第1章

1969nianqiu,landancun。

“wangshu,womenzaizheilixiehui,daihuibiaoshuhuilamubanchelaijiewomen。”

mengsongyouxiejinzhang,nulijichuyigexiaorong。

jiwangshuchuxianyishunjiandemengquan,budui,tamingmingbazheihuochuibaonaodairengjinshenshanweilaohulea!

tadingdingdingzheyanqianderen,yongyanjiaodeyuguangmiaolemiaozhouzao。

zheishisangeyueqian,tabeimengsongpianqujiansuoweide“biaoshu”shideqingjing。

taxiayishitaijiao,jiangmengsongchuailegesijiaodengtian。

yuanbentashiyuangushoushibaihubuluoshoulingdenver,zhengzaijieshoushoushencifu,ranhoujiulaidaolezheigeshijie,qianshibaniantadouyiweizijinengyizhidanggewuyouwulvdezibenjiada**。

dandongdanglailin,jialidengbaogentahedididuanjueguanxi,jiangdidisongjibierenyang,tuorensongtadaomumalaojia,genwawaqinjiehungaibianchengfen。

meixiangdaomengsongzheigeheixingandedaitaqujian“biaoshu”,shijishangshibatamaile!

qianshi,jiwangshukandaomengsonghe“biaoshu”jietoudigu,erlimingandeta,yixiazijiumingbailezhenxiang。

她没有跑。

zaimengsongjiekouyaohuijianadongxi,rangtagen“biaoshu”xianzoushi,taguaiguaizuoshanglemubanche。

daidaojinru“biaoshu”dewodian,tabapaihuaziquandouzouleyibian,zaiyigeyigeningduantamendebozi。

tatangtangbaihubuluoshoulingdenver,juebudangwonangren!

tahuidaolandancun,zhijiebamengsongdenaodaichuibao,tuojinshenshan……

meixiangdaoziliuyixiahuidaosangeyueqian。

jiwangshuchunjiaogouqiyimochaofeng:“shia,nibiaoshuyaolailawozheige‘huowu’,shunbianjinisongyidian‘maihuoqian’。”

paqilaidemengsonglianseshunjianyinchenxialai,tashizenmezhidaode?

jiwangshuyangshoujiushiyibazhang:“zheiyibazhang,tininiangshanni!tashengleyigechusheng!”

jinjiezhe,tayouyibazhangshanzaitalingyibianlianshang:“zheiyibazhangsuannidiede,yanglenizheiyangdechushengzhenshidaolebabeizixuemei!”

jiwangshubazhangbuting,bamengjiaderendousuanleyibian,jiulianmengjiayangdejiyemeifangguo,quantitamenhetamenshanglemengsongyidunbazhangshengyan。

santianqian,jiwangshulaidaolandancun。

mengjialaoliangkoujuedingyoudasunzimengsonglailvxingwawaqinyiwu,qujiwangshudangxifu。

mengsongjuedeluopodeziben**peibushangziji,haipabeiyuejialianlei,keyoupaanaibutongyi,tingletarendejianyi,juedejiwangshuzheizhanglianyoujiazhi,buruyonglaihuanqian,yehaomaidongxisongjizijidexinshangren,yijuliangde。

“mengsong,nizheizhongrendexinweishenmebushiheide?”

qianshiweilaohuzhiqian,jiwangshutoutouwachulaikanguo,juranshihongde。

mengsonghuiguoshenlai,lianseyufayinchen,queyinweibeidachengzhutouliankanbuchulai。

“jiwangshu,nizheigewanedezibenjianver,**yige,qiuzhelaoziquni,nijingrangandalaozi?”

tasihaobujupajiwangshu,yigejiaodidideda**eryi,zijigangcaimeifanyingguolaibale。

fanzhengdouyaonalaigen“biaoshu”huanqian,zhiyaobupohuaineizhanglian,yinggaibuhuibeikouqianba?

qiushouyishi,cunminhezhiqingdouzaidiligedaozi,zheitiaoxiaolushangmeiyouxingren,tayebupabeirenfaxian。

zheiyangxiangzhe,tashenshoujiuqutuijiwangshu。

zhutoulianshuohuadoushuobuqingchu,jiwangshuceshenduokai,shunshiyijiaobarenchuaijinheli。

zheishi,“biaoshu”lazhemubancheguluguluzoulai,kandaojiwangshudeshunjianyanlishanguojingyan。

“nijiushixiaosongneihaizishuodeguniangba?xiaosongni?tazenmenengbaniyigebai**nendechengliguniangdiuzaizheili?gangcai‘dong’deyishengshizahuishi?”

