jizhenshidebolimenfanzheguang，wokanjianzijiyizhangcanbaidelian。shoujitiezaierduoshang，youdiantangshou，
limianhezhengdeshengyin，gezhejiqiangonglihewuniandeshiguang，haishixiangbingzhuiziyiyangzhaguolai：“……dadiao。
”jiulianggezi。woditou，kanzhezijiweiweilongqidexiaofu，sigeyuele，gangxianhuai。hushizaihan：“linxiao！
linxiaojiashuzaibuzai？”womengdiandiaodianhua，shouxinquanshihan。jiashu？nalaidejiashu。duzilizheigededie，
gangcaigezhedianhua，rangtamabatadadiaoni。wojiaolinxiao。duzilizheige，
shiwohehezhengfenshouqianzuihouyidian“jinianpin”。neihuier，
tamangzhegentaneigemendanghuduideqingmeizhumapeiyangganqing，liangjiayaolianyindexiaoximantianfei。woni？
wojiushitajianbudeguang、nilesuishinengrengdedixiaqingren。fenshouneitiantingheping，tajilezhangka，shuebuxiao，
shuoshibuchang。wojiele，meijiaoqing，zhuanshenjiubatasuoyoulianxifangshilaheishanchuyitiaolongfuwu。
sheizhidaoyigeyuehou，wotudehuntianandi，yicha，zhongjiangle。dangshibushimeiyouyuguo。nazheneizhangka，
zhaogemeirenrenshidedifang，shengxialaizijiyang？haishitinghezhenggangcaidianhualineilengbingbingdelianggezi，chulidiao？
womozheduzi，limianneigexiaodongxixiangshizhidaowozaixiangta，qingqinggongleyixia。jiuneimeyixia，
woyanleishuadixialaile。qutamadehezheng，laoniangzijidezhong，zijizuozhu！wonazheneizhangka，paodefeikuai。
hezhengshilishida，dantiandadida，zhenxiangzangqilai，yebushibuxing。wozhaolegenanfangkaohaidexiaocheng，buda，
danshufu。yongneibiqian，panlegexiaoxiaodehongbeigongzuoshi，mingzijiujiao“xiaoman”。woduzilizheige，
xiaomingjiaomanman，woxiwangtaderensheng，xiaomanjike，bubitaiman，yebiekuiqian。manmanshengxialaineitian，
woyigerenjindechanfang。tongdesixinliefeideshihou，naoziliquanshihezhengneizhanglengmodelianhetaneiju“dadiao”。
zheiguhenyizhichengzhewo，bamanmanshenglexialai。qijinerliang，sangmenzeiliang。hushibatabaodaowohuaili，
xiaoxiaoruanruandeyituan，zhoubabaxianggexiaolaotou，keneishuangyanjing，wuliuliude，xiangjilehezheng。wobaozheta，
youkuyouxiao。congci，wodeshijie，jiuzhiyouwohezheigexiaozaizile。riziguodefeikuai。
manmancongruanpapadexiaoyinger，zhangchenglegenengshangfangjiewadexiaomowang。wode“xiaoman”gongzuoshi，
yecongmianqianghukou，daoyouleyixiaocuozhongshideguke。riziqingpin，dantashi。manmanjiushiwodeminggenzi，
wodexiaotaiyang。manmanwusuineinian，chuntian。taturannianle，laoshuotuiteng，kaishiyiweishishengzhangtong，meitaizaiyi。
houlaitengdewanshangshuibuzhe，xiaolianshabai，haifaqidishao。daiqushequyiyuankan，yishengzhouzhemeikanlebantian，
rangwoganjinqushilidayiyuanchacha。jieguoxiangqingtianpili。jixinglinbaxibaobaixuebing。neijigezizaxialai，
woyanqianyihei，chadiandangchangzaidao。yishenghoumianshuoleshenmezhiliaofangan、yuhou、feiyong……woerduoliwengwengxiang，
zhizhuazhujigeci：hualiao、gusuiyizhi、jishiwanshenzhishangbaiwan。wode“xiaoman”gongzuoshi，
