第4章
“你要出国？”
xiaoqingfengzhengzhengdekanzhezheigewanshibugongde**。
zhaojiarenzheijitianshizheleshenmemo？
yigepingchangtongqingdali，kansiwenrouxianhuidenver，haohaodetichulihun。
yigepingchangyoushouhaoxian，mingxianbuwuzhengyedeerzi，juranyaochuguoshenzao。
“dui，woyaochuguoshenzao，yihouyexiangbangwojieyiba，bijingtayigerendapinyeburongyi。”
“dangran，womeiyouzhenduinideyisi，yenenglijienixianzaidechujing，bagongsihaijini，yesuanshiwuguiyuanzhu，bijinggongsiyuanbenjiushinifuqindechanye。”
zhaomingleishuodeshiqingzhenyiqie，dayoutongleixiangxidexima。
“xing，nishuodeyeyoudaoli，neijiuqubanlishouxuba。”
xiaoqingfengsisuolepianke，dianlediantou。
zheixiaozi，zongranyoushenmesouzhuyi，haidongxizongmeicuoba。
fanzhengxianzaiyijingshiwujiakeguile，yougeshuyuzijidegongsixianluojiao，yebushishenmehuaishi。
genghekuangfuqindechanyezijiyaohuilai，yeshiheqinghelide，suanbushangjianzhaojiadebianyi。
zhiyushengyizheiyikuai，yihoumanmanzaishuoba。
huorenzongbuhuibeiniaobiesi。
“xiaoxiansheng，youxiegongsiziliaohaizaiwojiedebangongshili，zhiyubanlixiangguanshouxu，qishihenjiandan，zhiyaoshuangfangqianzile，zaiwangshangshenbaoyixiajiukeyile，womenxianzaijiukeyiquwojiebangongshiyijiao。”
zhaomingleishuliandeshuochulebanliliucheng。
zheikeshitayilushangzaojiushejihaodetaici。
“好吧。”
xiaoqingfengxianzaizhixiangzaodiantuolihezhaojiaderenheguage。
jianxiaoqingfengrucishuangkuaidedaying，zhaomingleixinliyizhenjingxi。
meixiangdaozheigehunxiaozi，yidianfangfanzhixindoumeiyou，shabulajide，guaibudewojiehuihenilihun。
daoshihoukannizenmebachangzihuiqing。
滴滴....
zheishi，xiaoqingfengdeshoujixiangle。
haomaxianshishicongtangchaoshidalaide。
xiangyemeixiang，xiaoqingfengjiuzhijieguaduanledianhua，zijizaineiligenbenjiumeiyoushenmeqinqipengyou。
buguo，dianhuazaicilianxudaleguolai，siyoubujiebubaxiudejiashi。
“xiaolei，nixianshanglouba，wojiegedianhua，shaohoujiulai。”
xiaoqingfenghuilehuishou，jietongdianhuazouxiangledamenpangbian。
“xiaoshenyi，buhaoyisi，daraonile，woshitangchaoshigushizhubaodeguchengwei，qingwenshenyinixianzaihechu？”
dianhualichuanchulechongmanjingyideshengyin。
“woshixingxiao，kebushinishuodeshenmeshenyi，woxiangniyinggaishidacuoleba。”
shuowan，xiaoqingfengyougualedianhua。
tayixiangmeiyouxinqingjietingrenheyigemoshengdianhua。
zheiniantou，xianjiniguanyigaomao，ranhoumanmanshixingzhapiandeanlibibijieshi。
haimeiyoudengxiaoqingfengbashoujifangrukoudai，youxiangqilaijicude**。
“wodoushuodehenqingchule，nihaijiuchanbuxiuganma？”
xiaoqingfengmeihaoshengqideshuodao。
“duibuqi，duibuqi，womeidacuo，nishixiaoqingfengshenyiba，wojiushixiangqingshenyijiujiuwolaofuqin，talaorenjia....”
