第1章
yizuowuchuang、shiershichendouquanheibujianwuzhideanfangnei。
yushengshengyishanlanlv，suozaiyijiao。
zheigejiaoluo，nengtingdaodegezhongkongbushengyinbiqitadeweizhiyaoxiaoyidiandian——zheishitajingguojinsanbaigeriyemosuobijiaochulaide。
“zhiya”yisheng，yixianriguangrudaoguangpiruheian。
taxiayishixiangtaiqishoubeizhedang，taidaoyibanyouganjinfangxia。
zaijiaoluozhuansuoweigui，jibeibizhi，shuangshoujiaodie，etoudizaishoubeishang。
rudaoderiguangli，hualidagongnvqunbaiqingsao,jiaobudoutouzhejieao。
shengyinqinglengdaizheqingmie，sidaobeibeidanxiang。
“抬起头来。”
yushengshengtaitou，cangbaidelianseruyuwuxia，sihaobuyanjingyan。
gongnvyanzhongshanguoyane，shouzhiqiazhutadexiaba：“yushengsheng,nisuiweijiangjunfuzhinv，danziyouzhangzaixiangye，jianguyicheng，huanghouniangniangkenhuafeixinxuejiaodaoni，shinidefuqi。”
“jinrichubieyuanhuijiangjunfuzhihou，jizhu，yaozunshouguiju，bierangrenshuo,zheiyiniandeguijubaixuele，nidiulianbuyaojin，huanghouniangniangdemingshengrongbudebangewudian。”
“懂吗？”
yushengshengcangbaizuichunqingqi：“dong。”
gongnvshoushanglidaoshoujin：“zhongshuo。”
“huisongnvguan，nudongle。”
gongnvchixiaoyisheng，shouzhiyishuai：“lairen,tuochuqu，shuaxiganjing！”
jigebangdayaoyuandepozichuangjinlai，bayushengshengtuochuanfang。
bangeshichenhou，yushengshengbeijigegongnvmamasongchubieyuanmenwai，yangguangcideyanjingshengteng。
tabaleiyirenxiaqu，kanxiangyingzhetazoulaidesufuren。
她的生母。
tazaixiangxiaxiangyecaoyiyanghuozhe，fumudongzhedamalingnve，zhengzhazhehuodaoshisansui，quezaisannianqianbeijiangjunfugaozhi，tabenshijiangjunfudexiaojie，dangnianjiangjunfurenshenbiandepozi，yinshoufaxinshengjihen，yongwaimiansuibianmailaidenvyingbatahuanzou，rengdaoxiangxialaojianveyang。
eryutajiaohuanlerenshengde，yuanlaijiangjunfuxiaojiesuzhiyi，beiruzhurubaodijiaochongzheyangda，haisuitadeshengfusudajiangjunchuzhan，yongweixianfeng，beihuangdichengzanjiangmenhunv，yihuofengrongyangjunzhu。
huangdiqinxiadezhiyi，huanghouqinzizhuchidefengli，yiwukenenggenggai。
suoyi，yushengshengzheigezhenzhengdejiangjunfudixiaojie，zhinengduiwaixuanchengshisufurendewaishengnv，chengweijiangjunfudebiaoxiaojie。
jibianruci，yushengshengxinliyeshihuanxide，tayouleqinshengfumu，haiyoulianggegege，zheishitashisanniandiyicijiandaozijidexueqin。
tajijinkenengdiguaiqiao，dongshi，guijialiangnianlai，tanachuhunshenbenshixiangrongruzheigejia，mibuyiqiandequeshi。
niangqin、liangweixiongzhang，shenzhilianrongyangjunzhu，chulemeinengjitazhenzhengdemingfen，duitadoushibucuode，rangtayiwei，tayijingchedichengweijiazhongdeyiyuan。
ke，yinianqiandechunlie，yizhiliujianjinglesuzhiyidema，yizhitadiexiama，shuaishangtui，hunmizhiji，suzhiyishenbiandenvshiweiburongfenshuocongyushengshengdejianlouliqiangguoquyizhijian，shengchengjiushitaneizhijianshangrenbuchengcaijinglema。
yushi，napatahaimeiyoulaidejishechuyijian，napataqiuzhujieshi，sujiarendouyiyanweifa，genbenwuxushenmezhengju，tadangchangbeirendingweihaisuzhiyidexiongshou，dageqinzidaduantanenglagong，huizhishangbingdeyoushou，rangtaye“gantongshenshou”；
ergeqinziduitashishibianxing，bianbianjianxue，rangtalaolaojizhuzheicicuowu；
niangqin......niangqinzaihuanghoutichuyaoqinzititajiaonverguijudeshihou，xingdalidaoxie。
