di1zhang“ajiao，wozhendemeiyouduizanbadongshoua……”woguidaozaidishang，
shuangshousisidichezheyanqiannanrendetui，yanleirutongyushuibanhualuo！
woneimingxianshihuaiyundedaduzijihuyazailedibanshang，binglengdecizhuantouguobobodeyiliaochuanlaicigudehanyi，
lianwozijidoujuedecikedemoyangyongzhongyoulangbei，huoxuzaitayanli，gengshiexinzhiji。“gunkai！
buyaonanidezangshoupengwo！”jiangjiaodihouyisheng，yuqilideyanexiangbingzhuiyiyangzhajinwoxinli，
jiezhetahenhendejiangwochuaikai！neiyijiao，bupianbuyidetizhonglewodeduzi！yizhenjutongdunshizuanxinxilai，
xiangshiyouwushubaxiaodaozaifuqianglijiaodong，woquansuozaidishang，lenghanshunjianjinshilehoubeideyifu。
“jiankongshangkandemingmingbaibai！wofuqinjiushihelenisongguolaidecanchazhihouturankoutubaimo，ranhoudufashenwang！
niqinshousongguolaidecancha，nijuranhaixiangyaojiaobian？dufu！”jiangjiaosihouzhe，tademuguangluozaiwoshenshang，
xiangshizaikanyigeshiebushedezuiren，meiyousihaodelianmin！zhiyouwujindezenghen，xiangchaoshuiyiyangjiangwoyanmei。
taquhuijiasanniandenvren，jingranchengletadeshafuchouren——zheishitacikexinliweiyideniantouba。
wonengcongtatonghongdeyandikandaoneifanyongdehenyi，fangfoyaojiangwotunshi。
“zhendebushiwo……neicanchawoheqianwenyiqiaode，tayezaichang！qianwen，woqiuqiuni，nigaosuajiao，
wozhendemeiyouzaicanchalidongshoujiaoa……”worenzhefuqianglidejutong，
yongjinquanlipadaoyigerongmaoyuwoyouwufenxiangsidenvrenmianqian。shiwotongfuyimudemeimei，anqianwen！
wobazuihoudexiwangjituozaitashenshang，zhiyaotakaikoushuoyijugongdaohua，ajiaoshuobudingjiuhuixiangxinwo。“jiejie，
wozhendemeixiangdaonishizheimeeduderen！”anqianwenturanyankuangyihong，doudadeyanleigunluoxialai，
takuzheshuodao：“dangchuaocanchadeshihou，niwanglimianfangdedaodishishenmedongxi！wowenni，
nishuoshijibofuzengqiangshentide，meixiangdao……juranshihairenxingmingde……”honglonglong！wuwai，
leitingsipolezhengpiantiankong！canbaideshandianshunjianzhaoliangleketing，yezhaolianglejiangjiaodelian，
tadelianseyinchendekepa，yandideshayijihuyaoyichulai。“shenmedongxi？qianwen，nidaodizaishuoshenme！
womeiyouwangcanchalijiarenhedongxi！”woyiliandemangranhebujie，xinzangxiangshibeiyizhishoujinjinzuanzhu，
lianhuxidoubiandekunnan。weishenme？weishenmeqianwenyaozheimeshuowo！nandao……zheiyiqiedoushitashejihaode？
“qianwen，nandaoneixiedushini——”wodehuahaimeishuowan，lianjiashangjiuchuanlaiyizhen**ladetengtong，
tahenhendeshanlewoyibazhang！“nihaizhuang？”jiangjiaoshouhuishou，yaoyaqiechidikanzhewo，
yanshenlidehenyijihuyaojiangwozhuoshang，jiezhetahenhendeqiazhulewodebozi，jiangwocongdishangtileqilai！
wodeshuangjiaolidi，huxikunnan，lianjiayinweiqueyangerzhangdetonghong。“sannianqianjiuyinweiwofuqinxihuanni，
juedenishigehaoguniang！rangwoquni！sannianhou，niqueduhailewofuqin！nizheizhongdufu，
qiandaowanguabuzuweixi！”jiangjiaodeshuangyanyipiantonghong！rutongdiyulipachulaidexiuluoyiyang，rangrendanzhanxinjing！
wonengganjuedaotashoushangdeliqiyuelaiyueda，wodeyishikaishimohu，yinyuejian，
woshenzhijuedetazhendexiangyaoshalewo！“ke……wo……meiyou！”wobuduandekesouzhe，kongqiyuelaiyuexibo，
danwohaishijiannandejichuleyijujieshi！wozhendemeiyou！wozenmekenenghuishanghaitadefuqin，
neigeyizhiduiwowenhebaorongdelaoren？ketagenbenbuxin，tingwohaizaijiaobian，jiangjiaoxinzhongdenuhuogengsheng，
shoushangdeliqiyoujiazhonglejifen。jiuzaiwoganjuezijikuaiyaozhixisidiaodeshihou，jiangjiaoturansongkaileshou，
woxianggepobuwawayiyangdieluozaidishang，xiongkoujulieqifu，tanlandihuxizhexinxiankongqi。“wobushani，
shiyinweiwoyaorangnizaijianyulishoujinzhemo，zheibeizidoubeifushangsharenfandemingtou！”jiangjiaolenglengdikanzhewo，
yanshenlimeiyouyisiwendu，shuowanzheijuhua，tazhuanshenjiulikailebieshu。wozhidao，tadedianhuayijingdaguoqule，
henkuai，jiuhuiyourenlaijiangwozheige“sharenxiongshou”shengzhiyifa！“qianwen，ni……”wopufuzaidishang，
xiangyaogenanqianwenduizhi，wenwentadaodiweishenmeyaozheimeduiwo，kehaimeidengwokaikou，
duzilituranchuanlaiyizhenjuliedejiaotong！di2zhangyiguwenrecongshenxialiulechulai，
shunzhewodedatuineicewangxiatang，henkuaijiuranhonglewoxuebaideyiqun。“haizi……wodehaizi！
”wozhandouzheshenshoumoleyiba，zhangxinchudaodewenrehezhanchourangwodelianseshunjianbiandejiqijingkong！
qiansuoweiyoudekonghuangxijuanlewodexinzang！jiulianganggangjiangjiaoshuoyaorangwozuolaodeshihou，wodoumeiyouzheimehaipaguo！
zuolaowokeyiren，beifumamingwoyekeyikang，danwobunengshiquzheigehaizi——zheishiwoheajiaodehaizia！
“qianwen，woqiuni，nibangwojiaojiuhuche……”wotongdequansuozaidishang，shentiyinweijutongerbutingzhandou，
shengyinxuruodexiangfengzhongcanzhu，duizheanqianwenkenqiuzhe！wozhidaowohetazhijianhuoxuyougehe，
danwocongmeixiangguotahuiduiwozheimecanren，zhishaokanzaiwomenjiemeiyichangdeqingfenshang，
kanzaizheigeweichushidehaizifenshang，tayinggaihuibangwoba？
“haokeliana……”anqianwenlianshangluchuxingxingzuotaidetongqing，tahuanhuandunzaiwomianqian，
zuijiaoquehuanhuangouqileyimobinglengdelengxiao。“keshiwoweishenmeyaobangnini？rangnishengxiazheigeniezhong，
ranhourangajiaoyibeizidoujideni？”tadeshengyinhenqing，quexiangdushedeliaoyayiyang，henhenyaozaiwodexinshang。
“wokemeineimesha！”anqianwenshenshoufulefuzijidetoufa，
yanshenlimanshideyi：“woqianxinwankushejilezheiyiqie，jiushiyaobanichudiao！
