dangshangtaihoudiyitian，wobeishezhengwangjiyule
laohuangdisile，womanxinyiweiwonengruyuanquhuanglinganxiangwannian，
meixiangdaoyizhuantouwochengletaihou。
当上太后的第一天，
henliduladeshezhengwangdangzhemanchaowenwudemianshuo：「chentingwentaihoufengyunyoucun......」
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cefengtaihouzheitian，kongwuyirendeqingongli，
shezhengwangqixiujijuqinlvexingdemuguangluozaiwoshenshang，tayibuyibuxiangwobijin。
「ni，ni，nibieguolai......」
wochuanzheyishendanboliyisesefadou，mulujingkongyibuyibuwanghoutui，
zhidaodiezuochuangta，tuiwuketui。
qixiuqishenershang，lengliebadaodeqixixiangyizhangwuxingdewangjinjinbaoguozhewo。
tashizhiyongliniezhuwoxiaba，xiximosuo，cucaodezhifumodewoxinendejifushengteng。
muguangtanlanyicuncunsaoguowoshentidequxian。
woliansebaohong，xiufenyusi。
qixiufushenqingtan，youruemodiyu：「saosao，nizhongyushiwodele......」
chiredeqixipensaerbian，gouqiyizhensusumamadeyangyi。
wohunshenyizhan，shoujiaofaruan，shengyindaizhebuzijuedezhandou。
「fang，fangsi，ai，aijiashitaihou......」
wodexuzhangshengshibingmeiyoushiqixiuhoutui，
fanerrangtayandidexingfenzhiyigengsheng，tawufaziyideliekaizuijiao，
「saosaozaiduomaliangju，haoting。」
woyanjingdengdeliuyuan，nanyixiangxiangyihenlidulazhuchengdeshezhengwangjingshigeqingtiaodedengtulangzi。
qixiuqingxiaoyisheng，shenchuxiuzhangdeshouzhishunzhewodelianjiahuaxia，yilumanyanzhibojingsuogu。
tazhijianqingqingyitiao，yuanbenjiuyouxielingluandeyilingchedisankai。
dapianxuebaidejifubaoluzaiweiliangdekongqizhong，huoxushihede，woqingbuzijindalegehanzhan。
qixiushixianxiayi，mousejiashen，zhoushenwendudouranshenggao。
zhiredetiwentouguoyiliaochuandidaowoshenshang，wotingjianwodeshengyinyirandaishangkuqiang，
「bu，buyao......」
「shezhengwang，taihouniangniang，jishiyidao......」
menkoutaijianduoduosuosuodeshengyinzaiwotinglaiyourutianlai。
woyandibengchuqiangliedexiyi，guqiyongqitaitouduishangqixiushixian，
tayanlideyihanyilanwuyu。
qixiuqishen，pailepaishouzhang，zaiwaidenghouduoshidetaijianyahuanmenyuguanerru，xunsuweiwozheyi。
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「gongyingtaihouniangniang，taihouniangniangqiansuiqiansuiqianqiansui！」
ruodadegongdianmanchaowenwufenzhanliangpai，gongshouzuoyi，zhengqihuayideshengyinzhenlongfakui。
diyicibeizheimeduorenzhushi，
woxintiaoruleigu，zangzaixiuzidixiadeshoujiaochengmahua。
woshishirenkouzhong「jiandalou」detaihou。
zhiyinlaohuangdituranjiabeng，yuanjiuwangyexianshezhengwangyitiexueshouduanleilifengxingzhengdunchaogang，zaiqitahuangzihaimeifanyingguolaizhiqianxuanzelenianyouchishadeshisanhuangzizuokuileihuangdi。
yirendedao，jiquanshengtian。
zuoweishisanhuangzimingyishangdemufei，nianjinershidewo，weifenyixiacongmingbujianjingchuandexiaotoumingpinfeiyiyuechengweiwochaolishishangzuinianqingdetaihou。
「平身。」
wojinliangfanghuansangyin，burangmanchaowenwutingchuwodejinzhang。
册封仪式过去，
wokankanfangxiadexinyinchaotangzhengzhongjianrendehuayuliketiaodaosangziyan。
qixiuyishenqiheiwuzhuajinlongmangfuzhangyawuzhua，chaozhewodefangxiangweiweihanshou，
「chentingwentaihoufengyunyoucun，xiuqingmuyijiu，jinriteqingzhi......qiuqutaihou。」
cihuayichu，mantanghuaran。
