第一章1
“niqiaoneigujia，haiyou**shangdebiao，duopiaoliang！zaihaohaoyangshangjinian，wanghoushenggeshitaibataide，yidianwentidoumeiyou！”
“zaikankantazhangdeyangzi，baozhundaoshoujiuzhuan！”
wobawangdishangtulekouquheidebinlangzha，zizhelianggedabanya，genzhenshangyigewushiduosuidelaoguangguntaojiahaijia。
“wozhiyaoershiwan，yaobushiwojizhenaqianfanbenzhengdaqian，zheiyaoqianshuhainengjini？”
“yishoujiaoqianyishoujiaohuo，daoshihounifacaile，woyifenqianyebuyaonide，fengnianguojiejiliangtiaoyanjiuxing！”
tayaomaide“huowu”，bushishenmexiaomuzhuxiaomuniu。
而是我。
十四岁的我。
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wocongxiaoshenghuodedifangjiaoxiangjiazhen，buguowaitouhenshaoyourenjidexiaozhendebenming，tiqideshihou，doujiao“daiyunzhen”。
zhenshangdehaizibingbuduo，danmeitiandouyouhenduodaguniangxiaoxifutingzheshuodadeyunduzaixiaozhenshangzoulaizouqu。
huaitaishiyue，jiunengdedaobufeideshouyi，henduorenkaozhezheizhuangshengyiqiletimiandexiaoyanglou。
fuqinsongyongnver，zhangfusongyongqizi，zhaozhongjianren，lianximaizhu，shangliangjiage。
zaizheili，henduoshihou，nvrendezigongzhishiyijianshangpin。
dangnianwonainaijiushikaozheixingdang，yangdalewoba。
tazuihouyidan，shengchuleyigebaibaipangpangdexiaozi，danbishiyishiwushigaoling，shentizhuangkuanghencha，shengchanshitufayangshuishuansaimeileming。
haozaihaizimingda，shunlijiwobahuandaolelaopoben，quhuilewoma。
womajiajiwobadeshihoujiufashijuebuzuozheiyixing。
wobayoushouhaoxian，youhenzhangyiduanshijian，jialishikaozhewomazaidianzichangshangbandeliangsanqianyuexinguohuo。
woshisuineinian，wobazaiduchangshangyouyicishulegejingguang，helehenduojiuhuijia，yijinmen，jiulinguowomadetoufaduizhetayidunquandajiaoti。
tashijingyongjiaochuaiwomadeduzihexiongkou，quanjiaodaleile，jiujianqidishangdetuobachaozhetadehoubei、datuijixuda。
“quniyoushenmeyong，renjialaopodoujinanrenzhuanleyidonglouhuilai，nikankanni！”
“yaobushiniliangeerzidoushengbuchulai，laoziyebuzhiyuchumendoutaibuqitou！”
“doushiyinweiqulenizhonghuose，baijinlewodeyun，wocaihuishuqiande，laozidasinigebaijianiangmen！”
“meiyongde**，nishibushihaichaoxiaolaozi？”
womabeidadehunshenxuehen，touguoyishan，zonghengjiaocuo。
ketabuduo，gengbufankang，pazaidishang，xiangyitouchenmodemuniu。
wofangxuehuilaiganghaozhuangjianzheiyimu，kaimendezhiyashengjinulewoba。
tahunshendejiuqi，diukaiwoma，caoqiyijingdaduandetuobagan，kaishiwangwoshenshangyidunzhaohu。
“peiqianhuoshengchulaidexiaopeiqianhuo，laozilianniyiqidasi！”
zheiyangdechangjing，duonianlaiwozaoyijingxiyiweichang。
wobashibaoshijiachangbianfan。
但他从来不打脸。
xiangjiazhendesuoyounanrendoubudanvrendelian。
yinweikehuxuanyunmu，shiyaoshipinkanrende，zhangdehaokandeyunmunengduojichoulao，yaoshilianshangyoushanghuilerong，huibeixianhuiqi，wuguanyouquexiangengshibuxing。
shouwancudemugunhenhendidazaiwogeboshang，yizhenjutong，woshenzhitingdao“kaca”yishengxiang。
zhedebushimugun，ershiwodezuobeigutou。
womajianjiaozhepushanglai，xianglaomujiyiyangbawohuzaishenxia，tiwochengshoulewobayixiayouyixiayongjinquanlidenveda。
houlaiwobadaleile，daotoushuiqu，hanshengrulei。
womayibiandiaoyanlei，yibianjiwoqinglishangkou。
wozuoshoutengdezhuixincigu。
ketashuo，qiandoubeiwobanaqule，tameiqiandaiwoqukanyisheng。
tadabanyemaoyuquzhenxitoudeshanposhangxuncaoyao，nahuilaixiaoxinyiyidixiganjing，jiaosuilejiwofushang。
tashuoneishihenlingdetufang，nengzhigushangde，tayiqiandoushiyongzheixiecaoyao，jiunengtingguolai。
keneisuoweidetufangbingmeiyourangwodetengtongjianqingbanfen。
womahuilaishoushiwanyiwuzidelangjieyishixiabanye。
canpodeta，louzhebiantilinshangdewo，tangzaigelouzawujianyizhangmenbandachengdexiaochuangshang。
neishidewo，yijingzhidaowobazheizhongxingweijiaojiabao。
wotengdeshoubule，kuzhegenwomashuo：
“ma，womenbaojingba。batazhuaqilai，womenshibushijiubuyongzaishouzuile？”
womamengdicongchuangshangzuoqilai，dongzuotaida，yizhiyuzhijierangzuobeidongdanbudedewogundaoledibanshang。
yueguangxia，wokandaozhenjingyucuoedeqingxu，yijingwanquanqudailebeikuyuxinteng，pamanletadelian。
wocongweijianguotaruciyansudeshenqing。
“yuanyuan，tashiniba！”
“baojing，nishixiangrangniqindiequzuolaoma！”
“tazaizenmeyang，yejileniyitiaoshengming，wozenmeshengchunizheimemeiliangxindehaizi！”