ranhouzuoshangwomengmeiyiqiudejiangjiashaonainaideweizhi！”“zenmekenenghuirangzheigehaizishengxialai？”tashuowan，
jiaoxiamengdiyiyongli，henhentizaiwolongqideduzishang！a！jutongshunjianchuanbianquanshen，wotongdaoshisheng，
yanqianyihei，chadianyunguoqu。“woqinaidejiejie，
zaijianyulihaohaoxiangshounideshenghuoba……”anqianwendeshengyinjianjianyuanqu，
woyinyuetingdaobieshuwaijianxingjianjindemingdisheng，tayinggaishiqiaoranlikaile。henkuai，
jigechuanzhezhifuderenzoulejinlai，minghuanghuangdeshoukao“kaca”yishengsuozailewodeshouwanshang，
binglengdejinshuchuganrangwohunshenyizhan。“shangmiao，nixianzaishexianguyisharen，nibeizhengshijubu！
你有权保持沉默，
dannisuoshuodemeiyijuhuadoujiangchengweichengtangzhenggong……”tamendeshengyinzaiwoerbianwengwengzuoxiang，
wogenbenbuzaiyitamenshuodeshenmezuiming，cishicike，wonaozilizhiyouyigeniantou——baozhuwodehaizi！
wohejiangjiaodehaizi！“xianjiujiuwo！jiujiuwodehaizi！woshiyunfu！woliuxuele！
”wozhuazhuyigejingchadekutui，yongjinzuihouyisiliqikuhanzhe，yanleihunhezhehanshuiheshenxiadexueji，
langbeibukan。“xianyifandequeshiyunfu，youchuxueqingkuang，genjurenquanbaohufa，
xianjiaojiuhuche……”“jiaojiuhuche！”tingzheerbianxiangqideshengyin，woxuanzhedexinshaoweifangxialeyidian，
jiezheshentizaiyechengbuzhu，
chenchendeyunleguoqu……“dida……dida……”wozaiyizhenjixiedetishiyinzhonghuanhuanzhengkaileshuangyan。
yingruyanliandeshibaisedetianhuabanhexuanguazhedeshuyeping，wozhidao，wozaiyiyuanli。
kewodeshouwanshangyirandaizheshoukao，yiduansuozaiwodeshoushang，lingyiduangudingzaibingchuangshang，
jiangwohebingchuangjinjinkaozaileyiqi。zuowanfashengdeyiqie，
jiaodebuxinren、qianwendebeipan、duzishangdejutong、shenxiadexueji……woxiayishididitoukanxiangzijideduzi，
pingtandechuganrangwodexinzangshunjianloutiaoleyipai！haizini？wodehaizini？“yisheng！wodehaizi，
wodehaizizainali！”wofengleyiyangdexiangyaoxiachuangchongchubingfangquzhaohaizi，keshoukaoquehenhenjiangwolalehuilai，
wodeshentizhongzhongdeshuaizailedibanshang！etouhenhendekedaolebingchuangchuangjiao，yizhenduntongchuanlai，
xianxuedunshiranhonglewodelianjiaheetou。danwoquexiangshiganjuebudaotengtongyiyang，kanzhewenshengjinlaideyisheng，
zuichunzhandouzhe，shengyindaizhekuqiangwendao：“yisheng，wodehaizini？zainali？woxiangyaobaobaota，
woxiangkankanta！”yishengkanzhewo，lianshangluchuleweinandeshense，chenmolejimiaohou，
tacaihuanhuanshuodao：“……henbaoqian，nidehaizibingmeiyoubaozhu。”di3zhang“meibaozhu”zheisangezi，
xiangsanbazhongchuiyiyanghenhenzazaiwodexinshang！woganjuexinzangtengdexiangshiyaozhakai，
youxiangshibeirensisideezhulehoulongyiyang，lianhuxidoubiandewubikunnan！wohejiangjiaodehaizi，
meile……neigewoxiaoxinyiyihehuleqigeyuedexiaoshengming，neigewowushucihuanxiangguotamoyangdehaizi，
jiuzheimemeile……qiangliedebeishangrutongchaoshuibanjiangwoyanmei，zaijiashangshuhoubenjiuxuruodeshenti，woyanqianyihei，
shunjianyouhunmileguoqu。dangwozaicixinglaideshihou，woyijinghuanshanglehuisedeqiufu，
beiguanzaiyigexiaxiaodefangjianli，qiangbishibinglengdehuise，kongqizhongmimanzheyiguxiaodushuihehuichenhunhedeweidao，
xiangyigemibutoufengdelongzi。wozhidao，wodezuimingchenglile。woyezhidao，
zaitongyiwuyanxiashenghuoleneimejiudemeimei，woyizhidangzuoqinrenduidaideren，jurankeyiweilediweihemingli，
duiwozuochuzheiyangsangxinbingkuangdeshiqing！zheiyiqie，anqianwencaishizhumou！erwo，chengletaxiangshangpadedianjiaoshi，
chenglebeifusuoyoumamingde“sharenfan”。jiangshijituan。“laoda，tayijingjinqule。”jiangjiaodeshouxiadizhetou，
xiaoxinyiyidihuibaozheqingkuang。tingdaoshouxiadehuibao，jiangjiaofankanzhewenjiandeshouweiweijiangyingleyixia，
tachenmolejimiao，caihuanhuankaikouwendao：“jinian？”“douanzhaonishuodequbanle，xingqisuodaolezuiduan，
sannian。”shouxiadeshengyinyijiugongjing，ketadexinliqueyouxietante，bijingzheijianshiqianchetaiduo，
laodadexinqingtayemobutou。jiangjiaodeshouzhizaiwenjianshangqingqingqiaojizhe，guolehaoyihui，
tacaiyouwendao：“……tadehaizi，shisheide？”shouxiadeshentishunjianjiangzhu，lianshangluchuleweinandeshense，
tayouyuleyixia，haishijiangyifenziliaodidaolejiangjiaomianqian，ranhoutaoyiyangdelikailebangongshi，
shengpaduodaiyimiaojiuhuichunuzheiweixinuwuchangdezongcai。jiangjiaonaqineifenziliao，
muguangluozai“qinzijiandingbaogao”jigezishang，shouzhiweiweishoujin。dangtakandao“jingjianding，
jiangjiaoxianshengbingfeihaizideshengwuxuefuqin……”zheiduanduandeyixingzishi，tadeshuangshoujinjindeniechengquan，
shoubeishangqingjinbaoqi！shafu，shenzhihaixuehuiletouren！shangmiao，nizhenshisibuzuxi！
tajiangneifenbaogaohenhenshuaizaizhuozishang，yandidehenyijihuyaoyichulai，xiongkoudenuhuoxiangshiyaojiangtafenshaodaijin。
……sanniandeshijian，shuozhangbuzhang，shuoduanbuduan。dang“peng”deyishengjuxiangzaiwoshenhouxiangqi，
jianyudedamenzhongzhongguanshangshi，worenbuzhushentizhandouleyixia。ciyandeyangguangrangwoxiayishidimiqileyanjing，
kanzheyanqianshuxiyoumoshengdejiedaohegaolou，wodexinlichongmanlekonghuang。sannian，
zaizheigefeisufazhandeyixianchengshi，zuyigaibianhenduodongxi。woxiangyigeyushehuituojiederenyiyang，
zhanzaiditiezhanli，kanzhebierenyongshoujiqingqingyisaojiunengmaipiao，erwonazhexianjin，
