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dangchaodiyikuileishizhouyanlidebaiyueguangsile。
tajiangwoguanjindixiashi,jiwohuanleyizhanghetayimoyiyangrenpidemianju,mingwoxuexitadeyijuyidong。
zhiyaonalibuxiangta,tajiuhuizhuazhuwodeyigejiaren,dangzhewodemianzheru。
woguizaidishang,xuezhebaiyueguangdejiaorouzitai,weileqiuqingjiangnaodaikedetoupoxueliu。
taqueniezhewodexiaba,jiangwoetoudexianxueyidiandianshiqu。
“yaobushini,woderanranzenmehuisi?”
“worangnibianchengta,jiushiweilerangnishuzuide,nizenmegandingzhetadelian,zuozheixiebeigongquxideshi?”
“nijiranzheimexiangjiajiwo,neinijiukanzhejiarenbeiwoyigegezuochenghuosirenoutinishuzuiba。”
tadangzhewodemianjiangwojiarensifenwulie,lianhuachenghuosirenoujitaketouxiagui。
ketabuzhidao,wuguhengsidehuosirenouyuanqijida,zaijiarendezhaohuanxia,huibianchengkongbudeliguihuilaifuchou。
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touxinchegudebingliangjiangwoconghunmibuxingdezhuangtaijiaohuixianshi。
wodeyanjinghaimeiyoufanying,sixinliefeidejiaohanshengquexianciruwodeermo。
zhouyanlishoulizhuaizhewomeimeidetoufa,lingyizhishounazheyibajiandaoduizhunmeimeidebozi,zhengzhanzaidixiashimenkouyinlengdidingzhewo。
“nijintianchifandeshihou,weishenmemeiyouchiwojinibodexia?”
“ranran,nibushizuixihuanchixialema?”
wojiangzuilihaidaizhebingchadeshuitudiao,jinhushiaiqiudeshengyinqiurao:
“shiwodecuo,woqiuqiunifanglewodemeimei,woxianzaijiuchi。”
zhouyanlidashouyihui,tadesuicongjiushangqianlaiduanleyidapenxinxiandehuoxialai。
wobugushoushangdezangwu,pinmingjiangneihaizaihuobengluantiaodexiawangzuilisaizhe。
xingchoudexianweizaiwodezuiliyoudang,wojiangchiwandepenjuzaitouding,qiangrenzheexinmeiyoutuchulai。
zhouyanliyijiaojiangpentifan,zazaiwodeshenshang,tadedashouxiangqianziyiyangguzhuwodebozi。
“jiangwan,nijizhule,zheishiwojinidezuihouyicijihui,ruguonizaibuxiangranran,wozhendehuibanidesuoyoujiaren,quanbudouliancheng,renburenguibuguideguaiwu。”
wopinmingdiantou,zhiyaobushanghaiwozuihoudejiaren,wojiusuanyibeizizuoheqianranyouyoushenmebukeyi?
kewocongtadeyanshenzhongkandaoleyisitongku。
tadingzhewodeliankanleyoukan,houcaoyajihudoubeiyaosui。
meimeibeidaizouhou,zhenggedixiashikongdangdangde,huixiangzhetadeaihaosheng。
wozuanjinlexiongkou,xinzangzaijuliedeqifuzhe,xiangshibeihuiyisikaileyidakuaixuerou。
他以前不是这样的。
womenshiqingmeizhumadeyuanfen。
weilebangzhutachengweidiyikuileishi,wobugufuqindefandui,weitazhaolaizuihaodeqiannianhuaimuzuoweimuoudeshentirangtazuoshilian,jicisanfanjinrushenshanlaolin,xianxiesangming。
wobuzhidaotashicongshenmeshihouaishangheqianrande。
dangwofaxiandeshihou,yijingtaichitaichile。
heqianrankule,tashangmensongwoqinshoudiaokedexiaotuzi,shuochengshizijikedelaihongtakaixin。
heqianranleile,tazuoweidangchaodiyikuileishushiqinzibeigongquxibeitahuifu。
满心满眼全都是她。
woquansuozaidishang,xiangzhezheixienianlaidezhongzhong,zaiyerenbuzhuweilidejutong,jiangneixiesuixiarouquandoutulegeganjing。
zhouyanlicishizhanzaiwodemianqian,kandaowojiangwuhuiwutudaotajiaomianshang,tadiyicimeiyoudongzuo。
kewozhidao,tashigefengzi。
wolianmangpaqilaiguizaitadejiaobian,shuangshouzaitabengaiganjingdexiemianshangfanfucashizhe,buguwoshenshangchuanlaidesaoyang。
“doushiwodecuo,wogaisi。”
yanleixiangdiaolexian,yidiyidizalexialai,zaidishangzhanfangchuyiduoduochirudeleihua。
zhouyanlitingdaowodeqiurao,yanliyouledongrongdeshense。
tadahengbaoqilewo,jiangwoshenshangdeyifuyijianjianchexia。
wopinmingzhengzhazhewuzhu,buxiangrangtakandaowoyinweiduixiaguominerchanshengdedapiandapiandehongban。
tazuanjinwodeshouwan,jiangyipinggaoyaohuluantumozaiwoshenshang。
“shiwocuole,wobuzhidaonixianzaiduixiaguomin。”
tadongzuoqingrou,zaiwochanshenghongbandepifushangchuileyouchui,neixiesaoyangdeganjuesuizhetadedongzuoershuhuanlehenduo。
可我还是哭了。
leishuihumanlewozhenggeshixian。
shia,woshiheqianrana。
ruguowoshijiangwan,tayouzenmehuiduokanwoyiyanni?
“zhouyanli,nidaodiyaozenmeyangcaikenfangguowo?”