第一章
gaokaohou，jingbeizaoyuleyichangbainiannanyudedadizhen。
qinyumopinlemingdibafumuhegegecongfeixuliwachulai，zijiquebeidaoxiadefangliangzazhonglejizhui，lunweicanji，yushengzhinengyulunyiweiban。
fumuweicikuijiubuyi，zhengriyileiximian。
zhidaozheitian，gegeqinxuyedaihuilaiyigenvhai，haiyouyifenqinzijiandingbaogao。
“ba，ma，tacaishiwomendeqinshengnver，qinmingyue。”qinxuyedeshengyinpingjing，quexiangjingleizhaxiangzaiqinyumoerbian，“yumo……shidangnianyiyuanbaocuode。”
yishunjian，fumuyanzhongneinongdehuabukaidekuijiu，rouyankejiandidanqulejifen，querdaizhideshiyizhongrushizhongfudeqingxu。
“wodenver！wokumingdenvera！”qinmubaozheqinmingyuehaotaodaku。
qinfuyehongleyankuang，paizheqinmingyuedebei，lianshengshuo：“huilailejiuhao，huilailejiuhao！”
congneiyihou，yiqiedoubianle。
“yumo，mingyueganghuilai，bushiying，nineigedaiyangtaidefangjianrangjitaba。”
“yumo，zheitaozhubaojimingyuezuojianmianliba，nishoushigouduole。”
“yumo，didoudaxuedebaosongminge……mingyuegengxuyaozheigejihui，nirangjita，babazaijinizhaobiedexuexiao。”
qinyumodeshijieziciyipianhuian。
xinghao，haiyoutadezhumaweihunfulutingbai，shizhongwenroudipeizaitashenbian，gaosuta：“yumo，biepa，haiyouwo。”
tashitaheianshijieli，weiyideguang。
zhidaoneitian，qinmingyuekuzhezhikongqinyumoguyinisiletazuiaidebuoumao。
“womeiyou！”qinyumojideliansefabai，pinmingyaotou。
danfumuhegegegenbenbuxin，qinmingyueleiyanwangwangdeyangzi，hetamenxinliduiqinshengnverdekuiqian，rangtamenshunjianshiqulelizhi。
“nizheigehendudedongxi！womenyanglenizheimeduonian，nijingranzheimeduimingyue！”qinmuborandanu。
“batajiworengjinhouyuanshuichili，rangtayechangchangnishuideziwei！”qinfudeyanshenlengdexiangbing。
genbenburongqinyumobianjie，tabeicubaodiconglunyishangzhuaiqi，zhijierengjinleshenqiubinglengcigudeshuichili。
“jiuming……ba！ma！ge！jiujiuwo……bushiwo……”
taqiangzheshui，juewangdihujiu。
kewuluntazenmekuhan、qiujiu，neishanliangzhewennuandengguangdechuanghuhou，meiyouyigerenchulai。
binglengyidiandianduozoutadetiwenheyishi……
zaicixinglai，shizaiyiyuan。
hunshenxiangbeichaikaizhongzuguoyiyang，youlengyoutong。
tagangzhengkaiyan，jiutingdaomenwaichuanlaiyayideduihuasheng，shilutingbaihegegeqinxuye。
lutingbaideshengyindaizheyayibuzhudenuhuohexinteng：“xuye！woshoubulele！woxianzaijiuyaoqugaosubofubomuzhenxiang！yumocaishitamendeqinshengnver！tamenzenmenengweileyigemaopaihuo，rucizhemota？！”
轰——！
qinyumodedanaoyipiankongbai，erduoliwengwengzuoxiang。
tacaishibamadeqinshengnver？
neiweishenmegegeyaoshuotashibaocuode？！
qinxuyedeshengyinlikexiangqi，daizhejiqie：“tingbai！buxing！jueduibunengshuo！”
“dangchuwobamingyuedaihuijia，pianbamatacaishiqinshengde，yumoshibaocuode，jiushiweilerangtamencongduiyumodekuijiulizouchulai！nimeikandaoma？zhidaoyumobushiqinshengdehou，bamasuiranduitaburucongqian，danzhishaobuzaizhengtianyileiximian，buzaihuozaichenzhongdefuzuiganlile！ruguonixianzaijiechuan，neiwozhiqiansuoyoudenulidoubaifeile！tamenhuizaicixiangqiyumoshiweilejiutamencaifeidiaodetui！neizhongrizi，wobunengzaikanzhetamenguole！”
“tingbai，wozhidaonixihuanyumo，xintengta。ketayeshiwodeqinmeimeia！wonandaobutengma？wodexinyeshirouzhangde！keshiweilebama，womenzhinengjixuyanxiaqu！”
qinyumotangzaibingchuangshang，hunshenbingleng，bipaozaichishuilishigengleng。
演戏……
yuanlaizheiyiqie，quandoushitaqinshenggegedaoyandeyichangxi！
zhishiweilejianqingfumudekuijiu？
suoyitamenjiukeyilisuodangrandishouhuiduitadeai，batayongyoudeyiqieduozousongjilingyigenvhai？
jiukeyizaitabeiwuxianshi，buwenqinghongzaobaidijiangtatuijinbinglengdeshuichi？
neitazheisannianzailunyishangchengshoudetongkuhebubianni？
tayinweijiutamenershiqude、bengaicuicanderenshengni？！
judadehuangmiuganhebeizhiqinbeipandetongchu，xianghaixiaobanjiangtayanmei。
menwai，lutingbaichenmolexujiu，jiudaoqinyumojihuyiweitalikaile，caitingdaotajiqijiannandi、dididi“ng”leyisheng。
他默认了……
tamingmingzhidaozhenxiang，queyexuanzehetagegeyiqi，kanzhetabeimengzaiguli，kanzhetabeiwujie，beishanghai！
qinxuyesihusonglekouqi，yuqiqingsonglexie：“haole，wogaiqukanmingyuele，yaoshibeibamafaxianwodaizaiyumozheili，tamenhuiqiyide。tingbai，jirannikanbuleyumodecanzhuang，neiyehewoyiqiquba。”
脚步声渐渐远去。
qinyumotangzaibingchuangshang，yanleiwushengdixiongyongerchu，jinshilezhentou。
taganjuezijideshijie，conglunyishangdeneiyikekaishibengta，ercike，shichedidefensui。
jiuzaizheishi，tadezhuzhiyishengnazhebinglibenzoulejinlai。
“qin**，nixingle？nidejiarenmeizaima？”yishengkanlekankongdangdangdebingfang，meitouweicu。
qinyumonulizhizhuyanlei，shengyinshaya：“yisheng，zenmele？”
yishengfankanzhebingli，yuqidaizhezhiyexingdechenzhong：“nidejianchajieguochulaile……shiweiai，wanqi。xuyaojinkuaihenidejiarenshangtaoyixiazhiliaofangan。”