yiniandaotouyejiuzhenggeshijiwan，ganggouwomenniangliangzaixiaochengwenbao。jishiwan？shangbaiwan？
wonamingyetianbushangzheigekulong。kanzhebingchuangshangyinweidalezhitengzhenzanshishuizhedemanman，xiaolianshouleyiquan，
wodexinbeisichenglesuipian。huilaojianeigedachengshi，shiweiyidexuanze。neiliyouzuihaodeertongxueyeke，
gengzhongyaodeshi，wobixuzhaodaohezheng。tashimanmandeshengwuxuefuqin，shigusuipeixingchenggonglvzuigaodexiwang，
yeshiweiyinengnachuzheibitianwenshuziyiliaofeideren。weilemanman，shenmezunyan，shenmeguowangdehen，
wodoudeyanxiaqu。wobagongzuoshidijiapanlechuqu，daizhequanbujiadanghebingyanyandemanman，
zuoshanglebeishangdehuoche。wunianle，zaicitashangzheipiantudi，kongqidoudaizheyizhongchendiandiandeyapogan。
andunhaomanmanzhujinyiyuan，kaishitongkudehualiao。kanzhezhenzhajintaxixiaodexueguan，tatengdehunshenfadou，
yaozhezuichunbukuchusheng，zhihuiyongneishuangkusihezhengdeyanjingkanzhewo，xiaoshengshuo：“mama，manmanyonggan。
”wobeiguoshen，zhijiaqiajinzhangxin，caimeirangyanleijuedi。zhaohezheng，chenglebihualiaogengzhemowodeshi。
taneigejibiedequanzi，bushiwoyigexiaoshiwunianderennengqingyimojinqude。woxianggewutoucangying，
zaitayiqianchangqudejigegaoduanhuisuo、gongsilouxiadunshou，haowusuohuo。tahuanleche，huanlesiji，
lianchangqudecantingdouhuanle。woshenzhiguqiyongqi，shitulianxitaneige“qingmeizhuma”zhao**，dianhuadatong，
wogangbaochumingzi，duifanglengxiaoyishengjiuguale，zaidaguoqujiushimangyin。qianxiangliushuiyiyanghuachuqu。
hualiaofei、zhuyuanfei、gezhongjianchafei……woneidiancunkuan，chengbulejitian。xinyongkashuabaole，
nengjiedeqinqipengyoujielegebian，beishuichexin。judadejuewangxiangbinglengdechaoshui，yidiandianyanmeiwo。neitianxiawu，
manmangangzuowanguchuan，kudesangzidouyale，haoburongyishuizhe。wozuozaiyiyuanlouxiabinglengdezhangyishang，
fanzheshoujitongxunlu，yipiankongbai。tianyinchenchende，yaderenchuanbuguoqi。guishishenchadi，
wobotongleyigelanshuyuxin、quewunianmeiganpengdehaoma。“du…du…”meiyishengdouxiangqiaozaiwoxinjianshang。
dianhuajurantongle！yigedichende、daizhedianbunaifandenanshengchuanlai：“nawei？”shihezheng！
shengyinbiwunianqiangengchen，gengyouyapogan。wodeshoudoudelihai，houlongfajin，yigeziyeshuobuchulai。wunianle，
woyiweizijihentarugu，ketingdaotashengyindezheiyike，judadeweiquhekongjushunjianchongkualewo。“shuohua。
”tayuqigengleng。“hezheng…”woshengyindoudebuchengyangzi，daizhenongzhongdekuqiang，“shiwo…linxiao。
”dianhuaneitoushunjiansiji。guolehaojimiao，taxiangshicaizhaohuizijideshengyin，binglengcigu，
daizhenongnongdechaofengheyane：“linxiao？nihaiganjiwodadianhua？xiaoshiwunian，qianhuawanle？
”tayiweiwoshilaiyaoqiande！judadequruganrangwohunshenfaleng。wosisiyaozhezuichun，changdaolexuexingwei，
caiyaxianeiguxiangbadianhuashuaidiaodechongdong。weilemanman，linxiao，niren！“bushi…hezheng，
