womazhaorenjiwosuanleming，shuowotianshengdaique，shikefukejiademing，weiyideyongchujiushijijialihuanbicaili。
tashoulelincunbaofahuwushiwan，yaobawojiajitaneigeyoubaoliqingxiangdeshaerzi。
didishenfeizaiyipangliangliangdiquanwo：“jie，nijiurenmingba，quezipeishazi，tianshengyidui。
”wokanzhetamentanlandezuilian，pingjingdibotonglebaojingdianhua。zaitamenbeijingchadaizoushi，
woyiqueyiguaidizoudaotamenmianqian，xiaozheshuo：“bieji，dengwokaoshanggongwuyuan，
jinimenshenqinggezuiganjingdelaofang。”---01“shennian！nizheigebaiyanlang！womenyangnizheimeda，
nijiushizheimehuibaowomende？”womadezhoumashenggezhetiemendounengchuantouermo，
jianlidexiangshiyaobatianhuabanxianfan。**zaipaichusuobingliangdeqiangbishang，
zuotuidejiushangzaiyinlengdehuanjingliyizhenzhenchoutong。womianwubiaoqingdikanzhemianqianzuobiludenianqingjingcha，
bashiqingdejingguoyouzhongfuleyibian。“tamenshouleqian，yaobawomaijiyigeyoubaoliqingxiangderen。zheishijiaoyi，
bushihunjia。”jingchaxiaogexianranmeijianguozheizhongzhenzhang，yibianjiluyibiantongqingdikanlewoyiyan。
womahaizaiwaimiannao，shuowobuxiao，shuowozheizhongcanfeiyourenyaojiugaiganendaide，
juranhaiganbaojingzhuazijideqinma。wochuixiayan，kanzhezijineitiaobudalisuodetui。zheishiwoshisuineinian，
weilehuzhequhebiantouyazidedidi，beihuyuandegouzhuizhepao，buxiaoxinshuaixiatupoliuxiadebinggen。congneitianqi，
wozaizheigejiali，jiucongyigehaisuanshoudaijiandenver，bianchengleyige“quezi”。yigetuoyouping，
yigepeiqianhuo。didishenfeishijialiweiyidebao，shitianshangdelong。erwo，shidishangdeni。zheixienian，
wotingguozuiedudehua，douchuziwodeqinren。“niyigequezi，duneimeduoshuyoushenmeyong？nengdangfanchima？
”“nvhaizijiajiade，zaowanshibierenjiaderen，haiburuzaodianjiale，jinidihuantaofang。
”“nikannidididuochuxi，nianjiqingqingjiuzijikaidianle，nini？jiuzhidaozaijiachibaifan！”tamenbuzhidao，
didikaidiandeqidongzijin，shiwodaxuesinianpinming**，yifenyifenzanxialaidejiangxuejin。tamenyebuzhidao，
worenzhetuitong，zaitushuguancongkaiguanzuodaobiguan，bushiweile“dangfanchi”，
ershiweilekaoshangneigetamenyongyuanwufalijiede“tiefanwan”。zaizheigejiali，qinqingshishechipin，
wozaojiujiele。wozhiyaoqian，heyifennengrangwochedibaituozheilidewendinggongzuo。
jingchadediaojiezuizhongyiwomaxiexiabaozhengshu，tuihaiwushiwancailigaozhong。tamenkanwodeyanshen，
xiangshiyaohuobolewo。“xing，shennian，nizhangbenshile。”wobazhizhewodebizi，shoudouzaidou，“congjintianqi，
nibiexiangcongzheigejianazouyifenqian！”woxiaole。shuodehaoxiangwoshenmeshihoucongtamenshoulinadaoguoqianyiyang。
wotuozhepibeideshentihuidaoneigebudadefangjian，fansuoshangmen，gejuelewaimiansuoyoudezhouma。
fangjianliduimanlegezhonggongwuyuankaoshidejiaocaihexitiji，zheishiwoweiyidejingtu。wodakaitaideng，
fankai《shenlun》redian，binglengdezhishidianyuanbixuweideqinqinggengrangwogandaoanxin。zhengdangwozhunbeishuayitaotishi，
shoujituwudizhendongqilai。shigemoshenghaoma。wobenxiangguaduan，danguishishenchadi，haishianlejieting。“wei，
shishennian**ma？”dianhuaneitoushiyigedichenyueerdenansheng，daizheyisixiaoxinyiyidexunwen。
wozhoulezhoumei：“ninawei？”“woshiluzechuan。”luzechuan？zheigemingziyoudianershu。woxiangqilaile，
