第一章临死一卦
tongguoyigerendewuguanmianxiang,keyikanchutarihoudecaiyunhemingshu,zheishixiangshu。
wojiaozuochen,shiyigeshushi,zuishanzhangdejiushikanrenmianxiangduanqiancheng。
mianxiangzheizhongdongxi,qishibingbushenmi。
biruyigerenyilianhengrou,zhangxiangxionghen,duobanbushishenmehaoren。
youderenyilianxianghe,kanshangqufutaipingjing,duobanshiyoufuzhiren。
danshi,zheizhishiyizhonglongtongdekanfa,bingbujuedui。
zhangdexiongsheneshazhirenyoudeyeyouyikecibeizhixin,xiangfan,kanshangquwenjingwuhaiderenyeyouzhenzhengdehuairen。
suoyimianxiangzheizhongdongxi,bingbuxiangbiaomianneimejiandan,zuoweiyigexiangshi,zuixuyaojizhudeyidianjiushi:renbukemaoxiang。
rendexiangmaobingbushiyichengbubian,shouhoutianyinsuyingxiang,gezhongjiyuzhixia,xiangmaoyehuifashenggaibian,suoyixiangshuyimai,kexiangren,quebukexiangming!
eryingxiangrenminglizouxiangdeyinshuhenduo,mianxiangzhishiqizhongzhiyi。
yinzhai、yangzhai,haiyousuojiechuderenheshi,dounengyingxiangyigerendemingshu。
jingtongfengshuishushu,nenggoudingxueanzhai,kanrenmingshuderen,cainengchengweizhenzhengdeshushi。
erwojiushiyigeshushi,suoyoudebenlingdoushiyeyejiaojiwode。
yeyejingtongfengshuiyishu、minglixuanxue,youqishijirenxiangmian、duanrenqianchengmingshumeiguabizhong,zaiwomenneimingqihenda。
bushaorendouzaiwaidiganlai,zhiqiunenggourangyeyebangtamenduanyixiaqianchengmingshu,jiulianfengshuiquanlimiandetongxing,pengdaonanshidouhuitoutouqingyeyebangmang。
zaizheiyixinglisuoyourendoujiaoyeyezuosiye,wobuzhidaozheigechenghushizenmelaide,yeyemingmingmeiyouxiongdijiemei,zenmehuijiaotasiyeni?
zhibuguoyeyeconglaidoumeiyouduiwoshuoguo,xiaoshihouwowenguojici,yeyeshuozheishigemimi,xianzaibunenggaosuwo,dengyouyitianwozhangdacheng.ren,nenggouchishangzheiwanfanziranyejiuzhidaole。
yeyeyoulianggeerzi,wofuqinheershu。
zaiwoshiwusuineiyinian,fuqinqulinxianjirendingxue,yiqujiumeizaihuilai。
diertianyeyegaosuwoshuofuqinsile,zaiyebuhuihuilaile。
neishihoudetafangfocanglaolehenduosui。
woyikaishibuxiangxin,keshicongneizhihouwojiuzaiyemeiyoujianguofuqin。
fuqinqushihouershuyezoule,zoudeshihoubeizheyeyedeqixingbaojian,zaiyemeiyouhuilai。
zhihouyeyejuedingtuichujianghu,congcizhihouzaiyebujirensuanyigua。
xiaoxichuanchuqu,jialimeitiandouyourenlai,mudezhiyouyige,doushilaiquanyeyede,keshiyeyexinyiyijue。
yeyeshuojirensuanleyibeizimingshu,jieguodaotoulailianzijierzidemingdoumeibaozhu,yihouzaiyebuduanyigua!
neixierenlaileyouzoule,youdehenshiwang,youdehenshengqi,shenzhiyourentizheliangdaxiangxianjinlai,qiuyeyejitasuanzuihouyigua,keshiyeyedoujujuele。
yeyeshuoduanrenmingshuzheizhongshiqingyoushangtianhe,tazheirenyibeizi,jirensuanlesanqianjiubaigua,yijingxieluletaiduotianjile,suoyidaerzicaihuihengsi,ruguozaibushoushou,zuojiajiuhuiwuhoude!
