zhaoyuxuankanzhelichenxi，yanzhongshanshuozhejiandingdeguangmang。tashuodao：“chenxi，woxianghenizhongxinkaishi。wozhidaozheiduinilaishuokenenghennanjieshou，danwoyuanyiyongwodeyushenglaimibuwomencuoguodeshiguang。”
tingdaozheijuhua，lichenxibujinyouxiedongrong。tacengjingwushucihuanxiangguohezhaoyuxuandeweilai，quecongweixiangguozheigeweilaihuirucijiannan。
“keshi……nixianzaideqizizenmeban？”lichenxideshengyindaizheyisiyouyuhebuan。
zhaoyuxuanshenxiyikouqi，shuodao：“wohuihetahaohaogoutongde。woxiangxintahuilijiewodejueding。bijing，wohetazhijianbingmeiyoutaiduodeganqingjichu。ertayeshiyigeshanliangdenvhai，tayidinghuizhufuwomende。”
tingdaozheili，lichenxibujinyouxiegandong。tacengjingyiweizhaoyuxuanyijingchediwangjileta，quecongweixiangguotayizhizaixunzhaotadexiaoxi。erxianzai，tazhongyuzhaodaoleta，bingqieyuanyiweiletafangqiyiqie。
raner，danglichenxixiangdaozhaoyuxuandeqizishi，tadexinzhongyoubujinyongqiyisikuijiuhebuan。tabuzhidaogairuhemianduineigewugudenvhai，gengbuzhidaogairuhemianduizijineixindezhengzhahemaodun。
第三章：挣扎
jiexialaidejitianli，lichenxiyizhixianruleshenshendezhengzhahemaodunzhong。tawufawangjizhaoyuxuancengjingdaijitadeshanghaihetongku，queyouwufakangjutacikedewenrouhejianding。
tazhidao，ruguoxuanzehezhaoyuxuanzhongxinkaishi，neimetajiubixumianduilaizitaqizidefennuhezhize。erzheiyiqie，doushitabuyuanyikandaode。
“chenxi，nihaizaijiujieshenme？”haoyouxiaowankanzhelichenxirijianqiaocuidemianrong，renbuzhuwendao。
lichenxitanlekouqi，shuodao：“wobuzhidao。wozhendehenmaodun。yifangmian，wohenxianghetazhongxinkaishi；lingyifangmian，woyoubuxiangshanghaitadeqizi。”
xiaowanwenyan，bujinyouxiewunai。tazhidaolichenxishiyigeshanliangdenvhai，zongshitibierenzhexiang。danshi，zaizheigewentishang，tajuedelichenxiyouxieguoyujiujieheyouyule。
“chenxi，niyaomingbaiyigedaoli。aiqingshiziside。ruguonizhendeaita，neimenijiuyinggaiyonggandiquzhuiqiuzijidexingfu。zhiyutadeqizi，neishitahenidewenti，niyinggaixiangxintahuichulihaozheiyiqiede。”xiaowandehuayuzhongdaizheyisijiandingheguli。
tingdaozheili，lichenxibujinyouxiedongrong。tazhidaoxiaowanshuodedui，dantahaishiwufakefuneixindemaodunhezhengzha。
“wo……wozhendebuzhidaogaizenmeban。”lichenxideshengyindaizheyisiwuzhuhemimang。
xiaowanqingqingpailepaitadejianbang，shuodao：“meiguanxi，chenxi。nikeyijizijiyixieshijianhaohaokaolvyixia。woxiangxinnihuizuochuyigezhengquedejuedingde。”
jiexialaiderizili，lichenxiyizhizainulidiaozhengzijidexintai。tashituwangjiguoqudeyiqie，zhongxinkaishizijideshenghuo。raner，meidangyeshenrenjingdeshihou，tahaishihuirenbuzhuxiangqizhaoyuxuandeshenyinghehuayu。
tazhidao，zijiyijingwufazaitaobizheiduanganqingle。yushi，tajuedingyonggandimianduiyiqie，wulunjieguoruhe。
第四章：抉择
jingguoyifanshensishulvhou，lichenxizhongyuzuochuleyigejueding。tajuedingjizhaoyuxuanyigejihui，yejizijiyigejihui，rangtamenzhongxinkaishizheiduanganqing。
dangzhaoyuxuantingdaozheigexiaoxishi，tajidongdejihuyaokuchulai。tajinjinbaozhulichenxi，fangfohaipatahuizaicixiaoshiyiyang。
“chenxi，xiexieni。wozhendehengaoxingniyuanyijiwozheigejihui。”zhaoyuxuandeshengyindaizheyisigengyanheganji。