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jiehunsannian,shenjiaminglinghuilaijiushijiugeqingren。

chijuziweiwodazaodesongyuanchenglegangchengjinzhideshenjiahougong。

jinianrineitian,diyibaihaoqingrentingzheduzizhujinlai,jiaozongditikaixiezifenfuwo:

“jiaminggeshuonihenhuisihouren,xianlaijiwoangejiaoba。”

“haiyou,wodegoubunengliwotaiyuan,banidefangjiantengchulaijitazhu。”

shenjiaminglouzhetadeyao,yundanfengqingdichaowoxiao:“jiaxin,tinghua。”

wochenmoyingxia,zhuanshenhuifangshoushixingli。

shenhouchuanlaiqingrenmendehongxiao。

“haishijiamingyuqiyoudao,zheimezuonong,bupalaopopaole?”

shenjiamingyuqichaonong:“yourentianshengjiushigou,dadoudabuzou。”

muqinliuxiadeyingwuqingzhuowoshouwanshangdeshangba,woshirandixiaole◎

妈妈,我撑不住了。

让我来找你吧。

wotuizhexinglixianghedoudoudelongzixialoushi,shenjiamingzhenglouzhejiangwanzaishafashangrewen,zhouweiguniangmenbiaoqingsuanchuyoubuganfaxie

sanshibahaokanjianwo,chixiaodao:“shentaitaiyouyaolijiachuzoua?dijicile?”

liushijiuhaoxinshangzhemeijia,tanlekouqi:“renzenmenengzheimemeiyouzizhizhiming?tahaiyiweishicongqiana,diaoyidiyanleijiunengrangjiamingxintengdebuxing。”

qishiwuhaowuzuixiaodao:“tingshuojiamingqisuijiujuedingfeisongjiaxinbuqu,ershiersuichizibaiyijianlezheizuosongyuanyaojinwuzangjiao。xianzaini?songjiaxinbuguoshiyikuaiganbuzoudegoupigaoyaobale!dapozuochengzheiyang,haiburuyitouzhuangsi!”

wochongerbuwen,jingzhichaomenkouzouqu。

shenjiaminglanyangyangdeshengyinxiangqi:“zhanzhu。”

lianggebaobiaodangzaiwomianqian,wobudebutingxiajiaobu。

“awangangshuodenimeitingjianma?guolaijitaanjiao。”

众人哄笑。

“wojiushuo,jiaminggenbenbuzaihuta!yigexiayaopachuangde**…

jiangwanluchudeyidexiao,kaozaishenjiaminghuailishenleshen**dejiaozhang。

“mafannila,jiaxinjie。”

wowojinlexinglixianggan,piankehouhaishiqingqingsongkai。

shenjiamingyiguanbadaopianzhi,xiangyaoshenmejiuyidingyaodedao。

shangyiciwojujuebawudaoxunyandemingerangjijiangwan,xiachangshibeitabangzaidixiashilisantiansanye,tuibujirousunshang,zaiyetiaobulewu。

zaijiangwanshenbiandunxia,wominchunwozhutadejiao,mianwubiaoqingdirounieqilai。

zheishoutuinagongfuwoshiweishenjiamingxuede。

tacongxiaojiuyoupiantoutong,shiwusuidewoqiuleyigeyuecairangwenmingquanguodetuinashishouwoweitu。feiqinwangshixueleyinian,zicizaimeirangshenjiamingbeitoutongkunrao。

neishitazongzhanzhewoxiao,buxiangxianzai,kanwodemuguangbinglengzenge

woyeleile,buxiangyutazhengle。

zuihouzaimanzuyicitadeyaoqiu,woyaolikaile。

shenjiamingkanwodemuguangyujiashensui。

huran,jiangwan”a”diyishengjinghu,yijiaoyonglichuaizaiwoxiongkoushang

wodehoubeihenhenzhuangdaochaji,tongdejihuzhixi。

tasuozaishenjiaminghuaili,weiqubabadishuo:“jiaxinjie,nibuyuanyijiuzhishuo,weishenmeguyinietongwo!wojiaozhidouyaoguzhele"

shenjiamingxintengdiwozhuneizhiliansihaohongzhongdoukanbuchulaidejiaozhang,lishengduiwoshuo:“songjiaxin,niguoranedu!dangzhewodemianjiuganqifuawan!”

“haibugunguolaidaoqian!”

wohaimeicongtengtongzhonghuanguolai,jiutingdaodoudouputengzhechibangjiaojidijiaozhewodemingzi。

“嘉嘉!嘉嘉!”

modi,yizhenjutongxilai。

jiangwandeluoweinaliequanhenhenyaozhuwodeshouwan,liaoyashanzhefenglideguang。

worenbuzhutonghu,zenmeshuaidoushuaibukai,xianxueshunzheshouwanshangdefozhugugudiluo。

“ka”diyisheng,fozhusuilie。

wohuxiyizhi,neishimuqinliujiwode!

qiangrenjutong,wochaoqichabeizaxiangliequan。

“不要!”

jiangwanjinghuyisheng,zongshenpuxiangneizhigou。

wojinjishouli,chabeizaijiangwanbeishangdanleyixia,gundaodishang,wanhaowusun。

jiangwanquehaosishoulezhongchuang,baozhegouweidunzaidi,yanleibadabadawangxiadiao。

“haotong……jiaming……woduzitong……haizihuibuhuiyoushi……”

shenjiamingnubukee,tengdiyixiazhanqilai,zhuaizhewodetoufahenhendalewoyibazhang。

“songjiaxin!jiangwandehaiziyaoyoushiwoyaonipeiming!”

tafengfenghuohuobaozhejiangwanquleyiyuan。

wotangzaidishang,lianjiahongzhong,shouwanshangchouloudebazaicipokaitangxue。

muqindeshouchuanyeduanle,yibailingbakefozhugunlemandi。

buzhisheibadoudoudelongzidakaile,tafeidaowoxiongqian,xiaoxiaodenaodaizaiwolianshangzuotietieyoutietie,xiangshiyaojiwocayanlei。

keshi,wozaojiukubuchulaile。

congwomamaheshenjiamingbababeizhuojianzaichuang,shenjiamingmamaxinzang

病发去世的那天起。

wodeyanleijiuyiwenbuzhile。