第3章
生不如死？
taxianzaiheshengburusiyoushenmequbie？
zhishitaxianzaibixuhuoxiaqu，tahaiyouzhang，xuyaozhaoneixie**qingsuan！
zhishikelianletafuzhongdexiaoshengming，haiweichusheng，jiuyaochengweitayaozailingjiazhanwenjiaogendegongju。
dantafashi，ruozheihaizinengpinganjiangsheng，tadinghuipinlexingminghutazhouquan。
yidandachoudebao，tajiuhuixiangbanfadaizhehaizilikailingjia，miandebeilingceyigebugaoxingjihuoguale。
linyumianbeidaihuilingjialaozhai，jianguolinglaofurenzhihou，bianbeilingcedaihuilingjia。
zoujinbieshu，linyumianjingyadefaxianbieshuketingchuchubuzhizhexianhua，qiangbishangguazhejitiaohongchou，kanqilaiyushehuadeketinggegeburu，shenzhihaohuadezhangzhuoshangbaifangzheniudetougaigu，youxieguiyi......
tazhengyihuo，jiubeiyongrentuidaolelingcededuimian，tashunjianhunshenjinbeng，wangzheyanqianzheigeyinqingbudingdenanren。
lingcetaishouqingqingmosuoleyixiatadexiaba，sixiaofeixiao：“wojinizhunbeidejiehunyishi，xihuanma？”
jiehunyishi？zheimejianlou？
ketayemeiyoukangjudezige，zhinengxiaoxinyiyideminchunchongzhetaxiaolexiao。
lingcedunjuemeishenmeyisi，chixiaoyisheng，huilehuishou：“xinglejiuzheiyang。”
“keshiyishihaimeikaishi......”yimingyongrenxiaoxindekaikou，zailingceyoulengdemuguangxia，shengyinyuelaiyuexiao，zuizhongxiaoshi。
lingcelandezaikanlinyumian，zhuanshenhuilefangjian。
beiyigerendiuzaimoshengdeketing，linyumiandunshiyouxieshouzuwucuo，xiayishigenshanglelingcehuifang。
jintianfashengdezhongzhongrangtaxinliqiaocui，taxianzaizhixianghaohaoshuiyijue。
tamantuntun，yanshenbuzhuchaozhelingcedeshenshangpiao，youruxiaocangshuyiyangdelaidaochuangbian，tajiangwaitaotuoxiaguazaiqiangshang，shougangjiechudaochuangru，jiubeilenglenghezhi：“gunquxizao。”
linyumianshentiyiduosuo，lianmangquyushizizixixidexilezao，chulaihouyingmiandoutoudiuguolaiyijianqunzi，bansuizhelingcebinglengdeshengyin：“huanshang。”
tadeyuqijiazajifenxianqi，linyumianchenmodechuanshang。
qunzidexiongkouchugewaidi，linyumianlianshangmanshibuzizaidenuodaochuangshangtangxia，jiangbeizilaqilaijihugaishanglebanzhanglian。
yigezhuanshenbujingyichupengdaolingceweiliangdeshoubei，budengtafanyingguolai，xiayiketajiuganshoudaoyigudalizhuaizhutadeshouwan，jihucongchuangshangtuolexiaqu。
【niyaoganshenme？】linyumianwushengdexunwen，beituochulemenwai。
“sheirangnipengwode？”lingceyandichongmanxiane，fangfobeishenmezangdongxichupengdaoyiban。
linyumianmanlianmeng，wuguyoujinghuangdewangzheta。
lingcekandaotazheizhangqingchunwugudelianmang，niezhutadexiaba，jihuyaojiangtadexiabaqiasuiyibandeteng，ranglinyumiantengdezhouqilemeitou，yanliyebichuleleiguang。
lingceyijiaochuaizaitadexigaihou，linyumianbushoukongzhideguizaidishang，yanjiaobichuleiguang。
“nijiuguizaizheili，haohaofansheng！”lingcejugaolinxianizheta，fangfoguowangyibangaogaozaishang，wangzhetadeshixianmeiyoubanfenqingxu。
xuanjihuifang，“pa”deyishengguanshangfangmen。
linyumianwangzheyanqianjinbidefangmen，liansecangbairuzhi，gengjiaqingxideyishidao，lingcedeyinqingbudingjiujingyouduokongbu......
