第四章 心软

henkuai,baiweikaishiroutaiyangxue,sihuyouxieleile。

guolepianke,baiweinazhebaoqishen,wangxishoujiandefangxiangzouqu,dagaishixiangquxibalianqingxingyixia。

baiweigangzou,neinandemashangqishenqujiezhang,bingxunsugenzhezouxiangxishoujian。

womeiyougenjinqu,ershinachushixianzhunbeidekouzhaoheyanjingdaishang,raoguolingyicetongdaozaiguaijiaojingjingdengdai。

woganggangkanguodixing,zhidaoxishoujianlingyicedetongdaoshitongwangdianti,keyizhidaloushangkefang,buchuyiwaidehua,leiyunbaotamenhuibabaiweidaidaoloushang。

guoran,denglejifenzhong,neinandechuxianle,beizhejihubushengrenshidebaiweiwangdiantidefangxiangzou。

leiyunbaozegenzaihoumian,butingdishuozhexie“doushuolebaizongbunenghejiu、kuaibatasongdaokefangxiuxi”zhileidehua。

cashenerguoshi,wowendaolenongliedejiuwei。

xianran,leiyunbaotamenganggangjibaiweiguanlegaodujiu,haiyilurangrang,rangbierenwuyiweibaiweizhendeshihezuile。

querentamenzoujindiantijianzhihou,wotuihuicantingxiuxiqu,nadiaoyanjinghekouzhao,dengleliangfenzhonghou,zhuangzuozhejidipaodaoqiantaiwenfuwuyuan:

wojiedaopengyoudianhua,shuotahezuishangkefangxiuxile,danbuzhidaoshinagekefang,yedabutongdianhua,zhizhidaotahelingwailiangweinanxingpengyouzaiyiqi,rangfuwuyuanbangwozhaofangjianhao。

fuwuyuantongguoduijiangjiwenlejiju,querengangcaiyougenvdezuidebushengrenshi,ranhougaosulewo1208,gangjinfangjianbudaoyifenzhong。

wozuodiantilaidaoshierlou,zaidiantijiandengdaizhe。

dasuandengjifenzhongzaibaojing,zaijingchadaodadezheiduanshijianli,leiyunbaohetadetongban,kendingyijingduibaiweixiashoule。

woyouxiebaofubandexingfen。

xiangzhexiangzhe,wohuranyouxiefanzao,haiyouxiemomingdebuan,erqieyuelaiyueqianglie。

renbuzhunachuyigenxiangyandianran,henhenxileyikou。

“kao”,woturanrenbuzhumaleyiju,ranhourengdiaoyantou,feikuaidichongdao1208menqian,taishouqiaomen。

“shei?”limianxiangqileiyunbaoyouxiejinghuangdeshengyin。

woteyiyonggongjingdeyudiaoshuo,“fuwuyuan,gangcaineiweinvshizaicantingdiaoleyifuyanjing,wojitasongshanglaile。”

“buyongle,neiyanjingbuyaole,nirenglajitongba。”

“xiansheng,neiyangdehuawohuibeikougongzide,nizhiyaodakaimenfeng,wobayanjingdijinqujiuxingle。”

leiyunbaomeihuihua,wochenjiwanghoutuileliangbu,nachuyanjingfangdaofangmenguanchakongqianmian。

duanzanpiankehou,fangmendakaileyitiaofeng。

womengranqianchong,henhenyijiaochuaizaifangmenshang。

“peng”,fangmenzhuangzaileiyunbaoshenshang,batafeipangdeshentizhuangdaozaidi。

wochonglejinqu,shunshihenhenchuailejijiaoleiyunbao,tadetongbanfanyinghenkuai,xionghendichaowochongleguolai。

sanniandejianyushenghuo,rangwodejinshendadoujiweiqianghan,sanquanliangjiaojiubazheilianghuogandaozaidishang。

