tashishei,jiujingweishenmebawodaidaozheilai,woyoushizenmeyunguoqude?
心中有太多的疑问。
yifuhaishidadaditiezaishenshang,wozhinengtuiduanwobingmeiyouyunguoqutaijiu。
zhouweiyipianqihei,zhengyanyubiyanwuyi,wokaozhelengbingbingdeqiangbi,xinliyongqiyizhenjuewang。
wojiujingweishenmeneimecuxindayini?
weishenmebuduodengyihui?weishenmeburenzhenquerenhaochepai?weishenmejintianyaochulaibuke,weishenmedaomeideshiwo……
ruguoyiqieshunli,woxianzaizaogaihuiqinle,shuobudingyijingxiwanreshuizaotangshanglechuang。
kewoxianzaibeiguanzaizheigerenburenguibuguidedifang,edeqianxiongtiehoubei,yebuzhidaozheimeliangxiaquhainenghuojitian。
wobaozhexigaiquansuozaijiaoluo,dengzhebuzhidaoshenmeshihoujianglindesiqi。
bingliangdediban,weiduwoshenxiadeweizhihaiyouyisiwendu,zhiyaoshaoweinuodongyixia,**zaiwaidejifujiubeicideyigejiling。
henkuai,yanpizijiukaishidajia。
wobuganshui,yinweiwobunengquebaowodeanquan,zhinengyonglidengzheyipianheimangmangfadai。
yijingbuzhidaoguoquleduojiu,jiuzaiwoxinlifangxianjijiangbengkuideshihou,menzhongyukaile。
jinlaiderendaizhemenwaideyishuguang,neishuguangcongtashenshangzhaojinlai,youyishunjianwobatakanchenglejiushuwodeshengmumaliya。
可他是来杀我的。
wokanqingtashoulinazhedeheiyouyoudedongxi,yixiaziqingxingle,duosuozhejuqibeikunzhudeshuangshoutoujiang。
——那是一把手枪。
zheiwanyierwojianguohenduo,danneixiedoushimeiyouzidanbujubeishashanglidewanjuqiang。
keneiyike,wojihuhaobuyouyudixiangxinyanqianneirenshoulinadeshizhenqiang。
「你醒了?」
neirendelianrudaoxueban,yinweitaishou,shenzhiaoxianxiaqu。
wozheibeizimeiyudaoguoshenmehuairen,yemeijianguoshenmeshimian。
yaoshuozhenqianggewonaodaishang,zheishitouyihui。
ganjuedaoqiangtiezhewotoupidongleyixia,wozhandouzhekanxiangta,zuipizidoudelianhuadoushuobulisuo:
「bieshawo……dage,qiunile,wobuxiangsi……」
duomewuli,duomemeiyoushuofuli。
kedanaoyipiankongbai,shenmehuadoushuobuchulai。
taxiaole,gaosuwo:「meimei,shangyigesiderenhenishuodeyimoyiyang。」
zheixiawoyijuhuadoushuobuchulaile,zhiyaotakouyixiabanji,wodeshengsijiushiyichaneideshi,woshenzhiyijinglianxiangdaolezidanchuanpopifupikairouzhandeshengyin。
kewohaiyouhenduoshimeizuo,wohaiyouhenduoyihan,shenzhilianwoweishenmesidouxiangbumingbai。
wobamahaidengzhewoyouchuxi,wolaowoershuhaidengzhewohuijia,wohaihechentongyuedinghaolegongfuweilai……
我还不想死。
kenengshiwozheifukeliankexiaodeyangzidouleleta,tashouqishouqiang,wanshibugongdihahadaxiao,shouzhifushanglewodelian:
「wobushani,dannidetinghuacaixing。」
jiantabushawo,wodiantourudaosuan,lianmangyingsheng,tayouwen:
「你叫什么?」
「林霖。」
「eleme?」tashuohualiangsiside。