jianguansisizhanglianseyouhei，diyigezouchuduiwufandui：「shezhengwangbuke！cijuyulibuhe，chenziqiuqutaihoushinaihuatianxiazhidaji，yousunhuangjiayanmian！」
libushangshugensuiqihou：「chenfuyi！shezhengwangyuxianhuangtongzongtongyuan，qinengbugushusaodafangqiuqutaihou？zheifangzaiminjianyeshijiweihairenjingsuzhiju。qingshezhengwangsansi！」
henkuaihulalaguileyidiren，gongdiantaijiexiazhiyuqixiuyirenfushouerli。
tashensehenli，youshouqingqingyihui，diyigechutouniaojianguansisizhanglikebeituozou。
guikulanghaodeqiuraoshengyuelaiyueyuan，shengxiadewenwubaiguandunshianjingruji。
qixiuyigeyanshendoubucengliujimanchaowenwu，congtoudaoweijijuqinlvexingdemuguangdoulaolaojindingzhewo。
qixiuyibuyibumaishangtaijie，meiyibudouxiangshizouzaiwodexinzangshang，wowufaziyidepingzhuhuxi。
tatingzaiwomianqianshigongfenchu，naixinzhongfuyibiangangcaidehua。
wopajile，zhizhiwuwuchusheng：「aijia......」
「taihouniangniang。」qixiuyishoudazaizuozailongyishangshaxiaodexiaohuangdishenshang，yuqipingdan，「xiaohuangdijinrideyaohaimeichi，nishuotahainengchideshangma？」
wojijiangyaoshuochukoudehuashunjianduzaisangziyan，jishiwozaiyudun，yetingchushezhengwanghualibaohandeweixiezhiyi。
qixiuxiangjijiangbuzhuodaoliewudelangyiyang，xinshangzhewochuisizhengzhadebiaoqing。
「ai，aijiajia......」
suizhehuayinluoxia，wodexinzhuirugudi。
butongyi，buguangshixiaohuangdi，shezhengwangfaqifenglaihuoxujinriwozijiyexingmingbubao。
tongyi，yitaihouzhishenjiajicanbaohenlasharenrumadeshezhengwang，qiebushuodandanshirendetuomojiunengjiangwoyanmei，rihouhuoxuwonatiannajuhuarenushezhengwangtazhaoyangjiangwokaca。
woyukuwulei，buzhidaozijizenhuizhaoredaozheiweishashen。
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buchuwosuoliao，duanduanjirishijian，jingchengshangxiafanduideshengyinshenxiaochenshang，
zhiqianpoyushezhengwangfengmangerxuanzezhefudegezhongshilijiejikaishichunchunyudong。
lianbeipoguanzaigongzhongbeihundewodouyousuoerwen。
cike，zuozaiwomianqianshuohuadefuren，zhengshiwoneicongxiaojiubuxiwodemuqin——qipinchaoyilangfuren。
taershinianlaidiyicilaqiwodeshou，taoxintaofeidao：
「lianer，shezhengwangcanbaochengxing，niyezhidaotazhizhengdezheiduanduanjigeyue，jingchengshangxiarenrenziweiyuanshengzaidao。」
「xianzaiyougezhengjiuliminbaixingdejihuibaizainimianqian，nizhiyaozainimenchenghundedangwanbazheigedongxifangjinjiulirangtahexia，lianer，neinijiushizhenggedaqideenren，daoshironghuafuguisuinitiaoxuanxiangzhibujin！」
wochuixiayanjian，zheyanzhuyandidefengci。
荣华富贵？
那我也要有命享。
shezhengwangzhizhangchixuejun，shouxianengrenbeichu，jiusuanwochenggongshaleshezhengwang，kongpawoyezoubuchuneijianhunfang。
zheixiewodounengxiangdaodeshi，muqinhuixiangbudaoma？
「lianer，niangshuodehuanidoujizhulema？」
wosuozhebozi，xiangwangchangyiyangqieshengshengdekanyiyanmuqin，shengruwenying：「ng。」
talianshanglikezhankaixiaorong，shifenmanyidipailepaiwodeshou：「niangjiuzhidaonishizuiguaide，xing，neiniangjiuhuiqudengnidehaoxiaoxi。」
我嘴角泛起苦涩。
wodemuqin，tashenzhicongtouzhiweiyijurangwozhuyianquandehuadoumeiyou。
womuqinyigongyunyusannvyizi，wopaixingdisan，zuibushoufuqinmuqindaijian。
congwoyoujiyilai，tashichangniantao，tazaoshouleduoshaotongku，chengshouduoshaobierendeliuyanfeiyu，matashixiabuchudandemuji，matarangwofuqinduanzijuesun。
