daoyuqinianhou，woquanjiadunzaitianlaozhong。wodeyahuanqiuxinjiwoliuxiayihujiu，xiaoyinyindelikaile。
“**a，qishiwoxinghan，hantaifudehan。”womosuozhejiuhu，yanshenlengmo。keshia，woyexinghan。
dangnian，hantaifuqituantongdiguo，dabaichaogang。zhujiuzu。chenxunfutanzangshuiyin，huohaibaixing。panliufang。
liufu...liufuhaimeipan，wodieshendajiabianchongchulaizhizhilenianyoudewo。“lairen，
ba**guanqilaibudewaichu！”1“die...weihelianmuqinqushi，
ninyebukenfangwochuqu...”“wodaodizuocuoleshenme。”“jiujingyaoguanwodaoshenmeshihou！
”xiaoyuanmenkou“yuanxia，qiaoqiaomuqinzheigejixing，mangzheanpainidejijili，daoshibazhengzhujiwangle。
”fuqinxinfuzhengdezhumu，shicengjingdezhouyiniang。tafenmingshiguyibuxiangtizaofangwochulaibale。
“zhishizheiqinianweijian，nidemoyang，daoshigenxiaoshihoubutaiyiyangle。
”zhouyiniangzoujinyixiexixiduanxiangzhewodeyangmao。“nibushiwomuqin，nibupei。
”wobieguotoulengmodecongtamianqianzouguo，tachuxiaoyuan，lianyanshendoumeijita。dangnianmuqinshenwangzheimedadeshiqing，
quewurenlaigaosuwo。haishimenkoudeshouweiburenxin，gezheyuanmentoutoushuojiwode。
woshenzhimeiyousongmuqinzuihouyicheng。“wopeibupeide，yebushinishuolesuan，nifuqinjuedewopeijiugoule。
”zhouyiniangdangjishoulianletaidu，buzhuangle。“lairen，dai**quxinzhuchu，sujiayuan。
”limashanglaijigexiaosichezhewodeyishang，xiangzhuaiwozou。yanlisihaomeibawodangzuozhuzi。“nimenfangkai**！
gunkai！”wodeyahuanqiuxinchongshanglaituikailexiaosimen，jiangwohuzaishenhou。wobeiguandediergeyue，
fuqinjiangtasongjinlaipeiwo。cengjingdetahuiyishoujinzhenshu，zaiwowushucihuanbingwuyaoshi。huanjiewodetengtong，
jiuwoxingming。congciwoerrenxiangyiweiming，zhizhijinri。“nishigeshenmedongxi！
”zhouyiniangturantaishoujileqiuxinyibazhang。wodaodihaishishenfudinv，tabugandongwo，biannawoshenbianrenchuqi。
wokuaibushangqianhuishouhailetaliangbazhang。“zaidawoderenshishi！”“ni，ni，wokeshidangjiazhumu！
”zhouyiniangdengdaleyanjing。yishouwuzhelian，yishouzhizhewo。“niyigeyiniangfuzhengdedongxisuanshenmezhumu，
wocaishimingzhengyanshundeshenfudinv。”woliuxiayijuhua，touyebuhuidelazheqiuxinlikai。
buzailihuishenhouzhouyiniangqijidelianse。sujiayuanma，worenlu。neishicengjingzhouyiniangdeshunvzhuguodedifang。
kanlaizheiyangdeanpai，fuqinbingmeiyouyijian。worujinbeifangchulaile，neimesheiyebiexiangzaizuoyouwo。woyaochacha，
womuqindesiyin。chuanwen，dangchaolibushangshushendajiadedinvshenyuanxi。yuqisuineinian，
lianxushouyaoqulejiweidarenjiafuyan。
zongshihaoqiaobuqiaode“dangzhong”douluochuyixiekeyichengweimiefuzhizaidezhengju。qingzebianguanliufang，
zhongzezhulianjiuzu。lianzhedaolejiweishendeminxindedarenzhihou，bianyouruguojielaoshuyibanrenrenbizhi。
shendajiaduiwaichengweibaonvmingsheng，jiangqijinbixiaoyuan。zheiyiguan，bianshiqinian。dangshenyuanxibeifangchulaideshihou，
fulidetianyijingbianle。dimuyinsiniannvershengu，yiniangfuzheng。shendarenpaluorenkoushe，