quebuzhidaogaiqunaliduihuanchepiao。zaizhouweirenxianqidemuguangzhong，wobenzhuodixunwenlegongzuorenyuan，
caizhongyujishangleditie。yongjiderenqunbuduantuisangzhewo，wojinjinzhuazhefushou，xinliwuweizachen，
zuizhonghaishijuedinghuidaoneigecengjingzhulezhengzhengsanniandejiangjiabieshu——woxiangnahuishuyuwomuqindeyixiedongxi。
bieshuwaidehuayuanli，cengjingzhongmanlewozuixihuandemolihua，neishiwogangjiaguolaideshihou，qinshouzhongxiade。
wohaijidehuakaideshihou，yipianjiebai，xiangqihuanraozhezhenggebieshu，meicikandaoneixiehua，
wodouhuijuedexinlinuannuande。kexianzai，neixiemolihuayijingbujianlezongying，
querdaizhideshiyipianreqingqiezhangmanlecidehongmeigui。wozhidao，neishianqianwenzuixihuandehua。zheigebieshuli，
jincundeyisishuyuwodehenji，doubeitachedimoqule。“didi！
”shenhouturanxiangqidemingdishengbawoheleyidatiao，wolianmanghuitou，
yiyanjiurenchulejiashizuoshangdesiji——neishijiangjiaodezhuanshusiji。nandaoshuo……jiangjiaoyezaichelima？
wodexinzangturanbushoukongzhidekuangtiaoleqilai，jiqidaiyouhaipa。qidaizhenengzaijiandaota，
napazhishiyiyan；youhaipatakandaowozhihou，yijiushineifubinglengyanedemoyang。chementuranbeidakaile。
yidaogaodadeshenyingcongcheshangzoulexialai，chuxianzailewodemianqian。sanniandeshijian，
sihuduizheigenanrengewaiwenrou。tabiyiqiangengjiachengshuwenzhong，shenshangdeqizhiyeyuefaqinglengjingui，
chuleyandideshuligengshenzhiwai，jihumeiyourenhebianhua。jiangjiaodemuguangluozaiwoshenshang，henleng，
xiangzaikanyigemoshengren，shenzhibimoshengrenhaiyaolengmo。“niruyudeneikekaishi，
woyijinggenfayuanshenqinglihunle。”tadeshengyinmeiyouyisiwendu，
xiangdongrilidehanfeng：“zheiligennimeiyoubandianguanxi。niyihoubiezaiguolaile！”sannianhouzaixiangjian，
takandoumeiyouduokanwoyiyan，shuowanzheijuhua，jiuzhizhideyuwocajianerguo。wobeitadejianbangzhuangleyixia，
shentiliangqiangleliangbu，xiangyaozhanwen，kezuihouhaishizhongzhongdishuaidaozailedishang。xigaikezaishuinidishang，
chuanlaiyizhencitong，kewoqueganjuebudao，wodexinlizhiyouwujindebeiliang。
jiuzaiwoyiweitahuitouyebuhuidizoujinbieshushi，jiangjiaodejiaobuturantingzhule。di4zhang“nijiuneimexihuanzhuang，
shima？”jiangjiaohuanhuanzhuanguoshen，muguangluozaiwonulixiangyaozhanqilaideshenyingshang，zuijiaogouqiyimochaofengdelengxiao。
“meixiangdaozaijianyulisannian，niyiranshizheifudexing！congmeiyouxiangguoyaogaiguozixin！
”tadehuaxiangyibafenglidedao，henhenzhajinwodexinli，rangwoyuanbenjiutengtongdexinzanggengjiananshou。wozhidao，
wulunwojieshishenme，tadoubuhuixiangxinwo。congsannianqiantarendingwoshishafuxiongshoudeneiyikeqi，wozaitaxinli，
jiuyijingshiyigeshiebushedenvrenle。“……womeiyouzhuang。”womanmancongdishangzhanqilai，
shuangshouqingbuzijindiniechenglequantou，zhijiashenshendexianrulerouli，dailaidecitongrangwoshaoweiqingxingleyidian。
“wozheicilai，zhishixiangyaonahuishangjialaozhaideyaochi。”woqiangpozijipingjingxialai，
shengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou，dandandeshuozhe。wogangcongjianyuchulai，meiyouqian，meiyougongzuo，
wodedanganshangyijingyoulewufamoqudewudian——“sharenfan”zheisangezi，
rangwozaizheigeshehuishangshengcundejihuidoubiandemiaomang。woxuyaoyigezhudedifang，ershangjialaozhai，
shiwoweiyidequchu。jiangjiaozhoulezhoumei，yanzhongshanguoyisibuyue，
sihushibuxihuanwoyongzheizhongpingjingdeyuqigentashuohua，youhuoxushijuedewobugaizailaidaraotadeshenghuo。
tachenmolejimiao，congkoudailitaochuleyichuanlaojiudeyaochi，suishourengdaolewodemianqian，yaochiluozaidishang，
fachuqingcuidexiangsheng。jiezhe，tazhuanshenjiuzoujinlebieshu，zaiyemeiyoukanwoyiyan。
haizhenshi……jueqingdekeyia。woqiliangdixiaolexiao，wanyaojianqidishangdeyaochi，
zhuanshenmanmanlikailezheigecengjingchongmanlewohuanshengxiaoyu，rujinquezhishengbinglengdedifang。bieshuerloudeyangtaishang，
jiangjiaozhanzaineili，muguangjinjindingzhewolikaidebeiying，shouzhijianglanganzhuadehenjin，zhiguanjiedouzaiweiweifanbai。
zheigenvren，guolaizhendezhishiweilenayibayaochieryima？tajiuneimepobujidaidexiangyaogenzijipieqingguanxi，
xiangyaochedilikaizijideshijie？“shangmiao，niyiweiniqianwode，zuosannianlaojiunenghailema？
”tadishengninanzhe，lianzijidoumeiyouzhuyidao，tadeyanshenzhizhong，chongmanleduiwodezhanyouyu，
yijiyisiliantazijidoubuyuanchengrendezaiyi！“niyaoyongnizheibeizilaichanghai！”wonazheyaochi，
huidaoleshangjialaozhai。tuikaineishanbumanhuichendedamen，yigunongzhongdemeiweipumianerlai，
xianranzheiliyijinghenjiumeiyourenlaidaliguole。shangjia，zicongfuqinqushizhihou，jiuchedimeiluole。houlai，
jimudaizheanqianwengaijiadaolexujia，anqianwenyegaisuilefuxing，xianzaideshangjia，jiuzhishengxiawoyigerenle。
wojuanqixiuzi，kaishidasaofangjian，xiangyaobazheilishoushiganjing，zhishaonengrangwoyouyigeanshenzhichu。
kegangdasaolemeiyihuier，wodehoubeijiurenbuzhukaishitengtong，neizhongshuxideduntongrangwobudebudunzaidishang，
huanlehaoyihuier，caimianqiangnenggouzhanqilai。wozhidao，zheishiwoliuchanzhihouluoxiadebinggen。neishihou，
haizidouyijingqigeyuele，quebeianqianwenyingshengshengditidiaole。woshenzhilianhaizidezuihouyimiandoumeikandao，
jiubeidaijinlejianyuli，lianyijugaobiedoumeiyoulaidejishuo。erzheiyiqiedetongku，doushibaianqianwensuoci！
“guoranshichulailea？”shenhouturanxiangqileyidaomanshichaofengdeshengyin，wolengleyixia，
