第1章 爸爸不喜欢我

“xiaoxiao,xiaobeidebingbunengzaituole……”yishengshenyichengdunledun,chentongerbeimindixuanbu,“ruguomeiyouqidaixue,xiaobeizuiduohuobuguoyinian……”

yanxiaoxiongkouyizhan,shiqulizhi,kudejihujuewang,bingchuangshangdexiaobeiliansecangbai,anjingdeshuizhe。

takanzhehaizi,huangmangzhanzheshou,jizhangfufuhanzhoudadianhua。

dalesanbiandouwurenjie,zhidaodisibian,caichuanlaifuhanzhoubinglengdeshengyin,“yanxiao,wozaikaihui。”

“hanzhou,xiaobeita……”

“嘟……”

fuhanzhouzhijieguaduanledianhua。

yanxiaoxinlifaleng,shouzhisisizuanzheshouji,rengqiangzhuangzhendingmianduishenyicheng,“yicheng,wohuixiangbanfade,jiwonveryongzuihaodeyao!yidingyaobaozhuwodenver!”

tamenshiqingmeizhuma,wuhuabutandehaopengyou!yanxiaocengjingduomeaixiao,rujinqueshuangmutonghong,shoudetuogu!

liunianqian,yanxiaoturanjiaren,shenyichengbianyixinchuguoqiuxue,chuguodezheijinian,yanxiaoyudaoleshenme?

shenyichengxiangyaowenqingchu,keyanxiaobuyuanduoshuo,tazhiyouanwei,“xiaoxiao,bieji,haiyoushijian。yinian,zugounihefuhanzhouyaoertaile……”

yanxiaowenyan,maixialetou。yigeyueqian,xiaobeibeijianchachuhuanyoubaixuebing,zhiyouxiaobeitongfutongmuxinshengerdeqidaixuekeyizhiyu。

danfuhanzhouyizhibuhuijia,yanxiaomeiyoujihuihuaiyun。

tazhidaozaibuzhuajin,dengdaixiaobeidexiachangzhihuishisi。

……

xiaobeixinghoubuyuandaizaiyiyuan,yanxiaobaozhexiaobeidachehuijia。

“mama,babajinwanhuihuijiama?”

xiaobeitangzaiertongfang,angqitianzhenzhinendeliandan,zhengzheyishuangdayanjing,manhuaiqidaidiwen。

yanxiaokanleyanshouji,yijingshierdianle,pingshixiaobeizaozaojiushuile,jintianxiaobeiquehaoxiangyouxinshi,feiyaodengdaofuhanzhouhuilaicaikenshui。

zheimewanle,yanxiaozhidao,fuhanzhoubukenenghuilaile。kexiaobeijiushibukentinghuashuijue,wunai,yanxiaozhihaojifuhanzhoudadianhua。

lingshengxianglehenjiucaijietong,chuanlaiyigenvrenwenroudongtingdeshengyin,“wei?”

yanxiaoyizheng,yiweizijidacuole,fanfuquerenzheishifuhanzhoudehaoma,caiyazhesangzikaikou,“wozhaofuhanzhou。”

“hanzhouzaixizao……”nvrenlanlandeshengyin,touzhekegudeshuxi。

yanxiaonaozi“weng”deyisheng!shoujichadianshuaifeichuqu!

dianhualiderenshiyaojiayu!

fuhanzhoufangzaixinjianshangtengchongdenvren!

yanxiaoxiangbeirenezhuhoulong,yanyanyixidezhandou,yankuanghongleyouhong!

nanguaitatiantianwanshangbukenhuijia,yuanlaiheyaojiayuzaiyiqi。neigewunianqianjiuzhuzaifuhanzhouxinlidenvren,huiguole!

“wei。”fuhanzhoujieguodianhua,tadeshengyinlengdefachen,“youshi?”

yanxiaohoulongfajin,yankuangguntangqilai,“hanzhou,xiaobeixiangni,chaozheyaojianni,yijingshierdianle,tabujiannibukenshui,ninenghuijiayitangma?”

“yanxiao,niyouwanmeiwan——”

“fuhanzhou,xiaobeishinidenver,nihenwomeiguanxi,nibunengzheimeduixiaobei……”

“wozenmeduitaqujueyuni!”fuhanzhoulenglidao,“woconglaimeiyoukuiqiannidehaizi,liunianqian,shiniyongjipashangwodechuang,shinizhiyishengxiatadangzuonijiajinfujiadechouma。”

tashuo,xiaobeishitadehaizi。

tacongbujuede,xiaobeiyeshitadehaizi。

yanxiaoshouqishouji,caganyanlei,zhuangzuoruowuqishihuidaoxiaobeishenbian,“xiaobeiguai,babazaiwaidichucha,zanshihuibulai,niguaiguaishuijuehaobuhao?mamabaozhengnihenkuaihuijiandaobaba。”

xiaobeixianglehenjiu,shiwangditankouqi,nuonuodishuo,“mama,wohaipabababuxihuanwo。”

“zenmehuini?”yanxiaobaxiaobeibaojinhuaili,anfu,“babamamadouxihuanxiaobei,zuixihuanxiaobeile。”

“bushide。”xiaobeiqingqingyaotou,“bababuxihuanwo,woganjuededao。xianzaiwoshengbingle,babagengjiabuhuixihuanwole。”

“mama,woxiangjianbabayimian,rangbabajizhuxianzaipiaoliangdexiaobei,shenshushushuozaiguobujiu,wodetoufajiuhuidiaoguangguangle。”

yanxiaolengzhule,tongxinjishoudibaozhexiaobeiliulei。

fuhanzhouhenta,hendaoliantamendehaizidoubuyuanyiduokanyiyan,zhiyinweishitashengde。

wunianle,xiaobeizhijinmeixiangshouguolaizifuqindehehuhewennuan。