第一章
wozaiminzhengjucongzaodengdaotianheishi，luxiangnanzaipeizhetadebaiyueguangchuliandengshan。
wojitadaleshijigedianhua，doubeimiaoju。
zhidaodiershitongdianhua，tazhongyujiele：
“yitianjianbudaowonijiuyaodajishitongdianhua，cuiminga？！nidaodiyouduoquenanren！”
“yueyuexinzangbushufu，wohaiyaozaiyiyuanzhaoguta。lingzhengdeshi，gaitianzaishuoba。”
lianaishinian，zheishidi100ciluxiangnandanfangmianweibaiyueguangdiuxiazaiminzhengjumenkoudewo。
wogualedianhuapingjingdiulejiehunjiezhi，zheihun，bujieyeba。
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dianhualichuanlaigegedexiaosheng，songyuedeshengyinhenqingcui：
“buhaoyisile，qingya。wodexinzangyoubushufule，anandanxinwofeiyaowozhuzaiyiyuanduoguanchajitian。denghuiqu，woyidingrangtajinipeizui。”
womeihuida，jingjingtingzhelimianhuhudefengshengheluxiangnanliangbodeshengyin：
“jiuniwenrouxinshan，daoshihoubeirenqifusidoubuzhidao。”
“qingya，niyebietaijijiao。tashentiyixiangbuhao，jintianlingzhengdeshiqing，gairizaishuoba。”
yuanlai，tabushibuzhidaojintianyaoqulingzheng，zhishimangzhepeitaxinjianjianshangderenlianjintianbulingzhengdexiaoxidoubushedefajiwo。
wangchangzheizhongshihou，wogujizaojiubengkuidaku，shiqulizhidiheluxiangnandachaodanaotaogeshuofa。
可现在，心如止水。
我的声音平静：
“没事，我挂了。”
luxiangnanyiweiwozhongyuxuedongshile，shengyindoudaizhejifenwenrou：“bujijiaojiuxing。yueyuezheibianwoshizaizoubukai，guojitianling......”
womianwubiaoqingenduanledianhua，kanleyanminzhengjujinbidedamen，bawumingzhishangdejiezhibaxiadiujinyipangdelajitong。
huijiadelushang，wodakailesongyuedepengyouquan。
shijianxianshizaiganggang：【hezuiaiderenyiqilaipashanlou！dalaobanjintiangongzuohenmang，danhaishibaimangzhizhongyuanyichoukongpeiwo！aini！】
lianggerenshizhijinwo，xiangenaideqinglvbanliantielian。taiyangluoshandeguangzhaozaitamenshenshang，pingjingyoumeihao。
dixiapinglunqingyisede99。
wosuishoupinglunlegebainianhaohe。
shuoshihua，zheimeduonian，wohetalianjizhangxiangyangdehezhaodounabuchu。
cengjingwoyebuzhiyiciyaoqingluxiangnanpeiwoqupashan，tazongshixiaozhegaosuwodengmangwanlejiupeiwoqu。
wodengleyinianyouyinian，wenduoletajiubaibaishoushuo：“pashanneimelei，wogongzuohenmang。ninengbunengbienaxiaoshilaidaraowo！”
zuihoufuyandoubuyuanyifuyan，yijubuqudafalewo。
yuanlaitabushibuyuanyipashan，zhishibuxianghewoyiqipashan。
songyuedepengyouquanbuzhiheshibianchenglesuoyoukejian，womanmanwangxiahua，neixinzhenzhabanmimimamateng。
tamenyiqikanguopiaoliangdexueshan、yiqikanguowoxihuandegeshoudeyanchanghui，yiqihuanqiulvxingguo，meiyizhanghezhaodoushitamencengjingzaiyiqidezhengming。
ersuoyoudeshijiandoujujiaozailuxiangnangaosuwoyaoquchucha、yaozhunbeiqulingzhengderizi。
woxianggexiaohua，yibianbianziwogandongzhetayidingzaiweiwomendeweilainuli。
huidaojia，woturanxiangqitazaishufangzhenzangdehezi。jidewozhishibangtadasaoshufangshibuxiaoxinpengdaolehezi，tajiuduiwodafaleitingshenzhidongshoudalewoyibazhang。
ranhoubeitayanlingjinzhibuzhunzaijinrushufang。
wochongjinqufanxiangdaojuzhaochuleneigeshangsuodehezi，mimaguobuqiranshisongyuedeshengri。
kandaoneihouhouyitafeijipiaohaiyoushubuqingdehezhao，wochedisixinle，pibeidibotonglexuejiededianhua：