zhuazhesaobadeshoushunjianniejin，zhijiajihuyaojiangsaobabingnieduan，xinzhongdehenyibushoukongzhideyongxianchulai！
wohuanhuanzhuanguoshen，guorankandaoleanqianwenneizhangxuweidelian。“jiejie，zheisanniannizaijianyuli，guoderuhe？
”anqianwenlianshangdaizhejiaxingxingdexiaorong，kedangtakandaowoneizhangjishibushifendai，
queyijiudongren、meiyouyisizhouwendelianshi，yandidejidushunjianbaoluwuyi，tashenzhirenbuzhuyaoyaqiechi！
tatiantianyongchengqianshangwandehufupinbaoyang，quehaishididangbuzhusuiyuedehenji，erwozaijianyulishoukusannian，
pifuyijiubaixixini，zheirangtazenmenengbujidu？zaitakanlai，jiushiwozheizhanghulijingyiyangdelian，
cairangjiangjiaoyizhiduiwoniannianbuwang！“anqianwen，niweiheyaozheimeduiwo！”wozaiyerenbuzhule，
chongshangqujiuzhuletadebozi，zhijiashenshenxianjintadepifuli，
sixinliefeidizhiwenzhe：“woyizhidainiruqinshengmeimei，shenmehaodongxidouxiangzheni，niweiheyaozheiyanglaihaiwo！
”beizuiqinjindeqinrenqinshouxianhaisongjinjianyu，shenzhihaisilewoweichushidehaizi，zheizhongwanxindetongku，
chulewoziji，sheihainengdong？“qinshengmeimei？”anqianwenturanlengxiaoyisheng，yibatuikailewo，
woliangqiangzhehoutuilejibu，chadianshuaidao。“ruguozhendangwoshiqinshengmeimei，nijiubuhuiqiangzouwodenanrenle！
”di5zhang“nimingzhidaowoyexihuanjiangjiao！nimingzhidaojiangjiaheshangjialiangjialianyin，wozuixiangjiaguoquderenshiwo！
keshipingshenmejiaguoqudeshini！”anqianwenehenhendedengzhewo，
yanshenlidejiduhehenyijihuyaojiangwotunshi：“ruguobushiniquqiufuqin，shuonixiangyaojiajijiangjiao，
neimejiajinjiangjiaderen，jiuhuishiwole！”“niqianglewodenanren，qianglewodexingfu，
juranhaiyoulianshuodangwoshiqinmeimei！shangmiao，niebuexin！”tadehuaxiangyibabajiandao，
henhencizaiwodexinshang，wokanzhetaniuqudelian，
turanjuedewubimosheng——zheizhendeshineigexiaoshihougenzaiwoshenhou，tiantiandijiaowo“jiejie”dexiaonvhaima？
“haiyou，wozheiciguolai，zhishixianggaosuni！”anqianwencongbaolinachuyizhanghongsedekapian，
lianshangluchudeyidexiaorong：“jintianwanshangshiwohejiangjiaodedinghunyan，beiniqiangzoudexingfu，
woyijingzhongxinqianghuilaile！”tabaneizhangtonghongdeqingtierengzaiwomianqiandedishang，ranhoucaizhegaogenxie，
touyebuhuidilikaile，neizhigaoqiyangdemoyang，deyiyouxiaozhang。dinghunyan……wozhandouzheshou，
wanyaojianqileneizhangqingtie，zhijianchudaohongsedekazhi，queganjuewubibingleng。
qingtieshangxiezhe“jiangjiaoxieaiqixuqianwen，chengyaonincanjiadinghunyan”。yuanlai，anqianwenyijinggaixingle，
xianzaitashixuqianwenle。wozhidao，xujiashinananshizuidadefangdichanshijia，jiajingyouwo，tahejiangjiaodejiehe，
shizhenzhengdemendanghudui，jintianwanshangdedinghunyan，xianglaihuiyouhenduorenquqingzhuba？xiangdaozheili，
wodexinzanghenhendetengleqilai。dangchuwojiajijiangjiaodeshihou，meiyoushengdadehunli，meiyoulangmandeqiuhun，
shenzhilianyichangjiandandedinghunyandoumeiyou。womendehunyin，jiuxiangyichangcangcudejiaoyi，
zhiyouwoyigerenzaishashadifuchuzhenxin。weiyishengxiade……jiushijiangjiaodemuqin，yejiushiwocengjingdepopo，
zengyuwodeneimeizuchuanjiezhi。jiangfurenshiyigehenwenroushanliangdenvren，tacongbuxianqiwodechushen，
yizhiduiwohenhao，haishuohuibawodangqinshengnveryiyangduidai。kekexi……jiangjiaodefuqinbei“dusi”zhihou，
jiangfurenyinweiguodubeitong，meiguoduojiujiubingshile。wotingshuo，tasizhiqian，yizhibukenmingmu。
tayidinghenhenwoba？henwozheige“shahai”letazhangfude“dufu”。quanshijiederendourenwei，
shiwoshalejiangbofu，lianwozuijingzhongdepopo，yeyidingduiwochongmanleyuanhen。wodexinyizhenyizhendejiuzheteng，
yanleirenbuzhuhualuoxialai。wocongkoudailitaochuneimeishuodadelanbaoshijiezhi，
jiezhishangdebaoshisanfazhejuemeideguangmang，yingshezhewocikecangbaiqiaocuidelian，xiandegewaiciyan。“bomu，
duibuqi。”woduizhekongqiqingshengshuodao，yanleidiluozaijiezhishang，yunkaiyixiaopianshuizi：“ruoyoulaisheng，
wojininzuoniuzuoma，laimibuwozheiyishide‘guocuo’……”jiranjiangjiaoyijingxuanzelehexuqianwenzaihun，
neimexuqianwencaishitazhenzhengdeqizi，zheigejiezhi，woyijingmeiyouzigezailiuzhele。wojueding，
jinwanqutadedinghunyan，bajiezhihaijita，ranhouchedicongtadeshijielixiaoshi，zaiyebudaraotadeshenghuo。
wanxiangqixingjijiudian。wochuanzheyishenxidefabaidebaisezhangqun，zhanzaijiudianjinbihuihuangdemenkou，
xiandegegeburu。kanzhejiudianlishehuadezhuangxiu，kanzhewushushenzhelifu、juzhiyouyadegaoduanrenshilailaiwangwang，
zaikankanmenkouneijudadehaibao——haibaoshang，xuqianwenyiweizaijiangjiaodehuaili，xiaorongtianmi，
yanshenlimanshixingfu。wodexin，xiangbeizhenzhayiyangteng。“xinlangxinniangyetaibanpeileba，
biqijiangzongcaideqianqiyaohaoduole！”“kebushime！tingshuotaqianqishigesharenfan，batafuqindoudusile！
haoxiangzheijitiangangchuyu，zhenshigeedudenvren！”“nikanneigenvren……woqu，
zheinvdenandaojiushijiangzongcaideqianqi？”zhouweirendeyilunshengxiangchaoshuiyiyangyongjinwodeerduo，
woshunjianchengweilesuoyourendejiaodian！zenghen、yane、xianqidemuguangluozaiwoshenshang，xiangyibabaruilidejian，
shenshendezhazailewodexinzangshang！wozhanglezhangzui，xiangyaojieshi，xiangyaogaosutamenwomeiyousharen，
kezuihouqueshenmedoushuobuchulai。wonengshuoshenme？xianggefengziyiyangdahanzhe“wobushisharenxiongshou，
zhenxiongshixuqianwen”ma？meiyourenhuixiangxinwode。sanniandelaoyuzhizai，woyijingzuole；“sharenfan”dewudian，
