心情五味杂陈，
shimeishitouwaijiayigeganyuanchouqu
huashuoweishenmeshiyiweiganyuanchouqu。niquwenxitong，zheijiahuoheidiaolewodechushishilian，jiujilewoyiciganyuanchouqu？ruguomeicaicuodehua，guoran，gongkaizhaomu。
ruguomeiyoushikeshitoudehuawozhendeganjuekuidale。leisileihuodebuqingbuchudeyuejigandiaoleguaiwu，jiangliquebeixitongtunle。
RNM，退钱！
wopobujidaidejiyuyanjinglingjiaolexuefei，zainageshijielimianyuyandoushidiyiyaosu，ruguoyuyanbutong，woganbaozhengniyaochidakui（zhuanshengchengzhizhudeliwoyuandian。）
xitonggengxinhouzaixifendesigebufenwohaimeilaidejixixiliulan，zhishizaiqitaxitonglimiankaitongleyuyanjingling，ranhou，woxinaidedashitoujiusuidiaolewuke。
yuyanjinglinghaogui，wodeshoupingkongdouleqilai，gangfadegongzishuomeijiumei。
jinjiezheyuyanjinglingdetishijiudanlechulai，
“jiancedaoshijiechayiwenti，weiningenghuanquanbushijiexinxitongxunjingling，shuifei（1）+jinglingjiage（3）+zhenghefeiyong（1）+baoxian（1）+zhejiufei（-1），hejifeiyong5yuanshi。”
dangchuyunyinggongsihewotineidexitongyibi，jianzhichunjiedejiuxiangyiduoxiaobaihuaa。kankanzheishoufeineirong，haibaoxian，haiyoushuifei，youzhejiufei。
kexile，woxianzaiyemeifazhaozheigexuwupiaomiaodedongxidemafan，jiranruci，yiciganyuanchouqujiuchouquba，chouleyexujiunengyouhezheiqunguaiwuganjiadezibenle。
wodetuiganjueyijinghaoshangbushaole，zhishaobuhuiyingxiangwoziyoudexingzoule，qiangchengzhezijizhanleqilai，zheigeshihou，zheigeshijiedeyingjichulibuduisihuyijingxingdongqilaile。
weiweiwei，mingmingyouyingjichulihaihuiyoudangdidejingchasheshenfusima？
bansuizhejiuhuche、jingchedejingdisheng，wojiuzheiyangbeibaoweileqilai，jiuzaiwobazhuyilifangzaixitongshangdeshihou，zheiqunrenyijingruchangkaishixunzhaoshenghaizhele。
“zheiliyouxingcunzhe。”tingjiankeyilijiedeyuyanwodunshihunshenqingsongleyixia。suiranguiledian，kaopujiuhao。
“faxianshenshideshiti，yourenshaleshenshi。”yourengaohuzhezheijuhua，suijizaichangdesuoyourendoulengzhule，zaichangxianruleyizhongguiyidetingzhigan，jiulianwomianqiandexiaohushidoushiyilianmangrandedingzheneigeren，rangwohuaiyishibushixitongzaiyicibashijiantingzhile。
“querenma？”youyigekanzhexiangshizhangguanderenhuanhuancongcheshangzoulexialai，yezhiyoutakanzheshaoshaozhendingyixie，cikeshuoleyijuhua，rangsuoyourenhuidaolegongzuoguidaoshang。
“querenwurenhehuodongqingkuang，kanyangzishiyourenhuoshengshengbaneijiahuodejizhuchexialaile。”neimingjingyuantuozheneigejiweichenzhongdejizhuchaozhezhangguanzouleguolai，zhangguanzhandouzheshoushenleguoqu，zhandouzhedanleyixia。
fangfoshidandaoleyijiegangding，erzhangguangengshixianghoutuileyibu，ruanruandekaodaolejingcheshang。
wojiuzuozaijiuhuchehoubeixiangdebianyuanshangkanzhezheigefenwaihuajideqingkuang。“ruguoshuoshi**diaoleneigeshenshihuijishenmejiangshanga，jiangjin？shouxun？haishiguojiapaifamianfeidefangzicheziwaijianvpiao？”
wodunshiyuexiangyuemeixinhuanufang。keshihushixiaojiezhalejicidouzhawailedezhentoubawodaihuidaolezheibiandeshijie。kanzhehushixiaojiejieyouxiezhandoudeshenti，ganjueshiqingbutaidui。
“xiaojiejie，shaleshenshiderenhuizenmeyang？”zheijuhuagangshuochukou，jiuganjuebianchenglelingwaidepailiezuhe，zheijiushiyuyanjinglingdeliliangma？wochadianjiuyaoxiayishiwuzhuzui。
erxiayikejiuyourentiwowanchenglezheijianshi，hushixiaojiejiezhentouyirengzuoshouwuzhulewodezui，youshouzaizuiqianbilegejinshengdedongzuo。
kanlekanzhouweideren，meiyourenzhuyidaozheibian，tacaifangxindadandehewoshuohua。
“wobuganbaozhenghuifashengxieshenme，danshiwonenggoubaozhengneigerenhuisidehentongku。”
