第十杯酒余生赎罪第6章

**dibabeijiu,jingwotuozhebingtizaiyiyuanpaoshangpaoxia,ernizaipangbianshuazheshipin,qingmiaodanxiedijiangwodetongkuguijiuyu‘xiangtaiduo’he‘yiyuzheng’。**zheibeijiu,hunhezhexiaodushuidecibihezhenduanshudebingleng,shitaweizijijiankangqiaoxiangdesangzhong。

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neiciyiyuanchongtuhou,linwandeshijiechedihuianxialai。shenglishangdeyanzhengfanfanfufu,xiangyitiaoyinlengdedushechanraozheta。ergengrangtazhixideshixinlishangdezhongya。tazhengyezhengyedishimian,jishimianqiangrushui,yeemenglianlian,lenghanlinlidijingxing。baitianzexianggeyouhun,duirenheshiqingdoutibuqixingqu,judadepibeiganruyingsuixing,shenzhilianqichuang、xishudouchenglexuyaohaojinquanshenliqidekuyi。shiyuchedixiaoshi,tizhongjijuxiajiang,jingzilidenvrenyanwoshenxian,quangutuchu,lianseshibingtaidehuibai。

tazhidaozijibuduijing,henbuduijing。neizhongcengjingbeizhenduanwei“zhongduyiyu”deheiwu,zaiciyigengxiongyongdezitaixijuanerlai,yaojiangtacheditunshi。kongjuxiangbinglengdetengman,chanraozhutadexinzang,yueshouyuejin。taxuyaobangzhu。

zaiyigeyangguangcanbaidexiawu,tazaicizoujinleyiyuan,guadeshijingshenxinlike。manzhangdedengdai、fuzadeliangbiaoceshi、yishengwenhequexilidewenxun……meiyibudouxiangzaibokaitaxuelinlindeshangkou。zuihou,yishengkanzhebaogaodan,biaoqingningzhong:“lin**,nideqingkuang……bizhiqianyanzhonghenduo。yiyuzhuangtaifeichangmingxian,banyouyanzhongdejiaolvhequtihuazhengzhuang。wojianyi,likekaishixitongdeyaowuzhiliao,tongshibixupeihexinliganyu,zuizhongyaodeshi……”yishengdunledun,muguangdaizheshenqiedetongqingheyansu,“nibixulikeyuanlineigerangnichixuchuyugaoyahetongkuzhuangtaidehuanjing!fouze,yaowuhexinlizhiliaodexiaoguohuidadazhekou,shenzhikeneng……”

yishenghoumiandehua,linwanyouxietingbuqingle。“zhongduyiyubansuijiaolv”dezhenduanxiangyikuaijushi,hongranzazaitadexinshang,rangtatouyunmuxuan。tanazhexindechufangdan,shangmianliezheyizhangchuanmoshengdeyaoming,jiaobuxufudizouchuzhenshi。

huidaojia,tianyijingheile。ketinglimeikaideng,zhiyoudianshipingmushanshuodeguangyingzhechenyukaozaishafashangdeshenying。tasihuxinqingbucuo,shoulijiazheyan,chajishangfangzhebanguanpijiu。

linwanchenmodihuanxie,bayaofangzaixuanguanjuzishang。neihualadesuliaodaishengxiangjingdonglechenyu。taniuguotou,kandaolinwancangbaidelianheshoulixianyandeyaodai,meitouxiguanxingdizhouqi,yuqidaizheguanchangdebunaifanheyisibeibailexingzhidefanzao:“youquyiyuanle?youkaileshenmeyao?linwan,bushiwoshuoni,niyitiandaowan……”

“chenyu。”linwandaduanta,shengyinyichangpingjing,pingjingdemeiyouyisibolan。tazhanzaixuanguandeyinyingli,kanzhetabeipingmuguangyingdehuminghuandelian,yiziyijudishuo:“yishengquezhenle,zhongduyiyu,bansuijiaolv。xuyaochiyao,xuyaozhiliao。”tajuqishoulidezhenduanshu,xiangjuzheyimianxuangaozijichedishibaideqizhi。

chenyulianshangdebunaifanshunjianjiangzhule。tamiqiyan,sihuxiangkanqingzhenduanshushangdezi。jimiaozhongdechenmohou,tamengdicongshafashangzhanqilai,lianshangbushidanyou,ershibeimaofanbande、yayibuzhudenuhuo。

