第1章

第1章



dajiadourenweiwoshijiangshaochongaizhijidenvren。“woyeshizheimerenwei”ba。

youyihuiyigehaomenguinvrumawo,beijiangshaozhidaole

diertiantamenjiajituangongsidegujiayixieqianli。zheigehaomenguinvmeibanfa,disantian,guizaiwomianqian,qingqiuwodeyuanliang。

“yelin,duibuqi,shiwozuijian。”

tazuoyibazhang,youyibazhangchaozijilian,shangzhaohu,dadehuhuxiang,wokanzhedoulianteng。

1

wobaobeikanlehaoyihuier,tanlekouqi,cailatazhanqilai。

womendeliaodebuyilehu,fangfogangcaideshigenbenjiumeiyoufashengguo。

neitianwanshangjiangshaoguolailewozhei,zhijiejiuyazaiwoshenshang,wodikangzhe,danshitaquebuguanbugu,fengkuangdisichezhewodeyifu。woleishuishunzhelianjiahualuoxialai。

“jiangshao,nilengjingyixia!“woshiturangtatingxiadongzuo。

raner,taquexiangshishiqulelizhiyiban,wanquantingbujinwodehua。

那一夜未眠

jiangshaozouhou,wokandaotaluozaichuangshangdeqianbao。

wozhengzhunbeibatashouqilai,jieguoqianbaolihualuochuyizhangzhaopianlai。

wojianzhaopian,faxianzhaopianshangdenvrenhewoyoubachengxiang,jiulianbozishangdezhiweizhidouyimoyiyang。guaibudejiangshaodongqingshi,zongxihuanwenwobozi,yuanlaishixiangdaotadejiuqingrenle。

wochensileyihui,zheiyangwojiufangxinle。

2

woyuanlaizongjuededuibuqijiangshao,xianzaikanlai,womenshibanjinbaliang。

taxihuanwoxiangtabaiyueguang,erwoxihuantadexinzang。weilejiangshaoneikejiankangdexinzang。

wozongshiyibuyiqudigenzheta,ertayeduiwogandaobushengqifan。

wobuxijingchangwunita,quantajieyan、jiejiu、jieka。

wobupamafanjingchangaozhuyouyingyangdetangtangshuishui。wohaibaolepengrenke,xuezuosexiangweijuquandemeishi。

youyihuizaibaoxiangli,tamenyizhixiangcuimingfuyiyangjiaowohejiu,wozhaolegejiekouqucesuo,huilaideshihouzaimenkoutingjiantahepengyoumenshuo,ruguobushiyinweitahewantingxiang,wojueduibuhuihetazaiyiqi,jiuhaoxiangwoshiyijianbeisuiyidiuqidewupin。

huidaobaoxianghouwoxiangshilongziyiyangbahezuijiudejiangjunxidailehuijia,batafangzaichuangshangdeshihou,wozaichuangbiantingzhetarugubandexintiao,rangwogandaoanxin,rangwowobujinxiangdaoleta。

我的白月光一白泽。

tawennuanlewozhenggeqingchunsuiyue。

dangwozuobulaiti,jingchangzoushenshi,shita,buyanqifandeweiwojiangti。

dangwobeiqitatongxueqifushi,shitatingshenerchu,weiwodabaobuping。

dangwomeiqianchifan,duziedeguguxiangshi。

shita,bashenshangsuoyoudeqiandoutaojiwo。

zhikexi,dangwomingbaizijiyijingaishangbaize,zhunbeigentagaobaishi,denglaiqueshitashengbingdexiaoxi。tazoule,buguotadexinzangliulexialai。

dangdiyicibuxiaoxinzhuangdaojiangshao,tingdaotashentiliqiangyoulidexinzangtiaodongshi,wofangfotingdaobaizeqingshengshuo“yelin,haojiubujianle。”

你还好吗?