baoliuleshenyuanxidinvdeshenfen。2“**ninkan，jintiandefancaikebixiaoyuanlifengfubushaoni！
youbabaoya、guihuayu...”qiuxinyipanyipanshangcai，xingfendehebulongzui。“woshuoguole，
buyaobazheifudiurendeyangzibaichulai。”wozhouzhemeiduitadebiaoxianhenbuman。wodaodishigedinv！“guimama，
baqiuxindaizouba，qushanfangzuogong，shenmeshihouzhanggoulejianshi，shenmeshihouzairangtahuilaisihou。
”guimamashishanfangqianlaisongfanshidezhushimama，zhengzaimenkouduanzhengdezhanzhe。“**！**！wobuzou！
wozhicuole，bieganwozou！！”qiuxintingdaowoyaogantazou，putongyishengguidaozaidi，
zhuaizhewodeyibaikuzheqiuwo。“lairen，batazuidushang，jiwolakai！”“woxianzaiyikandaoni，
jiuhuixiangdaoneiqinianbeipaoqiderensheng。”woyanedekanzheta，congtashouzhongchouchulezhoubadeyibai。“yo，
zheishizenmeleyunxi，tabushiniderenma？zheijiubuyaole？”zhouyiniangniuzhekuaturancongmenwaichuxian，
xiangshidenglexujiu。“longluorenxinbale，buransheisihouwoni？zheineiyuandeshouduan，nibuhuibudongba。
”wozhanqishenlaikanzhezhouyiniangguaneryixiao。“xianzaisujiayuanmanyuandoushidongguijudeyahuanpuyi，
cainengzhangxianwozunguidedinvshenfen，tacubenyumei，zenpeizaiwoshenqiansihou，nishuoshiba，
zhou~yi~niang~”taxianranbeizheisangezi**daole，liansezhongyuzhibuzhulalexialai。“huayebunengzheimeshuo，
tadaodisihouleniqinian。”“qinianyouruhe，nizuoweiqieshihaisihoulewomuqinshinian，
rujinbuyegouzhangrenshile。”“ni！shenyunxi，ruobushilaoyeandunwojienichulai，zhaoguni，
niyiweiwoyuanyilaijianni？！”zhouyiniangqijibaihuaidezhizhewo，meiyouyidiandangjiazhumudeqidu。“zhaoguwo？
shikanwojijile，xiangzaoribawoxupeichuqulalongrenxinbale。”wodizhetou，
yourandeyongshaozizaimianqiandetanglijiaodongzhe。zhouyiniangkanzhewo，turanxiaole。“yuanlainidouzhidaoa，
neiwoyejiubumanzhele，shenjiadinv，shenfenzungui，keshizaizenmezungui，
yeshiqinianqianhaineimeduoguanyuanjiaporenwangdesaobaxing。”shuodaolezijidexinkanshang，
tarenbuzhuwuzhezuileleqilai。“fangxinba，huijinitiaogehaorenjiade，yidingpeideshangnideshenfen，di！nv！
”zhouyiniangbudengwozaiduita，huitoukanleyanwuwukuzhedeqiuxin。“guimama，bazheigexiaojiantizidaixiaquba，
jiranmeirenyao，nijiuhaohaodejiaojiaotaguiju，rangtazhidaogencuolezhuzishishenmexiachang！
”guimamajirentuozhekuhandeqiuxin，henkuailikailewodesujiayuan。“qinianxiangyiweimingdeqingfenyebuguoruci，
nidangzhenshigeboqingguayizhiren。”yankanzherendouzoule，zhongyuqingjingle。wohuanrenqulaiyigeshihe。
congzhuoshangxuanleyidaohuaixiangnuomigao。diea，nveryegaiqujianjianninle。3“wodeyuanxi，diedehaonver，
zheixienianweiqunile。”wodefuqinshendajialazhewodeshou，mozheyanlei。haoyizhangweishandecifumianrong。
woneixinlengxiao，biaomianquedezhuangchengfucinvxiao。“die，wobuweiqu，wozhidaoninshiweilewohao，
zhishi...zhishimuqinta...”wotoutoutaiyankanta，tadeliansemeiyoupozhan。“haohaizi，