yijingyongyuankezailewodedanganshang，worenle。wolaizheili，zhishixiangbajiezhihaijijiangjiao，
ranhoucongcihetayongshibuzaijianmian！woguqiyongqi，xiangyaozoujinhunyanxianchang，quebeimenkoudebaoanlanzhule。
baoanshangxiadalianglewoyifan，yanshenlimanshibuxie：“baoqian，meiyouwubanshibuderuneide。”wuban？
wolengzhule，wodaoshiwangle，zheizhonggaoduandeyanhuichanghe，
doubixuyaoyouwubancainengjinqu……woyigegangcongjianyuchulaideren，nalilaidewuban？di6zhang“zhenshihuiqi！
sharenfanhailaicanjiashenmedinghunyana？shixiangzaihaisirenma？”“jiushia，
zheizhongnvrenjiugaidaizaijianyuliyibeizi！haixiangchulaidiurenxianyan！”“meiwubanjiuganjingunba！
zheilimeiyourenyuanyidangnidewuban！”zhouweirendeqieqiesiyuyuelaiyuedasheng，
shenzhiyourenzhijieduizhewopokoudama，neixieedudehuayuxiangbingbaoyiyangzazaiwoshenshang，rangwohunshenbingleng。
wodeliansebiandegengjiacangbai，xinlidaqiletuitanggu——huoxu，wogenbenjiubugailaizheili，
bugaizaiziquqiru。jiuzaiwozhuanshenxiangyaolikaideshihou，yidaowenroudeshengyinzaiwoshenhouxiangqi：“nimeishiba？
”wolengleyixia，huanhuanzhuanguoshen，duishangleyishuangshuxideyanjing。juranshiqinshi！tacengjingshijiangjiaodeshouxia，
weirenwenheruya，yiqianzaijiangjiadeshihou，taduiwoyizhihenzhaogu，congbuxiangqitarenyiyangduiwolengchaorefeng。
“wolaidangnidewubanba。”qinshichongzhewoxiaolexiao，xiaorongyijiuwenhe，taweiweitaiqigebo，
zuochuyigeyaoqingdezishi，dengdaizhewowanshangqu。“keshi……zheimezuohuilianleinide。
”wodeyanshenyouxieandan，shengyinyedaizheyisiyouyu。wohenqingchujiangjiaoyouduohenwo，
erqinshicengjingshitadeshouxia，xianzaisuiranbuzaijiangshigongzuole，danruguotahewoyiqijinqu，
jiangjiaoyidinghuiqiannuyutade。woyijinglianleiletaiduoren，buxiangzaibaqinshiyetuoxiashui。“fangxinba，
woyijingbushitadeshouxiale。”qinshidandanyixiao，yuqiqingsongdishuodao：“nichushizhihou，
wojiuzijikaileyijiagongsi，xianzaishiqinshijituandezongcai，yijingkeyihejiangjiaopingfenqiusele。”tadunledun，
kanzhewodanyoudeyanshen，buchongdao：“nilianleibulewo，yinweijiangjiaoxianzaiyebuhuiqingyidongwo。”wolengzhule，
meixiangdaosannianbujian，qinshijingranyoulezheimedadebianhua，congyigexiaoxiaodezhuli，
bianchenglenenghejiangjiaokanghengdejituanzongcai。meidengwofanyingguolai，qinshijiuzhudongqianqilewodeshou，
daizhewozoujinlehunyanxianchang。gangyijinqu，wojiukandaoshenzhejiebailifudexuqianwenzhanzaihunyanzhongjian，
xianggejiaoaodekongqueyiyang，zhengreqingdizhaohuzheqianlaizhuhedekeren，yanranyifunvzhurendemoyang。
erjiangjiaojiuzhanzaitashenbian，ketademuguangquemeiyouluozaixuqianwenshenshang，fanershibushidihuanshizhesizhou，
xiangshizaixunzhaozheshenme。henkuai，tademuguangjiudinggezailewodeshenshang。dangjiangjiaokandaowoheqinshishouqianzheshou，
qinmidizhanzaiyiqideshihou，tayandidenuyishunjianranshaoleqilai，neiyanshen，
xiangshiyaobawoheqinshidoutunshidiaoyiyang。“ajiao，womenyihouyeyaozaodianyaogehaizi，haobuhao？
”xuqianwenmeiyouzhuyidaojiangjiaodeyiyang，haizaiheshenbianderentanxiaozhe，zuihoutazhuanguotou，
yilianqidaidikanzhejiangjiao，quefaxianzijishenbiandenanrenyijingdabudilikaile！tashunzhejiangjiaodemuguangkanguoqu，
dangkandaowoheqinshideshihou，lianseshunjianbiandenankanzhiji。“nilaizuoshenme？
”jiangjiaoyibajiangwocongqinshishenbianlaleguolai，tadeliqihenda，wodeshouwanbeitaniedeshengteng，
talenglengdizhiwenzhewo，yanshenlidehenyijihuyaoyichulai：“nishilaidaoluandema？
”“wozhishi……jinisongjiezhilaile。”womianqiangdixiaolexiao，renzheshouwandetengtong，huanhuantankailezhangxin。
neimeilanbaoshijiezhijingjingditangzaiwodeshouxinli，zaidengguangdezhaoyaoxia，sanfazhecuicandeguangmang。buzhizende，
jiangjiaozaikandaozheimeijiezhideshihou，yanshenturanshanshuoleyixia，woshenzhijuede，
zheilanbaoshideguangmangsihucitongletadeyanjing。“jiejie，nilailea。”jiuzaizheishi，
xuqianwenyekuankuandizouleguolai，tawanzhujiangjiaodegebo，zitaiqinni，
meiyanjianmanshitiaoxinhedeyi：“shilaizhufuwoheajiaodema？”tadeyuqidaizhekeyidexuanyao，
fangfozaixiangwoxuangao，jiangjiaoxianzaishitadele，wozaiyemeiyoujihuile。“shide。
”wokanzhetashenshangneijianjiebaidelifu——neishiwocengjingmengmeiyiqiu，queconglaimeiyoujihuichuanshangdelifu，
yankuangrenbuzhuhonglehong。woshenxiyikouqi，nuliyaxiaxinlidetengtong，yiziyijudishuodao：“zhunimen，
baitouxielao，zhangzhangjiujiu，zaoshengguizi！”zuihou“zaoshengguizi”sigezi，woshuodegewaiyongli，
shenzhidaizheyisizijidoumeiyouchajuedeyaoyaqiechi。“jiezhiwonazoule。
”jiangjiaoyibaduoguowoshouxinlidejiezhi，yuqibingleng：“ni，keyigunle。”buzhizende，
tingdaowozhendezaizhufutamen，taxinzhongdenuyifanergengsheng，xiangshijuedewobugaizheimepingjing，
bugaizheimeqingyidifangxiaguoqu。“fangxinba，wobuhuizanglenideyan。”wozichaodiyaoleyaotou，
zhuanshenjiuchaozheyanhuiwaizouqu，buxiangzaizaizheiliduodaiyimiao，buxiangzaikandaotamenqinmidemoyang。
qinshishenshendikanlejiangjiaoyiyan，sihuxiangshuoshenme，danzuizhonghaishimeiyoukaikou，zhuanshengenshanglewo。
kejiuzaiwogangzouchujiudiandamendeshihou，shenhouturanxiangqilezheneryulongdebaozhasheng！“peng！”jinjiezhe，
jiushirenqundejianjiaohehunluandehuhansheng：“a！zhuangrenla！
chehuola……”di7zhangwogangmaichujiudiandamenmeiliangbu，neishengbaozhajiuxiangjingleiyiyangzaierbianzhakai，
