woshuidezhengxiang，beiyizhenxixisuosuodeshengyinchaoxingle。mimihuhuzhengyan，minghuangsedezhangziding。edui，wozuowanyoubeitaidaohuangdidelongchuangshanglaile。zhenfan，zheiyingbangbangdechuangnayouworuanhededachuangshufu。
neixixisuosuodeshengyinhaizaijixu。wofanlegeshen，wangchuanglicegonglegong，xiangjiezheshui。jieguoshouwangzhentoudixiayimo，kongde。
wodelvdougaoni？woshuiqianmingmingzangzheierde！
“xingle？”yigedichendeshengyinzaipangbianxiangqi。
wohedeyijiling，chadiancongchuangshanggunxiaqu。niutouyikan，huangdilixuanbuzhishenmeshihouzuozaichuangbian，shoulizhengniezhewoneibankuaiyongyouzhibaozhedelvdougao，yanshenfuzadikanzhewo。
“bi、bixia……ninxiachaole？”**babadijichugexiao，ganjinbaluzaiwaimiandejiaozhitousuohuibeizili。zuowantaikun，wazidoudengdiaole。
lixuanmeishuohua，zhishibaneibankuailvdougaojudaowoyanqianhuanglehuang，shangmianhailiuzhewoqingxideyayin。“jiangcairen，jieshiyixia？”
woxinligedengyixia。wanle，sizidaishiwushanglongchuang，zheizuimingkedakexiao。wokanzhetaneizhangmeishenmebiaoqingdelian，naozifeikuaizhuanzhe。sahuang？tanbai？zhuangsha？
suanle，fanzhengwoyelandefeineinaozi。“huibixia，”wozuoqishen，babeiziladaoxiaba，laoshibajiaodishuo，“chenqie……ele。”
lixuandemeimaosihutiaoleyixia。“ele？yushanfangmeijinifanchi？”
“jilejile。”wolianmangdiantou，“jiushi……jiushizheibanyesangengde，rongyie。erqie，”woxiaoxinyiyidimiaoletayiyan，“ninzheierdeguiju，shiqinqianburangchidongxi，pa……pajishi。”
woshuodeshishihua。meicibeitongzhiyaoshiqin，guanshimamajiutiqianjigeshichendingzhewo，shayeburangchi，jiujiwoguandianshui。meiqimingyuebaochititaiqingying，fangbiansihoubixia。titaiqingying？wodoukuaiedeqianxiongtiehoubeile，qingyinggegui！shiqinyoushigetilihuo，dengwanshierhuidaozijineipianpidelanyuege，yushanfangzaojiuxiele，zhinengkendianlengdianxin，weinanshoudeyaoming。
houlaiwoxueguaile，meicibeitaiguolai，doutoutouzaizhentoudixiazangdiannaifangdedianxin。lvdougao、yunpiangao，doushiwodexintouhao。zuowanzanglekuailvdougao，xiangzhehoubanyedianbadianba，jieguoshuidetaisi，lianhuangdishenmeshihouhuilaidedoubuzhidao，gengbietitashenmeshihoufaxianwode“zuizheng”le。
lixuandingzhewo，yanshenzaiwolianshangsaolejigelaihui，xiangshizaiyanjiushenmexinqiwujian。banshang，tacaimanyouyoudikaikou：“suoyi，nijiuzaizhendelongchuangshang，zhenzhezhendezhentou，touchidianxin？”
zheiyuqi，tingbuchushishengqihaishijuedehaoxiao。woxinyiheng，poguanziposhuai：“bixia，zhei……zheiyebunengquanguaichenqie。ninxianga，ezheduzizenmeyouliqisihouhaonin？chenqiezheiyeshiweile……weilegenghaodiwanchengshiqinrenwu，weihuangjiakaizhisanyedeweidamubiao，jixunenglianga！”wonulirangzijidebiaoqingxiandetebiezhencheng，tebieyoudaoli。