“zheishibushimingmingzhongziyoutianyi,niyouhuilaizhaowo。”

3

思绪飘回那年夏天

yangguangtouguoshuyedefengxi,sazaibaizedelianshang,taanjingdishuizhe,yangguangfangfoyepianaitani。

教室里

woqingbuzijindishenchushou,quezaijijiangpengdaotadeneiyikemengdisuolehuilai。

wodemuguangjiujiuwufayikai,dengwohuiguoshenlai,baizebuzhiheshiyijingzhengkaileyanjing,tadeyanshenlichongmanleyizhongnanyiyanyudeqinggan,rangwobujinlengzhule。”

zaiwodeyinxiangzhong,tazongshineimelengdan,fangfoshijieshangdeyiqiedouyutawuguan。raner,dangwozaicitaitoushi,baizeyouhuifulewangridemoyang,tatiaoletiaomei,diaokandao:“linlin,zenme?getaishuaile,banimizhule?”

zheishiwocaituranfanyingguolai,congyikaishidaoxianzai,wodeyanshenjiumeiyoulikaiguota。

touguotadeyanjing,wokandaolezijixiuhongdelian,wodunangleyiju:“caimeiyouni,ziliangui!”ranhouxunsuzhuanguotouqu。buzhidaoshibushiwodecuojue,wohaoxiangtingdaoleyishengqingxiao。

wojimangpaokai,xinquepengpengzhitiao。shenhouchuanlaibaizedeshengyin,“wei,yelin,nipaoshenmea......”wodeliangenghongle,xiangshutoudepingguo。

huidaozuoweishang,wojiazhuangrenzhenkanshu,qishiyigeziyekanbujinqu。mannaozidoushibaizeganggangdexiaorong,haiyoutaneidaizhecixingdesangyin。

“dinglingling......”xiake**xiangqi,dapolewodesixu。wohuitoukanqu,baizezhengheyiqunnanshengzouchujiaoshi。tadebeiyinggaotiaoertingba,zaiyangguangxiaxiandegewaiyaoyan。

woanangaosuziji,yaoganjinwangdiaogangcaideshiqing,bijingwomenzhishitongxueguanxi。

keshi,aiqingdezhongziquezaoyizaiwoxinliqiaoqiaofaya...

neiyitian,laoshizaiketangshangbuzhileyigeteshudeketi:“weilaideni?

wozaipangbianqingshengdiduibaizeshuodao:“baizea,niweilaixiangganshabuyaya。”

baizewaizhetousikaoleyixia,ranhourenzhendihuidadao:“woa......woxianghuozhe!”tadeyanshenzhongtouluchujiandinghexiangwang。

ng?,nixianzaibushihaohaodema”wodizhuiwen。

baizexiaozheshuodao:wokaiwanxiaodela。“

“he......hebaohunixianghenijiehun!”houmiandezheijuhuashuodetaixiaoshengle,dangshihuanjingcaoza,kehaishiwotingjianle。

“neinininiyihouxiangzuoshenmeshisha”

cishi,xiake**xiangqi,daduanlewomendeduihua。

4

woniuguotou,kanzhebaize,xinzhonganziqidai:weilaidemouyitian,woshixianghenizhanzaiyiqide。”

erbaizesihukanchulewodexinsi,taweixiaozhechongwozhalezhayan,fangfozaishuo:“yidinghuide。”

时光匆匆,时光荏苒

zaineinianbiyuedexiatian,yangguangchiredisazaidadishang,fangfoyaojiangyiqiedouronghua。

erwozhanzaixiaoyuandejiaoluoli,xinqingquerutongzheiyanyanxiariyibanzaodongbuan。

jiuzaineiyike,neixinshenchuyougeshengyinbuduangaosuwo:“woyaobiaobai!”

