zhaotiezhuxinlibushufu,suiranqiziqushiduonian,dantabingweicishuyuanzhangjia,ketazhongjiushigewairen,henduoshiqingbufangbianchashou。
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youlezhaotiezhudechumian,zhongrenzaibugaoxing,yedoushigannubuganyan。
zhaotiezhujiaodaiwanhouxushiqing,biancongconglikaileyiyuan。
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jiuzheiyang,wangshuzhendeernvmenjieerliansandezoule,zhishengxiazhangjianguo。
talaidaomuqinshenbian,wanqiletadeshoushuodao:“ma,biedanxin,youtiezhuzai,tamenzaibuyuanyi,yehuichuqianjinizhibingde。
laosanbuyangnimeiguanxi,wogenliucuiyoushouyoujiao,zhaogunichuochuoyouyu。
ma,nieleba?woxialoujinidafan,ququjiuhuilai。”
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shimatuoleileni,nigenliucuidoushihaohaizi。”
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“妈,别说了。
ma,nizaiyitian,womenzheigejiajiubuhuisande。
bazoudeshihou,wodayingguotade,yidinghuihaohaosihouni。”
jifenzhongguohou,zhangjianguokuadabuzoulechuqu,taxinlixiangzhe:buguanweilaiyouduonan,tanuliguo,jiubuhouhui。
……
wangshuzhenwangzhelenglengqingqingdebingfang,tajiannandicongbingchuangshangzuoleqilai,manmandichuanshanglexiezi,yibubuchaozhelouxiazouqu。
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她恨啊!
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henkuai,yizhenkunyixilai。
王淑珍闭上了双眼。
zheijiushiyaosiledeganjuema?
siba,siba,tazaojiubuxianghuole!
——
zaizhengyan,zhangjianpingliansecanbaidepaoxiangwunei,tabianpaobianhanzhe:“ba、ma,xiaogufudaizhejigexiongdizhaoshangmenlaile!”
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jinjiezhe,tajiangernverlouzailehuaili。
“jianping,nikexiangsimale!”
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zhangjianpingyagenbuzhifashengleshenme,lenglengdezhanzaiyuandi,xianshichaozhefuqinzhangyuejindefangxiangkanqu,youzhuantouqiaozhedidimeimeimen。
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wangshuzhenxieyanpiaoxiangleqiangshangdeguali,shangmianqingqingchuchudexiezhe:
1977nian4yue13ri。
tajingranzhongshengdaosanshinianqian!
bujinlaotouzimeisi,lianjianpingdouhaihuozhe。
xiangdaozheili,wangshuzhenqingqingpailepaiernverdeshoubei,gentashuodao:“qupaichusuozhaotiezhu,jiushuoyourenshangmennaoshi,wodaoshiyaoqiaoqiaosheigandongshou。”
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“dasao,nijingranyaotongzhitiezhu?
zheiyoubushishenmehaoshi,beirenzhidaobudechuowomendejiliangguma?
younigendagezaijiuxingle,liubiaozuitingniliangde。”
zhangyuejingangyaoshuohua,daitaqiaojianwangshuzhenlinliedemuguanghou,xiayishidisuoleyixiabo。
bijingtayushuzhenjiehunzheixienian,haicongweijiantazheifumoyang。
dengwangshuzhenzhongxinzuoxiahou,limawanqilebianlian,taxiaoyingyingdewangzhezhangyuemeijiuzhunbeisuanzhang。
“zuitingwomende?zheihuameicuo。
tadiyicidongshoudanideshihou,niweilerangtaxiaoqi,congwomenjiashunzoule20gejidan。
tadierciduinijiabaodeshihou,niweilerangtaxiaoqi,congwomenjialinzoulewujindami。
tadisanciduinijiabaodeshihou,niweilerangtaxiaoqi,congwomenjiayaozouleshikuaiqian。
……
zheiyangdeshiqing,meigeyuedouzaifasheng,suoyizheihui,nimenjiayouqueshale?buhuishirangwomenjiliuqianganpaigongzuoba?womenkezuobudao!”
tingdaozheili,zhangyuemeidaoxileyikouliangqi,tayagenmeixiangdaowangshuzhenjingfanxiaochang,shuoqiyiqiandepolanshi。
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tingdaozheihua,zhangjianyemanliandiyidekanzhezhangyuemei,xianshipielepiezui,youyinyangguaiqideshuozhe。
“xiaogu,buhuishibeiwomashuozhongleba?
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nishibushichidinglewobadexingzi,jiujinimenjiujixiguanle?wanghounijiadeshi,shaoshangwojiashuolai!”
wangshuzhenjingjingdikanzhezijidexiaoerzi,qianshitayezheimeshuoguo,zennaizhangfuzhangyuejinshifuchuxingrenge,yishengdouzaiweizhangjiahezijidexiaojiabenbo。
daerzizhangjianguojiushisuiletadexingzi,caihuibianchengzheiyang。
zhangyuemeibenjiushouleyiduziqi,zhengchoumeidifangfaxieni,suoxingdaizhulezhangjianyejiuzhunbeidongshou。
buliao,tadeshouxuanzaibankongzhongchichimeiyouluoxia。
wangshuzhendanshouqinzhuletadeshouwan,lingyizhishouhenhendishuaileyibazhang。
zhangyuemeizhijuedenaodaiwengdiyisheng,tabukezhixindekanzheyanqiandechangjing,fanwendao:“wangshuzhen,nidawo?
wangshuzhen,**dejinggandawo?”
啪!
budengtashuowan,tayouzhongzhongdiaileyibazhang。
“dadoudale,haiyaoxuangehuangdaojirima?
zhangyuemei,xiaolianjiduole,yiweilaonianghaoqifu?haixiangdongshoudawoerzi,xiangpini!”