“dengdeng，nishitingsheishuowohuizhibingde？”
tingdaoduifangshuochulezijidemingzi，xiaoqingfengyejiumeiyouzaiciguadianhuale。
buguo，tahenhaoqi，duifangshizenmezhidaozijihuiyishude，erqieyigejingdehanshenyi。
suanqilai，zijichushoujiurenjiulianganggangzaifeijishangjiaqilai，yecaishiwuci。
zuizhongyaodezheixiebeijiuderen，doushiyiqianheshifuyoujiaojide。
yibanrengenbenjiubukenengzhidaozijiyishudecunzai。
jiuzaifeijishangjiuren，zijiyeshimeiyouliuxiarenhexinxia。
“shenyia，shangcizaimingjia，woyouxingjiandaoguonideyishu，zhishixiangwozheizhongxiaojiaose，buganyushenyipanfu，zheicishizaishilaofuqinweizaidanxi，pobudeyicaixiangmingjiayaolenidedianhuahaoma，jintiandarao，shishutangtu，haiqingshenyilijie，xiexie，xiexie...”
“wolaofuqinyijingbingrugaohuang，zhiyounizheiyangdeyishucainengmiaoshouhuichun，shenyia，qiuqiunijiujiutalaorenjiaba，zhiyaoshenyiyuanyichushou，yihouwomengujiadingweishenyishicong，ruguofangbiandehua，womashangguolaijieni，keyima？”
guchengweikuaisudeshuomingledianhualaiyi，yanyuzhongjinshikeqihekenqiu。
qishizheigezicheng‘xiaojiaose’deguchengwei，tamengujiadegushizhubao，zaitangchaoshikeshibuchuqianwumingdedajituan，zuoyongzichanyeshiyiyiweidanweide。
zhishixiaoqingfengmeiyoupanfuquanguidexiangfa，yejiubutaiguanzhuzheixiehaomendakuan。
dangran，tamengujiaheguchengweikouzhongshuodemingjia，youshiyouzhetianrangzhibie。
“haoba，kanzainiyipianxiaoxindefenshang，wokeyishishi，buguo，wokebushishenmeshenyi，dangran，wojirandayingleyehuijinlide。”
xiaoqingfengtingshuozijidedianhuahaomashimingjiajide，ziranmingbaizheiqizhongdeguanxi。
mingjiadeweirenchushizhidao，neishituotuodezhengnengliang，rongbudebandianhuaiyi。
suiranshishangyediguolidewangzhe，quemeiyouyisiyihaodelieji。
nenggouhemingjiayoujiaojide，yinggaiyeshiliangxinshangren。
“xiexie...xiexieshenyi...xiexieshenyi，womashangjiuguolai...daolejinidianhua。”
tingdechu，guchengweiyijingjidongdeshengyindouyouxiezhandoule。
gualedianhua，xiaoqingfengfajiletayigeweizhi，jiezhejiuquzhaomingyuedebangongshile。
xianzaitayaosidiaoshenshangsuoyoudaizhezhaojiadebiaoqian。
“kuaidian，biemomocengceng，shizaishebudejiumingshuo，woyehaozouren，jiranyiwusuoyoule，woyebuchazheimegexiaogongsi。”
xiaoqingfenglvlelvtoufa，bunaifandeshuodao。
yaobushizhaomingleitixingshuoshifuqindechanye，tahaizhendebuzaihu。
dangran，ruguozaizheilidachaodanaodeshouhui，yebushitadexingge，dengyihouqiangdale，xiangyaoshouhuihaibushifenfenzhongdeshiqing。
“haoba，nizhendehenxiangshouhui，wozunzhongnidexuanze，sisi，ninaqushenbaobanliba。”
zhaomingyuewunaideyaoleyaotou，bianshuobiandakaishenhoudemimaju。
dangran，zhaomingyueyongyuanmeiyouxiangdao，zheigesuoweiguihaidegongsizaojiubeitadidijitaokongle。
haiyigongsidemingyijielebushaodegaolidai。
zheishidezhaomingleiyayizhuneixindekuangxi，zheigetangshoudeshanyuzhongyuyourenjiepanle。
cishi，tangchaoshidegujia，dezhixiaoqingfengyuanyishijiu，shangxiayipianhuanteng。
“dage，neigeshenyizhendehuilaima？”
gujialaoerxinxizhiyu，haishibufangxindewenleyiju。
“lai？yinggaishiwomenquqing，niyiweishenyishigejianghulangzhongma？”
“dangnianmingjiaqingshenyideneigechangmian，nishimeiyoujianguo，womengujiashibukenengyouneigegejule，ai....”
guchengweishuowan，zhangzhangdetanleyikouqi。