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laogongshichuanshuzhe,xitongyaoqiutagonglvenver。

ketaduishenweinvzhudewoyijianzhongqing,duiwodongxinyici,bianhuishouyicidianji。

tayijingbeidianguojiubaijiushijiuci。

houlaiwobeikongbuzuzhibangjia,beidianji,beiguanshuilao,zhangdingcijinwoshenti。

juewangzhiji,woxiangqilelihanyangjiaoguowolianjietadexitong。

lianjiehou,woquetingdaolelihanyanggenxitongdeduihua。

“suzhu,nizenmenengqinshougenneigekongbuzuzhizuojiaoyi,rangtamenzheiyangzhemowen**,tabushiniqizima?”

laogongshengyinbingleng,“zheiduanjinglibenlaishifashengzailianghuanshenshangde,weilejiuta,womeiyoubiedebanfa。”

“wennuanshinvzhu,tayouzhujiaoguanghuan,zenmezhetengyebuhuiside,zheijianshiguohou,wodejifenjiugoule,keyiliuzaizheigeshijie,wohuixiangjinyiqiebanfabuchangta。”

我心如刀绞。

zaineiqunnanrenxiangwopulaishi,wozhijiefangqidikang。

......

“made,zheinvrenzhenshijipin!”

suizheneirenyishengzhaohu,xiaxiaodefangjiandunshizhanmanleren。

wosizhibeiciruzhangding,zhishizhendongyixiajiushizuanxincigudeteng,genghekuangshizheimedafududeyundong。

chuangyaohuangdeshengyinbuting,gegenanrendechouweiyongruwodebiqiang。

cuzhongchuanxishengzhong,woyoutingdaolelihanyangdeshengyin。

“多少个了?”

xitongshengyinfazhan,“dibagele,suzhu,wennuandezhuangtaiyoudianbudui,buranrangtamentingshouba。”

“buxing!”lihanyangbinglengdeshengyinzaiwoerbianzhakai,“shulilianghuanzaoyuleshiciqinfan,jirantayaotilianghuanshouguo,neijiuyigeyebunengshao。”

tingdaozheijuhua,woruzhuibingku。

lianggeyueqian,zhongdongmouguojiabaofakepadebingdu,ganranfanweijiqiang,ganranzhepubianhuobuguosantian。

shenweichuanranbingzhuanjia,wobeipailaizuoyiliaoyuanzhu。

dangshiwolaideshihou,lihanyangshuohaipawoweixian,sihuogenzheyiqilai。

wohaizhenyiweitashidanxinwo,xianzaicaizhidao,tazaozailianggeyueqianjiucehuahaolezheiyiqie。

youshiyigenanrenjinlai,womamuganshouzhezheiyiqie。

huranxiaofushoujin,judadetengtongzaicixijuanlewodeshenjing。

wohaimeiyishidaofashengleshenme,jiutingdaoshenshangdenanrenmaleyiju,“gaisi,zheishishenmedongxi?”

lingwaiyigenanrentantou,“shihaizi!”

“zaoniea,tajingranhuaileyun。”

fangjianlishunjiananjingxialai,woshenshangdenanrenchequ。

moshengdeyuyangaosuwo,suoyourendoubeizheigehaizizhenhanzhule。

kandaozheiyimu,jiushigechushengyebuyuanyijixuzuozheijianshi。

erwozaitingshuohaizidiaoxialaihou,danaoyipiankongbai,yanleibuyouzizhudiluolexialai。

shenweiyigeyisheng,wozenmehuibuzhidaozheigehaizidecunzai。

helihanyangjiehunsannian,tayeyexiangwosuoqu。

womeicilaoleibuyuanyishi,tazonghuibaozhewodeyaosajiao。

tagenwoshuozaitayuanlaideshijietashigeguer,zuidadexinyuanjiushiqugelaoposhenggehaizi,rujinqulewo,tajiuzhishengxiazheiyigexinyuan。

weilejitashenghaizi,wonulibazijishentidiaolidaozuihaodezhuangtai。

zhongyuzaisangeyueqianhuaishangletadehaizi。

kewohaimeilaidejigaosuta,jiubei**zhuadaoletamendabenyingli。

“suzhu,yijingjiugele,meiyourenyuanyipengwennuanle。”xitongdeshengyindaduanwodesixu,wozheicaifaxianlianjieyizhimeiduankai。

lihanyangjiqiedeshengyinxiangqi,“weishenme?”

cishixitongdejixieyinyedaileyisiburenxin,“yinweizaidijiugerendeshihou,wennuanta......”

“buyaogaosuwotabeiqinfandexijie,woshoubule!”lihanyangbaonu。

xitonggaosuta:“wozhinengshuowennuanxianzaidezhuangtaihenzaogao。”

厉寒阳沉默了。