zhendewoermofateng，shentiyegenzhehuanglehuang。haimeidengwozhanwen，houbeijiuchuanlaiyigujudadetuili，
zhenggerenxiangduanxiandefengzhengyiyangfeilechuqu，zhongzhongshuaizaibinglengdemalushang。
“wu……”jutongconghoubeimanyankailai，xiangshiyouwushugenzhenzaizhazhegutou，wenredeyetishunzhehoubeiwangxialiu，
henkuaijiujintoulewodanbodebaiqun。wotangzaidishang，yishikaishimohu，
zhinengtingdaozhouweihunluandejianjiaohecheliangjicudemingdisheng，haiyourenzaihan“zhuangrenle”“kuaijiaojiuhuche”，
neixieshengyinxiangshiconghenyuandedifangchuanlai，wengwengdiraozaierbian。shiwobeizhuanglema？zheigeniantougangmaochulai，
wodexinzangjiumengdiyijin——wogangcongjianyuchulai，haimeilaidejixiqingyuanqu，nandaojiuyaosizaizheilile？
jiuzaiwokuaiyaoyunguoqudeshihou，yidaoshuxideshenyingmengdichongjinlerenqun，shijiangjiao。
tapingshizongshixizhuanggelv、yisibugou，keciketadelingdaiwaile，xizhuangshangzhanlehuichen，toufayeyouxielingluan，
wanquanmeilepingshidejinguimoyang。tapaodaowoshenbian，dunxialaideshihou，xigaizhongzhongkezaidishang，
fachu“dong”deyisheng，ketaxiangshimeiganjuedaotengyiyang，zhishisisidingzhewo，
shengyindaizhecongweiyouguodezhandou：“shangmiao？shangmiao！”woxianghuiyingta，kezuichundongledong，
quefabuchurenheshengyin，zhinengyanzhengzhengkanzhetadeyanjinghongdeyuelaiyuelihai，pingshizongshibinglengdetongkongli，
cikezhuangmanlewocongweijianguodehuangluan，xiangmiludeyeshou，sisisuozhewotangzaidishangdeshenying。tahenwo，
woyizhidouzhidao。keciketayanlidekonghuang，quebuxiangshizhuangchulaide——nandao，taqishibingmeiyouneimehenwo？
“shangmiao！”qinshiyegenzhepaoleguolai，tadexizhuangwaitaozaojiutuole，chenshanxiukouwandaoxiaobei，
luchudeshouwanshangzhanledianwodexue。taxiangwanyaobawobaoqilai，kejiangjiaoturanshenshoutuikaileta，
liqidaderangqinshiliangqiangleliangbu，chadianzhuangdaopangbiandeluzhang。“tadeshi，nishaoguan！”jiangjiaodeshengyinhenleng，
xiangcuilebing，kewonengkandaotachuizaishencedeshouzaidou，zhijieyinweiyonglierfanbai。taxiaoxinyiyidishenshou，
xiangyaobawobaoqilai，dongzuoqingdexiangshipapengsuilewo，ketadeshoubeiquebengdehenjin，
jirouxiantiaodouqingxidilulechulai，xiangshizaikezhizhemouzhongxiongyongdeqingxu。**zaitahuaili，
nengwendaotashenshangdandandexuesongwei，
hunhezheyisihanshuideqixi——zheishiwodiyicizaitashenshangwendaorucixianhuodeweidao，
bushipingshineizhongjurenqianlidelengmo，ershidaizhewendude、zhenshidehuangluan。“jiangjiao，niganshenme？
”qinshikuaibuzhuishanglai，shenshouzhuazhulejiangjiaodegebo，yuqilimanshijiqie：“tashangdehenzhong，
bixumashangsongyiyuan！nifangkaita，wolaibao！”jiangjiaomeiyouhuitou，zhishiditoukanzhewo，
yanshenfuzaderangwokanbudong。tabawowanghuailiyoujinlejin，xiangshizaixuangaosuoyouquanyiyang，
lenglengdiduiqinshishuo：“wodenvren，wozijisong。”shuowan，
tabaozhewokuaibuzouxiangbuyuanchudeheisejiaoche——neishitadeche，pingshitazongshirangsijikai，
kejintiantaquezhijietikailehouzuodemen，bawoqingqingfangzairouruandezuoyishang，dongzuolidexiaoxin，
hetapingshiduiwodecubaojieranbutong。wotangzaizuoweishang，yishishaoweiqingxingleyidian，
nengkandaochechuangwaidexuqianwenzhengcaizhegaogenxiepaoguolai，tadelifuqunbaizhanlenidian，lianshangmeilezhiqiandedeyi，
zhishengxiajinghuanghefennu。tadetoufayeluanle，yuanbenjingxindalidejuanfasanluozaijianbangshang，kanqilaiyouxielangbei。
“ajiao！nibunengdaitazou！”xuqianwenpaodaochebian，shenshouzhuazhulejiangjiaodegebo，
zhijiajihuyaoqianjintadepirouli：“jintianshiwomendedinghunyan！niwangletashizenmehaisinibabadema？
nizenmenengweileyigesharenfan，diuxiawohezheimeduokeren？niduideqinibabadezaitianzhilingma？
”takeyitiqijiangfudesi，xiangshizaitixingjiangjiaowode“zuixing”，yexiangshizaibitazuochuxuanze。
jiangjiaodeshentijiangleyixia，wonengganjuedaotabaozhewodeshoubeijinlejin，lidaodaderangwoyouxieteng。
tahuitoukanlexuqianwenyiyan，yanshenlidehuangluantunquleyixie，youranshangleshuxidebingleng，ketashuochudehua，
querangwolengzhule。“dinghunyanquxiao，kerennitiwozhaodai。”tadeshengyinhenpingjing，
quedaizheburongzhiyidejuejue：“wobadeshi，woxinliyoushu。”shuowan，tashuaikaixuqianwendeshou，
“peng”diyishengguanshanglechemen，ranhouraodaojiashizuoneibian，lakaichemenzuolejinqu。xuqianwenhaixiangshuoshenme，
kejiangjiaoyijingfadonglechezi，luntaimocadimianfachucierdeshengyin，chezixianglixiandejianyiyangchonglechuqu，
baxuqianwenheqinshidouyuanyuanshuaizailehoumian。wotangzaihouzuo，nengkandaojiangjiaowozhefangxiangpandeshou，
zhijieyijiufanbai，tadecelianjinbengzhe，xiahexianqingxiyoulingli，pingshizongshicongrongbupodeta，
cikequeyiluchuanglehaojigehongdeng，chechuangwaidehonglvdengfeikuaidishanguo，lubianxingrendejinghushengyebeipaozaishenhou。
“ni……”wozhongyuzangouleliqi，fachuleweiruodeqiyin，
xiangwentaweishenmeyaozheimezuo——mingminghenworugu，mingmingyijinghexuqianwendinghun，weishenmehaiyaoweilewo，
diuxiadinghunyan，maozhefengxianchuanghongdengsongwoquyiyuan？kejiangjiaomeiyouhuitou，
zhishitongguocheneidehoushijingkanlewoyiyan，yanshenlideqingxutaifuza，youdanyou，youfennu，
haiyouyisiwokanbudongdetongchu。tameiyouhuidawodewenti，zhishidishengshuo：“bieshuohua，baocuntili。
”wozhanglezhangzui，haixiangzaiwen，kehoulonglixiangshiduleyituanmianhua，zaiyefabuchushengyin。