“zhongduyiyu?”tadeshengyindouranbagao,daizhenanyizhixindejianruihenongnongdechaofeng,“linwan!niyouwanmeiwan?!zhengtianbushizheilitengjiushineilibing,xianzaiyoujiwozhengchugezhongduyiyu?nishibushijuedezheiyangtenengboquguanzhu?tenengxiandewokuidainile?!”

tajibuchongdaolinwanmianqian,gaodadeshenyingdaizheqiangliedeyapogan,shouzhijihuchuodaotadebijian,tuomoxingzipenzaitadelianshang:“nikankannixianzaizheifuguiyangzi!renburenguibugui!zhengtiandalazhelian,kusangzhe!genwoqianlenijibaiwanside!dangchuneigeyangguangkailang、huixiaohuinaodelinwanqunale?!neigenengpeiwofengpeiwowandelinwanqunale?!beininongdiule!beinizijizuomeile!”

tayueshuoyuejidong,xiongkoujulieqifu,xiangshijizanlexujiudeyuanqizhongyuzhaodaolexuanxiekou:“wotamashougoule!shougoulenitiantianzheifusiqichenchendeyangzi!shougoulenimeiwanmeiledebing!shougoulenixianggeyuanfuyiyang!dangchuneigeni,zaojiubeinizijidejiaoqinghezuosijihuile!”

meiyigezi,douxiangcuiledudebingling,henhenzhajinlinwanqianchuangbaikongdexinzang。takanzhetayinfennuerniuqudelian,tingzhetazizizhuxindezhize,neikezaoyimamubinglengdexin,jingranganjuebudaotongle。zhishengxiayizhongchegude、shenrugusuidehuangliang。

yuanlai,zaitazhuirushenyuan、pinminghujiudeshihou,zaitayanli,tazhishi“jiaoqing”,zhishi“zuosi”,zhishi“huiletajiyizhongyangguangkailangdeyangzi”。tadetongku,tadezhengzha,tadebing,douchengletayanqitadeliyou,chengleyakuatadezuihouyigendaocao。

linwanmeiyouzaikantayiyan,yemeiyouzaizhengbianyiju。tazhishimomodiwanxiayao,jianqigangcaiyinweichenyudechongzhuangerdiaozaidishangdezhenduanshuheyaodai。tadedongzuohenman,henqing,fangfoyongjinlequanshendeliqi。

ranhou,zaichenyufennude、diediebuxiudezhizeshengzhong,tatingzhilebeiji,xianggewanchengzuihouyishidezhanshi,yibuyibu,yichangpingwendi,zoujinleshuyutazijide、binglengdewoshi。

shenhou,shichenyushikongdepaoxiao,zuihouhuaweiyishengjudadeshuaimensheng——tashuaimenerqule。

fangjianlichedianjingxialai。siyibandejijing。

linwanzoudaochuangbian,kanzhechuangwaichenchendeyese。tameiyoukaideng,heianwenroudibaoguozheta。tanachushouji,pingmuyouyoudeguangyingzhetahaowuxuesedelian。tadiankaiyigemingwei“fangyisheng”delianxiren——neishitazhiqianyinpenqiangyanzhuyuanshifuzetadenianqingnvyisheng,fangjing。fangyishengzhuanyeyouwenhe,cengzaitazuiwuzhushijiguotayixiewennuandegulihezhuanyedejianyi。

linwandeshouzhizaipingmushangtingliulehenjiu,zuizhong,faguoquyitiaojianduandexinxi:“fangyisheng,ninshangcituijiandeshixinliweishengzhongxinneiweizhuanjia,fangbianbayuyuefangshijiwoma?wokenengxuyao……jinkuaiquyitang。”

xinxifasongchenggongdeshunjian,yidiguntangdelei,zhongyuzhengtuolechenzhongdejiasuo,zhongzhongzaluozaibinglengdeshoujipingmushang,suichengyipianmohudeguangyun。