zheijuhuatingwanwojiushihunshenyigejiling，“baoqian，xiaojiejie，wobeihuapenzahuailelenaodai，nenggaosuwoyixieguanyuzheixieshenshideshiqingma？”
“kanlaibeihuapenzadaonaodaiyijingrangnibaxiaoxueshihoudezhishiwangjidechabuduole，haizheixieshenshi？danfanchaoguoyizhi，womenzheigeguojiasuanshizhendewandanle。”
“liangbainianqian，zheigeshenshicongyizuotantadegudaimuxuechuxian，ranhouni，tajiuyizhizaixunzhaoyigejiaojiamianqishideren，zhiyaomeiyouzhaodao，shadiaowushiyigerenyehuirangtaxianruyiyueyidudechenmian。erzuikepadeshiqingjiushi，dangwomenyongjinshouduanshadiaoyimingshenshizhihou，xiageyuehuichuxianyimingxindeshenshi，gengjiacanbao，gengjiananyichuli。”
“meigeyueshawushiyigeren？gangcaineixiejingchajiushizheimeside？”wodexiahehenkuaihebushangle。
“zhunquedelaishuo，gangcaineixiejingchajiushixianjimouweidejipin。”hushixiaojiejiliyayizhezijizhandoudeshengxian，danshizuihouhaishirangyanleiliulechulai。
“suoyixiansheng，keyijieshiyixiaweishenmeninhuichuxianxianjichangma？erqiezheigeyuedexianjiliangzaijiuchayimingdeqingkuangxia，shenshiweishenmehuisizaizheili？biedongduiyijingshengmingjinliangbaozhengshijianweihaipingmin，xianzaizheiyangdeshiqingninjuedezijishifouyouzerenni？”
jizheyibojiuyonglejinlai，yibobaoweileneigezhangguandezhangguan，haihaoyouyibufenjingyuandangzhule，ergengduodezeshilaidaolewozheibian，woganjinbazhanlexuedeyoushouzangzaishenhou，weizhuangchengyigeluguoshouhaizhedeyangzi。
“buhaoyisi，woshoudaoshenshidegongji，shangdaolenaodai，xianzaishenmedoubujidele。”haoba，wochengrenzijiyanjihenlan，danshibuweizhuangnandaowoyaoshuowoshaleshenshi，jiusuanrenjiaxiangxinle，zenmekanyeshiwotonglegedalouziba。
erganguolaidedejingyuanjimangqusanzheiqunjizhe，erneiweizhangguanyekaoleguolaihehushixiaojiejiejiaoliuwodeqingkuang。，tabingmeiyoubihuiwo，ertadeyanshenjiuxiangzaikanyigesiren。
“ruoye，wozhidaonihennanshou，xiaoliangtaqueshiyunqibuhao。”tayayizheshengyindeanweizhehushixiaojiejie，danshiyejinjinjiushizheiyijuhua。
lengmianshouxindelaozei，jiaxixidezhuangshenmehaoren，wopielepiezui，taquexiangwokaojinguolai“shiyi？ng？xiaojiahuo？”taguolainieleniewodejianbang“shoudehejiyiyang，heshenshiguodeleyizhao？ng？”
zheijiahuomeishuoyijuhuadoujiageng？shizenmehuishi？sangzichuwentile？
wozhouzhemeiwangzheta，hushidoukandechulaiwodeyilianxianqi。
“hainiaole？ng？”tayezhouzhemeilakailejuli。
“kendingbushita，qudiaozheigesijiaozhoubiansuoyoudejiankongjilu，woyaozhidaoshasishenshideneigerenhuozheshuoneigedongxixianzaizainali，ruguoyunqihaodehua，baneigejiahuoxianjijixiayiweishenshiyexunenghuodeyuanliang。”
wobudebujiezhushoudeliliangrangwodexiaheheshang，weishenmebuquxunqiuzheizhongliliangdebangzhuma？weishenmezhihuiyiweidishuncongyiweidiqiqiu？neizhihuiduinimenzaochengshanghaia？buquxunqiuezhishanghaideliliangquequyiweidiqidaoshanghaidejianshao？
学医救不了他们。
zaibanlileyiduiyouyiduideshouxuzhihou，zheiqunrenzhongyufangguolewo。
“fangguowo？zheijiaofangguowo？”woshenwufenwendezhanzaijingjumenqiandeshizulukou“nimenzheijiaozuomousha！”
“boshi？”hushixiaojiejieruoyedeshengyinhenhaobianren，“zhenshibaoqian，zheiqunjingchayinweishenshideshiqingyijingjiaotoulanele，kongpalianbanisongdaoyiyuanzheizhongshiqingdoubuhuiganle。”
woxiaolexiao，wodeshiyidaoshizhende，yinweiwobawodemingziwangdiaole，erqieguanyuzhiqianneigeshijiedeyinxiangyezaibuduanmohu，zheijiushishijieqinranma？yushiwozhihaobaboshizheigedaihaodingzailetoushang，zuobiludeshihoudouyongdezheigemingzi。xianzaixiangxiangyeyouzhongshimingganni，zhengjiushijiedeshiminggan。
cuodebushiwo，shizheigeshijie。