lixuandezuijiaohaoxiangchoudongleyixia。taditoukanlekanshoulineibankuaikelianxixidelvdougao，youkanlekanwoguozaibeizili、zhiluchuyigeluanzaozaonaodaideyangzi。
“wailixieshuo。”tahengleyisheng，quesuishoubaneibankuailvdougaofanghuilechuangtoudexiaojishang，meirengyemeishouzou。“qilaiba，xiangshenmeyangzi。”
worumengdashe，ganjinqishoubajiaodicongbeizilipachulaizhaoyifu。zheilongchuangtaida，wodezhongyibuzhidaobeiwodengdaonaliqule。wojuezhe**zaichuangweimosuo，haoburongyimodaoyijiao，yongliyiche。
“哗啦——”
bansuizheqingcuidesuiliesheng，yigeyouzhibaocongwoneijianzhoubabadezhongyixiuzilidiaolechulai，gundaodishang，limianyuangungundemijianguozisaleyidi，haiyouyigeguliuliugundaolehuangdilixuanminghuangsedelongxuebian，tinglexialai。
时间仿佛凝固了。
wojiangzaiyuandi，shoulihainiezheneijianzuikuihuoshoudezhongyi，ganjueyigureqi“teng”dicongjiaodibanzhichongtianlinggai。wanle，babiqle，zheixiachedibaolule。wobuzhizangledianxin，wohaizanglemijian！zangzaileyifuli！haibeidangchangzhuabao，saleyidi！
lixuandemuguang，congdishangneikegundaotaxuebiandemijianguozi，huanhuanyidaolewolianshang。neiyanshen，bigangcaikanjianlvdougaoshi，fuzaledagaiyibaibei。youzhenjing，younanyizhixin，haiyouyisi……dagaishijuedehuangmiuzhijidewunai？
wozhanglezhangzui，xiangjieshidianshenme，biru“bixianintingwoshuozheishiyifuzidaide”huozhe“zheimijiantazijizhangtuipaojinlaide”，danzuizhong，suoyoudehuadouduzaihoulongli，zhihuachengleyishengxiaoxiaode、juewangdechouqi。
wanle，xianyushengya，pashiyaozhongdaobengcu。
lixuanchenmolehenjiu，jiudaowoyiweitaxiayimiaojiuyaohan“lairena，bazheigedandabaotiandenvrentuochuquzhangbi”。tawanyao，yonglianggenxiuzhangdeshouzhi，nieqileneikezhanledianhuidemijianguozi。
takanlekanmijian，youkanlekanwo，yanshenxiangshizaikanyigewufalijiede、xiqidehuobao。
“jiangqingyan，”tazhongyukaikou，shengyintingbuchuxinu，danbigangcaidichenleyixie，“nizheixiuzili，shidasuankaigezahuopu？”
wo：“……chenqiebugan。”shengyinxiaodexiangwenzihengheng。
“bugan？”tadianliangzheneikemijian，“zhenkannidanzidadehen。”tawangqianzouleliangbu，xuezicaizaiguanghuadejinzhuanshang，fachuqingweideshengxiang，tingzaiwomianqian。gaodadeshenyinglongzhaoxialai，daizheyizhongwuxingdeyapogan。
woxiayishidisuolesuobozi，ganjuehoujingliangsousoude。
taweiweifushen，kaojinleyixie，neishuangshensuideyanjingshenshizhewo，daizhetanjiu。“gaosuzhen，chulelvdougao、mijian，nizheishenshang，haiyoubiede‘cunhuo’ma？”
wobeitakandetoupifama，naoziyipiankongbai，zhishengxiazuibennengdeqiushengyuzaizhengzha。wojihushibuguonaozidi，feikuaidiyaoleyaotou，dongzuofuduzhida，chadianbabozishuaituojiu：“meiyoule！zhenmeiyoule！bixiamingjian！”shengyinyinweijinzhangeryoudianfapiao。
