第4章
guxinghebeirentuodaohanbingchiguilesantiansanye。
shentishilewen，jiangdeyijingxiguanlecigudelengyi，liansecanbaiwubi。
qishimeimeiridouhuianshiguolaiquxue，kanjiantaqicandemoyangjiuxingzailehuo。
“tengma？zheidoushinizizhaode。”
“ruguobushinixiangpohuaiwomenjingxinweixiaoshidiyingzaochulaidejia，yebuhuibianchengrujinzheifumoyang，shinizuigaiwansi！”
zheixiehuaxiangshimozhouyiyangzaiguxingheerbianyingrao。
其余师妹也都来过。
wubushijinggaotalizhangxiuyuanyuanyixie。
yaoshizaiganshanghaizhangxiuyuan，bianrangtazaiyeshengbuchuedudexinsilai。
顾星河想一死了之。
dankexiaodeshi，taxuruodelianzishadouzuobudao。
yinrushuangnandequzunguolaizhaota，yezhishiweilerangtakuaixiequjizhangxiuyuanpeizui。
“haibukuaidianqilai，tianheizhiqianyaoshirangwomeikanjianniguolaijixiuyuanpeizui，wobianshaletuanyuan！”
tuanyuanshiguxingheshaoshitongyinrushuangyiqijiuxiadexiaohuyao。
huaxinghousifanjianwusuideyouzai，beiguxingheshouyangzaishenbianjingxinzhaogu，danbiqiyouchong，gengxiangshiguxingheheyinrushuangdehaizi。
zaituanyuanxueshuohuashi，yinrushuangcengjingteyijiaoguota，“tuanyuan，yihouhanxinghediedie，hanwoniangqin，zhidaolema？”
guxinghedangshixiudeyaosi。
yinrushuangquejixushuo：“zenmehonglianle？tuanyuanzaihuannidiedieni，zenme，buxiangyaowozheigeniangqinle？”
neizhihou，quanzongmengengshichuankaile。
suoyourendouzhidaotuanyuanshiguxingheheyinrushuangdeyangzi。
guxinghebeifadaohuiguoyahuiguoqian，danxinzhangxiuyuanhuiduituanyuandongshou，teyirangtuanyuanlikaixuanqingzong，quemeixiangjingbeiyinrushuangzhuazoule。
“yinrushuang，tashiwomenyiqijiuxialaide......shiwomendehaizi。”
“zhiyaonifangleta，wobianlikexiashan，zaiyebuhuidaraonimen。”
weiruodeshengyincongguxinghezuilituchu。
tajiannanditaiqitou，siqichenchendecangbaimianrongkanzheyinrushuang。
shitunenggourangyinrushuangduituanyuanshouxialiuqing。
yinrushuangtingjianguxinghehantamingzizhenglengleyishun。
guxinghezuixihuanhantadashijie、rushuang，weidubuhuilengmodihantayinrushuang。
danzheizhongfuzadeqingxuyezhishitingliuleyishun。
“haizi？heni？yigechushengbale。”
yinrushuanghenkuailengmodidiuxiazheijuhuafeishenliqu。
guxinghezheijirizaoyibeitengtongzhemodekuzhongleshuangyan。
jibianyijingduitamenxinsile，danneishengchushenghaishicitongdaota，mamudeshuangyanwushengluoxialiangdilei。
shuangjiaozaoyibeibingshuipaolan，xigaiyezhishengxiazuanxindeteng。
guxinghezhinengpazaidishang，xianggecanfeiyiyangwangwaipa，shuangshoumanshixianxue。
xuanqingzongdedizikanjian，fenfenweizaineilixiangshikanxiaohuayiyangkantachoutaijinchu，zuibianhaishuozhezuiedudehua。
“shenmedashixiong，tazheizhongxinsieduderenzenmepeidangwomendedashixiong，zaojiugaibeisanqingxianzunganchushimenle，haishixiaoshidiguairuantinghua，bitaqiangqianbeiwanbei！”
“zheizhongshexiexinchangderenjiugaicuoguyanghui，zhenshijiwomenxiudaozhirendiulian！”
“zheiyoushiganshenmeni，congnalixuelaidexiasanlanzhaoshi，shibushixiangzherangdashijiekanjianlexintengxinteng？zhenshiexin！”
“dashijiehexiaoshidicaishijuepei！”
“......”
guxinghehuangruoweiwen，gengganshoubudaotamenjifengdemuguang，zhizhidaozijibunengtingxialai。
团圆还等着他去呢。
guxinghemaizhetouyidiandianwangqianpa，xianhongdexueyeliuleyilu。
shoubeishangturanchuanlainianyadecitonggan。
guxinghechadiantengyunguoqu，taitouyikan，zhinengqiaojianqishimeicongtashoubeishangtaguoqudebeiying，jinjiezheshiwushimeiliushimei......
“shenmeexindedongxi，dounongzanglewodexie。”
“kuaixiequkankanxiaoshidiba，xiaoshidichushizheijitian，dashijiedouburangwomenkan，zhenshiguofen，haimeijubanhejidadianwanchengdaolvqiyueni，jiuzheimejizhebazhanxiaoshidi！”
qitadiziyedoufenfenguolaicaishangyijiao，zuilishuozheyaojixiaoshidichuchueqi。
buguopianke，guxinghedeshuangshouyijingxueroumohule。
dantarengjiusisikouzhetudi，yidianyidiandiwangqianpa。
不疼。
他还不能倒下。
kezenmehuibutengni，guxinghezheijuposuideshentizaoyiqianchuangbaikong，meiyouyichuwanhaodedifang，meiyicitengtongdouzaitouzhitadeshengming。
tachadianyaosuileyacaimeiyouzaizhongtuyundao。
dandaoyinrushuangdedongfuqian，tianseyijingheileyouliangle。
danguxinghetaileile，fenbuqingguoleduojiu。
yanqianchuxianshuxidexuezishi，guxinghezaoyipijuandeshuangyanliangleliang，“tuanyuanni？”