wo…”woshenxiyikouqi，zhijiashenshenxianjinzhangxinrouli，“woxuyaonibangmang。jiuming…jiujiuwomendehaizi。
”“shenmehaizi？”taxiangshitingdaoletiandadexiaohua，chixiaoyisheng，“linxiao，nifengleba？
dangnianfenshoufeijideqingqingchuchu，womenzaojiuliangqingle。shaonazheizhongxiasanlandejiekoulaijiuchanwo，nizheizhongnvren，
wojianduole。”“womeiyoupianni！shizhende！”wojideyanleifengkuangwangxiadiao，“tajiaomanman，wusuile，
tabingle，henyanzhongdebing！baixuebing！taxuyaogusuiyizhi，xuyaoqianjiuming！hezheng，tashinierzi！qinshengde！
”“goule！”hezhenglishengdaduanwo，shengyinlishihaobuyanshidebaonuhebiyi，“biangushiyebiandexiangyangdian！
wunianqianfenshoudeshihounizenmebushuo？xianzaiqueqianle，xiangqinonggeyezhonglaiezhawo？linxiao，
nizhenshirangwoexintoule！biezailaifanwo！”“du…du…du…”mangyinchuanlai，xiangbinglengdedaozi。
wowozheshouji，zhanzairenlairenwangdeyiyuanmenkou，hunshenbingliang，ruzhuibingku。yangguangciyan，
woquejuedeyanqianyipianqihei。tabuxin。tamamanmanshiyezhong。tashuowoexin。zuihouyisixiwang，
beitaqinshouqiamiele。jiexialaiderizi，shidiyu。hezhengneibianchedimeilezhiwang。
gaoangdeyiyaofeixiangyizuodashan，yadewochuanbuguoqi。cuijiaofeiyongdedanziyizhangjieyizhang。
wobaitianzaiyiyuanzhaogumanman，kanzhetabeihualiaozhemodebuchengyangzi，toufadabadabadidiao，
shoudezhishengxiayibagutou。wanshang，wojiuchuquzhaohuogan。nengzuoshenme？woyiqianneidianhongbeishouyi，
zaizheizhongdachengshi，genbenzhaobudaoxiangyangdegongzuo。shijianyebuyunxu。wozhinengqubianlidianzuotongxiaodeyeban，
qulingchendecaishichangbangrenbanhuo，quxiezilouzuoanxiaoshijiesuandebaojie。yitianshuibudaosansigexiaoshi。
leidaojizhideshihou，wojiuzuozaimanmanbingchuangbian，wozhetachazheliuzhizhendexiaoshou，
kanzhetashuimengzhongoueryinweitengtongzhouqidemeitou。hezhengneizhanglengkuyanedelianjiuhuifuxianzaiwoyanqian。
henyixiangtengmanyiyangfengkuangzizhang，chanraozhewodexin。pingshenme？pingshenmetajinyiyushi，gaogaozaishang，
erwodemanmanqueyaochengshouzheizhongtongku？pingshenmetabuxin？pingshenmetashuomanmanshiyezhong？zheihenyizhichengzhewo，
xiangyigenbengjindaojizhidexian。neitian，manmandebaixibaodideheren，yishengxialebingweitongzhi，
bixulikeshuxuexiaoban，fouzeyouluneichuxuedeweixian。kezhangshangdeqian，lianyizhijinkoushengbaizhendoumaibuqile。
wofanbianlesuoyoudeka，suoyoudezhifuruanjian，yuequanshiciyandeling。wochongdaoyiyuanlouxiadeatmji，
bawozuihouyizhangyinxingka**qu。neishihezhengdangnianjiwodefenshoufeika，houlaipaolushiwobaqianzhuanzoule，
kayizhiliuzhe，xianggechirudejinian。yuexianshi：3.21yuan。judadejuewanghehenyishunjiantunshilewo。
wofengleyiyang，duizhebinglengdejiqipingmu，yongjinquanshenliqisihou：“hezheng！ni**！wangbadan！
neishinierzi！niqinerzi！tayaosile！nimanyilema？！nimanyilema？！