shijintianneigesuoweide“xiangqinduixiang”jiadelinju，jushuoshigehaiguijingying，zhangderenmogouyang。
womatiqitashi，yiliandexianmujidu，shuowoyaoshinengpanshangzheizhongren，tazuomengdounengxiaoxing。“youshi？
”wodeyuqihenlengdan，duiyuzheizhonghewobushiyigeshijiederen，woxianglaimeishenmenaixin。
“wo……wokandaojintianxiawudeshiqingle。”tadeshengyindunledun，sihuzaizhenzhuoyongci，“woxiangshuo，
nizuodedui。”womeishuohua，dengzhetadexiawen。“wotingshuolenideqingkuang，yezhidaonizaizhunbeikaogong。
”tajixushuo，“huoxu，wonengbangni。”02“bangwo？”wojihuyaoxiaochusheng，“luxiansheng，
womenhenshuma？nipingshenmebangwo？”shitongqing？haishilianjiadeshanyi？wozuibuxuyaodejiushizheixiedongxi。
“womeiyoubiedeyisi。”luzechuandeshengyintingqilaiyouxiejiqie，“wozhishi……henxinshangni。
wojuedenibugaibeikunzaineizhongjiatingli。”“xinshang？”wozhongfuleyibianzheigeci，juedewubifengci，
“nixinshangwoshenme？xinshangwoqueleyitiaotui，haishixinshangwobeijiarendangchengshangpinyiyangmaimai？
”dianhuaneitouchenmole。liangjiu，tacaidishengshuo：“woxinshangnideqingxingheyonggan。”qingxing？yonggan？bu，
wozhishixianghuozhe，xianggezhengchangrenyiyanghuozhe。“luxiansheng，nidehaoyiwoxinlingle。wozijidelu，
wozijihuizou。”shuowan，wobiangancuidigualedianhua，shunshoujiangtadehaomalahei。womeishijian，
yemeijingliquyingfuzheixiemomingqimiaodeshihao。nanren，zhihuiyingxiangwoshangandesudu。jiexialaiderizi，
jialixianruyizhongguiyidepingjing。wobamabuzaiduiwopokoudama，zhishibawodangchengkongqi，
chifandeshihouzhuoshangyongyuanshaoyifuwankuai，jialiderichangkaixiaoyejingzhundibawopaichuzaiwai。woledeqingjing，
meitiankenzheganmianbao，hezheliangshui，basuoyoushijiandouyongzailexuexishang。
xingcedemokuaibeiwochaifenchenglewushugexiaodian，shenlundefanwenwonengdaobeiruliu。woxiangyitaijingzhundejiqi，
buzhipijuandiyunzhuanzhe。meidangyeshenrenjing，tuishangdejiushangkaishizhemowodeshihou，
wojiuyongbijianhenhenzhayixiazijideshouxin。tengtongnengrangwobaochiqingxing。zheitian，wozhengzaizuoyitaomoniti，
fangmenbeimengdituikai。womachenzhelianzhanzaimenkou，shenhoushimanlianbunaidedidishenfei。“shennian，nichulaiyixia。
”womadeyuqiburongzhiyi。wotouyemeitai：“youshishuoshi，womangzheni。”“mang？
niyitiandaowanbazijiguanzaifangli，nengmangchugeshenmehualai？”womachixiaoyisheng，
bayizhanghongsedeqingjianshuaizaiwodeshuzhuoshang，“nididiyaodinghunle，nizheigezuojiejiede，zongdebiaoshibiaoshiba？
”wonaqiqingjiankanleyiyan，xinniangdemingzijiaozhouqian，shichengliyigebudabuxiaodelaobandenver。
shenfeikezhenyoubenshi，zheimekuaijiudiaoshangleyigefujianv。“gongxi。”wodandandishuo，“yaowosuifenzi？
”“suifenzi？”shenfeixiangshitingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohua，“jie，nishibushidushudushale？wodinghun，
nibugaijiwozhunbeidianxiangyangdeliwuma？”tashangxiadaliangzhewozheijianchuleshushenmedoumeiyoudepowuzi，
yanshenlimanshibiyi。“nikanwozheiyangzi，xiangshiyouqianjinimailiwuderenma？”wofanwen。
“qianwomenbuyaonide。”womazhongyushuochuletademude，tazhizheshenfei，lianshangdaizhesuanjidexiao，
“nididiheqianqiandinghun，haichayitaohunfang。nixianzaizhudezheijianfang，womendasuanmaile，jinidicoushoufu。
”wodexinmengdiyichen。zheijianbuzushipingmidexiaowu，shiwozaizheigejialiweiyiderongshenzhichu。“bukeneng。