yeyebahuashuodaozheifenshang,neixierencongcizhihouzaiyemeiyoulaiguo。
congneizhihou,yeyemeitiandoubuchumen,rangwochuoxuezaijiameitiandoujiaowoshushu、mianxiang、mingli、fengshuizheixiedongxi,buguanwodongbudong,yeyedourangwoxianbeixialai,shuoyihouziranjiudongle。
neishihouwomingxiandefaxianyeyehenzheji,yinweitaxiangyaowobasuoyoutazhidaodedongxidouxuehui,shenzhimeitianwanshangdouyaopeiwodaolingchen。
yeyeshuotadeshijianbuduole,zheixiedoushitayongleyibeizishijianyanjiudedongxi,yidingyaojilao。
sannianhou,yeyequshile。
linsideqianyitianyeyeyouqileyicigua,wohenqiguai,wenyeyebushibujirenduangualema,zenmeyousuanle,yeyexiaozheshuoshijiwosuande。
yiguazhihou,yeyefangfoshunjiancanglaoxuduo,erqiebutingdekexue,danshilianshangquedaizhexiaorong。
wohehuaile,congxiaowojiukanyeyejirenduangua,keshituxuequeshitouyici。
yeyeshuoshengsiyouming,rangwobuyaonanguo,xianzaitayishendebenshidoujilewo,sierwuhanle。
yeyeshuowominglizhizhongdaiyouliudingliujia,shiyoufuqideren,buguoshushushiyoushangtianhededongxi,ershisisuizhiqianwominggebuwen,bunengjirenduangua,gengbunengyongzheixiedongxiquzhuanqian,fouzehuiyoudazai!
ranhouyeyejilewoyigeyupei,neishiyikuaiqiheidemoyu,zhishishangmiandiaokededongxiyouxieqiguai。
shiyigeguangzheshangshendenanren,shencaikuiwuxiongzhuang,zhangfapijian,daizheyigushuobuchudeqishi。
zhibuguozheikuaiyupeizhiyouyiban,neigerutongshenmoyiyangdenanrenxingxiangyezhiyouyiban,kanbuchujutizhangxiang。
wanzhengdeyupeiyinggaiyoubazhangdaxiao,zhongjianbeirenyongliqijipikaile,yifenliangban。
yeyeshuorangwonazhezheibankuaiyupei,dengwoguoleershisisuizhihouziranhuiyourenzhaowo,bazheibanbianjineirenjiuxing。
wowenyeyezheishishenmedongxi,yeyemeiyoujieshi,zhishixiaozheshuobazheiwanyishouhaojiuxing,yihounengkaotanengqugepiaoliangxifu。
wojuedeyeyeshizaikaiwanxiao,zheidongxijiusuanshigudong,yezhiyouyiban,yijingpolexiangle,genbenmaibuchuqujigeqian,yongtalaiquxifugujigouqiang。
yeyefangfozhidaowozaixiangshenme,tanleyikouqi,shuo:“zheidongxilailibujiandan,niyidingyaobaoguanhao。”
kanyeyezheimeshenzhong,wodiantoudaying。
yeyeyoudingzhudao:“ershisisuizhiqian,zheidongxiqianwanbunengjibieren,sheilaiyebuxing。”
wokanyeyeshuodezhengzhong,wentaweishenme,yeyeyaoleyaotou,shuoyouxieshiqingxianzaihaibunenggaosuwo。
tarangwojizhu,ershisisuishiyigekan,zhiyaoershisisuizhiqianbuchushi,yihoudewoyidinghuiyishengpingan,wuzaiwunan。
wowenyeyezenmerangcaisuanmeishi,yeyeshuozhiyaojizhuliangdian。
yishiyupeibukewailu,ershibukeyongshushuquzhuanqian,zhanshangyinguo。
zheimeduonian,yeyejiaowodedongxiwojuedezijixuedeyechabuduole,keshizheiliangjuhuawoshizaibuzhidaoshishenmeyisi。
weishenmewofeiyaodaoershisisuicainengyongshushuquzhuanqian?