”shengyinzaikongkuangdezizhuyinxinglihuidang，daizheqixuedejuewanghefengkuang。hanwan，
woxiangshibeichouganlesuoyouliqi，tanruanzaibinglengdejiqipang，baozhexigai，haotaodaku。wobuzhidaodeshi，
yiyuandatingdevipdiantimen，zaineiyikeganghaodakai。hezhengyishenjiancaijingliangdeshenhuisexizhuang，
beijigetongyangyiguanchuchuderencuyongzhezouchulai。tashilaizheijiayiyuantanyibigaoduanyiliaoshebeitouzidehezuo。
wojuewangdesihouhetongku，xiangjingleiyiyang，qingxidizajinletadeerduoli。tajiaobumengdidunzhu，
ruilidemuguangchuantourenqun，jingzhundisuodinglezizhuyinxinglineigequansuozaidishang、kudehunshenfadoudeshouruoshenying。
wunianbujian，tabiandejihurenbuchulai。cangbai，qiaocui，shoudetuolexing，xiangyipiansuishihuibeifengchuizoudekuye。
keneijuewangdekuhansheng，neikegudehenyi，quexiangshaohongdeluotie，tangdetaxinkouyizhi。“linxiao？
”tashenbiandezhulishunzhetademuguangkanqu，dishengqueren，
“haoxiangshita…tagangcaihan…”hezhengdelianseshunjianbiandejiqinankan，xiahexianbengdesijin。tameiyoushuohua，
yemeiyoudong，zhishisisididingzheneigefangxiang，yanshenfuzaderutongfengbaoguojing。zhulishitandiwen：“hezong？
hezuofanghaizaideng…”hezhengtaishou，zhizhiletahoumiandehua。tamaikaizhangtui，jingzhichaozizhuyinxingzouqu。
pixiecaizaiguangjiededalishidimianshang，fachubinglengerchenzhongdehuixiang。wokudeyanqianfahei，
genbenmeizhuyidaoyourenkaojin。zhidaoyipianjudadeyinyinglongzhaoxialai，dangzhuletoudingcanbaideguangxian。
yigushuxide、lengliedexuesonghunhezheyancaodelinlieqixi，qiangshidiqinruwodeganguan。womengditaitou。
hezhengjiuzhanzaiwomianqian，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo。wunianshiguangchendian，tashenshangneigushangweizhedeyapogangengzhongle，
yanshenshensuidexianghantan，cikezhengfanyongzhewokanbudongdejingtaohailang。talianshangmeishenmebiaoqing，
danjinmindechunxianhebengjindexiahe，xieluletacikejuebupingjingdeneixin。“nigangcaishuoshenme？
”tadeshengyindichenshaya，daizheyizhongjiliyayidejinbeng，“sheiyaosile？
”judadezhenjinghequruganshunjianjuezhulewo。womeixiangdaohuizaizheizhongqingkuangxia，yirucilangbeibukandezitai，
zaicijiandaota。gangcaidesihouyongjinlewosuoyouliqi，cikezhishengxiabinglengdehenyihemamu。
wofuzhebinglengdeatmji，zhengzhazhexiangzhanqilai，tuiqueruandebutingshihuan。wosuoxingbuzhanle，yangzhetou，
tonghongdeyanjingsisidengzheta，zuijiaochechuyigejiqinankande、chongmanhenyidexiao：“hezong？zhenqiaoa。
laikanwoxiaohuama？kanwoxiangtiaosangjiazhiquanyiyangpazaizheili？manyile？nihedazongcaigaogaozaishang，
caisiwomenmuzi，bicaisimayihairongyi！nierziyaosile！tingqingchulema？
neigebeinimazuo‘yezhong’dehaizi！takuaisile！nikaixinle？gun！nijiwogun！
”woyongjinzuihouyisiliqihouchuneige“gun”zi，xiongkoujulieqifu，yanqianzhenzhenfahei。hezhengdelianse，
zaiwoneiju“nierziyaosile”chukoushi，chedichenlexiaqu，yinzhidekepa。
