanqianrenhesannianqianneigexunuoaiwoyibeizideshitongyigeren。
gengbuganxiangxin,zheishishuyuwode‘nvzhujiao’。
shide,wozaiduonianqian,jiuzhidaolezijishiyibenjiushuwendenanzhujiao。
dangshi,wowannianjuhuixiangcongloudingtiaoxia,yanqianquehuranchuxianyimiantoumingdepingmu。
wushuzhiyouwokandejiandedanmuchongchiqizhong。
【buyaoa,huochen,muyanmashangjiulaijiunile。】
【gegezaijianchiyixia,zhiyaozaiguoliangniannijiunengjiandaomuyan,tahuibaohuniyibeizi!】
qilingbasuidedanmuzhong,wojianjianpincouchushiqingdeshimo。
woshiyigehuozaixiaoshuoliderenwu。
wodeshedingwubilaotao——‘aidudeba,shengbingdema,shangxuededidiheposuideta。’
suoyi,woyehuixiangsuoyouxiaoshuonanzhujiaoyiyang,mashangyudaoshengmingzhongzuizhongyaodenvren,daiwozouchushenyuan。
zheixiedanmuxiangshijuewangzhongdeyigenjiumingdaocao,wohuolexialai。
liangnianhou,woguozhenyujianlemuyan。
muyanyedequerudanmumenmiaoshudeneiyang,wenroupiaoliangyouyouqian,yixinpuzaiwoshenshang。
shuzhongdejiejushiwomendehunli。
hunlihou,neixiedanmuyesuizhezheibenjiushuwendedajiejuxiaoshizaiwodeshijie。
wohaiyiwei,wozhendehuirudanmushuodeneiyangxingfuyisheng。
kejiuzaisangeyueqian,zuoqiandiyicichuxianzailewojiali。
beiwozhuanggezhengzhehou,tajiejiebabajieshi:“woshimuzongdezhuli,lainawenjiande。”
nanrenshibiaozhundexiaonaigouzhangxiang,yanshenmengdonghuangluan,shenshangquechuanlaimuyanruoyouruowudexiangshuiwei。
我那时信了。
yuanyinwuta,yinweicengjingdeneixiedanmu,woxiangxinmuyanbuhuibianxin。
kediyiciguohou,chuxianledierci、disanci……
daojintianyijingshidisici。
raoshizaiziqiqiren,woyebudebuchengren。