第四章:棺中语

yinrenjianwobuxinwenwo,xianzaishibushiganjuehunshensuanruanwuli,naodaifanyun。

woxiayishidejiudiantouwentazenmezhidao。

yinrenjiugenwoshuo,zheishihenvguishuilezhihoudehouyizheng,ruguozhuabudaojixiaoling,woduanzeqitian,duozebangeyue。bisiwuyi…ruguowohaibuxin,zaiyudaojixiaolingjiubaxiuhebaofangzaitadeshenshang,taziranhuiyuanxingbilule。

yinrenshuodezheimeyanzhizaozao,wodongyaole。tashuodeshiyouliyouju,xiangbijixiaolingdehua,gengyoushuofuli。

xixiangzhixia,laoyedouzheimexinrenta。ruguomeiyoutabawocongniangdeshitilibawojiuchulai,yejiumeiyoujintiandewole。

ruguozhendexianghaisiwo,dangchuyouhebibawojiuhuoni?

fanguanjixiaoling,xianzaixixihuixiang,taqueshifeichangdeqiguai。

shuohuajian,womenjiuzoudaoleliuchaoqingdejia。jialicishiyijingbuzhiqileyigelingtang,liujiashoulingderenbingmeiyouzailingtang,ershidouzhanzaimenkou,lianshangmanshikongjuzhise。

wogangxiangwenyinren,daodizenmeshibianle?meidengwenchukou,jiutingjianwuzilichuanlaiyizhendongdongsheng。

dingshenyikan,shengyinshicongguancailichuanchude,liuweiguozoudaolemenkourangwomenjinquba,tayouxieduosuodeshuobuganjinqu。

yijinwuzi,limiandeqiwenbiwaimiandilebushao,guancailishierchuanlaileyizhendongdongdeqiaodasheng。shierchuanlaiyizhengezhigezhizhijiazhuamubandeshengyin。

woliansenandaodewenyinren,limianshibushizhuangcuorenle。

yinrenyaozhetoushuolimiandejiushiliuchaoqing。fengguandeshihoutayezai,liujiarenyedouyizhizaipangshouling,jiuyinweiliuchaoqingshibeiguijihaiside,suoyiyuanshazhiqitaizhong,caihuishibian。

wokanzheguancailifachudeshengyin,houbeizhifamao,guaibudebaneimexiaozhangdeliuweiguodouhedebuganjinlai。yinrenjianzhuangrangwobuyongjinzhang,chaozhemenwaihanleliuweiguoyisheng。

liuweiguoyilianbuqingyuandejinlaile,duosuozhewenyinrenganma。

yinrenfenfuleliuweiguoquzhaoyizhizuniandegongjiheyiwanheigouxue。

liuweiguolianliandediantou,jiuchuquzhaohurenzhaozheixiedongxile。

wowenyinrenwoyaozuoshenme?tazhishigaosuwozaiyipangkanzhejiuxing,denghuiyouxuyaowodedifang

shuoshizaide,zheiguiyideqifen,rangwoganjuepangbianzhanzhedoushijianao。

meiyihuizhihou,liuweiguojiunazheyinrenfenfudedongxiguolaile。

yinrenkanjianliuweiguolianseshabai,jiurangtaxianchuquba。

jinjiezhe,congtasuishendaizhedebudouli,taochuleyijuanhongshengheyibajinsedexiaodao。rangwobashoushenguoqu,wojingtidewentazuoshenme。

tagenwoshuo,woshishishengzi,suoyishizhiyinming。erwujibifan,zhiyinmingjiuhuishengchuchunyangxue,chunyangxuenaishiqushadebaobei,yonglaizhenguanzhengheshi。

wosidongfeidongdedianlediantou。tajiuyongneibajinsedexiaodao,qingqingdehuaguowodezhijian。

zhijianshunjianjiuchuxianleyidaoxiaokouzi。chaozhezhuangheigouxuedewanli,dilejidixue。

jinjiezhejiujiaozailetanachudehongxiantuanzhishang,zuowanzheiyiqie。tabaxiantuandijiwo,rangwoqubahongxianraozaiguancaishangjiuhao。

woxinlifachudewentazenmenong。

tafeichangcaolvdegenwoshuo,zhiyaobazhenggeguancaidouchanshangjiuxing。

shuowanhou,tajiubudaliwole。ziguzidetaochuleyizhimaobi,zaihuangzhishangxiehualeqilai。

wozhinengyingzhetoupi,nazhexiantuankaojinleguancai。

daoleguancaipang,jiuganjuedaoleyigucigudebingliang,haoxiangzoudaoleyigebingjiaoli。

guancaigaishangcishijingranqileyicengboshuang,yaozhidaozheidouyijing8yuefenle。

jianwozhanzaiguancaipangbudong,yinrencuicuwokuaidiannong。suiranfeichangbuqingyuan,danhaishibaxiantuanshunzheguancairaoleqilai。

gangraowanyiquan,limianshitisihushoudaolecijiyiban,fengkuangdezailimiannaozheguancaiban,chuanchuleyizhensherenxinpodejianxiaosheng。

wohedelianmanghuitouwenyinrenshizahuishi。yinrenliansenankande,rangwobieting,bazhenggexiantuanraowan。

xianzaiyijingbeibishangliangshanle,zhinengyingzhetoupijixuzuo,shunzheguancairaowanzuihouyiduanhongshengdeshihou,zhenggeguancaishangjingranmaochuyizhenrouyankejiandeheiqi。

guancailidejianxiaoshengyehuachengleyigerendeshengyin。

“小…九…”