houbeidetengtongyuelaiyuejulie，yanqiandejingxiangyekaishimohu，zuihouwozhinengjinjinzhuazhetazuoyidekaobei，
ganshouzhechezidedianbo，manmanshiquleyishi。zaiwochediyunguoquzhiqian，
wohaoxiangtingdaojiangjiaodishengshuoleyijuhua，shengyinhenqing，xiangshizaiziyanziyu：“shangmiao，
nibunengsi……”neishengyinlidecuiruo，rangwodexinmengdiyijiu——yuanlai，taqishiyemeiyouneimehenwo，
duima？di8zhangwoshibeiyizhenxiaodushuideweidaoqiangxingde。zhengkaiyan，yingruyanliandeshibaisedetianhuaban，
haiyouxuanguazaitoudingdeshuyeping，toumingdeyetizhengyidiyididiwangxiadi，
shunzheruanguanliujinwoshoubeishangdezhentouli。shoubeichuanlaiqingweidecitong，wodongledongshouzhi，
caifaxianzijitangzaiyiyuandebingchuangshang，shenshanggaizhebobodebaisebeizi，houbeidetengtongsuiranhaizai，
danbizhiqianhuanjielehenduo，zhishishaoweiyidong，haishihuiqianchedaoshangkou，rangworenbuzhuzhoujinlemeitou。“xingle？
”yidaoshuxideshengyinzaipangbianxiangqi，wozhuanguotou，kandaojiangjiaozuozaibingchuangbiandeyizishang，
tayijinghuanleyishenganjingdeheisechenshan，xiukouwandaoxiaobei，
luchudeshouwanshanghainengkandaozhiqianzhuazhefangxiangpanshiliuxiadehonghen。tadetoufayezhengliguole，
huifulepingshidezhengqi，keyandidehongxuesiquehenmingxian，kanqilaixiangshiyiyemeishui。takandaowoxingle，
meiyouqishen，zhishijingjingdikanzhewo，yanshenlimeiyoulezhiqiandehuangluan，youhuifuleneizhongbinglengdeshuli，
fangfozuowanneigejinzhangdibaozhewo、chuangzhehongdengsongwolaiyiyuanderen，bushitayiyang。“xiexie。
”woqingshengshuodao，shengyinhaiyouxieshaya。buguantapingshiduiwoyouduolengmo，zhishaozheici，tajiulewo。
jiangjiaomeiyouhuiying，zhishishenchushou，penglepengwoshoubeishangdeshuyeguan，sihuzaijianchayetideliusu。
tadeshouzhibuxiaoxinpengdaolewodeshoubei，zhijiandewenduhenliang，rangwoxiayishidisuoleyixia。
tadedongzuodunledun，ranhoushouhuileshou，fangzaishence，zhijianweiweiquansuoleyixia，xiangshiyouxiebuzizai。
“yishengshuonishangdehenzhong，houbeiyoudamianjicuoshang，haiyouqingweidenaozhendang，xuyaozhuyuanguancha。
”tadeshengyinhenpingdan，xiangshizaihuibaogongzuoyiyang，meiyourenheqingxu：“woyijingrangzhuliqubanzhuyuanshouxule，
nizaizheilihaohaoyangshang。”wodianlediantou，meiyoushuohua。wobuzhidaogaigentashuoshenme，
yebuzhidaotaxianzaixinlizaixiangshenme——tajiulewo，queyouduiwozheimelengdan，zheizhongmaodundetaidu，
rangwoxinlihenluan。woxiangqilezuowantazaichelishuodeneijuhua，xiangqiletayanlidecuiruo，
kexianzaitayouhuifulepingshidelengmo，nandaozuowandeyiqie，zhishiwodecuojue？jiuzaizheishi，
bingfangmenbeiqingqingtuikaile，qinshizoulejinlai。tachuanzheyishenqianhuisedexizhuang，shoulitizheyigebaowentong，
kandaowoxingle，lianshangluchulesonglekouqidebiaoqing，kuaibuzoudaobingchuangbian：“miaomiao，nizhongyuxingle！
ganjuezenmeyang？haitengma？”tadeyuqilimanshiguanqie，bijiangjiaodelengmoyaowennuandeduo，
kewoquexiayishidibikailetademuguang——wozhidaoqinshiduiwohao，kewoxinli，queshizhongfangbuxiajiangjiao，
napataduiwozaibuhao，woyehaishikongzhibuzhudizaiyita。jiangjiaokandaoqinshijinlai，lianseshunjianchenlexiaqu，
tacongyizishangzhanqilai，jugaolinxiadikanzheqinshi，yanshenlimanshichaofeng：“qinzongdaoshihenxian，
zheimeguanxinbierendeqianqi？”qinshiyebunao，zhishibabaowentongfangzaichuangtoujushang，zhuanguoshenkanzhejiangjiao，
zuijiaogouqiyimodandandexiao：“jiangzongbuyeyiyang？fangzhezijidedinghunyanbuguan，paolaiguanqianqidesihuo，
daoshibiwogengxian。”lianggenanrendemuguangzaikongzhongjiaohui，xiangshiyouwuxingdehuohuazaipengzhuang，
qifenshunjianbiandejinzhangqilai。wokanzhetamenjianbanuzhangdeyangzi，xinliyouxiezheji，
lianmangkaikou：“nimenbiechaole……”kewodeshengyintaixiao，genbenmeirenzhuyidao。jiangjiaoxiangqianzouleyibu，
bijinqinshi，yuqibingleng：“qinshi，wojinggaoni，shangmiaoshiwodenvren，buguanwomenxianzaiyoumeiyoulihun，
doulunbudaonichashoutadeshi。”“nidenvren？”qinshixiaoleyisheng，yanshenlimanshibuxie：“jiangjiao，
niyepeishuozheizhonghua？nidangchushizenmeduitade？batasongjinjianyu，rangtabeifusharenfandemaming，
haigentademeimeidinghun，xianzaiyoulaishuotashinidenvren？nibujuedekexiaoma？”qinshidehuaxiangyibadao，
henhenzhazaiwodexinshang，yezhazaijiangjiaodexinshang。wokandaojiangjiaodeliansebiandegengjianankan，
tadequantoujinjinzuanzhe，zhijiefanbai，xiangshizaijilikezhizhenuhuo。“wohetadeshi，lunbudaoniguan。
”jiangjiaodeshengyinlidaizheyayidenuhuo，xiangshisuishidouhuibaofa：“nizuihaolitayuandian，fouze，
bieguaiwoduinibukeqi。”“bukeqi？”qinshiyexiangqianzouleyibu，hejiangjiaopingshi，
yuqilimanshitiaoxin：“jiangjiao，niyiweiwohaishiyiqianneigerenninaniedezhulima？xianzaideqinshi，
bushinixiangdongjiunengdongde。kuangqie，miaomiaoxianzaixuyaodeshiguanxin，bushinidelengmohezhanyouyu。
”“wozenmezuo，buyongnijiao。”jiangjiaolenglengdishuo，ranhouzhuanshenkanxiangwo，yanshenlidenuhuohaimeitunqu，
queyouduoleyisifuza：“shangmiao，nihaohaoyangshang，biezaigenbusanbusiderenlaiwang。”shuowan，
tazhuanshenjiuwangbingfangwaizou，jiaobuhenkuai，xiangshizaitaobishenme。“jiangjiao！”woxiayishidijiaozhuleta，
xiangyaogentajieshi，woheqinshizhijianmeiyoushenme，ketaquemeiyouhuitou，zhishijiaobudunleyixia，
ranhoujixuwangqianzou，henkuaijiuxiaoshizailebingfangmenkou。bingfanglizhishengxiawoheqinshi，qifenyouxieganga。