tashenhoudezhulihebaobiaoxiayishidihoutuileyibu。dantameiyoudong，yemeiyoufanu，
zhishiyanshenruilirudaodidingzaiwolianshang，sihuzaifenbianwohualidezhenjiahefengkuangdechengdu。
jimiaozhongsijidechenmo，kongqiningzhiderangrenzhixi。“tazaina？”hezhengdeshengyinlengdexiangcuilebing，
burongzhiyi。wolengleyixia，suijishigengdadefennuhebeiai。daolezheigeshihou，tahaixiangzenmeyang？
qinziququerenyixianeige“yezhong”shibushizhendekuaisile，haomanzutaneidiankebeidezhangkongyu？“guannipishi！
”wosishengmadao，“hezheng，shouqinineitaojiaxingxing！womenmuzishisishihuo，gennimeiguanxi！
gunhuinidejinwoyinwoliqu！”hezhengdeyanshenchedilenglexialai。tabuzaikanwo，zhijiezhuantou，
duishenhoujinruohanchandezhulilishengdao：“cha！wufenzhongnei，
woyaozhidaozheijiayiyuansuoyoujiaolinxiaodehuanerzhuyuanjilu！like！”zhulihedeyigejiling：“shi！hezong！
”liketaochushoujipaodaoyibian。“niganshenme！”wohuangle，puguoquxiangzulan，“hezheng！nimeiquanli！
niliwoerziyuandian！”hezhengyibazhuazhuwohuiwuguolaideshouwan。tadeshoujingjida，niedewogutoushengteng，
binglengdemuguangdaizhejueduideyapogan：“linxiao，nizuihaoqidaonishuodeshizhende。fouze，houguonichengdanbuqi。
”tashuaikaiwodeshou，lidaozhidarangwoliangqiangzhezhuangzaiatmjishang。budaosanfenzhong，zhulijiupaolehuilai，
lianseyouxiefabai，shoulinazheshouji：“hezong，chadaole！zai…zaiqilouertongxueyeke，zhongzhengjianhuqu，
linmanman…wusui…jixinglinbaxibaobaixuebing…gangxialebingweitongzhi，jixushuxuexiaoban，
dan…jiashuzhangshangqianfeiyanzhong…”hezhengdelianse，zaitingdao“bingweitongzhi”sigezishi，zhouranjubian。
tamengdizhuantoukanxiangwo，neiyanshenlifanyongdeqingxufuzadejingren，youzhenjing，younanyizhixin，
haiyouyisi…liantazijidoumeichajuedekonghuang？“dailu！”taduizhezhulidihouyisheng，zaimeikanwo，
dabuliuxingdichongxiangdianti。wogubudeshouwandetengtonghemanxindehenyi，liangunpapadizhuileshangqu。
wobunengrangtakaojinmanman！sheizhidaotahuiduiwodehaizizuoshenme！diantizhidaqilou。hezhengzoudefeikuai，
zhulixiaopaozhecainenggenshang。woqichuanyuyudigenzaihoumian，xintidaolesangziyan。zhongzhengjianhuqumenkou，
qifenyayi。hushikandaowomenyixingrenqishixiongxiongdiguolai，youdianjinzhang。hezhenggenbenbulihui，
tademuguangtouguobolimen，jingzhundisuodinglelimianneizhangxiaoxiaodebingchuang。
manmanxiaoxiaodeshentixianzaibaisedebeizili，jihukanbujian。tadaizheyangqimianzhao，xiaoliancanbaidexiangzhi，
toufayinweihualiaodiaodexixilala，luzhetoupi。geboshang、jiaoshangchazhehaojigenguanzi，
pangbiandexindianjianhuyifachuguilverweiruodedidisheng。hezhengdejiaobu，zaibolimenqianmengditingzhule。
tagaodadeshenqu，diyici，xiandeyouxiejiangying。tajiuneimezhanzhe，yidongbudong，gezheboli，
sisidikanzhebingchuangshangneigecuiruodefangfoyipengjisuidexiaoshengming。shijianfangfoninggule。