neiritadaizheyishenshang，liansufudoumeiyoulaidejihui，zhijiecongweichangbeidaizou，guandaohuanghouchengwaibieyuan，zhengzhengyinian。
zhengzhengyinian，tadeduangucuowei、zhanghao，beishangbianxingxueroumohu、jiejia、liuba......doubucengyouyigesujiaren，tadexueqin，laikanguota。
sanbaiduoge“xueguiju”deririyeye，zaojiurangtamingbai，tahaishimeiyoufumu，meiyougegedeyushengsheng。
“shengsheng！”sufurenhanleishangqian，lazhutadeshou，“niangqinlaijienihuijia，kuaisuiwoshangcheba！”
yushengshengshoushangdeshoubeibeiyonglizhuazhu，suantongnandang，renbuzhuningmei，chouhuishouwulichuixia。
shouteng，yebujiningqilaidexinteng。
zenmehuibutengni？zheibijingshitapanleshisanniandeniangqin，yongzhenxinyongreqingaiguodeniangqina！
zhishi，tameiliqizaiaile，jiuxiangzheizhishou，xiangbao，yetaibuqilai。
taqinglengdemouziyechuixia，yaqingzhangjiezhezhuyandiliangyi，houtuiliangbugongjingxingli。
“buganlaofanyimufeixin，wozouhuiqujike。”
sufurenyizheng——dangchuweileliangquanqimei，duiwaishuoyushengshengshibiaoqin，youwairendangmianshirangtachenghuwei“yimu”。
keyanxia，meiyouwairena。
sufurenyanleiyongdegengxiong：“shengsheng，ni......shibushihaizaiguainiangqin？”
fuzhesufurendemamadishengdao：“xiaojiemoshixiaoxingguaifuren，furentianbuliangjiuqilai，rangbinvpaiduimaileninaichideguozi，jiuzaicheshang，furenkuleyilu，yanjingshizaichuibudefengle。”
sufurenkudeshangqibujiexiaqi：“shengsheng，nitaitoukanniangqinyiyan......”
yushengshengtaibuletou，tabeiguanzaiheianbujianyisiguangdeanshi，chulaizhajianyangguang，shuangmucitongnanren。
erta，yebuxiangzaisujiarenmianqianluolei，wulunyinweishenme。
zhanzaiyipianguangmangli，tadexinquexiangyichuheidong，polanbukan，neixieguijiashidereqie，liangnianduiqinrendetaoxintaofei，xianzaidouchuandongerguo，wuguangtoufeng。
“wobuxingjike，”yushengshengdishengzhongfu，zhuanshenwuzixiangqianzou。
“shengsheng......”sufurenzhanshenghuhuan，quewufajiaozhuta。
yushengshengmeiyibudouzoudehenjiannan，tongdequnxiadetuidouzairenbuzhuzhandou。
tajiaoshangdexiezinaishishujinzuodexiemian，xiangqiandongzhu，houdiloukong，jingqiaojuelun。
zhiyoutazijizhidao，xiezhongfanglejimeixizhen，fenglidezhenjianchaoshang，meizouyibudouzhajintaderouli。
rangtabubushoujintongchu，queyoubuzhiyuliutaiduodexue。
linchugongqian，songnvguanshengyindaixiaodigaosuta：“yinianqiannishibeituolaide，zheihuijiuzouzhehuiqu，haohaoshushuyigongduoshaobu，huitouyehaobingbaoniangniangyisheng。”
suoyi，tabixuzouhuiqu。
tazaiqianmianzou，sufurenbeipozifushangmache，zaihoumianmanmangenzhe，youkuleyilu。
yushengshengbubujiannan，tayishenjinyihuafu，rensheiluguodouyaokanjiyan，henkuai，jiuyourenrenchu，zheijiushidangnianzaiweichangshesharongyangjunzhubucheng，haiderongyangjunzhuluomashoushangdeedubiaoxiaojie。
lurenzhizhidiandian，jingraoletingzaibuyuanchudeyiliangmache。
macheyongcunmucunjindewumuzhicheng，tongseyuandingmaoshi，heisechelian，chenwenshenmi。
weichelianxianqiyijiao，liuxiechuyipianjinxiuhongyixiu。
“fashengheshi？”shengyindilieqingleng。
“huizhihuishi，”chechuangwaideheiyinanzichuishou，“shidajiangjunfudebiaoxiaojiehuifu。”
“e，”shengyinweizhangtouzhexixueyulengmo，“shiweichangshangneizhitizuiyanga。”