erzheiyiqie，doushiyinweitalianshenglesangenver。
wochushendekanzheshoulizhechengxiaoxiaosanjiaoxingdetangshoushanyu。
yaobaohenqing，queyoufangfoyouwanjinzhong。
huranfangmen「zhiya」yisheng，woxiayishishoumangjiaoluanbayaobaosaijinbeizidixia。
「嫂嫂藏什么呢？」
qixiudabuzoudaowoshenbian，heichenyoushendedanfengyanyouyoudekanxiangwo，rutonglengqiangzhicijinwoxindi。
chenzhidekongqizhonghunhezheqixiushenshangdandandexuexingwei，woetoumaochumimimamadelenghan，xintiaokuaidaonanyixiangxiang。
jizhidejijingzhongqixiumodiqingxiaoyisheng。
tataiqiyoushoumanmanmiaohuiwolianpangdelunkuo，yanshentanlan，haosizaifumozheshenmexishizhenbao。
「saosao，dayingwo，qianwanbuyaochangshibeipanwo。」
「wozhenhenbudenatielianbanisuozaifangjianli，zhigongwoxinshang......」
「zhiyaoyixiangdaoneilaobusidecengjingriyeyongniruhuai，wojiujidudefakuang，suoyiwosongtaqujianliezuliezong，nikemanyi？」
wohunshenjiangying，naodailihaosiyouyibatiechuihenhenzaxiawengwengzhixiang。
xianhuangdesijingbushiyiwai，neizheijigeyuedexingfengxueyuqibushishezhengwangyishoujihua？
tajingxinjishenchenkongburusi。
wohunshenfadouxinluanruma，xiangbeishenmekongbudedongxidingshangyiyangyidongyebugandong。
qixiusihushifenmanyiwodefanying。
tazhangbeiyilanbaozhuwo，weiliangdechunyinzaiwoetougouqisusumamadeyangyi。
tadechunzhujianwangxiayiyijingguowodeyanjian，bijian，lianjia，zhidaowenshangwoyanhongdechun。
zaitaqiangyoulidebeibangbadaozhiguxia，wodezhengzhajihuhaowuyongchu，zhiliposuidewuyanshengcongwochunchijianyichu。
yizhenfengchuiguo，luodianbabuchuangshangdechuanglianhuanhuanluoxia。
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zaixinglaideshihou，yishirishangsangan。
woyishoufuzhetanruandeyaoqishen。
yuguangpiejianyingbaidejifushangdiandianaimeidehenji，zhengzhangliantengdiyixiahongdegenzhushuledexiayiyang。
wojingongneinian，xianhuangyijingwushiyouba，chongxingzhishixinyouyuerlibuzu。
jiashangwomujiachushendiwei，zhengzhengwunianwoshiqinbuchaoguoyishouzhishu。
naohaizhongshanguozuoyeshezhengwangrulangsihudecaozuo，woxiudihenbudeyuandiwayigedongzuanjinqu。
shenshangshizaipilei，woqishenqianwangwenquanyuchi。
reqizhengtengzhong，woshufudekuitanyisheng。
zuotaihousihuyebuxiangwoxiangdeneibankepa，zhishaocongqianzheimeiguihuawenquanyuchiwoshixiangyebuganxiangde。
jiuzaiwomimihuhukuaiyaoshuizhedeshihou，shenpangchuanlaiyigewenrunjiaojideshengyin。
「lianer，lianer！kuaixingxing，zheixierizinishoukule，biepa，wojintianjiudainizou。」
wonaoziyixiaziqingxing，mengdizhengkaishuangyan，shoumangjiaoluanwuzhuxiongqianxieludedahaofengguang。
「jing，jingminggege，nizenmehuizaizheier？」
xiaojingmingzheyishengongnvfu，yibianjingtidihuangusizhou，yibiantonghongzheliankuaisuhuiyingwo。
「wodanxinni。shezhengwangrujinyufacanrenbaonve，niyigeruonvzibeitadingshang，dingshiluogeshiguwucundexiachang。」
「zheishenyifujini，nikuaichuanshang，chenzhejinrishezhengwangbuzaigongzhong，wodainilikaizheichirendehuanggong，zhaoyigewurenrenshiwomendedifang，congciwomennangengnvzhi，shuangsushuangfei。」
wojingdaile，jiujiushuobuchuyigezilai。
xiaojingmingshiwodeqingmeizhuma。
zaitaxiangwotiqindeqiansangeyue，wobeixuanweixiunv。
congcigongligongwai，xinshangrenjiuzhishixinshangren。
ruguoshiwunianqiantaduiwoshuo「wodainizou」，wokenenghuiyishichongdongtongyi。