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“zheiduanriziyilai,niwozhijianlangqingqieyi,yesuanshiguoleyiduanshenxianrizi。”
“danrujinsonglangyaoquqin,woyebuyuanzuorentishen,gengbuyuanweirenqieshi,buruzanmenyibieliangkuan,zaihaobuguo。”
huayingangluo,songchuxingshunjianchenlelian。
“nizhibuzhidaozijizaishuoshenme?”
wozhishizhetadeyanjing:“woshifenqingchu。niwozhijian,buguoshilushuiqingyuan,yuanjuyuansan,bengairuci。”
songchuxingmeitoujinsuo,shuangyanzhongshanshuozhefennudehuoyan:“lushuiqingyuan?”
tashangqianyibu,shuochudemeiyigezidoudaizheyayidenuqi:“nijiujingnawodangshenme?”
“ninandaocongweiduiwodongguozhenxin?”
woyanleyankoushui,nulizhuangdesatuo:“songlanghebirucishengqi,zheichengniannannv,nanhuannvai,bujiushineimehuishi......”
songchuxingqihongleyanjing,wohoutuiyibu:“nishiwodiyigenanren,shuolainiyebukui......”
“nijingnawodangnidefengliuyunshi?”
tademuguanglingli,fangfonengchuantourenxin:“nidangzhenbuzaiyishileqingbai?”
womiansecangbai,mianqiangxiaolexiao:“songlangbushiyizhinawodangtishenme......nanbucheng,nizhendexihuanshangwole?”
“nizuomeng!”songchuxinglianshangchongmanledefennu,jiaoaoruta,zenmehuichengrenzijixihuanshangyigebuzhilianchidenvzini。
“doushuonimenzheixiepinminnvzi,gualianxianchi,nirujinjingnengzheimesuibian,dangwoshinideenkeme?”
“songlangshuodeshi,woyihouhaihuiyouqitananzi......wozheiyangdechushen,benjiumeiyoudixian......”
weilerangtachedifangkaiwo,wonulibiandizheziji。
zhiyaonenggouziyou,xiangdaowohoubanshengjishinian,woshenmedoubuzaihu。
“haidangzhenshi**wuqing!”
我呼吸猛地一滞。
suishuowoshiguyijitayanwohenwo,keshizheiyangnantingdehuashuochulai,wohaishikongzhibuzhudexintong。
“hao!nixiangzou,daoshishenglewodeshi!”
songchuxingyaoyaqiechi:“niyigenvzi,dounengrucihuodechuqu,woyouyoushenmefangbuxiade!”
taxiangyitoubeijinudeshizi,yijiaochuaidaoleyizi。
wonuliburangzijihuitou,zhidaotingdaotafuxiuerqucaimanmanzhuanshen。
本就该这样的。
woshenshouwuzhuzijideyanjing。
shuohaolebushangxin,kehaishishanglexin。
wobenbushishuyuzheigeshidaidenvzi。
woqinyanmudulebabamamaweilelihunchaodebukekaijiao。
cengjingneimexiangaidelianggeren,biciluchuzuizhengningdemianrong,henhensiyaozheduifang。
babadeboqingchugui,mamadexiesidili,buduandezhengchaoguanchelewozhenggeqingchun。
woshangledaxue,canjiagongzuozhihou,tamencaijieshulezhengchao。
因为爸爸生病了。
mamabuzaitilihun,ershizuozaibingchuangbian,ririzhoumababazaodiansi。
woshizaikanwangbabahuijiadelushangchudechehuo。
zaixinglai,jiudaolezheigemoshengdeshidai。
zuoweiyigepinjianv,zhongxinkaishileyisheng。
benyiweizheiyangpinkuderenjia,zongkeyifuqixieshougongduyisheng。
可现实总是残忍。
当下的女子更难活。
wokanzhezumucuomoerxi,kanzhefuqinyapomuqin。
keliandeniangqin,zaizhongzhongjiasuoxiajiannanqiusheng。
niangqinfuchulesuoyou,zhishixiangqiudefuqinyidiandiantengai。
keshizheiyangqiongkudefuqin,haishibeizhemuqingencunlideguafulalacheche。
woyongyuanwangbuletamenchenwoniangqinbuzaijiashihoudegouqie。
neigeshihou,wohaizaidishangwaniba,tamenyiweiwoshenmedoubudong。
kesheidoubuzhidao,neigexiaoxiaodeshentili,youyigechengnianrendelinghun。
我什么都懂。
qianshijinsheng,woqinyanjianletaiduodefuxinboqing。
wulunshishenghuowuyou,haishiqiongkunpinku,nanrendoudibuzhuyouhuo。
boqingguayi,shiluanzhongqi。
zuoweijideliyizhe,gaogaozaishangyapozhezijidezhenbianren。
xiandaishangkelihun,zaizheigudai,nvziyouqunalishuoli。
不如一人安好。
youlezheiyangdeniantou,woyuelaiyuedichujiaren。
keshibujiarenkeyi,woquexuyaoyigehaizi。
suizhewoyuezhangyuepiaoliang,fuqinkanwodeyanshenyeyuelaiyueqiguai,zhongyuzaiyouyiciheneiguafusihuizhihou,baolulezijideyitu。
taxiangbawomaijilaoyuanwaizuoqie。