第1章
dajiadourenweiwoshijiangshaochongaizhijidenvren。“woyeshizheimerenwei”ba。
youyihuiyigehaomenguinvrumawo,beijiangshaozhidaole
diertiantamenjiajituangongsidegujiayixieqianli。zheigehaomenguinvmeibanfa,disantian,guizaiwomianqian,qingqiuwodeyuanliang。
“yelin,duibuqi,shiwozuijian。”
tazuoyibazhang,youyibazhangchaozijilian,shangzhaohu,dadehuhuxiang,wokanzhedoulianteng。
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wobaobeikanlehaoyihuier,tanlekouqi,cailatazhanqilai。
womendeliaodebuyilehu,fangfogangcaideshigenbenjiumeiyoufashengguo。
neitianwanshangjiangshaoguolailewozhei,zhijiejiuyazaiwoshenshang,wodikangzhe,danshitaquebuguanbugu,fengkuangdisichezhewodeyifu。woleishuishunzhelianjiahualuoxialai。
“jiangshao,nilengjingyixia!“woshiturangtatingxiadongzuo。
raner,taquexiangshishiqulelizhiyiban,wanquantingbujinwodehua。
那一夜未眠
jiangshaozouhou,wokandaotaluozaichuangshangdeqianbao。
wozhengzhunbeibatashouqilai,jieguoqianbaolihualuochuyizhangzhaopianlai。
wojianzhaopian,faxianzhaopianshangdenvrenhewoyoubachengxiang,jiulianbozishangdezhiweizhidouyimoyiyang。guaibudejiangshaodongqingshi,zongxihuanwenwobozi,yuanlaishixiangdaotadejiuqingrenle。
wochensileyihui,zheiyangwojiufangxinle。
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woyuanlaizongjuededuibuqijiangshao,xianzaikanlai,womenshibanjinbaliang。
taxihuanwoxiangtabaiyueguang,erwoxihuantadexinzang。weilejiangshaoneikejiankangdexinzang。
wozongshiyibuyiqudigenzheta,ertayeduiwogandaobushengqifan。
wobuxijingchangwunita,quantajieyan、jiejiu、jieka。
wobupamafanjingchangaozhuyouyingyangdetangtangshuishui。wohaibaolepengrenke,xuezuosexiangweijuquandemeishi。
youyihuizaibaoxiangli,tamenyizhixiangcuimingfuyiyangjiaowohejiu,wozhaolegejiekouqucesuo,huilaideshihouzaimenkoutingjiantahepengyoumenshuo,ruguobushiyinweitahewantingxiang,wojueduibuhuihetazaiyiqi,jiuhaoxiangwoshiyijianbeisuiyidiuqidewupin。
huidaobaoxianghouwoxiangshilongziyiyangbahezuijiudejiangjunxidailehuijia,batafangzaichuangshangdeshihou,wozaichuangbiantingzhetarugubandexintiao,rangwogandaoanxin,rangwowobujinxiangdaoleta。
我的白月光一白泽。
tawennuanlewozhenggeqingchunsuiyue。
dangwozuobulaiti,jingchangzoushenshi,shita,buyanqifandeweiwojiangti。
dangwobeiqitatongxueqifushi,shitatingshenerchu,weiwodabaobuping。
dangwomeiqianchifan,duziedeguguxiangshi。
shita,bashenshangsuoyoudeqiandoutaojiwo。
zhikexi,dangwomingbaizijiyijingaishangbaize,zhunbeigentagaobaishi,denglaiqueshitashengbingdexiaoxi。tazoule,buguotadexinzangliulexialai。
dangdiyicibuxiaoxinzhuangdaojiangshao,tingdaotashentiliqiangyoulidexinzangtiaodongshi,wofangfotingdaobaizeqingshengshuo“yelin,haojiubujianle。”
你还好吗?