”wolenglengdijujue。“zheikeyoubudeni！”womadelianseshunjianbiandezhengning，“zheifangzishiwomende，
womenxiangzenmechuzhijiuzenmechuzhi！jinisantianshijian，ganjinshoushidongxigunchuqu！”“gun？gunquna？
”wokanzheta。“woguannigunquna！tianqiaodixia，haishiqulajidui，dougenwomenmeiguanxi！
”shenfeiehenhendibuchongdao，“biewangle，nikeshilianqinmadougansongjinpaichusuodebaiyanlang，
womenmeibaniganchujiamen，yijingsuanrenzhiyijinle！”wowozhebideshou，zhijieyinweiyonglierfanbai。
taidengdeguangyunxia，wokandaozijishoubeishangyinweizhangqiwobiermochudehoujian。woshenxiyikouqi，
yaxiaxintoudefanyong。“hao。”woshuo，“wokeyibanzou。”womaheshenfeidoulengzhule，
xianranmeixiangdaowozheimeqingyijiudayingle。“buguo，woyougetiaojian。”wotaiqitou，muguangpingjingdikanzhetamen，
“zheifangzimaile，woyaoyibandeqian。”0-3“yiban？shenniannifengleba！nipingshenmeyaoyiban？
”shenfeidiyigetiaoleqilai，shengyinjiandecier。“jiupingzheifangzi，dangnianwowaipoqushishi，
zhimingdaoxingliujilewomahewoyirenyiban。fangchanzhengshang，zhijinhaiyouwodemingzi。”woyiziyiju，
shuodeqingxiwubi。zheijianshi，tamenyiweiwowangle。dangnianwonianjixiao，youqueletui，
tamenbianxinanlidedibazhanlezhengtaofangzi，zhidangwoshigekeyisuiyidafadejishengchong。
womadelianseyizhenqingyizhenbai，xianranshibeiwochuozhongletongchu。“ni……nihushuobadao！
neilaotaiposhenmeshihoushuoguozheihua！”takaishisapo。“yaobuyaowoxianzaijiudadianhuajijiujiu，
rangtalaidangmianduizhi？”wonachushouji，zuoshiyaobohao。womashunjianjiunianle。
tazuipadejiushiwoneigezaichenglidangxiaoganbudejiujiu。suiranzhishigekezhang，danzaitamenyanli，
yijingshilebudededarenwu。“xing……xing……”tayaozheya，congyafenglijichujigezi，
“jini……jinisifenzhiyi！bunengzaiduole！”“yiban。”wojianchidao，yuqimeiyousihaodongyao，
“yifendoubunengshao。fouze，zheifangzisheiyebiexiangmai。”wozhidaotamenderuanlei。shenfeidehunshizaiji，
nvfangjiayaoqiubixuyouhunfang，tamentuobuqi。zuizhong，tamenhaishituoxiele。womakanzhewodeyanshen，
xiangshihenbudezaiwoshenshangwanxialiangkuairoulai。wonazheqianhaodexieyihefendaodeershiwan，
meiyousihaoliuliandilikaileneigesuoweide“jia”。
woyongzuikuaidesuduzaikaodianfujinzuleyigezuibianyidedanjian，chulechuanghezhuozi，shenmedoumeiyou。
danwoquegandaoleqiansuoweiyoudeziyou。wobashengxiadeqianquanbubaoledangdizuiguidekaogongchongciban。wozhidao，
zheishiwozuihoudejihui，zhinengying，bunengshu。chongcibanderizishikuzaoqiecankude。meitianliudianqichuang，
beisongchangshiheshenlunredian，ranhoujiushiyizhengtiangaoqiangdudeshuatihetingke。wodetuiyinweizhangshijiandejiuzuo，
daolewanshangjiuhuizhongdexiangmantou，zuanxinditeng。woyaozheya，yonglengshuiyibianbiandichongshua，ranhoujixuzuozaizhuoqian，
zhidaolingchenliangsandian。banlidetongxuekanwodeyanshen，daduoshijingwei，yeyourenjuedewoxianggefengzi。youyici，
yigehewoguanxihaisuanbucuodenvshengqiaoqiaowenwo：“shennian，nizheimepin，daodishiweileshenmea？
”wotaiqitou，kanzhechuangwaihuimengmengdetian，dandandishuo：“weileshangan。”tabudong。tamenbudong，
duiyuwozheiyangderenlaishuo，“shangan”lianggezi，yiweizheshenme。neibushiyifengongzuo，bushiyigebianzhi。
neishizunyan，shidiqi，shizhongxinhuoyicidezige。chongcibandezuihouyicimonikao，wodechengjipaizaidiyi。
