第1章

zaidisicizhuangjianmuyanhelingyigenanrenerbinsimohou。

woxiadingjuexin,zaijiehunjinianrineitianlihun。

daojishi30tian,woqingkonghemuyandelvxingzhaopian。

daojishi20tian,wobamuyansongjiwodeliwuquanbujianmai。

daojishi10tian,woshandiaolemuyanshoujili,wosuoyoudezhaopian。

zuihouyitian,wobamuyansuoyoudelianxifangshishanchu。

youshiyouzhong,jinshanjinmei。

……

jiehundisannian,wodisicizhuangjianmuyanbaneigenanrendaidaojiali。

nanrenchuanzhemuyanmaijitadebaichenshan,bozishangdebanbohonghenciyan。

jiandaoturanhuijiadewo,tashensejinzhang,weiweinuonuodejieshizhe:“huochenge,xialeyumeidaisan,shimuzongrangwoguolaihuanjianyifu……”

wobilebiyan,shengyinweichizhepingjing:“zhangyi,jizuoxianshengnabasan,songtahuiqu。”

左祁安被带着离开。

muyanguoleyihuiercaicongfangjianzouchu,kanjianwohouyanzhongshanguoyisixinxu,suijiruowuqishidejieshidao:“ganggangxiayu,qiandeyifushile,wozhinengzhaojianyifujitahuanshang。”

nvrendeyifudoushigangchuanshangde。

wojinjinzuanzheshou,buganxiangxinyanqianrenhesannianqianneigexunuoaiwoyibeizideshitongyigeren。

gengbuganxiangxin,zheishishuyuwode‘nvzhujiao’。

shide,wozaiduonianqian,jiuzhidaolezijishiyibenjiushuwendenanzhujiao。

dangshi,wowannianjuhuixiangcongloudingtiaoxia,yanqianquehuranchuxianyimiantoumingdepingmu。

wushuzhiyouwokandejiandedanmuchongchiqizhong。

【buyaoa,huochen,muyanmashangjiulaijiunile。】

【gegezaijianchiyixia,zhiyaozaiguoliangniannijiunengjiandaomuyan,tahuibaohuniyibeizi!】

qilingbasuidedanmuzhong,wojianjianpincouchushiqingdeshimo。

woshiyigehuozaixiaoshuoliderenwu。

wodeshedingwubilaotao——‘aidudeba,shengbingdema,shangxuededidiheposuideta。’

suoyi,woyehuixiangsuoyouxiaoshuonanzhujiaoyiyang,mashangyudaoshengmingzhongzuizhongyaodenvren,daiwozouchushenyuan。

zheixiedanmuxiangshijuewangzhongdeyigenjiumingdaocao,wohuolexialai。

liangnianhou,woguozhenyujianlemuyan。

muyanyedequerudanmumenmiaoshudeneiyang,wenroupiaoliangyouyouqian,yixinpuzaiwoshenshang。

shuzhongdejiejushiwomendehunli。

hunlihou,neixiedanmuyesuizhezheibenjiushuwendedajiejuxiaoshizaiwodeshijie。

wohaiyiwei,wozhendehuirudanmushuodeneiyangxingfuyisheng。

kejiuzaisangeyueqian,zuoqiandiyicichuxianzailewojiali。

beiwozhuanggezhengzhehou,tajiejiebabajieshi:“woshimuzongdezhuli,lainawenjiande。”

nanrenshibiaozhundexiaonaigouzhangxiang,yanshenmengdonghuangluan,shenshangquechuanlaimuyanruoyouruowudexiangshuiwei。

我那时信了。

yuanyinwuta,yinweicengjingdeneixiedanmu,woxiangxinmuyanbuhuibianxin。

kediyiciguohou,chuxianledierci、disanci……

daojintianyijingshidisici。

raoshizaiziqiqiren,woyebudebuchengren。