“zheishibanbuchengle,ganjinzou。”

leiyunbaoshuozhechenjiduomenerqu,tadetongbanyegenzhepaolechuqu。

wokandaoletangzaichuangshangdebaiwei,leiyunbaodeyaokendingyouneizhongchengfen,yebushichedimidaode。

yinweibaiweihainengouerweiweibaidongshoubei,yanjingbanmizhe,touchushishenhemili,zaitaneizhangjingzhidelianshangxiandejiqiyouhuo,shenshangneitaodetigaoyadetaoqunyouxielingluan,weicengtunqu。

xianran,tahaimeibeiwuru。

danshikandaotaxianzaizheifuyangziwodeshenjingbeiqiangliedi**zhe。

zheigeyongyouwanmeishencaidepiaoliangnvren,zheigezuotianhaigaogaozaishang,binglengdejurenyuqianlizhiwaidenvren,rujinjiuzaiwomianqian。

wohuanhuanzoudaolechuangbian,molemozheinvrendelian,zuihouhaishiyazhulechongdong。

wokuxiaozhe,jingranyoujiulezheinvrenyici,mingmingdadingzhuyi,yaorangzheinvrenchangchangneizhongtongku,kezuihouhaishixinruanle。

woshuaishuaitouxiangyaodiudiaoneiguzizaodong,kandaochuangtoujushangyouyipingkuangquanshui,naguolainingkai,mengguanlejikou,youmoleyibalian。

shengxiadeshuizequandaozaibaiweilianshang,rangtazaodianqingxing,landeguanchuangdanyoumeiyoubeidashile。

ranhouzuozaichuangbian,dianleyigenyan,rangzijilengjingxialai,kaolvzheijianshigaizenmechuli。

baojingshikendingde,dandexianxiangxiangjingchalailezhihou,wogaizenmeshuo。

dexianghaogaizenmejieshizijiweihegenzongbaiwei,weihebutiqianzuzhileiyunbaotamen,weihebujinzaobaojing。

yizhiyanmeichouwan,woganjueyouxietouyun,yiweizijiyanzuile,yushibayantouqiamiele,qishenxiangquxishoujianxibalian。

dangangzhanqilai,jiuganjuedaoyizhenjuliedetouyunmuxuan,jiaoxiayekaishifaruan。

womengranyijing,jimangjianqidishangneigekongdekuangquanshuipingkanleyiyan,youniutoukandaodianshijipangbiangenzheigebushiyigepaizidekuangquanshui。

wanle,wogangganghedeneipingshui,kendingshileiyunbaoliuxiade,erqieshifangledongxide。

yinggaishitayufangbaiweizaicantingmeibeimidaoerteyizhunbeide,huozhebaiweijinjiudianhouturanxinglaidehua,zaijitaduoguanjikoude。

wogangcaiyuwangshaonaodeshihou,yagenjiumeizhuyi。

baiweizhihelebanbei,liangsanfenzhongdeshijianjiubeimidaole,erwohelebangekuangquanshuiping。

henkuaiwojiuganjuedaoleshoujiaofaruan,yishishiqingxingde,danhunshenmeiliqi。

jinjiezhewodaozailechuangshang,kaozhebaiwei,yizhishouhaidazaitashenshang。

wolingyizhishoufeiliditaochushouji,mianqianganle110zheisangehaoma,turanshouyiruan,shoujidiaozailedishang。

wohenjiaoji,xiangjianqishouji,danmeiyouliqifanshenzuoqilai,shenzhifabuchuyisishengyin。

zhinengxiaofududibaidongshoujiao,erqiehenfeijing。

jiulianfangzaibaiweishenshangdeshoubei,baidonglebantianyemeinengnaxialai。

henkuai,chenzhongdeyanpigailexialai,woxianrulefeishuisishuidehunhuneedezhuangtai。

buzhiguoleduojiu,wohuranganjuelianshangaileyibazhang,**ladeteng。

fenlidizhengkaiyanpi,shixianhuangdelihai,zhikandaoyidaorenyingzhengyaoyaohuanghuangdiwangwaipaoqu,sihushibaiwei。

wocalecayanjing,mengranxiangqihunmizhiqiandeshi。

xiangqilezijizuowanyizhishuizaibaiweipangbian,erbaiweiyishanbanjie......tagaibuhuiyouwuhuiwoleba。