woshunjianjiulengzhule,wenyinrenguancailideshitishibushizaijiaowo。

yinrenjimeiyouqueren,yemeifouren。

shouzhongnazhejizhanghuangzhi,zuilizhenzhenyouci,shuangshoubuduandejieyin,rangwobaneizhigongjifangzaiguantouyonghongshengdeyitou,shuanzhugongjitui。

wozhaozheyinrendehua,baguantoudehongshengshuanlegongjituishang。yucitongshitayebashijizhangdehuamanledongxidehuangzhitiezaileguancaishang。

suizheyinrendeyizhenbaohesheng,gongjimingjiaoleyisheng,suihoujiuzhitingtingdedaozaileguantou,sidebunengzaisile…

yinrenchuanzhecuqi,neishuanghuimengmengdeyanjingdingzheguancaikanlehaojiu,caleetoushanghan,genwoshuozongsuanshizhenzhule。

guancaizaishunjianxiaotingle,yinrenjiaolaileliuweiguo。gaosuta,zheigeguancaibunengtingshitaijiu,mingtianbixuyaohuozang。

liuweiguozhishilianliandediantou,gangcaideyimu,tazaimenwaiyeshiqinyanmudude。yinrenfenfuleyixialiuweiguo,mingtianxuyaodedongxi,haiyoutaiguanrendeyaoqiu。

shuowan,yinrenjiuzhuantoukanxiangwoshuodao“zhongjiu,haiyouzuizhongyaodeyigeshiqing,feinibuke。”

kanzheyinrendebiaoqing,woyinyindejuedemeishahaoshi。

guoran,yinrengenwoshuo,guancaisuiranzhenzhule,danshihaixuyaowoyaguan。zheigeguancainaishidasha,yibanderengenbenyabuzhu。

我问他怎么压。

tagenwoshuorangwopazaiguancaishangshuiyijuejiuhao。

woyikaishixiangjujuede,danshiyinrenqueyadileshengyingenwoshuo,congmouzhongjiaodushangshuo,liuchaoqingjiushibeiwojihaiside。woruguorangliuchaoqingzaodianrutuweian,yesuanshijiliujiarendeyidianbuchang。erqiezheigechashi,chulewosheiyezuobule。

tadouzheimeshuole,woyebuhaozaijujuele。zhinengziwoanwei,fanzhengcongxiaoguancaiwoyemeishaoshui。

yiyaoya,jiupashangleguancai,pazaileguancaishang。yinrengaosuwo,tajiuzaimenwaishouzhe。

zhenggelingtangjiushengxiawoyigerenle。

benxiangzherangzijishuiguoqu,haorangshijianbuneimenanao。danshizenmeshuiyeshuibuzhe…

jiuzaiwochangshizhegezhongcuimiandefangfadeshihou,erpangturanchuanlaileyizhenqilidenvsheng。

“xiaojiu,fangwochulai…wohaonanshou…xiaojiu…”

xiayishidesixiaguanwang,zhouweibingmeiyouren。jiuzaiwofangqixunzhaodeshihou,zheiyizhenshengyinyouyicidexiangleqilai。

shengyinhaoxiangshicongguancailichuanlaide…

wozhenggerenshunjianjiumengle,guancailimingmingshiliuchaoqing,zahuichuxianyigenvrendeshengyin,nanbuchengshinongcuorenle?

danshizheiyizhenzhendeqilideshengyin,genbenmeiyoutingxialaideyisi。

renlejifenzhongzhihou,woshizaishirenbuzhule。

wolianmanghanleyishengyinren,buguojinlaidequeshiliujiadeyigexiaohuo。xiaohuogenwoshuo,yinrengangcaiheliuweiguoquxuanmingtianhuozangdedizhile,wenwoyoushima?

wolianmangwenxiaohuoyoumeiyoutingjianguancailiyoushengyin?

xiaohuolenglejimiao,feichangkendingdeshuomeishengyina。

zhendejianguile,weishenmewonengtingjiana…xiaohuojianwozhuangtaiyeyoudianshenshentaotaode,rangwojianchiyixia,jiupaochuqule。

woyebuganmaomaorandecongguancaishangxialai,zhinengyingao。yizhidaotianseweiliangdeshihou,neishengyincaitingxie。

eryinrenzeshidaozaochenbadianzuoyou,caiguolai。jiandaota,wolianmangbazhiqianyudaodeshiqingduizhetafushuleyibian。

yinrenchaozheguancaipangkanlekan,suihouyouqingqiaolejixia。gaosuwokenengshizheiliangtiantaileile,chanshenghuantingle。

jiantazheimequeding,wodouhuaiyizijishibushitingcuole。

yinrenrangwocongguancaishangxialaiba,denghuibaguancaijihuohuazhihou,zheigeshiqingyesuanshijieshule

shuozhe,tajiaolaileliuweiguo,liuweiguoshenhougenzhebagexiaohuo。

zaiyinrendezhidaoxia,zhongrenjiuweijiuzhunbeitaiguanquhuohua。zheibagexiaohuo,yeshiyinrenteditiaoxuande,doushishuhumeijiehunde。

bansuizheyinrendahanyisheng“qiguan”

danshi,bagejingzhuangdexiaohuosihubachinaideliqidoushichulaile,danshiguancaiquewensibudong。changshilejixiazhihou,zheixiegexiaohuoliandouzhangchenglezhuganse,doumeinengjiangguancainuodongfenhao。

jiandaolezheiyimu,yinrenzoudaoleguancaitou,bazijideetoutiezaileguancaigaishang。

guolejimiaozhongzhihou,tamengdiqishen,kanxianglewo,rangwodaoguantouqufuyiba。

woxinzhongsuiranfandigu,danhaishizhaozuole,bashouqingfuzaileguancaishang。yinrenyoudahanleyisheng“qiguan。”

zhongrenheleyisheng,zheixiaqingeryijudejiujiangguancaijitaiqilaile…