lixuanmeishuohua，zhishidingzhewodeyanjing，sihuzaipanduanwohualidezhenjia。tademuguangtaiyouchuantouli，woganjuezijixianggebeifangzaijuguangdengxiadetoumingren，zangbuzhurenhemimi。
jiuzaiwokuaiyaokangbuzhu，xiangzhudongtanbaixuezilihaisailebankuaizhimatangdeshihou（tianzhidaowogangcaizenmewanglezheicha！），taturanzhiqishen，lakailejuli。
“meiyouzuihao。”tadandandishuoleyiju，tingbuchuqingxu。ranhou，tazuoleyigerangwochedishihuadedongzuo。
他随手一抛。
neikezhanlehuidemijianguozi，zaikongzhonghuaguoyigeduanduandehuxian，“pada”yisheng，zhunquediluohuile……wohaimeilaidejijianqideneigepoyouzhibaoli。
我：“？？？”
tabuzaikanwo，zhuanshenzouxiangwaijian，zhiliuxiayiju：“shoushiganjing。zhenyaoqujimuhouqingan。”yuqipingdandexiangzaishuo“jintiantianqibucuo”。
zhidaotadeshenyingxiaoshizaipingfenghou，dianmenbeitaijianqingqingheshang，wocaimengdihuiguoshenlai，zhangzhangdi、jiehouyushengbantuchuyikouqi，tuiyiruan，chadiantanzuozaidishang。
wodemaya！hesiwole！
woganjindunxialai，shoumangjiaoluandishoushimandilangjie。mijian、youzhi、lvdougaosuixie……yibianjian，yibianxinyouyuji。huangdizheifanying……shenmeyisi？shilandegenwojijiao？haishijuedewochundewukejiuyao，buzhidetadongqi？huozhe……taqishiyejuedeshiqinqianburangchifantingburendaode？
guantani！fanzhengxiaomingzanshibaozhule！
woshoujiaomalidibazuizhengdabaohao，saijinxiudaishenchu（zheicidasiyebuganzangle），youzhenglihaozijilingluandetoufaheyifu。gangshoushitingdang，huangdidetieshendataijianzhangdehaijiugongzheyaojinlaile，lianshangdaizhezhiyehuadexiaorong，kanbuchurenheyiyang。
“jiangcairen，bixiakouyu，qingninsuijiayitongqianwangcininggongjitaihouniangniangqingan。”
wodexin“gedeng”yixia，gangfangxiadexinyoutileqilai。qujitaihouqingan？haiyaogenhuangdiyiqiqu？zhei……zheifuqishibushilaidetaituranledian？taihouniangniangneikebushigeshengyoudedenga！wozheigangzailongchuangshangfanwanshi，zhuantoujiuqujiantaihou？zheibushiwangqiangkoushangzhuangma？
“zhanggonggong，”wojichuyidianxiaorong，shituzhengzhayixia，“chenqie……yirongbuzheng，kongchongzhuangletaihouniangniangfengyan，yaobu……”
zhangdehailianshangdexiaorongwensibudong，xiangshikeshangqude：“cairenfangxin，bixiateyifenfule，shuocairen……ng，tianzhenlanman，taihouniangniangjianlebidinghuanxi。jiaonianyizaidianwaihouzhele。”
tianzhenlanman？huanxi？woxinnigegui！huangdizheijueduishiguyide！takendingshijuedegangcaimeifawotaibianyiwole，xianzaiyaobawodiujitaihoushoushi！zheinanren，xinzhenheia！
woxinlidexiaorenfengkuangchuidiaihao，danmianshanghaidebaochizhe“shouchongruojing”debiaoqing：“shi，chenqiezunzhi。”
de，shifubushihuo，shihuoduobuguo。xianyuyedefangemian，quhuihuineiweichuanshuozhongzhandoulibaobiaodetaihouniangniangle。