dantahaolei，haokun......guizaidishangtayebugansuibianqishen，shengpalingcexiangqitadezhaoshuzhemota，zhinengjinjinbaozhuziji，yongzijidetiwenlaiqunuan，bishangleyanjing。
buzhiguoleduojiu，yanqianyipianheichen，linyumianbianshenmedoubuzhidaole。
shubuzhi，zaitahunmizhihou，yanqiandefangmenbeirenzhongxindakai，lingceqizhangdeshenyingsuizhichuxian，zhanzaiyuandidingdingzhushitapianke，banshangwanyaojiangrenbaoqilai，huidaofangli。
tayouchendemoudiyongdongzhelingrenkanbudongdehuiansixu。
danglinyumianzaicixinglaideshihou，shizaiwennuandebeiwoli。
tazailinjiayijingshuilehenjiudelengmuban，diyicizheiyangdewennuanshushi，fandaoyouxiebuxiguan。
tazhengkaiyan，chuangbianzhanzheweinvyong，nianjikanqilaidoubuda，lianyuanyuandeyanjingdadade。
“linxiaojieninxingle！wojiaobuding，shilaofurenanpaisihouninde。”
budingshuowan，zhuanshenchuqubalinyumianxingledeshigaosuleguanjia，buyihuiguanjiajiuguolaile，shiyiweikanqilaicimeishanmudezhongniannanren，yijinmenmuguangjiusaoguoletazuijiaodeba，danbingweiyoushenmebieyangdeshense。
“linxiaojie，zheilishilingshilaozhai，nizaizheilifeichanganquan，xuyaobangnintongzhilinjiaderenma？”
林菀眠摇摇头。
guanjiajiranhuizheimewen，jiudaibiaolingjiayemeiyoutongzhitamendeyisi。
“linxiaojiefuzhonghuaideshiwomenershaoyedehaizi，yeshiwomenlingshidezhangsun，laofurenxiwanglinxiaojienenggouzailingshianxinyangtai，zanshibuyaowaichuzoudong。”
guanjiashuowan，budingcongmenwaijinlai，dijilinyumianyigebianqianbenheyizhibi。
“linxiaojie，tingshuoninyizhishiyongshouyu，woyijingfenfuzheixieyongrenzaixuexile，buguozaitamenxuehaozhiqian，haixiwangninnengbaxuqiuxiezaibenzishang。”
kelinyumianxiaolexiao，taqishihuixiedezibuduo，yinweicongshengmusilezhihou，jimujiuyitayaozhuanxinyanxiyishuweiyou，burangtaxuexixiezi，yinweiyaokanyishu，tabudebuzijisixiatouxue，danzongguishimeiyoulinmirouzaixuexiaoxuedehao。
yinweimeiyouxueli，tadeyishuyebubeirenke。
xiangdaozheili，duijimudeyuanhenyoujiashenlejifen。
tatibi，zaibianqiandediyiyeshanglvexianshengshudixielelianggezi：“tani？”
linyumianxiangdaolingcezuowanturandenaonu，xinliqingbuzijindalegelengzhan。
buguotaxianzaijiranshuizaichuangshang，kendinggenlingceyouguan。
他？
budingminzuizhoulezhoumei，yidingjiushishuoershaoyele。
caixinglaijiuzheimedianjizhaoneiweihuoyanwang，tingshuozuowantakeshibeiershaotuochumenwai，jihubanguodeguizaidishangshouchengfa，zheiweilinxiaojieshibushiyoudianshounveqingxiang？
yaozhidaozheilingjialaozhaicongshangdaoxia，meitianzuiqipandeshi，jiushilingcebuyaolai！
“ershaoyezailaofurenneilishuohua，”guanjiaweiweiyixiao，“linxiaojiebubidanxin。”
guanjiashuowan，youfenfubudingzhaokanhaolinyumian，biancongconglikaile。
【jiwonagekouzhaoba，miandehedaonimen。】
budingkanjianbianqianbenshangdezi，bizibujueyisuan。
zheiweilinxiaojie，yiqiandingshibuzhidaozaoleduoshaozui，yanxiayouyaojiajiershaoyeneigeren，zhenshimingku。
“linxiaojie，nishilaofurenzhidingdesunxifu，meiyourenganduininderongmaoshuosandaoside。”
linyumianxiaolexiao，haishijianchijiaobudingnalailekouzhao。
