第2章 创伤后应激障碍

hanzhengheyuanshanyangzhangerqu,zhengtongmiansetonghongbuganzulan。

kandaoviptongdaoweiliangrenkaifang,zheicaifanyingguolaishisheifengbiteshutongdao,bumianduihanzhengchongmanjidu。

zheigexiaobailianjingranrangyuanjiaxiaogongzhubaiyibaishun?

dengdaohanzhengheyuanshanzouchujichang,tamencaibeiyunxujinruteshutongdao,zhengtonglikepairensongbaobiaoquyiyuan。

shangchehou,yefeifeikaozaizhengtongshenshangwendao:“neigeshanjieshishei,jingganbujininmianzi,hainengfengbiteshutongdao?”

zhengtonglouzhetawunaishuodao:“tashiyuanjiaxiaogongzhu,wokerebuqi,jushuoyiqiandangguobing,fengbiteshutongdaohaibushixiaoyisi。”

“dangguobingzenmele,ninhainengzhipaizhanjihuhangni。”yefeifeibajiedao。

“yuanjiashida,nengburejiubure。”zhengtongxinshuo,woyaoshiyouzheigenengli,yongdezhehaipayuanshan?

zongranshiyuanjiayemeiyouzheigenengli,danshizhanjizaiweisheihuhang?

zhengtongzhidangqiaohe,jueduixiangbudaohanzhengshenshang,gengbuhuijiyefeifeijieshichengqing。

“nigangcaidaderenjiahaoteng……”yefeifeiyankuangyimanweiqudeleishui。

“baobeifangxin,wokendingjinichuzheikoueqi。”zhengtonglengxiaolianlian。

ruguobayuanshanzhaoge**sixiaobailiandexiaoxichuanchuqu,yuanjiakendingbaotiaorulei。

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jichangfashengdeshiduihanzhenglaishuozhishixiaochaqu。

tapobujidai,zhixiangjiandaoriyesinianderen。

“zongjiao,nindeyougexinlizhunbei。”yuanshankaizheche,youyupiankeshuodao。

“zenmele?”hanzhengzhouranbaofashaji,sheiganshanghaisuqin,dingyaojiangtasuishiwanduan!

yuanshanhedeyijiaochache,jimangshuodao:“ninbiewuhui,suqinmeishi……bu,tayoushi……”

“daodishiyoushi,haishimeishi?”hanzhengmeihaoqiwendao。

“tadelechuangshanghouyingjizhangai,kenengbujideninle。”yuanshanyikouqishuowan,xindoukuaitiaochusangmenyan。

sinianqiansuqinjiadeshengyizaodaogedadichanshangjuji,cangkujiyachengduidejiancaimaibuchuqu,beizheyinxingdaikuanduanlezijinlian。

jijikeweideguantou,yigelaodaoshizhaodaohanzhengbingchengnuo,zhiyaotayingzhengruwujiubangmangjiejuesuoyouwenti。

hanzhengshiliulanger,sufusumushouyangtashirujichu。

zhiyaonengbangsujiazouchukunjing,shangzhanchangdoumeiwenti!

keshidangnianbuguanzenmejieshi,yangfuyangmuzhidangtashikechidetaobing,xiangyaotaolizheigeyaoyaoyuzhuidejia。

zhenzhengxiangxintade,zhiyousuqin!

danzaihanzhengruwubujiu,suqinzaoyuyanzhongchehuochadianbamingdiudiao,xinglaihouwangdiaochehuoqiansuoyoushi。

yishengzhenduanshichuangshanghouyingjizhangai,heyibandetoubuzaochuangshiyibutong,shuyujingshenshangdewenti。

“youmeiyouchaguo,chehuoshibushiyiwai?”hanzhengxinzaijiaotong,guaibudexiexinbuhui,yuanlaifashengzheizhongshi。

“womendiaochaguoanzong,biaomiankanmeiwenti,danshi……”yuanshanbuganchuaice。

“wolejieqinqin,ruguomeiyouzaoshouweixie,bukenengchuxianzheizhongbingzheng!”hanzhengxinzhongchongmanshaji。

kexianzongmeiwenti,suqinyouwangjiyiqie,meirenzhidaodangnianneichangchehuojiujingshizenmehuishi。

laodaoshidayingtadeshibandaole,sujiaweijiquanmianjiechu,gedadichanshanglvxinghetongcaigousujiadejiancai,yinxingdaikuanyeyanqiguihai。

bujinrucisujiadeshengyiniepanzhongsheng,zaisuqindenulixia,chuangliyoumingdesujianjituan。

hanzhengzhidaoshiqingmeiyouzheimejiandan,dangnianweijiaosujiadezhumou,henkenengshizuikuihuoshou!

hanzhengjuedingwachuzhumou,rangzheixiejianbuderendewanyi,zhidaoshenmeshizhanshenzhinu!