woduibuqinimuqin，meiyouzhaoguhaoni。”“weiheburangwojianmuqinzuihouyimian。”woyinrenzhetaidu，
‘gongjingde’wenta。“xianzainiyedale，nimuqinlinzhongqiandeyuanwangjiushininengjiayigehaorenjia。
”shendajiabingbulihuiwo，zishuozihuadecongshuzhuoshangnaqiyiluoyaoqinghan。“yuanxi，
zheidoushijingchengguizhourenjiajubandeyanxi，weideshishilinggongzi**xiangkan，niqukankanba，
jiusuanshiweilenidemuqin。”“suoyi，dangchunishiguyide？”wobuzhuangle，zhanzhileshenzilenglengkanzheta。
shendajiayefangxialeshoulidehanjian，kanzhewo。yuqiyemeiyoulezhiqiandewenhe。“yuanxi，nimuqindesi，
shiwoduibuqini，dannibugairucitaiduduidainidefuqin。”“duibuqiwo？neimedangniandeneixieshi，
nidaodiyoumeiyouchaqingchu，guanwoqinianzongyaoyougejiaodaiba！”pa！shendajiataishouyigebazhang，
bawoshandaozaidi。wolianshang**ladetengtong，zuiliyouxuedeweidao。“nifangsile，
nirujinzhenshidanbuqidinvzheishenfen。”shendajiakanxiangwodeyanshen，chongmanleliyong、yane、buxi。
“danzhiyounicainengshimingzhengyanshundedinv，niyedale，fuqinyangniduonian，yelundaonizuodianshile。
”“ninyangwolema？”woxiaozhechusheng。shendajianaoxiuchengnuchongguolaizaicitaiqishou。woyangzhetousihaobuweiju，
zuijiaoshangyangchaofengdexiaozhe。tahenhendefangxiashou。“nihuiquba，meishibuyaozailaijianwo，haohaoxuexueguiju！
”guzuoyoueryanta？muqindesiyidingyouwenti，shufanglinandaozangzheshenmezhengju。“fuqin，
xueguijuyeyaoyoushucaixing，wogangbeifangchulai，shenmeshuyemeiyou。”woguizhileshenzi，taitoukanta。
“qingninzhunxuwomeisanrijinchushufangyici，jiehuanxinshu，ruobufangxinkeyirangxiarendingzhewo。”zuihouzheiju，
shitiaozhantadedixian。“bale，bubiruci，rangxiarenmenkoudengzhe，nixuanhaoshujikechulai。
zheierbijingshiweifubanligongshidedifang。”“neinvertuixiale。”woxinglegeli，biantuikaimenlikaile。
jiexialaiderizi，woanyuedingmeigesanribianlaihuanquxinshu。shunbianzixiguanchashufanggezhongwujiandebaifang。
xunzhaopozhanheloudong。fuqindaoshiduiwodexuexitaiduhenmanyi。zhidaoyiri，wohuanwanshugangcongshufangchulai。
biankandaowoyuanlideyigeyahuanjijidexiangwopaolai。“**！qiuxin，tachushile！
”4dangwogandaoshanfangdeshihou，qiuxintoufafengluanyifubuzhengdebeijirenandaozaidi。“fangkaita！！
”wonuhouyisheng。chongshangquzhuaikaineijigeanzheqiuxindexiaren。“**...womeishi。”qiuxinkandaoshiwo，
lijihongleyankuang。wojiangtafuqilai，zixijianchashenshangyoumeiyoushang。“da**，zheisiyatoushizaiwuli，
dashangleren，womenzhibuguoanzhaoguijuchengfayixiaeryi。”shanfangdeyigemamahaobugongjingdegenwoshuohua。
wotaiqiyijiaojiangtahenhenchuaidao，tatangzaidishangaiyoaiyodezhijiaohuan。“nimeiyouxiangwoxingli，
woyezhibuguoshianzhaoguijuchengfani。”“da**...laonuji...jida**qingan。
”guimamatingdaodongjing，congshanfanglimianbeirenfuzhezhanzhanweiweidechulaixiangwoxingli。
e...tadeqingkuangkanqilaibutaihao。toushangchanzhedeshadaishenzhexueji，zuoyanqingzhong，zuijiaoyepole，
bozishanghaiyoujidaozhuahen。zaihuitoukankanqiuxin，zhishitoufayifuluanledian。