“zheishibushimingmingzhongziyoutianyi,niyouhuilaizhaowo。”
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思绪飘回那年夏天
yangguangtouguoshuyedefengxi,sazaibaizedelianshang,taanjingdishuizhe,yangguangfangfoyepianaitani。
教室里
woqingbuzijindishenchushou,quezaijijiangpengdaotadeneiyikemengdisuolehuilai。
wodemuguangjiujiuwufayikai,dengwohuiguoshenlai,baizebuzhiheshiyijingzhengkaileyanjing,tadeyanshenlichongmanleyizhongnanyiyanyudeqinggan,rangwobujinlengzhule。”
zaiwodeyinxiangzhong,tazongshineimelengdan,fangfoshijieshangdeyiqiedouyutawuguan。raner,dangwozaicitaitoushi,baizeyouhuifulewangridemoyang,tatiaoletiaomei,diaokandao:“linlin,zenme?getaishuaile,banimizhule?”
zheishiwocaituranfanyingguolai,congyikaishidaoxianzai,wodeyanshenjiumeiyoulikaiguota。
touguotadeyanjing,wokandaolezijixiuhongdelian,wodunangleyiju:“caimeiyouni,ziliangui!”ranhouxunsuzhuanguotouqu。buzhidaoshibushiwodecuojue,wohaoxiangtingdaoleyishengqingxiao。
wojimangpaokai,xinquepengpengzhitiao。shenhouchuanlaibaizedeshengyin,“wei,yelin,nipaoshenmea......”wodeliangenghongle,xiangshutoudepingguo。
huidaozuoweishang,wojiazhuangrenzhenkanshu,qishiyigeziyekanbujinqu。mannaozidoushibaizeganggangdexiaorong,haiyoutaneidaizhecixingdesangyin。
“dinglingling......”xiake**xiangqi,dapolewodesixu。wohuitoukanqu,baizezhengheyiqunnanshengzouchujiaoshi。tadebeiyinggaotiaoertingba,zaiyangguangxiaxiandegewaiyaoyan。
woanangaosuziji,yaoganjinwangdiaogangcaideshiqing,bijingwomenzhishitongxueguanxi。
keshi,aiqingdezhongziquezaoyizaiwoxinliqiaoqiaofaya...
neiyitian,laoshizaiketangshangbuzhileyigeteshudeketi:“weilaideni?
wozaipangbianqingshengdiduibaizeshuodao:“baizea,niweilaixiangganshabuyaya。”
baizewaizhetousikaoleyixia,ranhourenzhendihuidadao:“woa......woxianghuozhe!”tadeyanshenzhongtouluchujiandinghexiangwang。
ng?,nixianzaibushihaohaodema”wodizhuiwen。
baizexiaozheshuodao:wokaiwanxiaodela。“
“he......hebaohunixianghenijiehun!”houmiandezheijuhuashuodetaixiaoshengle,dangshihuanjingcaoza,kehaishiwotingjianle。
“neinininiyihouxiangzuoshenmeshisha”
cishi,xiake**xiangqi,daduanlewomendeduihua。
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woniuguotou,kanzhebaize,xinzhonganziqidai:weilaidemouyitian,woshixianghenizhanzaiyiqide。”
erbaizesihukanchulewodexinsi,taweixiaozhechongwozhalezhayan,fangfozaishuo:“yidinghuide。”
时光匆匆,时光荏苒
zaineinianbiyuedexiatian,yangguangchiredisazaidadishang,fangfoyaojiangyiqiedouronghua。
erwozhanzaixiaoyuandejiaoluoli,xinqingquerutongzheiyanyanxiariyibanzaodongbuan。
jiuzaineiyike,neixinshenchuyougeshengyinbuduangaosuwo:“woyaobiaobai!”