xiakedeshihou，wobeiyigeyixiangbudaoderenduzailejiaoshimenkou。shiluzechuan。
tachuanzheyishenjiancaidetidexiuxianzhuang，shoulipengzheyishuxiangrikui，zhanzaiyiqunhuitoutuliandekaoshengli，
xiandegegeburu。“shennian。”takandaowo，yanjingliangleyixia。wozhoumei：“nizenmehuizaizheili？
”“wolaizhaoni。”tabahuadidaowomianqian，“gongxini，monikaodiyi。”womeiyoujie，
zhishilengdandikanzheta：“nidiaochawo？”“wozhishiguanxinni。”tasihuyouxiewunai，
“jiudangshi……pengyoudeguanxin，buxingma？”“luxiansheng，womeiyoushijianjiaopengyou。”woraoguota，
zhunbeilikai。“shennian！”tajiaozhuwo，shengyinlidaizheyisijiqie，“wozhidaonibuxuyaotongqing，
danniweishenmebunengjieshoubierendehaoyi？qianhebianzhizhendebiyiqiedouzhongyaoma？”wotingxiajiaobu，huitoukanta。
xiyangdeyuhuitouguozoulangdechuanghu，zaitashenshangdushangleyicengjinbian，
rangtakanqilaixianggebushirenjianyanhuodewangzi。wochelexiazuijiao，wenta：“luxiansheng，
nishiguoeduzideziweima？shiguoyinweijiaobuqifangzu，beifangdongzhizhebizimadeziweima？shiguoshengbingle，
lianmaiyihexiaoyanyaodouyaoyouyubantiandeziweima？”tachenmole。“nimeiyou。”wotitahuida，
“suoyinibuhuidong。qianhebianzhi，duiwolaishuo，jiushiyiqie。tabixuwupiaomiaodeganqinghelianjiadeshanyi，
yaokekaodeduo。”shuowan，wobuzaikanta，yiqueyiguaidixiaoshizaizoulangdejintou。woneitiaoshangtui，
xiangshikeyizaitixingwo，buyaoduizheigeshijiebaoyourenhebuqieshijidehuanxiang。04guokaobishineitian，
tianhaimeiliang，wojiudaolekaochang。wozaixinlibasuoyoudezhishidianyouguoleyibian，quebaowanwuyishi。
jiuzaiwozhunbeijinchangdeshihou，yigeshuxideshenyingdangzailewomianqian。shishenfei。takanqilaiyouxieqiaocui，
yanxiashinongzhongdeheiyanquan，dankanwodeyanshenyijiuchongmanlegaogaozaishangdebuxie。“shennian，nihaizhenlaikaoshile？
”talengxiaoyisheng。“buranni？laizheilikanfengjing？”womeixinqinggentafeihua。“wojinggaoni，jintiandekaoshi，
nibuxukaohao！”tayadishengyin，ehenhendishuo。woxiangshitingdaoleshenmexiaohua：“pingshenme？
”“jiupingwoshinidi！”talizhiqizhuangdishuo，“qianqianjializhaoleguanxi，zheicizhaokaodegangwei，
yijingneidingjiwole！zhiyaowobishinengguo，mianshijiushizougeguochang！”wokanzheta，huranjuedeyouxiekebei。
zheijiushiwoneigebeiquanjiajiyuhouwangdedidi，yigezhizhidaoyikaojiarenhequndaiguanxidefeiwu。“suoyi，
nipawokaodebinihao，rangnimeifagenzhouqianjiaodai？”woyizhenjianxuedizhichu。
tadelianseshunjianbiandehennankan：“nishaodeyi！wogaosuni，niyaoshiganhuailewodehaoshi，
worangnizaizanmenlaojiadoudaibuxiaqu！”“shima？”wotaishoukanlekanbiao，shijiankuaidaole，
“neiwodaoyaoshishikan。”wolandezailita，zhuanshenjiuwangkaochanglizou。“shennian！
”taqijibaihuaidizaihoumianhan，“nijiwozhanzhu！”tajingranchongshanglai，xianglazhuwodegebo。
woxiayishidiyiduo，tapulegekong，jiaoxiabuzhibeishenmebanleyixia，zhenggerenlangbeidishuaidaozaidi。
zhouweidekaoshengfenfentoulaiyiyangdemuguang。wojugaolinxiadikanzheta，yanshenbingleng。“shenfei，biezailaizhaorewo。
fouze，xiayicijiubushishuaiyijiaozheimejiandanle。”shuowan，wotouyebuhuidizoujinlekaochang。
jiankaolaoshideshengyinxiangqi，wonaqibi，pingbilewaijiedeyiqieganrao。lianggebanxiaoshidexingce，
wozuodexingyunliushui。xiawudeshenlun，timuzhengshiwozhiqianfanfulianxiguodeshehuizhilizhuti。