gengrangwonongbumingbaidezheigeyupeidaodishishenmelaitou,hewodemingliyouyoushenmeguanxi。
zheiwanyibuguanzenmekandoushiyikuaiputongdemoyu,erqiehaizhiyouyiban,shigecanpin。
wowenyeyezheishangmiandiaokededaodishinalushenxian,yeyedeliansebiandeshifenningzhong,shenmedoumeishuo,zhishirangwobaocunhaojiuxing。
suiranmanduzideyiwen,buguoyeyerucikanzhongzheikuaiyupei,yidingshiyijianjinyaodongxi,woshenzhongdeshouleqilai。
jirenduanleyibeizigua,yeyeyouhenduoqian,keshiyeyeshuoneixieqianwobunengyong,yinweizheixieqianhuiqianlianwodemingshu,suoyisizhiqianyeyebaqiandoujuanlechuqu,zuzuliubaiduowanzhijiwoliuleshiwan。
yeyesihou,xiazangdeneitianlaileyoushangqianren,zhenjinglewomenjishuishi,shenzhihaiyoujigedarenwu,dougonggongjingjingdeguizaiyeyefentoukelejigetou。
neitianbenlaimeiyoufeng,keshixiazangdeshihoufentoushangturanjuanqileyiguxuanfeng,youyimiduocu,zuzupanxuanlebangeduoxiaoshi,kanshangqujiuxiangshiyitiaoqinglongyiyang。
chubindeshihou,yougenanrenyizhiguizaiyeyefenqian,yebushuohua,jiuneimeyizhiguizhe。
erneigurutongqinglongyiyangdexuanfengjiuyizhiweizheneigenanrendazhuan,zhidaoxiaoshibujian。
songzangderendoubeizheiyixianghehuaile,duodeyuanyuande,zhiyouneigenanrenyidongbudong,zaiyeyefenqianguileyigexiaoshi。
zheimeduonianzhaoyeyesuanmingderenhenduo,buguowojixinghao,jibendoujide,keshineigenanrenwoqueconglaimeiyoujianguo,genbenbuzhidaotadaodishishenmeren。
laisongzangderendoushouguoyeyedeenhui,woshiyeyeweiyidesunzi,xianzaiyeyequshile,ershubuzhisuozong,zuojiajiushengxiawoziji,tamendouyaobangwo,youdehaijiwozhaogongzuo。
keshiwodoujujuele,yinweiyeyeshuoguo,zheixierendougentayouqianlian,jieshoutamendebangzhuhuiyingxiangwodemingli,ershisisuizhiqianzheixierenwodoubunengyong。
zanglijieshu,neigenanrenzhaodaolewo,jilewoyizhangmingpian。
tashuotajiaoqinyun,shinianqianshiyeyejiuletayiming,yihouzaibeifangjigeshengruguopengdaoshenmeshi,keyidadianhuazhaota。
tashuowandunleyidun,jiezhewenwoneikuaibanyupeishibushizaiwoshouli。
wolengleyixia,meixiangdaotalianzheidouzhidao,dianlediantou。
neirenmeishuoshenme,zhishidingzhuwoyidingyaobaoguanhaoyupei,qianwanbuyaorangbierenkandao。
linzoudeshihoutayoukanlewoyiyan,yiweishenzhangdetanleyikouqi,shuoershisinianqiandeshiqing,daonizheijiusuanjieshule,cihouneigedifangzaiyemeiyourenzhidaole。
wobumingbaitashuodeshishenmeyisi,xiangyaowenta,keshineirenbaibaishoujiuzoule,yijuhuayemeiyouduoshuo。
congtadeqidushangwonengkandechulai,zheigerenjueduibujiandan,mingliqite,renzhongzhilong,zheizhongrenjueduideshidarenwu。
tajiwodeneizhangmingpianshangmianzhiyouyigemingzihedianhua,erqieshijinde,chunjinde。