wozhanzaitashenhoujibuyuandedifang，kanzhetakuankuoquejiangyingdebeiying，xinxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshoujinjinzuanzhu，
tengdewufahuxi。manman…wodemanman…buzhidaoguoleduojiu，yexuzhiyoujimiao，yexuyouyigeshijineimezhang。
hezhenghuanhuandi、jiqihuanmandizhuanguoshen。tadelianseyijiulengying，danneishuangshensuideyanjingli，
youshenmedongxichedisuiliele。zhenjing、mangran、yizhongputiangaididekonghuang，haiyou…yisinanyiyanyudetongchu？
takanzhewo，yanshenbuzaishigangcaidebinglengheshenshi，
ershixiangzaikanyigewanquanmoshengde、rangtawufalijiedecunzai。
“ta…”hezhengdehoujiejuliedigundongleyixia，shengyinyadebuchengyangzi，
daizheyizhongtazijidoumeichajuedezhandou，“…tazhangde…xiangwo。”bushiyiwenju，shichenshuju。
daizheyizhongbeitiezhengzazhongbandehuanghuhe…queren。wosuoyoudehenyi、weiqu、kongju，
zaitazheijushayade“xiangwo”mianqian，hongranbengta。yanleijuedierchu，wozaiyezhichengbuzhu，
kaozhebinglengdeqiangbihuazuodaodishang，wuzhelian，shishengtongku。
zizhichengdejianxin、beiwujiebeirumadequru、kanzhehaizishoukudewuzhu…suoyoudeqingxuzaizheiyikechedibaofa。
hezhengmeiyoudong。tajiuzhanzaineili，tingzhewosixinliefeidekusheng，
kanzhebolimenneineigehetaxuemaixianglianquemingxuanyixiandehaizi。talianshangdelengyingmianju，
zhongyuchuxianleyisiliehen，neishiyizhongjinhukongbaidemangranhe…wucuo。zhulixiaoxinyiyidikaojin，
dishangyifenwenjian：“hezong，jinjidiaoyongdexuexiaobanhezuihaodejinkoushengbaizhenmashangsongdao。lingwai，
zheishiyiyuanganggangshoudaode…qinzijiandingjiajibaogao，jieguo…chulaile。
”takanleyiyantanzuozaidishangtongkudewo，shengyingengdi，“zhichi…hezhengxianshengshilinmanmandeshengwuxuefuqin。
”neifenbobodebaogao，xiangyouqianjinzhong。hezhengmeiyoujie，tademuguangsisidingzhebaogaojielunneiyilandejigezi。
zhulideshoujiangzaibankong。kongqisiji。zhiyouwodekusheng，yayierjuewangdihuidangzaizoulangli。xujiu，
hezhengcaijiqihuanmanditaiqishou，jieguoleneifenbaogao。tadeshouzhigujieyinweiyonglierfanbai。
tameiyoufankaikanjielun，zhishisisiniezheneifenbaogao，zhiguanjieniedekakazuoxiang，
shoubeishangdeqingjinyigengenbaoqi。tamengdizhuanguotou，buzaikanbingfang，buzaikanbaogao，
ershisisididingzhetanzuozaidishangdewo。neiyanshen，buzaishibingleng，buzaishiyane，
ershifanyongzheyizhongjiqifuzade、jihuyaojiangtatunshideqingxu——zhenjing、fennu（duiziji？
）、nanyizhixin，haiyounongliede、jihuhuaweishizhidehuihenhe…konghuang。“linxiao，
”tadeshengyinsiyadexiangshishazhimoca，“ni…haoyangde。”zheijuhua，buzhidaoshiyaoyaqiechidehen，
haishitongchexinfeidehui。tashuowan，buzaikanwo，mengdizhuanshen，duizhezhulihecongcongganlaideyiyuanlingdao，
shengyinlenglirudao，daizheburongzhiyideweiya：“yongzuihaodeyao！zuihaodeyisheng！qianbushiwenti！woyaotahuo！
bixuhuo！”jiexialaiderizi，xiangyichanghunluaneryayidemeng。qian，buzaishiwenti。