“xuejie，wokaolvhaole。zhunbeichuguoqunizujiandeletuan。”
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xuejiemingxianyouxieyiwai，suijigaoxingkaikou：
“zhendemayaya，dengniqianzhengxialaiwojinidingjipiao。yaoqingnizheimejiu，nikesuandayinglaile。”
suijitayouxiedanyou：“luxiangnanzhidaoma？nibuhuishiyinweichaojia，duqidayingdeba？”
woyaoyaotou，“bushi，shiwozijixiangqude。”
duimiansongleyikouqi，quedinghaozhihoubahetongfajilewo。
womeiyousihaoyouyuqianxiale。
zouxiangerlouzawujianshi，wotuikailemen。
zhongjiandegangqinshangbumanlehouhoudehuichen，jiuxiangneixiecengjingwoyiweimeihaodeshijianbeiwushengdiyiwang。
qinjianshangbobodehuichen，rangwoxinzhongdeyinmaijiujiuhuizhibuqu，yadewoxinkouchuanbushangqi。
zaiyiqishijianzhangle，luxiangnanzongshibumanyiwogenzheletuansichupao。tazongjuedeletuanliderengouxindoujiao、luanqibazao，tashuozheihuiyingxiangwodeneixin，tapawobuyaota。
yinweitahesongyuefenshoujiushiyinweisongyuexiangzhuiqiuzijideyinlemengpaoxiataqianwangguowai。
wozhidaotameiyouanquangan，yeyiweitazhendexuyaowo。
xinyiruan，cileletuandegongzuo，fangqileduoniandemengxiang，weitaxishouzuogengtang。
kewoquezaisongyuedepengyouquankandaowomendejinianrineitian，tazhuanmenbaolequanchangdepiaoqinggongsisuoyourenquzhichita，neitianwomingmingzaozaotongzhita，jingxinzuoleshijipancaihedangaodengdaolelingchenshierdian。
yanquanyizhensuanseshirun，yanleihualuo。
pingshenmesongyuekeyizhuimeng？
而我不行。
cengjingwowenguo，taxiaozhelouzhewoshuo：“nihesongyuebuyiyang。”
woyiweizaitayanli，woshitebiede。
xianzaiwozhidaobuyiyangzainale，songyueshitaxinjianjianshangderen，suoyitakeyisiwujidanxiangzuotayiqiexiangzuode。erwobuxing，wojiushitadefushupin，wodeyiqiedouyaokongzhizaitashoushang。
wozhaolaiyongrenbangmangqingliganjinggangqin，bandaolekongfangjiandanlejishouge。
diertian，wonandeshuidaoziranxing。
luxiangnanzuozaishafashangkanlewoyiyan，yuqibuyue：“jintianzenmeqizheimewan？zuotiandeshinihaizaigenggengyuhuai？zenmezheimexiaoqi......”
wodaduanleta：“meishengqi。wozuijinyoudianlei，duoshuilehuier。”
“zuihaoruci。”luxiangnanfangxiashouji，weiweizhoumei，“buguoshilingzhengduodadianshi，guojitianzaitiaogerizijiuxing。”
“songyuexinzangbuhao，youyigerenzaiguoneigukulingding。wogaiduoduozhaoguta，nibieshuaxiaoxingzi。”
luxiangnandeyanshenruili，jinsuomeitou，haoxiangwozuotiandadianhuadezhiwenjiushifanletiandadecuo。
suiji，tabachajishangxiejidexiarenxiaolongbaotuijiwo，shishebankaikou：“zaofan，chiba。”
jianwochichibuna，tazhanqishenbunaifanle：“nizheihaibushishengqi？！nidaodiyaozenme......”
“我海鲜过敏。”
shinianle，tarengjibuzhuwodexihaoheguominwu。
pingdandehuaduzhuletadenuhuo，tadelianzhanghongle，yanlishanguojinzhanghexinxu，shengyindouruole：“wojinzaotaizhejile......ni......nirangyongrenjinizuodianbiedeba。”
wozhigougoukanzheta，tabeiwokandebuziran。
zhidaoyizhenjicude**xiangqi，zhengjiuleta。dantayouyouyuyukanlekanwo，wojinleshouji。
wodadukaikou：“jieba，wanyishijishini。”
wotingdaosongyuekukutitishuozijibushufudeshengyin。
qingmiaodanxiedejijuhuarangluxiangnanliantouyemeihui，yuqijiaojidirangtadengzhe，linzhewaitaojiuwangwaigan。
mingmingshuohaoyaolikai，kexinhaishihuiteng。
luxiangnan，jirannibuaiwo，woyebuhuiqiangqiule！
wobuxiangzaiyuandidengnile！