qinshitanlekouqi，dakaibaowentong，limianshiwenredezhou：“worangjialideayiaoledianxiaomizhou，
nixianzaishangdezhong，zhinengchidianqingdande。lai，woweini。”tanaqishaozi，shengleyishaozhou，
chuiliangledidaowozuibian。woyaoleyaotou，qingshengshuo：“buyongle，wozijilai。”woshenchushou，
xiangyaojieguoshaozi，kegangyidong，houbeijiuchuanlaiyizhenjutong，rangworenbuzhuzhoujinlemeitou。qinshijianzhuang，
wunaidishuo：“nibiedong，haishiwoweiniba。”womeiyouzaijujue，renyoutabazhouweidaowozuili。
xiaomizhouhenruannuo，daizhedandandexiangqi，kewoquemeishenmeweikou，zhishijixieditunyanzhe。“miaomiao，
”qinshiyibianweiwohezhou，yibianqingshengshuo：“jiangjiaotagenbenjiubuaini，taduinizhiyouzhanyouyu。
nibiezaiduitabaoyouhuanxiangle，genwozouba，wohuiduinihao，huibangnixiqingyuanqu，rangniguoshanghaorizi。
”wolengzhule，kanzheqinshizhenchengdeyanshen，xinliyouxiedongyao。shia，jiangjiaoduiwozhiyoulengmohehen，
jiusuanoueryouguohuangluan，yekenengzhishiyinweizhanyouyu，bushiyinweiai。kewoxinli，quehaishifangbuxiata。
woyaoleyaotou，qingshengshuo：“qinshi，xiexieni，danshiwobunenggennizou。wohejiangjiaozhijiandeshi，
wobixuzijijiejue。”qinshikanzhewo，yanshenlimanshishiwang，ketahaishimeiyoumianqiangwo，zhishitanlekouqi，
jixuweiwohezhou。wozhidao，wozheiyanghensha，mingmingzhidaojiangjiaobuaiwo，quehaishibuyuanyifangqi，
kewojiushikongzhibuzhuzijidexin。wozhixiangxiqingzijideyuanqu，rangtazhidao，womeiyoushatadefuqin，
womeiyoubeipanta。napazuihou，tahaishixuanzehexuqianwenzaiyiqi，woyerenle。di9zhanghewanzhou，
qinshiyoupeilewoyihuier，shuolexiegongsilideshi，shiturangwozhuanyizhuyili。kewomannaozidoushijiangjiao，
xiangzhetagangcaidelengmo，xiangzhetazuowandehuangluan，xinlixiangbeiduzhuyiyangnanshou。“qinshi，nixianhuiquba，
woxiangxiuxiyihuier。”woshizaimeixinsitingtashuohua，zhinengqingshengkaikou。qinshikanlewoyiyan，
zhidaowoxianzaixinqingbuhao，yemeiyouduoliu，zhishidingzhudao：“youshijiujiwodadianhua，
woshouji24xiaoshikaiji。”tabashoujiliujilewo——zheishiwochuyuhoushoudaodediyigeshouji，
zhiqianwoyizhimeiyoushouji，yelianxibudaorenheren。tahaibabaowentongshoushihao，youbangwoyeleyebeizi，
caizhuanshenlikai。bingfanglizhongyuanjinglexialai，wotangzaibingchuangshang，kanzhetianhuabanshangdeshuyeping，
yidiyidideyetimanmandiluo，xiangshizaishuzheshijian。wobuzhidaojiangjiaohuibuhuizailaikanwo，
yebuzhidaotaxinlidaodishizenmexiangde。jiuzaiwohusiluanxiangdeshihou，bingfangmenbeiqingqingtuikaileyitiaofeng，
yigeshuxideshenyingtanlejinlai——shijiangjiaodesiji，lishu。lishuzaijiangjiagongzuolehenduonian，
yiqianwozaijiangjiadeshihou，taduiwoyizhihenzhaogu，buxiangqitayongrenyiyangduiwolengchaorefeng。“shang**，
nixingle？”lishuqingqingzoujinlai，shoulinazheyigezhidai，
lianshangdaizhexiaoxinyiyidexiaorong：“xianshengrangwojinisongdiandongxiguolai。”tabazhidaidijiwo，wodakaiyikan，
limianshijijianganjingdeyifu，haiyouyixieriyongpin，doushiwopingshiyongguandepaizi——meixiangdao，
tajuranhaijidewoxihuandepaizi。“xiexielishu。”woqingshengshuodao，xinliyouxienuannuande。“shang**，
nibiegenwokeqi。”lishutanlekouqi，zaibingchuangbiandeyizishangzuoxia，youyuleyixia，
haishikaikoushuodao：“xianshengta……qishixinlishiyounide。zuowansongniguolaideshihou，
tayizhishouzaijizhenshiwai，zhidaoyishengshuonituoliweixian，tacaisonglekouqi。houlaitayouquwenyishengnideqingkuang，
wenlehenduoxijie，lianyishengdoushuotataijinzhangle。”wolengzhule，
meixiangdaojiangjiaojuranzuolezheimeduowobuzhidaodeshi。“keshitaduiwohaishineimelengmo……”wodishengshuo，
yuqilimanshiweiqu。“xianshengtajiushizuiyingxinruan。”lishuwunaidixiaolexiao：“tacongxiaojiuneiyang，
xinliyueshizaiyi，biaomianshangjiuyueshilengdan。sannianqianniruyudeshihou，tabiaomianshangduinihenhen，
keandiliqueyizhizaizhaozhengju，xiangzhengmingnideqingbai，zhishiyizhimeizhaodao。
houlaitabanidexingqisuoduandaosannian，yeshiweilerangnizaodianchulai，buxiangrangnizaijianyulishoutaiduoku。
”woxinlimengdiyizhan，yuanlai，tayizhidouzaimomoweiwozuozheixieshi？“neitaweishenmebugaosuwo？
”worenbuzhuwendao，yanleiyegenzheyongleshanglai。ruguotazaodiangaosuwo，wojiubuhuineimehenta，
buhuineimejuewangle。“xianshengtahaomianzi，labuxialianlaigennijieshi。”lishutanlekouqi：“erqie，
xu**yizhizaipangbiantiaobo，xianshengtayewuhuilenihenduoshi。shang**，nizaijitadianshijian，
tazonghuixiangmingbaide。”wodianlediantou，yanleiquerenbuzhuhualuoxialai。yuanlai，woyizhidouwuhuileta，
yuanlaitaxinli，qishishiyouwode。jiuzaizheishi，wodeshoujixiangle，shiyigemoshenghaoma。woyouyuleyixia，
haishijieleqilai。“wei？”“shangmiao，nizheige**！”dianhuaneitouchuanlaixuqianwenjianlideshengyin，
xiangshiyaobawodeermocichuan：“nijuranganqiangwodenanren！niyiweinishanghaolejiunengliuzaiajiaoshenbianma？
wogaosuni，bukeneng！ajiaoshiwode，jiangjiashaonainaideweizhiyeshiwode，niyongyuandoubiexiangqiangzou！
”wozhoujinlemeitou，yuqibingleng：“xuqianwen，nibietaiguofenle。woheajiaozhijiandeshi，gennimeiguanxi。
”“genwomeiguanxi？”xuqianwenlengxiaoyisheng：“shangmiao，nibiewangle，nishigesharenfan！
nihaisileajiaodebaba，nihaiyoulianliuzaitashenbian？woyijinggenmeitishuole，nigangchuyujiugouyinajiao，
pohuaiwomendedinghunyan，xianzaisuoyourendouzaimani，nihenkuaijiuhuishenbaiminglie！”wodexinmengdiyichen，