问题真多!

眼睛有点瞎!

jiwangshuyongshouyizhixiaohedefangxiang:“zaishuilihuanleputengni。”

paihuazibulijie,xianzaidehoushengshishengpabuhuiganmao,feiyaoqiuyongma?

tanhaodeyishoujiaoqianyishoujiaohuo,tabuxiangdangeshijian,nazhegenzhangmugunshenjinheli,jimengsongzhuazhu,jiangrenlashanglai。

zhishimeixiangdao,tagangbamengsonglashanglai,hounaoshaocubujifangaileyixia,yundaozaidishang。

mengsongzenmedouliaoxiangbudaojiwangshuchushourucideguoduanhenla,buzhidaoshihede,haishizhuangde,gengdeyishengyunleguoqu。

jiwangshuwangtafubutileyijiao,jianrenmeifanying,kanlaishizhenyun。

tazuoqiaoqiaoyoukankan,jianqiliangkuaibijidandadiandeyingnikuai,fenbiesaijinmengsonghepaihuazizuili。

paihuazilalaidemubancheshang,fangzheyigedazhukuang,zhukuanglizhuangzheyichuanghuangzhongdaiheidepojiubeiru。

gumozheshitabushangdangdehua,yaobatadayunsaizhukuangli,zaiyongbeirugaishanglazhezou,yifangbeirenfaxianwendongwenxi。

jiwangshujiangzhukuangnaxialai,bamengsonghepaihuazikangdaomubancheshang,gaishangneipojiudezangbeiru,yemeiluoxiazhukuang,lazhemubanchewangcunlizou。

tawaigongdelaojiajiuzaizheili,tamumaxiaoshihouzaizheilidaiguojinian,houlaisuiwaigongbanzou,huaizhetashihuilaiguoyiciyouzoule,danzheilidelaofangzihaizai,shinipifang,suikongzhiduonian,dansaosaohainengzhuren。

talaidaolandancunzheijiri,jiuzhudewaigongjiadelaofangzi。

不过,她没有回家。

ershilaidaomengsongxiaoshujiamenkou。

qianshitayijinggaguomengsongdeng**,quemeilaidejijijiazhongzhangbeijinxiao,zheiyicitadehaohaohuozhe,barenjiaojimengsongneiweidanggongandexiaoshu,rangtamenjieshouzhengguizhicaishizuiheshidexuanze。

damenjinsuo,xiangbimengxihehaimeixiabanhuilai。

mengxihezhudeshimengjiadelaozhaizi,yuanqiangbugaobuai,liangmizuoyou。

jiwangshuzhijiebamengsonghepaihuazijugaogaorengjinyuanzili,tazijiyehangchihangchipaqiangjinqu。

liangge**beihenhenshuaixing,zuiliduzheyingnikuai,wuwuwudibuzhidaozaijiangshenmeguihua。

jiwangshuzhongxindayunliangren,congchaifangzhaodaoshengzi,jiangtamendeshoujiaobangqilai,congchufangnalezhangxiaodengzizuodaowuyanxia。

mengxiheqizheershibagangzixingchehuidaojiamenkou,kanzheyipangdemubanche,yiliandeyihuo。

piejianyuanqiangdehenjiyoudianbuduijing,tabudongshengsetaochuyaochidakailemen,taiyanjiuduishangleshuangshouchengzhexiabadejiwangshudemuguang。

jiwangshuganglaicunlideneiri,tazaimengjiajianguotayimian,xiaoguniangfuruningzhi,meiruyuanshan,dadadeyanjingxiangcuicandexingxing,bilianggaogaode,qizhijingui,xiangshubenlishenxianyiyangpiaoliangdemeiren。

yimijiudenanrenkaikou:“nishilaidangzei,haishiyaofan?”

季望舒:“……”