第1章 精神病院唯一的病人

di1zhangjingshenbingyuanweiyidebingren

“sujinye,chulai!yourenjienichuqule!”

bansuirongzhangdetuimenshengxiang,huianzhaixiaodejiuwubeiyangguangqingzhan,gongzuorenyuanlengzheyindiao,buxieyigudaliangzhechuangshangdenvren。

zheilishijingshenbingyuan,kemianqiandezheigenvrenhepangrenbuyiyang,tashilimianweiyijingshenzhengchangquebeiguanzaizheilide——‘bingren’。

beichenghusujinyedenvrenanjingdezuozaichuangtou,chuimoudaizhide,buzhidingzhefangjianhechu,tingdaogongzuorenyuanyisheng‘yourenjienichuqu’,tamengranxianqiyanpi,xiangshisanhunqipoguileqicheng,sishuidemouziqiangliezhandouzhe!

yourenlaijietale!tazuzudengleliangnian,jihuminmielexiwang,zhongyuyourenlaijietale!

tajidongdecongpojiumuchuangzhanqi,queyinweizhangshijianjiuzuo,gangzhanzhishentibianzhongzhongshuaizaidishang,**ladechuganzaishouhelianshangmanyan,zhangxintengdezhongzhangfatang。

meiyouyigerenguolaifuta。

sujinyeyebuweiqu,calecalianshangdehuichen,zijimantuntundezhanqilai。

zheiliangnian,tazaojiuxiguanle。

“dongzuokuaidian,biedanwushijian!”gongzuorenyuanbuyanqifan,yanshenluozaisujinyelianshangyufafanzao,zhuanshenlikai。

sujinyehuangmanggenzaihoufang,yanzheyoushentouguangdezoulang,sujinyejiajingenshanglejibu,quefajuefangxiangbutaiduijing。

“qingwenyixia,yourenlaijiewo,wobushiyinggaicongdamenchuquma?weishenmeyaowangtijianshizou?”sujinyeyaxiaxinzhongdeyuyue,shuohuamanyouchidun,huayinzuihou,haishengchujifenbuan,shengparenaolegongzuorenyuan。

gongzuorenyuanbucenglihui,zhijingzaitijianshimenkoutingxia,duisujinyefenfu:“jinquba,yaodainichuquderenjiuzailimian。”

sujinyeyiting,yanzhongyanshibuzhudexinxi,shoukongzhibuzhuzhandou,tiezaimenshang,xinxianghuishisheilaijiedeta,shiqingmeizhumadeguhengan,haishiguimishengchumiao。

tachilidetuikaitijianshidetiemen,xingfendemuguangluozaitijianshineiyimoshuozhangdeshenyingshang——shunjianruzaoleiji,mianseshabai。

luniechenyouyadezhanzaizhengqianfangdewenjianjutai,beiduizheguangyeyangaibuzhushenzizhuoyue,yishenyidaligaodingxizhuangguozhejianshuojinshideshenqu,fuzaodaoxuebanwanmeigangyidelunkuoyinzhesuiyuejinghao,jianmeixingmu,bochunsuixingdeminzhe。

zhengzhengliangnian,canrendeshiguangbingweizaitalianshangtingliubandianhenji,dingduoshimoletadelengjiao,rangtawuguanlingli,biandegengjugongjixing,kezaisujinyekanlai,tazaoyiyumoshengrenwuyi。

liangnianjianao,shubuqingduoshaoriye。tameitiankoujinzhijiazaichuangbankezhetademingzi,yuanzengfenhen,yijitongkudeshewang。shewangtayouchaoyirihuixinzhuanyi,qinshousongtajinlai,zaijietachuqu,ranerqianbanniandewangxiangchengweitacishengzuidadezhemo,daozhihoumianyinianban,tazhideqiaosuilexinlicuchengdejianren,daixuetunxia,tongbuyusheng!

rujinliangnianhouzaijiandaoluniechen,sujinyefajue,zijixindizaiwudangchudongxin,jingranzhishengxiasiyifengzhangdekonghuang。

jingranshita!jingranshita!

sujinyemanshiweiju,suozhejianbangcangcudexiangyaowanghouduo。

gongzuorenyuankanchulaitadexiangfalenghengyisheng,buguanbugu,zhijingjiangtacubaodetuidaozaidi,diejinletijianshi。

zhishiyuerutijianshideyishunjian,sujinjiubeinanrenlinglihairendeyapolibidemianhongerchi,jinhuzhixi。

“kaimen!kaimen!rangwohuiqu,rangwohuiqu!”sujinyehedemianwuxuese,gubudeshentiyouduotong,niuguoshenfenlidelacheqiaodatiemen,kukuaiqiu。

tabuyaoziyoule!tayebuyaochuqule!

zhiyaobuheluniechendaizaiyichu,napayibeiziguanzaineitoubuchuguangdezhaiwutadoukeyi!