kouzhaozhezhuletadabanzhanglian，zhiluchuneishuanglianyantouchedexingyanlai。
“linxiaojiedeyanjingzhenpiaoliang，xiangshihuishuohuaside。”
budingrenbuzhukuazan，yibianjilinyumianshutou，tadetoufashifennongmi，jiusuanshuilezheimejiu，haishiyishujiushunle，xiangshiwuheidejinduan。
linyumianhaijide，xiaoshihoumuqinchangchangjitashulianggebianzi，zongshiyinweitaihuazhuabuzhu，jiusanle。
houlaimuqinsilewo，jitashutoufaderenjiuchenglezumu，zaihoulaizumuyesile。
suoyouqintatengtaderendoubuzaile，fanerneixieqitarutade**haihuodechunfengdeyi！
xiangdaozheili，linyumianjiubuyoudexinkouyizhenmentong。
jiuzaizheishi，menkouchuanlaijixiaqingqingdekoumensheng。
budingxianzhuanguotouqukan，dunshilianshangshensebumiao。
“linxiaojie，xuyaxiaojielaile，ta......shixuguanjiadenver，yeshi，”budingyadileshengyin，“yeshiershaoyexihuanderen，congxiaozaizheizhaizilizhangdade。”
linyumianzheicaizhuantouwangqu，suishiyongrennver，danxuyachuanzhequebufan，duanfasuya，qizhiwenrou，cikeshouliduanzhetuopan，shengzheyiwanmaozhereqidetang。
linyumiancongxiaobianshiyaocai，xiujuejiweilingmin，qingyijiuchajuedaozheitanglidejifenshicai。
doushishanghaodebupin，duiyunfujiweiyouyi，zhishiqizhongjiazazheyisijiqixiweideshexiangdeweidao。
没想到这就开始了。
“linxiaojie，wonengjinlaima？”
linyumiantaishouliaoleyixiatoufa，yandimanshixiaoyidichaoxuyadiantoushiyi。
“laofurentedifenfuchufangjinibaodetang，nishenziruo，jinhoumeitiandouyaoheyixielaibuyang，zheitangbuhaohe，wohaidunleyanwo，yihuierjiaobudingnalaijilinxiaojierunrunsangzi。”
xuyazoujinlai，shifenziranzuozaichuangbian，wenwanyixiao，kanbuchusihaodebutuo。
linyumianchuiyankanlekanneiwantang，laofurenfenfudeyinggaibujia，zhishiyourenxiangyaojiecilaihaitabale。
buguotazhiyousangeyuedeshenyun，zheidianjiliangdeshexiangbuzuyirangtajikeliuchan，zhishitingxuyadeyisiyaoririhe，bianzuyijianqiyongxin。
zheiyidingshilingcedeyisile，shengpoutadeduzibucheng，biangaiyongzheifazi。
ruguobuxiangxiebanfa，jiusuanyoulingjialaofurenhuzhe，yenanbaobuchushi。
linyumianchexiakouzhao，duanqitangdidaozuibian，yuguanglixuyadeyanshenmingxiandixianeleyixia。
“ou！”tangdaozuibian，linyumianbiankongzhibuzhudiganouqilai，tangwanshunshijiukouzailexuyadetuishang。
xuyajingjiaoyishengzhanqilai，kanzhebeiyaotangzangwudequnziyanlinuhuoxianxiezangbuzhu。
“linxiaojie，zheidianxiaojiliangjiububileba？nanbucheng，niyiweiwozaitanglixiadu？woyaoshixianghaini，yebuhuiyongzheimechundebanfa。”
keyueshizuodemingxian，jiuyuejiaorenfanerbuhuihuaiyishita，bushime？
linyumiannaguobenzi，huanhuanxiedao：【wozhenbushiguyide。】
xuyabuxiedixiaoxiao:“niyuqifangzhewo，buruhaohaoxiangxianghaizichushenghou，nizheigeqizigaizenmebaoming,laofurenzaiyideshiniduzilidehaizi，ershaoyedexinyouzaiwozheili，nigaibuhuiyiwei，nizheizhangchouloudelian，huirangtaduinichanshengshenmexingquba？”
【neijiumafanxuxiaojiezaishengyiwantangjiwoba。】
xuyakanzhebenzishangdezi，yandimanshiqingmie，zhishifengcidehuahaimeidaozuibian，menkoujiuchuanlaileyishenglengxiao。