“zongjiao,yougehaoxiaoxinintinglekendinggaoxing……”yuanshanganjueqifentaiguoyayi,zaiyebuganmaiguanzi,“suqinjininshenglegenver。”

“shenme?!woyouhaizile?”hanzhengmiansekuangxi。

“ng,zaininruwuhoujiugeyue,haizizaineichangchehuoxiazaochan,haozaiyougelaodaoshichushou,fouzebuyidingbaoxialai。”yuanshanshuodao。

“nizenmezhidaode?”hanzhengshifenqiguai。

shifushenlongjianshoubujianwei,dangnianqingtalaorenjiaqusujiazuozhengdoubuqu,daozhiyangfumurendingzijizaisahuang。

“susukandaode,buguotajiangchulaimeirenxiangxin。”qishiyuanshanyebuzenmexiangxin,yiyuanjiankongneimeduo,zenmekenengmeiyouluxialaodaoshideshenying?

susushisuqindemeimei,dangnianzhiyouliusui,xiaopihaidehuadangranmeirenxiangxin。

hanzhengshifenqingchu,suqinnenghuoxialai,kongpayeshishifuchushoudejieguo。

“suqinchuyuanhou,sujiabandaosujianjituanfujindedihaoyuan。”yuanshanshuodao。

hanzhengweiweiyixiang,jiuzhidaoweishenmebanjia,suqinkendingduizuocheyoulexinlizhangai!

yuanshankaishihanmashijindihaoyuan,baoanlikejinglifangxing,tajieshidao:“dihaoyuandeanbaocuoshibucuo,ruguobushilimiandebieshuzaiwomingxia,kendingjinbulaide。”

hanzhengweiweidiantou,zhidaotaweishenmebafangzimaizaizheili。

“zongjiao,zheiliangchejininliuxia,wokailingyiliangchezou,fangziyaochizaininmianqiandeshoutaoxiangli。”yuanshanbachetingzaishisihaobieshuqian。

hanzhengdiandiantou,kandaobieshushangdebianhao,shisihao,shitadezhanshenbianhao!

“woxianzoule,ruguoninyoushi,jiujiwodadianhua。”yuanshanshuodao。

“gaosuneiqunchouxiaozi,guoduanshijianwoqingtamenchifan。”hanzhengshuodao。

“shi!”yuanshanmiansedaxi,wendao:“zongjiao,ninnatianyoushijian,bazheitaobieshuguodaoninmingxia。”

“buji,yihouzaishuoba。”hanzhengbingbuyiwai,bieshushiduituiyizhanshendejiangli,benlaijiushuyuta。

yuanshankaolvdaosujiadecunzai,tihanzhengqiangxianmaidaoshou,fouzedihaoyuandebieshuzaomaiguangle。

yuanshankaizheluhuzoule,hanzhengmeijinshisihaobieshu,beizhebaohuanbuzouxiangsujiasuozaibieshu。

zhanzaimenkou,shenchuqudeshouweiweizhandou,shizhongbugananxiamenling。

cengjingwushucihuanxiangguodeqingxingjiuzaiyanqian,heheweimingdexibeizhanshenqingqiele。

“qinqinhuibuhuizhendewangjiwo,ruguowangle,jiandaowohuibuhuijiazhongtadebingqing,haiyoubabamama,tamenshifouyuanliangwo?”

jiuzaihanzhengneixintantebuanshi……

“咔嚓!”门开了。

yigejiusuizuoyou,shoulilinzhehuabandexiaonvhaichuxianzaiyanqian。

xiaonvhaizhangdeshifenjingzhi,yangmaoyixikanchushuxideyingzi,beizhanzaimenkoudehanzhengheyitiao。

“susu?”hanzhengqingshenghandao。

“wawu……gege,nizhongyuhuilaile,susuhaoxiangnia。”huiguoshendesusu,baozhehanzhengfangshengdaku。