qitadema...guoranshiwoderen，lihai！wotiaomeijileqiuxinyigezanxudeyanshen！“da**，
qiuxinshizaibuanfen，yelibuzhiqulenali，zaoshangcaihuilai，beizhualegexianxing。”“womenxunwentaquchu，
taquesihuobukenshuo，haigenwosicheqilai，ninqiaoqiaotabawodade。”ng，guimamazheihuashuode，feichangshushi。
“erqiedangchuyeshininrangtalaizheierde，annindefenfushiyaohaohaoguanjiaota。”e？wolengxiaozhekanta。
“woheshishuoguorangniguanjiaole？wodeyuanhuashishenmenikehaijide？
”“zhei...zhei...”guimamaduoduosuosuodedabushanglai。“woshuodeshi，rangqiuxinlaishanfangzuogong，
zhanggoulejianshibianhuiqu。tazuowanshangshiquxiangwohuibao，wobianliuletayiye。”“zenme，
wofanerhaidexiangnijieshima？”guimamatingwanwodehua，lengbudingdeguidaozaidi。“da**，laonuzhicuole。
”“jiranshanfangyirongbuxiaqiuxin，neiwobiandaihuiqule。”“da**，zheishibushiyaogenfurenshuoyisheng？
”guimamabusixin，tiaozhanwodequanwei。woshilegeyanse，fangqiuxin。taxinlingshenhui，
congdishangpaqilaijiuchongleshangqu，anzhuguimamapapayoujilejigebazhang。suihouzuoyoukaigong，
quantoujingwangshenshangzhaohu。guimamayizhenxuanyun，beidadewulihaishou。“laodiaonu，da**dehuaniyeganbuting？
neiyigeqieshishanglaidedongxisuanshenmefuren！kanwobudasini。”wokanlehuiertian，
pansuanzheqiuxindadechabuduole，biankesouliangsheng。“aiyowei！yigemeikanzhunizenmejiuchongshangqudaren！
kuaitingshou！”qiuxinzhuleshou，huidaowoshenbian。“quzhaodafujiguimamaqiaoqiaoba，haiyou，furenzheilianggezi，
yebuzhidaotadanbudandeqi。”woliuxiayijuhua，daizheqiuxinniutouliqu。zheiyichushiwogenqiuxinyuedinghaode，
zhaodaozhengjuzhihoujiudanaoshanfang。wobianlailingqiuxindaizhezhengjuliqu。zhishi，tazuowanyizhengyedoubuzai？
taqulenali？zuoleshenme？zheikebushiwomenzhiqianyuedingguode。qiuxinyoushenmemimimanzhewo？5“**，
zheishiwocongshanfanghouyuanfaxiande。”huidaosujiayuan，qiuxinnachujipianwomeijianguodecaiye。
zhayikanjiushihenputongdexiaobaicai。tayouconghuaizhongnachuyibenjilubu，
limianxiangxijizaileshanfanghouyuanzhongdegezhongteshudecai。yiji，shiyongshijian、ruheshiyongde。
zuixindeyiyexiezhe：shenyunxi，fuyongshiri。xiaoguo：shenzhihuanghu。wotaitoukanxiangqiuxin。“**fangxin，
wodouhuanguole，nimeiyouchidao，nikanzheiyiye。”qiuxinjiangjilubufandaozhongjianyiye。shangmianxiezhe：ningwanyan，
fuyongsanyue，lingpeiazhiguodekuxingren、suanzao。xiaoguo：shishenshizhi，kansiziransiwang，
shizeneiwaikuikongbuzhierwang。ningwanyan，shimuqin。haoedudeshouduan，woyoukanlekanqiuxin。
tashenqinghaoxiangyouxiedaizhi，weishenmeni？taxiangqishenmelema？“nizenmele？”wokaikouxunwen。“ng？
meishenme，gangcaixinlimomingyouxieteng。”kandaoqiuxinhuiguoshenlai。wojixufanzhejilubushituzaixunzhaoxiexiansuo。
“womuqindesiguoranshirenweide，danzheidaodishisheigande，shizhouyiniang，haishishendajia。”“**，
womenxiayibuzenmezuo。”“shufang，neiliyidinghaiyouzhongyaodezhengju，suiranworujinjinchuziyou，