第4章
xiangdaozheili，junchudongledongyanzhu，jiazhuangzhengzhadizhoulezhoumei，suijihuanhuanzhengkaileyanjing，pojiudechuangdingbanyingruyanlian，suijishiyigeliuzheshanyanghuzidelaotoucouleshanglai，kanlekantademianse，youbalebatademai，lvzhezijidehuzizezechengqi：“sierfusheng，sierfusheng......”
zheishihouyigeyahuandabanderencoushanglaituranwozhutadeshou，tachadianqianyishizhijiefanzhuagongji，danshineirenshuangmuhongzhong、manlianleihenyijineiyanzhongmanmandejingxihedanyou，haishirangtadunzhuledongzuo，shiyizhigenzaisuxicishenbiandeyatouyuxue。
“xiaojie，nihuoguolaile？nizhendehuoguolaile？taihaole，taihaole......”
junchukanzheyanqianleiliumanmianhaijinjinzhuazhutashoudeyuxue，turanweisuxicigandaobuzhide，jiuweilejigeqinshouburudejiahuo，jiuqingyifangqilezijizhenguideshengming，fangqileshenbianqinrujiemeidepengyou，haiziyiweisidecanlan，shijishangnuoruowubi，zhenshibuzhi！
taanantanleyikouqi，shiyiyuxuekaojinyidian，yuxuesuiranyihuodanhaishizhaozuo。tataiqilingyizhishou，suxicideshentixuruodebudele，jinjintaiyidiangaodujiurangtaganjuetebiewuli。tajiangshoufangzaiyuxuelianshangdeneiyike，mingxianganjuedaoleyuxuedelengzheng。tacaleyixiayuxuedeleishui，qingqingkaikou：“biekule......”
zhizheiyijuhua，junchujiuzhouzhemeizhulekou，gaisi，tazenmewanglezheimezhongyaodeshi！
junchudeneijuhuadeshengyin，shayadebiyeshousihougengnantingyixie，danshizuyirangyuxuezhenjingshicuo，tabuguzhupudeshenfenzhizhejunchujiejiebabadishuo：“xiaoxiaojie，ninininengshuohuale？”junchuzhouzhemeizhengxiangzhezenmejieshiyixia，turantingdaoyuxuebeihouchuanlaiyigeshengyin：“nishuoshenme？ermeimeinengshuohuale？”
junchuganggangzhiguanzhuyuxue，meiyouzhuyidaofangjianneihaiyoubieren，ciketaniutoukanqu，jiukandaolesudi、chenshi、tamendedanversulianyiyijishenbiansihoudeyatou。ganggangshuohuade，jiushiyouzhexuanchangdiyimeiren、diyicainvzhicheng、wenwanrushui、jiaoruorulandesulianyi。cikesulianyilianshangquanbudoushijingyaheguanxin，danshidangjunchudelianduizhetashitayanzhongyishanerguodeyanemeiyoutaoguojunchudeyanjing。
sudishangqianjibu，daolejunchuchuangbian，duishangjunchukantademuguang，muguangzhongdexilirangtahoubeituranyizhenfahan，tazhouleyixiamei，zaikanjunchushijunchudemuguangqueshixianggangxingyibanhuansan。sudixiangzheyidingshitazijikancuole，bianbuzaiyizheijianshi，duizhejunchuwendao：“xici，ninengshuohuale？”
“shiashia，ermeimeinizhendekeyishuohuale？sangziyoumeiyoubushufu？”
junchusaoleyiyansulianyi，jiantayilianguanqiedikanzheziji，xinzhongbuyoudeyishengzantan，zheigenvrenchengfuyoushenweizhuangyouhao，jiashangtianshengyifujiaoroumoyang，ruoshifangdaoxiandai，rangshashoutouzipeiyang，jueduishiyibaliqi。buguoxianzai，luozaitashoushang，takemeiyouneigexinquhaohaopeiyangshenmeshouxia。
xinsiweimiaoyizhuan，junchubianyoulejueduan，dangxiamianselikebiandeyoulejifenbeiqi，zheishenseluozaitayoubanbianhongbandelianshangxiandejifenzhengningjifenhairen，junchukanzheyishunjianyanzhongdouhanlehuoduohuoshaodebiyi，xinzhongananlengxiaodetongshiqingqingdikailekou：“huierlaoye，dagaishirenzhijiangsi，shangtianyelianmin，suiransangyinbuzhongting，danhaodainengshuohuale。”