zheigeniantourutongyikehuozhong,shunjiandianranlewoquanshendexueye。
wozhidao,zheihuoxushiyicimaoxian,danwoyijingzuohaolezhunbei。
wulunjieguoruhe,zhishaowohuiyonggandimaichuzheiyibu,rangzijibuzaiyihan。
woyixijideneiyitian,wojingxindabanziji,jiangzijishoushideganjingzhengjie,haiteyipenleyidianxiangshui,zhiweilenenggouyizuihaodezhuangtaijiandaota。
meiyigexijiewodoufanfuzhuomo,meiyigebuzhouwodourenzhenduidai,buganyousihaoxiedaizhixin。
dajiadoushuonanzhuinvgecengsha,nvzhuinangecengshan,danwojianxinzhiyaonulijiunengzhuidaoxinyizhiren。
yushi,woguqiyongqijitafalehenduotiaoxiaoxi,yaoqingtaqianlaiyuwoxiangjian。
raner,lingrenshiwangdeshi,tajingranyitiaoxiaoxidoumeiyouhuifu。
wobujinkaishihusiluanxiangqilai:nandaoshitataimangle?haishitachuleshenmeyiwai?
jinguanneixinyouxiebuan,danworengrananweizijishuo,takenengzhengzailailaidelushang。bijing,congtajiadaozheilixuyaoyidingdeshijian。woshoupengzheyishuxianyandehuaduo,momodidengdaizhetadedaolai。
shijianyifenyimiaodiguoqu,yemujianjianjianglin,zhouweidehuanjingyebiandeyuelaiyueanjing。
wozhanzaiyuandi,jiaojidiwangzheyuanfang,xinzhongbutingdiqidaozhetanengkuaidianchuxian。
wodengadengadenga,yizhidengdaoshenye,keshizhongmeiyoukandaotadeshenying。
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yueguangsazaiwoshenshang,fangfozaichaoxiaowodechiqinghezhizhe。
hanfenglinlie,chuidewosesefadou,danwoyiranjinjinbaozheneishuhua,bukenliqu。
huoxu,zheijiushiaiqingdeziweiba,chongmanleqidaiheshiluo,rangrenyouaiyouhen。
suirancikewogandaowubidetongkuhejuewang,danwozhidao,wobunengqingyifangqi。
yexu,tazhishixuyaogengduodeshijianlaisikaowomenzhijiandeguanxi。
wulunruhe,wodouhuijianchixiaqu,zhidaotajiwoyigemingquededaan。
keshi,zicongneiyitianlikaizhihou,wojiuzaiyemeiyoujianguobaizedeshenying,shenzhiliantadeyisixiaoxiyemeiyoushoudaoguo。
woquzhaobaizedefumu,xunwentamenshifouzhidaozheijianshiqing。
anxiangmenling,yiweibaifacangcangdelaorenkailemen,tayanshenkongdong,fangfoshiqulelinghun。
woziwojieshaohou,laorenqingwojinlewu。tajiwodaolebeishui,huanhuanzuoxia,kaishijiangshubaizedegushi
yuanlai,baizeshengbingqushile,tadefumujiangtadeqiguanjuanxianjilexuyaoderen。tamenxiwangbaizedeshengmingnenggouzaibierenshenshangyanxu。
tingwanlaorendehua,womianwubiaoqing。
chenmopiankehou,wozhongyuqingqingdikaikouwendao:“qingwen......woshifoukeyizaiqukanyiyanta?”shengyinweiweizhandouzhe。”
laorendaiwolaidaobaizedefangjian,limianbaimanletadezhaopian。wojingjingdiningshizhemeizhangzhaopian,fangfonengganshoudaotadecunzai。
zuihou,wozaibaizedeshuzhuochoutilifaxianleyifengxin。xinshangdezijishuxierqinqie,shibaizedebiji。
“yelin,dangnikandaozheifengxindeshihou,woyijingbuzaizheigeshijieshangle。xiexienicengjingchuxianzaiwodeshengmingzhong,daijiwowujindewennuan。qishi,woyizhidouxihuanni,danshiwozhidaozijideshentizhuangkuang,suoyibuganqingyibiaobai。duibuqi,wopianleni,woyongyuanaini。——baize”
turanjianleishuimohulewodeshuangyan,wojinwozhexinfeng,xindiyongshangyiguwujindebeishang。”
“dapianzi!nihaishuoyaobaohuwo......”niweishenmebugaosuwo,wonannanziyudao,shengyinquezaihoulongligengyanchengyipian。”