zheigeniantourutongyikehuozhong,shunjiandianranlewoquanshendexueye。

wozhidao,zheihuoxushiyicimaoxian,danwoyijingzuohaolezhunbei。

wulunjieguoruhe,zhishaowohuiyonggandimaichuzheiyibu,rangzijibuzaiyihan。

woyixijideneiyitian,wojingxindabanziji,jiangzijishoushideganjingzhengjie,haiteyipenleyidianxiangshui,zhiweilenenggouyizuihaodezhuangtaijiandaota。

meiyigexijiewodoufanfuzhuomo,meiyigebuzhouwodourenzhenduidai,buganyousihaoxiedaizhixin。

dajiadoushuonanzhuinvgecengsha,nvzhuinangecengshan,danwojianxinzhiyaonulijiunengzhuidaoxinyizhiren。

yushi,woguqiyongqijitafalehenduotiaoxiaoxi,yaoqingtaqianlaiyuwoxiangjian。

raner,lingrenshiwangdeshi,tajingranyitiaoxiaoxidoumeiyouhuifu。

wobujinkaishihusiluanxiangqilai:nandaoshitataimangle?haishitachuleshenmeyiwai?

jinguanneixinyouxiebuan,danworengrananweizijishuo,takenengzhengzailailaidelushang。bijing,congtajiadaozheilixuyaoyidingdeshijian。woshoupengzheyishuxianyandehuaduo,momodidengdaizhetadedaolai。

shijianyifenyimiaodiguoqu,yemujianjianjianglin,zhouweidehuanjingyebiandeyuelaiyueanjing。

wozhanzaiyuandi,jiaojidiwangzheyuanfang,xinzhongbutingdiqidaozhetanengkuaidianchuxian。

wodengadengadenga,yizhidengdaoshenye,keshizhongmeiyoukandaotadeshenying。

5

yueguangsazaiwoshenshang,fangfozaichaoxiaowodechiqinghezhizhe。

hanfenglinlie,chuidewosesefadou,danwoyiranjinjinbaozheneishuhua,bukenliqu。

huoxu,zheijiushiaiqingdeziweiba,chongmanleqidaiheshiluo,rangrenyouaiyouhen。

suirancikewogandaowubidetongkuhejuewang,danwozhidao,wobunengqingyifangqi。

yexu,tazhishixuyaogengduodeshijianlaisikaowomenzhijiandeguanxi。

wulunruhe,wodouhuijianchixiaqu,zhidaotajiwoyigemingquededaan。

keshi,zicongneiyitianlikaizhihou,wojiuzaiyemeiyoujianguobaizedeshenying,shenzhiliantadeyisixiaoxiyemeiyoushoudaoguo。

woquzhaobaizedefumu,xunwentamenshifouzhidaozheijianshiqing。

anxiangmenling,yiweibaifacangcangdelaorenkailemen,tayanshenkongdong,fangfoshiqulelinghun。

woziwojieshaohou,laorenqingwojinlewu。tajiwodaolebeishui,huanhuanzuoxia,kaishijiangshubaizedegushi

yuanlai,baizeshengbingqushile,tadefumujiangtadeqiguanjuanxianjilexuyaoderen。tamenxiwangbaizedeshengmingnenggouzaibierenshenshangyanxu。

tingwanlaorendehua,womianwubiaoqing。

chenmopiankehou,wozhongyuqingqingdikaikouwendao:“qingwen......woshifoukeyizaiqukanyiyanta?”shengyinweiweizhandouzhe。”

laorendaiwolaidaobaizedefangjian,limianbaimanletadezhaopian。wojingjingdiningshizhemeizhangzhaopian,fangfonengganshoudaotadecunzai。

zuihou,wozaibaizedeshuzhuochoutilifaxianleyifengxin。xinshangdezijishuxierqinqie,shibaizedebiji。

“yelin,dangnikandaozheifengxindeshihou,woyijingbuzaizheigeshijieshangle。xiexienicengjingchuxianzaiwodeshengmingzhong,daijiwowujindewennuan。qishi,woyizhidouxihuanni,danshiwozhidaozijideshentizhuangkuang,suoyibuganqingyibiaobai。duibuqi,wopianleni,woyongyuanaini。——baize”

turanjianleishuimohulewodeshuangyan,wojinwozhexinfeng,xindiyongshangyiguwujindebeishang。”

“dapianzi!nihaishuoyaobaohuwo......”niweishenmebugaosuwo,wonannanziyudao,shengyinquezaihoulongligengyanchengyipian。”